 Hello, everyone. Welcome again to the Course in Miracles Lessons Online Live. And we're going through the lessons spontaneously, so I pop in every once in a while. And today we have back-to-back days. We carry on with Course in Miracles Workbook Lesson number 24. The title of it is, I do not perceive my own best interest. In no situation that arises do you realize the outcome that would make you happy. Therefore, you have no guide to appropriate action and no way of judging the result. What you do is determined by your perception of the situation, and that perception is wrong. It is inevitable then that you will not serve your own best interest. Yet they are your only goal in any situation which is correctly perceived. Otherwise, you will not recognize what they are. I was praying on this today to try to convey it. Imagine that with everything that you perceive on Earth and the cosmos that you have just past learning and opinions and judgments and assumptions about everything. Even about what will happen when you flush the toilet, you expect the water to go down. Or when you open a door, you turn the handle and you expect the door to open. Even to the most basic things that everything that seems to be perceived is based on expectations. And those expectations are based on a perception of the world. So this is why Jesus is telling us in no situation that arises do you realize the outcome that would make you happy. And when I read that first line, he doesn't say in some situations that arise you do not realize the outcome that would make you happy. He says in no situation that arises do you realize the outcome that would make you happy. In zero situations that arise you do not realize the outcome that would make you happy. And then he goes on to basically saying what you do is determined by your perception of the situation and that perception is wrong. This is the teaching of Jesus that we're dealing with in the sleeping mind in the deceived mind in the mind that has fallen asleep and forgotten God. We're dealing with a complete psychosis, a complete break from reality, reality being heaven or spirit. We're dealing with schizophrenia, we're listening to multiple voices every day. We're dealing with deja vu, we're reliving the same instant over and over believing we're living it fresh, brand new every day, every next moment when in fact it's just a repetition of the past long gone by. And so if we start to look at this first paragraph again, he's basically saying you can't really serve your own best interest in any situation because you don't know what your own best interest is. It's kind of like if somebody said here we want you to suit up and be an astronaut and we're going to send you off with a new brand of high tech space travel. And the movie passengers with Jennifer Lawrence, and we're going to send you off to a new galaxy a new planet, but we don't know anything about the planet so when the capsule space capsule and yours, your spaceship lands on this new planet and X galaxy. You won't know anything you won't know about the atmosphere you won't know about the gravity you won't know what the planet is you have no idea of what this is and when you walk out of that space capsule or spaceship, you know nothing. We don't know if there's, there's aliens there or or giant dinosaurs we we don't know if there's flying sharks. You step out you know nothing whatsoever. And, and that's what Jesus is trying to get through to us with, you know, I do not perceive my own best interest. He's teaching us that with planet Earth. When you wake up in the morning you don't really truly know your best interest and in any situation that happens to you all through the day, for example, you will not know your own best interest, because you really only have one best interest and that's forgiveness but you think you have a bunch of other goals, a lot of self concept goals, career goals, family goals, fitness goals, nutrition goals, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Much to do about nothing none of the goals that the ego has offered part of this illusory self concept, none of them mean anything at all. And that's why Jesus is teaching us today with less than 24. I do not perceive my own best interest. So it's pretty straightforward there in the first paragraph. Now let's go on to the second paragraph. If you realize that you do not perceive your own best interest. You could be taught what they are. But in the presence of your conviction that you do know what they are, you cannot learn. The idea for today is to step toward opening your mind so that learning can begin. You know, sometimes when people play a board game for the first time and they don't know how to play the board game. And they win. They win the game. Then the rest of the participants go, Oh, that was beginner's luck. In Buddhism, they have a thing called beginner's mind. This is a mind that is so clean and pristine that it has no clue what's happening. So you might say that that's, that's also the goal of Jesus with this course of miracles. He wants you to come to beginner's mind. And in what would that be for Jesus? He would call it I am this. You know, if you come in there, you were, you're so clueless about everything. You don't know what anything means. You can tell that's what he's doing with his workbook glass and nothing I see means anything. I do not understand anything I see. I'm meaning this thoughts are showing me I mean this world if you're following these lessons. You know that Jesus is pulling pulling the mind back come on back way back way back come back to me come back to the light. Back back back back back back back back come back prior to knowing anything at all. And then he's saying if you realize that you do not perceive your own best interest, you could be taught what they are. But in the presence of your conviction that you do know what they are, you cannot learn. Let's say let's go back to the spaceship analysis, you know, you get sent off by by NASA and a very high tech spaceship they were able to beam beam you to another galaxy another solar system another planet. You get there you seem to be firing the rockets the computer is firing the rockets to make sure you land. And then you get there and you don't know what's there. You know, you don't know whether there's oxygen or not you you put on a space suit. You don't know whether there's the temperature is is minus 50 degrees Fahrenheit. You don't know what whether the wind factor you don't know about the sun if there's light you don't know whether you'll be able to see you. You don't know anything when you're going to step out of that spaceship you don't know anything. And Jesus is telling us, if you really were in a place where you didn't know anything about anything you could be taught. What's your own best interest are you could, you could be taught forgiveness by the Holy Spirit if you didn't know anything else. But when your minds filled up with meaningless learnings that are all based on the past, and have no reality whatsoever. Then you can see why the spiritual journey seems to take time, because you have to unlearn so much. Or as the Buddhist might say or Alan Watts might say you need to empty your mind. And Jesus says the same thing, you know, in his workbook, empty your mind of everything you think you think everything you think you know, every thought you've ever had about God about yourself about everyone. Hold on to nothing. Don't bring one thought the past has taught. He's taking us toward that pristine mind that can unlearn everything that it learned, and then it slips back into I am this. I am has got to create a me. I am, I am one with God. I'm, I and the Father are one you see Jesus was who he slipped back all the way to the I am this. Third paragraph, the exercises for today require much more honesty than you are accustomed to using a few subjects honestly and carefully considered in each of the five practice periods, which should be more taken today will be more helpful than a more cursory examination of a large number. Two minutes are suggested for each of the mind searching periods, which the exercises involved. So now he's giving us instruction on how to empty our mind. And some of you are saying, you know, if I'm doing the course do I have to meditate the course and miracles workbook lessons are a meditation they're instruction and meditation. There's so many variations and forms in this world, you know, there's transcendental meditation is the pasta the mind training there's, there's all types of mind training and Jesus has his own mind training and meditation practice by just practicing the workbook lessons sometimes with your eyes closed sometimes with your eyes open, you will instruct you very specifically day by day. The practice period should begin with repeating today's idea, followed by searching the mind with closed eyes for unresolved situations about which you are currently concerned. You should be on uncovering the outcome you want. You will quickly realize that you have a number of goals in mind as part of the desired outcome, and also that these goals are on different levels, and often conflict. So, you start off with eyes closed. Repeat. I do not perceive my own best interest. I do not perceive my own best interest. And then as you pause and you just let the thoughts and your awareness arise, thoughts and consciousness. You may be thinking about the day ahead, you may be thinking of, if you have a to do list. What's on that list, what's the most important thing on that list. You may be thinking of children, you may be thinking of children, getting to school on time, if it's snowing or icy where you live or, or trying to remember, oh yeah, today I have to pick them up at three o'clock in the afternoon. It can be thinking of situations and various perceived interests that are perceived in each of those situations. The outcome perhaps the children arrived to school on time, even though it's snowy and icy roads or, or I remember to leave a little early to pick up my child from school. It could be anything about your, your thoughts of food for the day where you'll eat the thoughts of clothes that you're going to wear it could be thoughts of, of what you're going to deal with in the house that you live or at work, when you go there with your boss or with your coworkers. It could be any thoughts that crush your mind. And you're just starting with this beautiful lesson of, I do not perceive my own best interest, and you're letting your just watching your mind come up with situations scenarios, and, and then you're watching the outcomes that are attached to those situations and scenarios. This should be on and covering the outcome you want. You will quickly quickly realize that you have a number of goals in mind as part of the desired outcome, and also that these goals are on different levels and often conflict. Okay, what does that mean at the end these goals are on different levels and often conflict. Maybe you have state of mind goals, the kind of day you want to have maybe you have goals for achieving something in form or accomplishing something in form of finishing the, the to do list that you've made for yourself, either on paper or digitally or maybe you just have a mental to do list. I've got to remember to call in about my taxes today or I've got to remember to to check up on this or do that. I have to remember to do it. And there are a number of goals in mind as part of the desired outcome. These goals that Jesus is asking us to be aware of our all self concept goals, their goals that involve persons places things. The goals that you've set for your life, even for your day, or even for your morning. The goals are tied into situations of things that you're hoping that they're going to go well and you've already predefined what well looks like. That's subtle. In applying the idea for today, name each situation that occurs to you, and then enumerate carefully as many goals as possible that you would like to be met in its resolution. The form of each application should be roughly as follows. In the situation involving, for example, my, my children, going to school, I would like them to arrive safely and on time and be happy and going about their day at school with good cheer. Okay, that could be a goal, and so on. Try to cover as many different kinds of outcomes as may honestly occur to you, even if some of them do not appear to be directly related to the situation, or even to be inherent in it at all. So, basically, you're, you're looking at the outcomes, you're looking at your wishes. Let's just say that like Sigmund Freud said dreams were wish fulfillment. Let's just say is, as you look upon it and you think about your day that you as a person are going to go through. Let's just say that those are dreams and you have a lot of wish fulfillment underneath that. Wishing and hoping and praying and wishing, you know, you're just wishing, wishing, wishing, and this wishes are coming from the mind. They're not inherent. They're not really attached to you as a person, even though you can seem to attach them to a person. These are wishes for the cosmos. These are wishes for time and space to be a certain way. These are wishes for the day to go a certain way, so that you can call it a good day. You see, part of, we talked about yesterday, the positive thoughts and the negative thoughts are all attached to ego self concept goals. Really, Jesus is trying to teach us and train us through these were lessons to be fully present. And I mean, fully, fully, fully present. The Kingdom of Heaven is at hand. That's pretty close. The Kingdom of Heaven is within. Again, very, very, very close to the core of my being. He's talking about the light when he's talking about the Kingdom of Heaven is within. If these exercises are done properly, you will quickly recognize that you are making a large number of demands of the situation, which have nothing to do with it. You will also recognize that many of your goals are contradictory. That you have no unified outcome in mind, and that you must experience disappointment in connection with some of your goals. However, the situation turns out. Okay. You're a sports fan, maybe you know that there's some sports games that you're aware of today and there's a number of teams involved and then of those teams involved in those contest. If you believe you want certain ones to win of the games and certain ones to lose. There you go. You have a lot of different outcomes. Many of the goals are contradictory. There's no unified outcome for the day. And you basically are going through the day with so many self cuts up goals and then some of them may seem to come to pass as you believe they should inform. They should look the way you want them to look. And some are not going to come to pass. And what we're seeing is that these are all part of the mind, the things, you know, nothing happens by accident. And everything, as Jesus says and everything that seems to happen to me I asked for and receive as I've asked the wins and the loses the wins and the losses. The perceived positive outcomes and the perceived negative outcomes are all part of a thought system that is generated by the ego. And again Jesus is telling us, I do not perceive my own best interests. Not most of the time, not some of the time, all of the time. You see the humbleness, the humility that Jesus is asking us to come in. He's saying if you want to reach the Holy Spirit's perspective you have to give up your personal perspective with anything you have to say and mean I don't know what anything means. You have to say and mean nothing I see means anything you have to really take it on board by meaningless thoughts are showing me a meaningless world. I mean down to the core, everything that my five senses are showing are coming from meaningless thoughts that God did not create everything is generated by the ego. The entire world is a private perceptual world that's been generated from the ego. You may think there's other people out there with minds of their own and thoughts of their own and beliefs of their own but but that's not true either. The ego put them all out there. Jesus one time in the course he says the ego peopled the world. He's used peopled peopled as a verb the ego peopled the world. It's also past tense. So that's the good news it's all part of a, it's all part of the past. It's all part of an ego trick and we're coming to the present to be free of the trick. After covering the list of as many hoped for goals as possible for each unresolved situation that crosses your mind. Say to yourself. I do not perceive my own best interest in this situation and go on to the next one. You can just go through that with every scenario that closes your mind let's say you're, you're in silence you got your eyes closed you just think of these scenarios and situations. And, and all of the hope for goals of the day ahead will say, and then you say to yourself as you watch each one come by each goal go by each hope for goal. I do not perceive my own best interest in this situation, and then another situation comes out more hope for goals. I do not perceive my own best interest. So what Jesus is doing here is he's really, he's really saying. You have to empty your mind of everything you think you think, and you think you know, because as long as you believe that your thoughts are real. Then that will bring about conflicting wishes conflicting hope for goals conflicting desires and happiness constant happiness is impossible if you have conflicting goals. One piece of mind isn't happy is actually impossible to unless you have one goal. So if you have conflicting hope for goals, you can see it's a thought problem and that thought problem is because those thoughts that aren't real thoughts are coming from the ego belief system, which is not a real belief system. The ego isn't real. Let's say ego is an acronym for edging God out, the only new is God can't be edged out. God, God is real. God is spirit, God is love, and God has no opposite. So, the ego is, is not, it doesn't have a reality that's the point of spiritual awakening is to see the unreality of the ego. And keeping things with practicality again with this lesson. We did receive a question from Brian Cassie from Holland on this lesson. 24. He was just in our movie workshop a week ago. And this is Brian's question. How does a course in miracles suggest you address OCD thinking being stuck in thought patterns and needing to think about certain things. Are these attack thoughts. What is the healing that needs to be seen. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you, exclamation point. Hey Brian, well let's take a look at that in terms of today's lesson actually we can, we can fall back on yesterday's lesson, you know, which is that we can release attack thoughts and and escape the world that we see. I can escape the world I see by giving up attack thoughts was yesterday's lesson 23 and today we're looking at the idea about really seeing that we don't perceive our own best interest and OCD obsessive compulsive disorder OCD thinking. Yes, OCD thinking those are attack thoughts. No OCD thinking in heaven. And every thought that we have either creates in the likeness of our creator spiritually we have real thoughts that I am as God created me I'm spirit and we have extensions of those real thoughts, which are our creations in heaven. Christ is a creation of God and Christ has spiritual creations. And about the creation is it's always eternal it's always changeless. It's always infinite. It's always spirit. That's those are the thoughts we think with God, and then the thoughts we try to think against God are the thoughts that make perception. All of these thoughts seem to generate everything from levels of perception to all different kinds of objects and images including arranging them in hierarchies and and trying to make them real. So, when you look at OCD thinking you could say that the sleeping mind is addicted or it's possessed by OCD thinking obsessive compulsive thinking. And these are just nothing more than the attempt to think different than the creator different than the almighty spirit trying to think different than than the eternal. And, and that's what we're here to forgive. And I talked a bit about deja vu, you know, feeling like you've been there before well that if you really start to get deeper into spirituality you start to realize with with all the situations. It feels like, huh, I think I've seen this one before. And as teachers of the course have said yeah the whole world is is deja vu. We could also say the whole world is OCD. The whole world is psychotic the whole world is schizophrenic. The whole world suffers from dissociation. The whole world suffers from denial and repression because the whole world the thinking of the world is analogous to the ego. And the ego is a denial of, of divine love. The ego is the belief that there is no God that there is no love, there is no truth. The ego is it's a belief in separation and if truth is oneness if God is love if heaven is happiness and joy eternally extending forever and ever then separation is is where the disorder is. Instead of saying OCD, which is obsessive compulsive disorder, let's just call it ego disorder, ED, and ED produces ED thinking, and that's that's unreal thinking. We may think it feels wacko to be a human being or to try to be a human being, but actually it's just ego thinking is based on ego beliefs. So that's why we're here to ask the Holy Spirit to shine away the ego and show us that it's not real. We really can't separate from God. We can't miscreate with the power that God gave us power and glory to God because all power and glory is God and and the Christ that is in God, the spirit that is God that's that's the joy of it. So, yeah, those are attack thoughts and what is the healing that needs to be seen that really is, I think today's lesson and we're just making the way for tomorrow's lesson I'm not going to give it away, but that's going to be showing us. What is the healing that needs to be seen what is the realization I need to have to be able to laugh at the, the seeming different situations of the world. What is the healing, the holistic state of mind the Holy Spirit perspective that sees everything is whole. It sees all things are working together for good it sees like there's there's no mistakes because you see it in unified perception unified awareness. I was praying on that today and I, I was thinking about this lesson and I said wow this, this lesson is another call from Jesus to be humble to be extremely extremely humble. What does that mean to be clueless of the world really truly clueless of the world. You can think of Bill Murray's movie the man who knew too little. You can think of Chauncey Gardner in being there. Yeah, how clueless can you allow yourself to be because the more clueless you are the more open you are to be shown the the meaning that can be written on the world from the Holy Spirit. You can start to see the light in your mind that is free to shine on the world and bring a bright reflection of the world back to you. Wouldn't you rather just look at the world with through the eyes of love so to speak with the Holy Spirit to just see a happy dream and a forgiven world. So, when Brian when you were asking about OCD thinking I was praying to Jesus and I was saying, you have a paragraph in the course, maybe in the text or something that that gives a little bit of a context for this sleeping minds OCD thinking, Jesus doesn't actually ever refer to obsessive compulsive disorder or or obsessive compulsive thinking, but he does say this. He says it's this is from chapter 11 section five. The ego analyzes. The Holy Spirit accepts. The appreciation of wholeness comes only through acceptance. For to analyze means to break down or separate to separate out. The attempt to understand totality by breaking it down is clearly the characteristically contradictory approach of the ego to everything. We're starting to see what this obsessive compulsive disorder and thinking is it's, it's analysis, it's breaking down or separating out every time you analyze something you have to break it down and separate out you have to examine the parts. You see, you're not interested in the whole when you're analyzing your, when you're interested in the whole all you can do is accept. But if you follow the ego, you will try to break down everything and you will try to understand through breaking down and analyzing. See, it's quite simple. You're unveiling and exposing the ego's OCD, you know, very clearly, the ego believes that power, understanding and truth lie in separation. And to establish this belief it must attack. It must be aware that the belief cannot be established and obsessed with the conviction that separation is salvation. The ego attacks everything it perceives by breaking it into small disconnected parts without meaningful relationships and therefore without meaning. The ego will always substitute chaos for meaning for a separation is salvation harmony is threat. So that can, that just gives you a snapshot of why you don't perceive your own best interest in any situation is because when you're believing in the ego and you're looking through the ego's filter. Parts and separation. You have a fragmented perception and that fragmented perception is not real and not true. And let's say your own best interests, which were really to be happy to be peaceful to be joyful, maybe that, you know, is a good way of describing it that's your own best interest. Your nose, your own best interest and Jesus knows your own best interest in any situation to be happy to be connected to God to be connected to spirit to be joyful, free, gleeful, playful. And that's your own best interest. And Jesus is saying as long as you're looking through the ego's filter, perceiving the parts and trying to make sense of all the parts. All the judgments and all the opinions, as long as you're trying to make sense of that you're trying to find meaning in separation. You don't know your own best interest you can't know happiness. Happiness is not a partial condition. Peace of mind is not a partial condition. Peace of mind is not partial. All of those are whole. Those are whole emotions, those are aspects of wholeness. But they don't come from partial thinking and partial perception. And there's those miracle principles at the beginning of the book. At the very beginning of the book in chapter one and miracle principle number 12 says miracles are thoughts. They represent the lower or bodily level of experience or the higher or spiritual level of experience. One makes the physical and the other creates the spiritual. So this is why it's really simple that all projection comes from the ego, because it's the attempt to extend nothingness. The ego is a belief in nothing. Because it's a belief in separation and separation isn't true. It's a belief in fragmentation. Fragmentation isn't true. God did not create separation. God does not create, you know, fragmentation. God does not know of death or pain or suffering. God does not know of pleasure, of positive attributes or negative attributes. God is one. Spirit is one. And when we realize that that oneness comes from God, that's what we could say creates the spiritual. The thought God thought of Christ and Christ has thoughts that are purely spirit. Those are called creations in the course with a small seat. And, and those are all purely spiritual. Just pure spirit extending spirit extending spirit. And then the other ones are represent the lower bodily level of experience and that is always false. God knows not form. Jesus says in the Beyond All Idol section of A Course in Miracles, God did not create form. God is spirit and spirit creates like itself. Christ is a perfect idea in the mind of God. Christ is spirit. Jesus was a symbol or reminder of that. Jesus was a demonstration of that. And now Jesus is just with us always as spirit, guiding us, instructing us, comforting us, nurturing us, you know, sharing, sharing whatever we seem to be going through just so he can guide us back to let go of the bodily level. And just remember the spiritual level which is spirit creates spirit creates spirit. When you are afraid of anything, this is from chapter two. When you are afraid of anything you are acknowledging its power to hurt you. Remember that where your heart is there is your treasure also. You believe in what you value. If you are afraid, you are valuing wrongly. Your understanding will then inevitably value wrongly. And by endowing all thoughts with equal power will inevitably destroy peace. So if we tie that to what I just was reading about, thoughts can represent the lower or bodily level of experience. If you tie value into this lower or bodily level of experience, it just means you're giving causation to something. It is an unreal effect. Don't give causation to the body or to the world or to the rules and laws of the world because you're giving causation, you're giving reality to something that's just an unreal effect of an unreal cause. The images are unreal effects from the unreal cause, the ego. Your understanding will then inevitably value wrongly and by endowing all thoughts with equal power will inevitably destroy peace. You know, if you're going to give thoughts power, why not acknowledge that the thoughts that you think with God are powerful. The thoughts that you tried to think with the ego, which are all these time-space thoughts, past thoughts, future thoughts, queries, regrets, grievances, why not acknowledge that they don't have any value or power to you? Because my mind holds only what I think with God. I am created by God. I was sunk by God as the Christ. Christ is an eternal thought in the mind of God and those thoughts are real thoughts. And how am I going to get to my real thoughts if I keep placing value in unreal thoughts that are what he calls the lower order or lower or bodily level of experience. So let's come back to the light. Let's come back to the higher or spiritual level of experience. Let's come back to I am as God created me. Let's come back to I am spirit. I am innocent. I am love. I am joy. I am peace. I am happiness. Don't you feel the resonance of those real thoughts that come from God? And let's just let go of the rest. Let's not give equal value to unreal thoughts because we'll experience fear if we do that. Okay. And before I leave you, there's a part in the course that I just love. It's actually from chapter 30, section seven. And this, this kind of explains our lesson today very well, because I don't perceive my own best interest in no situation to I perceive my own best interest. Wow. That's humbling. In no situation do I perceive my own best interest. Not some not in no situation to I perceive my own best interest. Okay, well then give me something to chew on. Give me something to contemplate that will take me to my best interest. I'm interested in my best interest. I'm interested in happiness and peace and joy. Jesus says in chapter 30 section seven paragraph three and sentences one to seven only a constant purpose can endow events with stable meaning. But it must accord one meaning to them all. No matter given different meanings, it must be that they reflect but different purposes. And this is all the meaning that they have. Can this be meaning. Can confusion be what meaning means perception cannot be in constant flux and make allowance for stability of meaning everywhere. So if perceptions in constant flux, which is what it is in the deceived mind with the ego, it's, it's, it's very unstable it's a volatile. Look at the news turn on the internet. It's volatile, unless you have a constant purpose. And then when you have a constant purpose, who only a constant purpose can endow events with stable meaning. The first time I read that sense. Whoa. Thank you Jesus. Oh, does that make an intuitive sense that's that's intuitively good. My heart resonates when I read only a constant purpose can endow events with stable meaning. And if you go, whoa, constant purpose, what could their, what constant purpose could there be but forgiveness as Jesus teaches us. Go all the way back to my analogy at the beginning where you're in a spaceship. You get beamed through a new form of space travel and it's high tech to another galaxy and other cosmic another solar system another planet. You get beam there you have an a clue where you are, what you're doing, or what the planet is like at all. And then you're, you're wondering, how am I going to survive and Jesus is in your mind going only a constant purpose on dial events with stable meaning when you walk out of that spaceship door, only a constant purpose. Your only purpose is to forgive the world doesn't matter what galaxy or what, what solar system you perceive your and they're all the same. So, only a constant purpose. So when you step out of that spaceship door, not knowing anything, your only purpose is to forgive whatever use you perceive to release it. Come to your heart, come to your guidance, come to come to the light in your mind. You're not on the planet to explore, and you're not on earth. A lot of people say I've come to earth, and I am here to explore Jesus is like well. No, you actually, you're the Christ and you never really came into earth so you believe you're in a body but you're not. You believe you have to survive, but your spirit, you survival is not your, your goal, forgiveness of the world, forgiveness of the ego, forgiveness of all the thoughts of judgments of opinions of expectations, that's your goal. That's the one goal, forgive release the past. Come to the present. Come to the holy instant and be one with Christ. Be one with God. Be one with, with who you are, the kingdom of heaven. Okay. That said, I knew we were in for a ride today. And tomorrow I think we're in for another ride. I can, I can't even imagine what's going to come, come to us all. Whoo. It's, it's really, as John Denver would say far out man. That was what he would always say. And we're, we're, we're just going deeper into the love is as the photograph behind me we see Jesus with his arms open and, and pointing to the light bracing the light. So thank you. I love you. God bless you. Have a wonderful day. And just remember, I don't perceive my own best interest in anything that I'm seeing today.