 Good morning everyone. Happy Monday. Today is quite the day. I'm starting off by attempting to detangle this necklace. It's so cute. I showed it before. It's from Iwo's Vintage but our girl's vintage. It's just tangled and I haven't been able to wear it but I really wanted to wear it with this outfit and I don't think that's gonna happen. Anyways, today is Monday. There's a lot of things happening. First off, first off, can't believe I've been able to hold my excitement so far in the 20 seconds on this vlog. I am getting a new fridge. Okay, so as we know, I absolutely hate the fridge that came with this house. Honestly, one of my biggest regrets is not just immediately replacing that. Anyways, it's getting delivered today so I'm really excited for that. Countertop, not black, you know. It's gonna be beautiful. I ordered on Amazon some organization things as well which I'm really excited for. I also have people coming over to give me quotes on redo my bathroom stairs, the counters, the backsplash and then another guy's coming over to give me another quote on hardwood. Other than that, of course, I have school and work and all that stuff to do. I was like having my Mondays being productive. I love the start of a new week. Also, thank you so much to Code Academy for sponsoring today's vlog. I have always thought coding is so interesting. Code Academy is like such an amazing way to learn how. It is back to school season guys so it was a perfect time to pick up a new skill. It's also the perfect way to kind of optimize your time at home. Code Academy has innovative and super user friendly coding courses. If I'm saying they're user friendly like they are user friendly guys, I remember listening to a podcast with Carly Clauss like years ago. She actually learned how to code and doesn't want to stuff with it and I just thought it was so interesting and it is such a good tool to have for the workspace now. So Code Academy is the easiest platform to learn how to code on. There is a community of 45 million learners. They also have a weekly goal setting which I love and then challenges. So that just makes your learning experience even more fun. You can also choose specific plans based off of the career path you want and like specific skills. Tech and coding skills are in very high demand in the job market as well. So this is like such an incredible thing to be able to learn. So obviously this year's back to school season is so different and compares into what we're used to and it's unique in that Code Academy has more resources than ever to help students. So this fall Code Academy is showing support for the students and they are launching. They are launching its first ever membership for students. So students can now get full access to Code Academy's pro plan at a fraction of the price. This is really just an empowering program because it teaches you something that is so important for the workplace. I think it is the coolest thing ever. Carly Clauss codes, so you guys can too. I'm so interested in it. I think it is so cool. So anyways, I will leave that link down below. You guys will really like it. I think it is so important. Girls in Tech are bosses and also this is a very vital skill that is needed in the workplace. Utilize your time at home. Guys it's back to school season. Let's get smarter. Let's try new things. I will have Code Academy down below. So Fitz is eating breakfast right now and really posing some scenes for come up. Come up, don't do that. Oh my gosh, we're teaching him how to eat all of his food in one sitting. He's actually very good at it. He's a great dog guys. Tomorrow, Coco has surgery so I'm a little bit stressed out. She has a bladder stone. So I have to drop off at 7 a.m. tomorrow and I'm so nervous for this. Alright guys, so it is really hot out today. Here's my outfit. It's like a very basic summer outfit. Nothing too special. These shorts are my favorite denim shorts from Topshop. I'll link them down below. I absolutely hate denim shorts normally and these are like so comfortable. I actually feel like they're flattering and I actually like wear them and I like them. So and they're really inexpensive and they're normally on sale so I'll have them link down below. This is just a tank top from misguided and then I just have my white docks on. This bag is vintage like Liz Claybourne. Didn't get the necklace untangled but I am wearing these cute earrings from LA Fox. So I'm about to head out, pick up Q from his place. We're going to go to Starbucks and then I need to go to Best Buy because I somehow have completely lost. I somehow have misplaced the charger for this camera so I need to go get a new one and then we come back and we have to do the fridge stuff which I am so excited for. While my way I feel like I look like a mom right now but I am literally just so excited for today everyone. I feel weird vlogging with sunglasses like I never wear sunglasses. Alright guys I'm back home. I got a this is my new Starbucks order as of lately. It's really great. It's a healthy like ice-dirty try but I've just been going through my fridge. I got rid of like literally this much food of like that was bad. It's just disgusting. Hopefully this will be the last shot you guys see of the fridge but I did, oh my dad's calling me, I did get a charger. So the charger, the charger that I bought, update, wrong charger I guess but it was advertised as the right charger so I don't really know what's going on. We're gonna hopefully figure it out but anyways hopefully the fridge people will be here soon. They're like an hour late but I think they're just like running behind on deliveries or something so totally fine. In the meantime I'm gonna show you guys a little haul of things that I just recently got from Revolve. So cute, so excited. So I got this house of Harlow dress that I just think is so beautiful and perfect right now for the weather just because it's so hot. It's really nice to have something that's so like breezy and airy but so cute. I think this is like such a beautiful dress with the best pattern. Next thing I have are these jeans. These are a girlfriend by LPA, like white denim pants. I thought they were cool. I would definitely wear them with something like heeled I think. They're high waisted, they have a little like seam or pleat down at the middle and I think they're super cute. Then my favorite material, I was trying to wear the pants that I have in this material but it didn't work out because I got oil all over them. Whenever I like put oil on my body I just like ruin the clothes I'm gonna wear. So anyways, this is Song of Style. I got this dress in a size small. It's so just like cute, fun, just love this dress. Like it's probably one of my favorite ones that I own and I just absolutely love this fabric. Okay, I got this super cropped brown little sweater. I just love this is super cute especially with jeans. I'm just dreaming of a white Christmas and balls. So I got this cute matching set. So these are the bottoms right here. Cute little bottoms, love that. And then at the matching top this is Song of Style and I got both of these in a medium by the way. This is really cute. Just a nice little matching set. I thought this was fun. All right sorry guys we're on my phone. My camera died. I have been looking for this charger legit non-stop. I even went to the store like we know. Okay, is this Majorelle? How do you pronounce this brand? I'm not sure. Just this cute little white sweater. I thought this was super fun. Love this look. The sunglasses I was wearing earlier as well are from this haul. They're my car so I'm not gonna go grab them right now. But oh my gosh guys, I think this swimsuit is so cute. So I got this top, these little sleeves, so fun. And then the bottom also has bottom is matching and then it has some ruffles which I saw. This is so fun. It's so different from most of the swimsuits I have. They're honestly like pretty simple, basic, a little bit boring. I have a lot of young colors but I don't have to use. And then guys okay I'm afraid that I just got another pair of like my favorite denim. This is Girlfriend by LPA and I just don't think so. I have to try these on. I got them in a size 27. I'm all over the place with jeans sizes depending on the brand. I could be anywhere from like a 26 to a 30. I feel like I would say I'm a 27, 28 but you guys know how jeans go and sizing is just so tricky. Typically I'm like bought until I get a medium though. I'm not super like tiny. They also sent some beauty products which I thought was cute. So there's this chlorine shampooing like dry shampoo. I love this Kula refreshing water mist. Like I've just been spraying this nonstop. Wow it smells so good. It smells like a pool in a good way. Then I have this thermal spring water that I haven't tried yet. But what I use this for for sensitive skin and this is just micellar lotion. Oh and then some great aqua daily skin mask. I really like these sheet masks. I love sheet masks personally because you put them on, they're hydrating and then you take it off and you can typically just rub it into your skin and it's not as big of a mess as like doing like the big face mask and you know which I'll still do but it's just more of a mess. So waiting for them to get here. Hopefully that'll be soon. Oh wait I got a pair of shoes. Hold on. These are from Ray. They are not typically what I would wear. Oh sorry guys. They are just like a brown little cute sandal. This is not really working. I don't even have brown shoes but I don't know. I just thought it was a good thing to have and I love Ray's shoes. They're really great. Wow it just looks like... Wow. Hi guys it's later. Obviously I'm out. My camera died and then I got a charger. That charger didn't work and then I went to my sister's because I'm picking up her vlog camera and that's what we're gonna vlog with and she's gonna find her charger so hopefully this stays alive. Okay the new charger comes tomorrow. Guys just look how pretty. I just love Dallas so much. This camera is so like zoomed in. I forgot about this. Okay it has been quite the day. So many different things are happening in my house. I got a quote for hard one again which I think is happening soon throughout the entire house and then I had to get something fixed, the new fridge, everything. So I'm gonna take you guys back home give you guys an update. It was the night before Cocoa surgery so we're just prepping our gal. She's not allowed to eat past 10. I need to do a full reel. Hold on. So sorry. Okay well everyone the kitchen is not perfectly clean right now. I actually got home. The ugly the fridge that we don't like. Here it is. I listed on Facebook market for free and so I've gotten like 400 things. Also he's not always on this. I just I just do it when he eats sometimes and you can get out of this fit. Have fun boy. Okay so we'll put this back over here. Hopefully this mirror will be hung here very soon. How are you? He's so big now. Okay guys are you ready for this? Wow. Are you joking guys? Like guys it is just so beautiful and so much better and I have a contractor coming this week. Well he was supposed to come today. He didn't show but to do new backsplash which I already have picked out and then counters. It's really exciting but this fridge. I'll just give you a little fridge tour everyone. Wow. Wow. So it's not organized how I wanted to be at. My organization actually just came in the mail. Well actually no it didn't. This is just a little bit. I have organizers for my for my food pop coming as well. So this is an everything. I'll have it linked down below on Amazon. This is just like part of the package that came today. I just have sauces right here, random stuff, normal like meal prep, leftovers, all that. I actually think I'm gonna put this up here. Right here. Here we go. I don't know. I have this like good sort of candy. Like this is like a nice sauce that doesn't fit here and we'll put it on here and we have the freezer. So it is just beautiful. I love this fridge size so much more because it well not this size. Obviously the size actually fits so I like it better and it just looks so much more beautiful in my kitchen but I really like how why am I forgetting it. French doors whatever how it's not flip-flopped because I don't use a freezer as much so I like. I'm a visual person. Okay I want to be able to see everything so that has been really quite the game changer in the past six hours of owning this fridge. So beautiful. Love, love, love. Oh I haven't even tried this. Oh it works. Okay well I also have black hardware. A lot of you guys have commented about getting hardware on the counters. I've had hardware ready. I just needed to get it like actually installed. So that's one thing. But yeah I'm actually gonna organize a little bit more. Also Queen Dolly. Here she is everyone. Where should I put her in this house? Like I really just need some good ideas. What do you guys think? So this is looking quite nice if you do. If I do say so myself. This is fully going wild. How you doing bud? He just went on a long walk too. You are so cute and handsome. Yes you are. Update I changed this up a little bit. I don't even know if anyone cares about this but it's just exciting to me. So this is more like cooking stuff, lemon juice, whatever lime juice. And then this is more well there's still butter because I don't think there's more room in here. Maybe there actually is. Oh there's definitely more room. Okay so all the butter's up here. This is kind of just sauces. This I guess needs to go back here but we've got some sauces. We have some salad dressings, vegan ranch, things like that. Sweet baby rays. God bless. And then here we have like more cooking stuff. I'm being ignored. Kind of miscellaneous. The rest of it is pretty much the same. I added some coconut water and shots there and then pizza sauce up there. I just don't know what I should do to organize. There's cheese here which I think is kind of unnecessary. You never have that much cheese and then I just have salmon here which is great but I don't know guys ignore fish just going wild in the background. Guys this is what I mean with crate training dogs and stuff. They just love their crates like the doors are just open and Coco's just there sitting in her crate for fun. Okay also everyone's always like Coco's crate is way too small. That just simply isn't true. I think you guys just don't realize that she's actually five pounds in person. That is the like vet exact size. That is like the size that's recommended from the vet and the dog trainer and that is like her actual size. I think you guys just forget how small she is and it's not as small as it looks on camera. It's just because it's next to that big crate. What do you think this is Fitz? Huh? Fitz? Look at you. Look at you. You're so cute. Yes you are. Aw guys he's so big now. I really just cannot get over it. I cannot believe how big. Oh okay thank you. Oh you're so cute. Yes you are so cute. You are so cute. So again everyone I'm so sorry if you are not intrigued by my fridge content but it has just really like I know this sounds so dramatic and also this has not been moved all the way over and I still need to you know whatever who cares. I know this sounds kind of dramatic but it really does feel like completely different home. Look I cannot stress that enough. I think gonna make some bedtime tea. I've really been having a hard time sleeping lately. I'm just wide awake at night and it's really annoying. So I'm gonna try this tea. I'm about to do some reading and I actually want to talk to you guys about a book but you know surprise surprise my Billy subscription came in. I don't work with them. I would love to work with you Billy but my favorite razor love. Also my I think fourth or fifth Lux unfiltered self-tanner. I'm so excited because Savannah who owns this is coming out with the face self-tanner for this but this is my favorite one. It's a gradual tanner. It stays off your white clothes. It moisturizes. It blurs out your skin. Like this is just the best product I've ever used in my entire life. I'm in bed now. It's only like 8 30. I go to bed so early. I like try to go to bed early and I was actually facetiming TK tonight and I she was going home and I'm like oh my gosh like there is nothing like going to bed at 7 p.m. on a Monday night like it's just absolutely incredible. I stayed up last night all night and read I read as we love by Colin Hoover last night. I think I'm gonna have to switch up the authors because I just have read three Colin Hoover books in a row but I don't want to. Anyways I just wanted to talk to you guys about a book I recently read. I know this might sound annoying because it's about the Enneagram but honestly it was so helpful for me. I'm gonna pull it up. I read my and I read Q's actually. The Enneagram collection by Beth McCord so that's mine. I'm a type 3 and it really really helped me like even to the point where like my therapist will tell me I have problems or like we'll be like do you think that you feel this way or do you think that you this or whatever and I'm like no I don't think so and I read this book this weekend and I literally like cried like I was so stupid but I have expressed so much how I just haven't been feeling like my absolute best lately it's been really hard for me and I just like mental health wise have not been doing the best and I feel like I'm really coming out of it and I am getting better but I've also realized like there's different levels of okay so like basically if you guys don't know the Enneagram was a personality test but this one is a little bit like faith-based and personality test the book is and it showed me like who I am at different levels which is so accurate like actually let me just see if I can pull it up for you guys okay so I'll just share a few things so I'm actually just in the worst place for lighting that I could be in this entire room my core fear is being exposed as or thought of incompetent and efficient or worthless falling failing to be or appear successful so and I think more than anything for me like I just don't want to waste my life so my core desire is having high status and respect being admired successful and valuable I don't actually think really high status but I think more than anything being valuable cocoa what are you showing on girl my core weakness is deceit so deceiving yourselves into believing you are the only you are only the image you present to others embellishing the truth by putting on a polished persona for everyone including yourself to see and admire so I think I'm very good at this like to the point where it's scary and also it's so confusing when I do that because I think in turn I actually fool myself and I don't realize like how I'm feeling does that make sense I'll to put the flashlight on my face and just eat this oh that's much better and then Courtney would be you are loved for simply being you and then at the end of each chapter they give you like three questions to go through to go deeper the more I struggle the more the compulsion to create this like I'm doing great thing kind of happens what's really helpful with this the reason I'm bringing this up is they're using this as like a rumble strip so it's when you see your core weakness surfacing think of it as a rumble strip so it's kind of alerting you that you're about to veer off course which I have veered the Frick off course so it's helpful because I'm able to like realize like where I am and need I'm able to like realize where I'm at and make sure that I'm like not getting there does that make sense okay so how I typically communicate as a type three when I'm doing well I'm clear straightforward confident motivated efficient focused on solutions and encouraging when I'm not doing well I can be self-promoting and patient with emotional or lengthy conversations angrier short when frustrated and not willing to fully disclose what's really going on inside the last part is a hundred percent true so even that is like not I'm actually gonna make this an Instagram story because so because I've just been so all over the place and feeling like just not myself at all and like I literally am so emotional I cry probably every day and I don't even know why like multiple times a day and I'm not really a crier like I just get so emotional over everything and like someone can like look at me wrong and I'd like cry and I just don't understand so I'm just really trying to kind of get ahead of this and also just like better myself and just like even understand myself more and how I operate not to say that the anagram is and I'll be all but this book has genuinely like really really really helped me there are things that like I have probably resisted as a problem in my life for so long that are 100% true and it has been so so helpful anyways I hope you guys enjoyed today's vlog Coco is the night before surgery I'm actually really upset thank you for that girl I'm actually really upset I'm afraid I'm gonna cry when I drop her off which I probably will just stay at the hospital overnight and I know she's gonna be so sad and I'm just like really not looking forward to it and I'm very sad about it anyways I hope you guys enjoyed today's vlog I know it's kind of all over the place lots of house updates the anagram thing figuring the stuff out I think I'm gonna make an entire video on like anxiety and depression soon but I feel like maybe it would be better if I'm feeling like 100% myself when I make that video and I'm like on the up and out you know what I mean but anyways hope you guys enjoyed today's video if you guys did let me know by giving this a thumbs up check out code Academy I will link them down below it is a perfect thing to do for this time it is a perfect thing for you guys to be doing right now it is back 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