 I don't know if it's my mommy instinct or what but I can be sleeping. I Could be in a deep sleep And hear my baby call my name Because I'm 3 a.m. Girl, I know look at this all right 3 a.m. I heard a soft mama I thought I was dreaming and I woke up and I'm like That's JB. So I went to his room And look was that you he's like yeah, is it morning time yet? He can go back to sleep. Thank God because he was it's 3 o'clock, but no so he's still asleep So This I need it. I think I'm dehydrated or something I'm tired and when I'm tired now my eyes definitely throbbing because I'm tired still because he woke me up And I was up when you wake me up close to four. That's it. I can't go back to bed So I did not I didn't go back to bed I'm Up-editing videos for you I Have only two more videos this year to pull out. That's it y'all because I'm in the middle of middle of vlog is Vlogmas and just due to the holidays I don't know how I read my case. It's gonna like my video because I was not filming their head scarves as a styling scarf I mean I felt like That those head scarves were giving me I have a bunch of peppermint in my purse I'm going to Bible study. You know what I mean? It's just I wasn't feeling that's a styling scarf. They weren't cute And I kind of said that in a very PC way in my review Speaking up some of JV's Christmas presents came in child. Miss Lori said she would help me ramp them I don't want to go over there because they have dogs and they have dog hair everywhere I don't want you know. No, I'm just gonna figure out how to wrap these presents. I Am crafty, but I cannot wrap presents push it Remember how you used to be able? What was it? It was either a Sears It was a Sears or JC pennies, and I'm still I'm sure they still have it You used to be able to just bring your packages and they were wrapping for you for a fee I'm pretty sure they're wrapping services, but what for? He's gonna rip through those presents girl. Please. I'm not paying to wrap those presents I will wrap those presents like he ordered five pounds of catfish I do not care and throw a bow on a hill the first year. I didn't even bother to wrap some of them So anyway y'all today is my first day back at work, but it's very slow. Thank God I had such a good time yesterday with my friend rainy. We had a blast I was off so I really wasn't you know clocking to see if I to get back home I just have to be mindful because I went all the way up to Tampi, which is a good 30 40 minutes from me Um, but we had a fun time. We went to a bar where we used to go when we worked together Um, we were there for three hours. No, no, no wait We'll be there for two and a half hours Yeah, but it was a good time We had a great time had a few drinks, you know, we didn't get through no because we got a drive Just had a free drink some good appetizers And we're just talking to the bartender who we used to chill not chill out with but It's almost like meeting up with old friends even with the bartender. So it was just a really good time And she sent me a text message last night. She's like, thank you for the conversation We need to meet up more often. I said girl, I go up there every look I have time with My friends I try to do something every month and not by myself You know go somewhere every on a monthly basis um and so She's like, okay, cool. Just let me know when you go and back up there again next next month I'm like, yeah, I'll let you know. I've been trying to get my girlfriend miss yolanda I don't know what's going on with her y'all. She's one of those friends who Unless I'm at work with her she rarely reaches out to me And look, I it's exhausting trying to keep friends if you don't want to talk to me I'm not going to keep trying to reach out to you. And I know she may have some personal stuff going on Um, she's trying to retire early, but send a quick text message to say girl She you know, so I'm you get three times with me three tries and I'm done. I'm like that y'all I'm not wasting no more. I don't waste any more energy On relationships that are not meant to be, you know, that everything has a season and a reason I am I'm a type of person. I'm perfectly cool. I don't get any feelings about it. You know, whatever girl just move on So yeah, y'all, um I was catching up some more videos. I was so sad to see I couldn't even finish it Because I was I was this close to breaking down Um, what is her name? Keisha is her name keisha you guys her mother passed away like Within the past two days and she's young isn't she young? She's young I that is just horrible she came on cam. She was just saying how you know This is the reason why me take me a while. I'm not gonna be on on social media I'm not gonna be uploading for a while because her mom passed away suddenly last night That y'all I just that's just really broke my heart Y'all I'm at my favorite place. You are ready now. I'm here to get some more craft stuff and also To get some stuff to bake JV's teacher um His school not the teacher I got his school some stuff and I know I'm gonna get renaissance my budget's gonna be 25 dollars Okay, 25 dollars for everything. All right, so now time to see what type of Stuff I could get as far as baking for them We're gonna do On the mix Chocolate cake Yeah, it's cold When I tell you it it's cold My thermostat reads 43 degrees And I'm not built for this type of weather. I'm just not Let me get my Told you I'm a germaphobe Let me go ahead and wipe my hands with this here Is this What the heck is this? I did not click on that. I mean maybe I did but No Yeah, what is up with these Latinos saying the n word? Anyway, um, anyway, girl, that's a whole nother discussion. Um Y'all we getting closer to Christmas. It's the most wonderful time of the year Look, I know y'all think it girl if you don't stop it Y'all y'all know I like this good time of the year. So look I started watching, you know, the Christmas movies again And I'm gonna get my snacks together And I'll show y'all what I bought Mmm cranberry juice. I love it Um I watched a lifetime Christmas movie last night. What was it called? I was falling asleep on it but, um Some person in the neighborhood is doing good deeds. I think it's called like Christmas deeds or a Christmas secret Santa girl Everybody look perfect. What is it? Everybody look perfect in those movies. Everybody, you know, they have the perfect Christmas ornaments their kids are perfect, you know Um lately has been journalists moving back to the area someone moving back to their hometown to get trapped in a snow globe And girl You know what it should be once serving put container They they doing something. So I shouldn't be eating it. I know Especially since it's not even nine o'clock. So I I paid a dollar for these chips, right? The chips are down here I get half I paid you for a full bag of chips and I get You need to lose one anyway um I'm looking at other people do vlog with y'all I was watching her name is She does the three in one videos where she does her hair Makeup and an outfit. She's Nigerian. She lives out and I think she lives out in Texas because I could have sworn She said she went to school at UNT But she travels a lot. So I'm not sure where she lives at exactly and I don't really watch her videos consistently But I did watch her vlog once this morning And it looks like either You can tell By someone how someone carries herself if they come from a certain status, you know I mean, so I could tell her parents have money somebody in the family comes from money. Um It's so Sophie. I think it's sophiology. So sophiology Is that how you pronounce it? Y'all know I can't pronounce anything beautiful young lady I originally started watching her because she has a couple of videos on intermittent fasting. First of all, she's young I didn't realize how young she actually is She's only 20 like 22 21 years old and she's actually one of those people I thought was older Not that she necessarily looks older, but again, she carries herself Easily I thought she was in her late 20s. Anyway I was watching her vlog this video first of all cracking up laughing because she's she's a little hot energy High energy. She could be a little quirky. I love her personality I guess she was opening up her presence. I know her she was opening up some amazon packages and cut herself Y'all I can't look at blood. She says so I'm welcome to her car So she showed her car with all the glass and everything She called, you know, she called 911 um I don't think they stole anything They can't do anything for you guys honestly a lot of the times because when we were living in Scottsdale This was my own fault I had left A bag of shoes. I left some expensive ass shoes I mean the shoes range from 80 to like 125 dollars and they were all my good shoes It was easily 600 dollars for shoes And there was only like five here a shoe 600 dollars were for shoes in it, right? So of course they saw that they saw and it was my fault. I left it in there So they saw the the gleam of something the shoes had Um crystals on them and all that stuff very I y'all look when I was in my 20s I was I would wear shoes bad. I was that girl in in the office. You never saw me in flats I'm coming up here slaying everyone and four inch pumps and my you know, I was rocking it. So anyway They sold all those shoes. I called 911 and all they were like was okay. Well, we can report it But they didn't do anything. There's nothing else. They they didn't do anything This instance she counted she was going up and down. I guess her um Her car was in a garage and heard what she lives that they have a garage right a covered garage And 15 cars broken into they put trash in her car and she couldn't again She couldn't tell whether or not they stole anything but it didn't appear that they stole anything So I was reading some of the comments more than likely those are kids doing that It's crazy, but it's more. I don't see a grown-ass person going around, you know, um Not to say it can't happen, but more than likely it is Teenager there are kids doing it. Excuse me. All right, y'all. So I got some more wrapping paper because I did have some leftover wrapping paper in there. However, I'm not sure how much is on a roll and I'd be Damn if I'm wrapping, you know presents and I run out of wrapping paper I don't I already don't like to wrap presents. So I don't need to be running out. Okay. Let me pack this Back this up some That matches this not y'all. I'm not good at this. I was left that on a toy with I didn't even wrap it in I got some foil paper. Okay I got some A gallon zipline bags what I'm going to do is probably tomorrow today I'm going to organize the house around and kind of put things together because I I'm in the mood to do it So while I'm still in the mood, I'm going to be doing organizing little pockets of the house, but More than likely either tomorrow or what's that got time tomorrow or thursday I'm going to get jay v's crafts together Get them all together if everything I need to create a craft. I'm even going to write instructions on what we're doing everything to create the craft and put it here inside of This gallon bag, okay And y'all gonna see that so don't worry then I have some chocolate Box cake mix. I'm going to be making chocolate parent cake Let's put this back in here. I'm not going to eat all these chips Yeah, just to let y'all know It's so cold I haven't been back home since I dropped off jay v And I have groceries in here and it's still cold enough. It's 40 something degrees A high of 43 right now All right cotton balls. We're going to be doing, you know, a little craft from cotton balls Some fudge brownie mix to make the teachers some brownies They're running out of room I got room for these so Volcano kit for jay v All right, y'all that's enough tips. I got some toothpaste. This is the toothpaste. I use ultra bright And sometimes I like to brush my teeth with baking soda even though she told me to stop doing that I have some sticky notes because I never seem to be able to find them Um, I have some energy bars. I probably have one of these like right now because I'm starving. Okay, let me put this stuff in here I can't wait to get home to get all organized you guys Are y'all ready? Like me, hell I'm cold with marshmallows. We can have one morning in the morning of Christmas Yeah, I'm gonna make y'all sick with the happiness like honestly It's it's good to be alive and in 2019 and going forward I have some chocolate to go on top of the pound cake. I'm going to just crush them up and put them on top Speaking of some icing I had some tape because I could never be able to find it. I need to put this in the back for the Christmas presents I have some dry erase markers for our dry erase board and this is a little pen holder for the dry erase Yeah, this is that to show that Girl you can turn myself around I have some paper plastic plates It's for the um pound. I'm gonna slice up the pound cake Y'all gonna just slice up the pound cake and let it on here already self-serve You know self-serve yourself girl and then the brownies are going to be on a separate one now now now you see now um, this is another Another reason why we should be moving back home. I get an email. Let me put the camera down girl And I have to go. Oh girl, let me let me take my birth control real quick because we were at out somewhere There was a baby acting a plum full Oh Um I get an email from the active school care for the winter winter camp or whatever and they're like Just a reminder To sign your child up if you need care doing the winter break because right now we just have one child enrolled Guess who's the one child enrolled My child Yeah, I'm like what the hell so they need 12 kids 12 kids to get registered So, you know, so I'm like, oh lord. Yeah, please please register. Please now Um, yeah, I know I'm silly Now the funny thing is that I went ahead y'all I I am a planner So I went ahead And contacted some other moms and was like, look, please let me know if you would like to schedule a play date Because we don't have any family here My husband works and so it'll just it'll just be jb and i4, you know two weeks two and a half weeks It feel like yeah, it's basically two and a half weeks if you include the weekend So A couple of them say, yeah, sure. We'll get together and I know they will little This is new you guys a new dish for me. It looks a little oily, but it's not Um, this is shredded chicken with cabbage a little bit of tomato sauce and half and half I'm gonna pair some racks with this and then I'm making one of the moms a bunch of soup But we're gonna I'm gonna take out about two servings for us