 I feel tired. I've always felt tired. I'm confused. Very confused. Oh my goodness. Confusion is very, very in-pride on my list of feelings right now. I feel kind of like I'm fooling people because you know in my videos at Iwa John Green and all those amazing people have said about me. Like they say these amazing things about me but I feel like I'm fooling you all because I'm not always amazing and I'm not always awesome and I'm not always strong and I'm not always great and you guys should know that you know. I'm not always this perfect person. Enough nonsense when she said that Esther was born on the 3rd of August 1994 in Massachusetts. In 2006 she was discovered that she was a cancer patient. She died on the 25th of August 2010 at the age of 16. In the meantime she is in the online community Nerf Viteria, to which she lives. She got to know a certain person through her social engagement and simply through her art. And that should also be the reason why people are injured. Esther was in the first line just because she was known for being a great person. And I can even say that even though I have never met the most people who were hurt by her death, but only because her videos were known and because I said something about her. But also from the virtual distance you feel really unfair that you have to die at the age of 16 because of a natural disease. We have dictators who have a lot of blood in their veins and live on the cost of life. And yes, just the opposite of a great person can die 60, 70 years in vain. But I'm not going to tell you the whole thing here and I'm going to tell you the whole thing here to make a depressing video and to make the depressing part of this story too many times, but the whole in the opposite. Because the great thing is that Esther, this resignation is the worst thing that has ever happened and is now after some death her family and many, many others are doing. That doesn't change anything. The worst thing is that she had to die, but just like the seemingly happiest moments sometimes don't mean any happiness at all. And for example, if you want to ruin a lot of life, you can also keep up the most depressing stories without any more hope. The name Esther comes from the Persian and means star in English. And that is a symbol of her name. Esther is a member of a specific community. The solution of all of this is to go to the same name of the foundation. Which, among other things, helps families with cancer patients, especially helps that Esther's story really rarely has to return. And because these members have been sold many, many times, Esther's fate has created a positive result. And that's right, at least as happy as the prehistory of my life. And that's why I hope that this way I can get two or three more members, maybe one of you can buy it. In the video description you'll find the link where you can buy it for $5 and the shipping costs. And that's why I hope that the one or two of you can get a part of the two stars that this star doesn't have.