 let's see if I can get some of you guys in here who are hanging out on this May gray in California I don't know what's going on in here you know what I'm so glad I'm getting a haircut this week we don't care what you look like need it so anybody want to join me and chat and hear what's going on in my little world grab your water I've got my water I put this on public okay I did cuz I see two of you guys are here but nothing my teeth I just had lunch I really need to prepare better for these not I but I just Steve's at work and I was just rattling around in here and I realized that I do have a plan that I have put into motion hi Susan and that hi Judith and I want to hear from you guys to it this isn't you guys need to remember that when I come on live I promise I won't scratch my nose or put my hair over WW no mm-hmm I am not I will never be over WW you see where you guys showing up there we go no he doesn't always work on Saturdays he's working today because he's taking a Thursday and Friday off this week because we're gonna get away so I thought I would just come in here and chat with you guys oh I need to put my glasses on and I hate putting my Tony I hate put my glasses on because of the glare so we'll just sit here for a minute see if anybody else is home like we are thank you you're always very sweet but what sometimes I have to watch back to see what I talked about so that I don't talk about again and I'm like always like doing something flexing with something and then I was like you know what that's what the newscasters have on us who go live is you never see him touch her face it's like I need if somebody were here to tie my hands together but then I wouldn't be able to scroll and see who's here hi Brenda and I'll talk I'll talk about that in a minute about the shot Brenda and it says she's moving to the Mediterranean diet and anti-inflammatory to help with fertility well good luck my friend I send you all the Johnson Anita chitchat periwax positive vibes my friend oh I just hope that that just makes everything you want happen I'm just gonna start off by saying that maybe I mistitled my video I meant enough is enough as far as I go as far as my eating as far as my weight and what I have put into motion but I haven't shared with anybody and I thought well since I have nobody here to talk to except for Katie I'd come on here I am a diehard WW weight-watching gal it's just who I am we all have our stuff some people like to try all the programs some people I'm just a WW green gal that it works for me I know it works for me if I do what I'm supposed to do it's all up to me so I stick with it okay but if I forget Brenda remind me okay so I think I'll get started talking about what we're going to talk about first of all I'm gonna ask you guys a few times do you have your water because I was I have during the pandemic I'm not gonna say I'm not gonna lie because I hate that saying whoever came up with it I would just like to take a baseball bat to them and their vocabulary proof be told I totally slapped on my water during the pandemic I slapped on everything during the pandemic except for wine and it's locked on wine during the pandemic not at all in fact somebody should have bought stock in what I consumed but everything's changing now it already has changed I have already put a plan into place and that's what I'm here to tell you about but I do want to remind you to drink your water because I have been drinking mine and it's been helping with everything I chose to put into place has been helping mmm I did have a lot of coffee this morning so if I see my little that's why because look at my new mug that sweet bee sent me what's the name of bees channel I watched I've watched her forever look how pretty that is isn't it beautiful bees weight loss journey let's look if you're not watching be you need to be watching her because she is one of oh ding check first-faced I gotta keep that in order all right we need to find the exact okay bees journey be slash our s journey she was one of my first YouTube friends they don't get any sweeter kinder she's just honest is telling you about her program what she's doing she follows an old I think momentum an old WW plan and just like the rest of us she's going up and down and up and down and go check her out if you don't if you don't know be already oh no Brenda trust me my friend all of this that you see literally it's not from food it's from wine and the occasional alcohol or harder beverage on the weekend so I can't catch my breath cuz I ran in here kitty what are you doing so here's the thing I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel I've had my first in oculation I'm having my second one on 22nd I had no residuals from the first one so that's how I had to say I built it up like it was some big hold on I'm gonna give you the information you just stay seated and I'll tell you there's nothing to tell and I haven't had my second one yet so there's that I have halted the brakes on any and all alcohol and in one I'm gonna be consistent since I see the light at the end of the tunnel I'm totally back on track my mindset is there my heart is there the mirror was there the mirror probably being the biggest you know I walk past myself at night when I go to the bathroom and it's like I start screaming we can't have that going on anymore so I am WW green plan tons of water no alcohol tracking staying within my points I am gonna use my weeklies and let me tell you why I think you should use them in my personal opinion but if you don't that's fine too if you don't need them a lot of times I don't need them but let me tell you why I'm gonna need them ask anybody who likes to drink alcohol when they stop drinking alcohol they crave sugar because that's all alcohol is sugar so I'm gonna use my weeklies for that little craving that I am going to be getting since I am not going to be partaking anymore let's see Brenda says oh I remember momentum it works too if you follow it right and B does that so go check her out say hey I'm Brenda Nina sent me hi how are you she I just delivered to death and she surprised me with this oh I got another surprise yesterday let me show you guys hold on I can't reach it there we go I'm not gonna put it on just because I just tried to do something with my hair so I wouldn't play with it oh but my fingers got stuck because I put hairspray Thursday's my birthday and cat sent me a hat and it's so cute on I put it on in my Instagram if you guys are on my Instagram take a look now I thought when I pulled it out I thought this is the cutest thing ever but I wonder if I could carry it off just because I'm so old my birthday's Thursday I'm gonna be 59 and I put it on and I'll tell you what nobody's ever looked better in this hat than Anita Johnson WW green lady isn't that cute she's so thoughtful also that's cat on point if you guys don't know cat go over and check her at check her out at cat on point I think she's been sporadically posting videos kind of like me we've kind of during this whole last year we kind of don't know what to post and I know it's the cat with a seed there's there's we got three cats thank you Jill baby's gonna be six on Friday so yeah I'm excited for this week I'm excited for everything ahead I and it's just time it's just time during I thank you Judith it's super cute it's really cute we have two dates for Disneyland and I think I'm already having my whole outfit for the first date picked out because that's how I work I think I'm gonna wear it on the second day during this season that we're coming out of and I hope you guys are feeling like I am that we truly are coming out of it it's time to start living again and it's time to start moving again and it's time to stop drinking again it's I had to wait till I was ready like we all do with anything we have to wait until we're ready and I don't think I ever got on here and truly said I think I was honest with you guys in that my my mindset wasn't all the way in it but heck gosh darn if I'm gonna try but I haven't been ready yet but I'm ready now I am and I know what I have to do and I'm gonna do it so that's all I kind of came on to tell you guys I want to see if anybody wants to join me if anybody kind of checked out while we had to check in at the home hotels for it was gonna be over 400 days that just blows my mind in other news for anybody who may not know isn't on my Instagram or didn't see my last video another big change around here is that Oliver lives with his dad now just I'm so happy to see you hi Janet so happy to see you you're still on green Oliver is living with his dad now and it's a total trip and there's a bird in my house okay hold on one second Esther watch the door don't let anybody out but anybody who wants to come in and there's a bird in my house have to close the door because kitty's going after come on kitty come here I have to tell you guys the bird story too we heard a thing going on with this bird okay Esther how'd you do Judith you're still on lockdown completely like complete lockdown we're allowed to I don't know what's what around the world but we can go anywhere but we're still wearing masks I don't know yeah Judith I know where you live but I forget remind us all will you while I'm not playing with my hair so you know what V I'll just call you V you broke your leg give yourself some grace don't don't at all beat yourself down for gaining that 20 pounds I gained 50 pounds over the pandemic and I'm putting it out there in the wild for people who hate me to watch me say it it's gonna bring them great joy for some sad just take care of yourself let your leg heal and then after that you know decide what you want to do but don't by any means I'm so sorry to hear you broke your leg I hope you're getting some help come on kitty that's horrible I've never broken a bone not gone would so anyways Oliver's not here anymore now he still is in town he's about nine no yeah about nine miles away it's really weird you guys and I talked about it in my last video but he's only really been gone for two weeks so maybe I didn't maybe I just said I was going anybody who came in later do you have your water you guys do you have your water because I can see you oh I do own it Judith how can I not own it you guys can see me it's totally apparent right and a lot of the I think the average C game and I can't use the C word or the P word or any of those words are you two will bury my video is about 20 pounds but see I have to outdo everybody I can't go with the flow I can't just be at one with the Joneses I have to outdo everybody so I went the whole nine yards in game 50 but now we're gonna take it off I've taken off five this week like I said I'm in the game I am over 200 pounds but I'm gonna get under that 200 pounds and then I'm just gonna scream down that graphic in my WW app hi Cheryl overachiever I'm an overachiever darn it you want to come over for a glass of wine I'm gonna have five you know I just can't stand it anymore when I was sitting here on my couch doing that thing seeing nobody you know I just I gave myself I can justify anything if you ever need anything justified give me a ring ding ding I need this justified because I can do it for you and so I would sit here and I'd have my wine and I watch my Turner classic movies Turner movie classics the old shows on the tube and I'd feel my stretch marks stretching and multiple other things going up and down the stairs well need it you know what it's you haven't been able to get out and move because we have to stay in the house I can justify anything well it's time to flip it and I have started and I'm going to continue because I'm gonna go back to feeling good and looking good and being happy with myself I know I keep jumping from this subject to Oliver because hi Rachel because people are bringing stuff up yeah none of my clothes fit Brenda I've had to buy new clothes and you are allowed to laugh at this I was so much in denial about how much weight I gained that I didn't even buy clothes big enough to fit me because I had bought a lot of stuff online because it really wasn't going anywhere oh this should work put it in the cart oh this should work put it in the cart I get it home and I can barely get it over my boobs you know it's like come on I need a let's bit let's be real with ourselves here that's not your size Esther says we're in the process of moving which is taking longer than I would like so I'm not connected here or at our new place oh and trying to pack and clean I'm exhausted okay in my world moving equals hell I think I then that's why I've only moved a number of times in my life because I think moving is the worst thing ever people what was that oops that's ding number two I just touched my nose I was what I was talking to me thinking I wanted to talk to him when there couldn't have been anything further from the truth I'm nice I'm nice to everybody he tells me he's moved 35 times in four years tell you something about a person in less than a military but yeah I'm sorry Esther I hope you have a lot of help my friend when we moved here with the minimal amount of stuff I hired movers I just couldn't do it and I was healthy and everything Janet you need to flip it too but you're see Janet you and I how do you do it we're on the same page all the time and we have our brain we we have to hear the click we can talk to her blue in the face but we have to have that click on our brain saying okay it's time we're gonna do this we're tired of feeling like this we're tired of looking like this we're tired of wondering if our husbands are looking at us with the side I like oh boy is she gonna do anything about that Esther you're gonna have to your address so I can visit you oh that's exciting yeah Janet you know it's just and we mean to and all of us who are in this WW weight loss it's happening like I said while I sat here and felt my stretch mark stretch and was hauling up the stairs and anything else just being too lazy to go in a cook dinner we can think about it and think about it think about it but we just know it's time and I for me it's time now has it been time for some time yes but I have already put it into motion it's not like I'm saying I'm gonna do it I have already started doing it and let me tell you when I got on that scale I know the scale doesn't define you it's how you feel it do your measurements blah blah blah everybody is different right are we not all completely different I like the scale the scale gives me an idea of where I am I don't do measurements because I'm old and they don't move that much I'm sorry that's just my view my arms I'll show you my carousel of progress shirt but I won't show you my arms the scale really does tell me how I'm doing that's another thing Esther I want to swim I need to get back in the water but I am not looking okay let's be honest here again for those of us who have the weight on and have had the weight on before and remember what it's like to get in the bathing suit let's talk about this for a second being in the bathing suit in front of other folks doesn't bother me so much I love the water too much to let it bother me it's getting that damn thing on okay is can anybody here that has been hefty before who wears a bathing suit tell me that they don't have trouble getting that bathing suit on oh my gosh it's like I feel like I'm the queen of England and I should have five what are they called the the ladies ladies and waiting or whatever two in front one on each side and two in the back help pull that dang thing up and over it's so hard to get on is it not I just think it's so hard to get on see that there's no way I can swim in full clothing there is just zero it is even like never I have to be honest I've never worn a girl but I imagine that if I were to have worn a girdle that's what it would feel like see when I go in the water I actually swim you guys know I taught water aerobics in another life so I'm gonna get in there and I actually move and I can't move with tensor I can't wear clothes and just the weight of the material in our swimsuits it's alarming it's completely alarming I'm just glad I kept my old suits and didn't give them away like I gave away all my clothes when I lost my weight see I was this is where I was an overachiever too I was never gonna gain any of it back duh how could anybody even think that I would do that after all my work get crazy that would never happen to me it did I gave all my clothes away I sold some on posh mark I gave some away I donated it to other places and uh okay that's number three ding ding ding it's just pitiful so I have this closet full of clothes from the smallest to the largest Brenda says a fashion expert said once on a morning show that women need to buy a bathing suit two times bigger than their regular size well that's good to know I don't you know I don't know because here's the thing some of us are some of you are busty right I think it's all in the bill to be honest with you um I don't have a big bust but I'm super broad I have huge my whole family is what's what am I trying to say we have broad shoulders we're very broad on the top I'm built like a triangle but then I have a bowling ball at the bottom of the triangle Beth is doing low carb and had a good first week minus three pounds right on was not losing a w w anymore well Beth that's fantastic you know Amy over the red-headed nurse at n is for nurse I believe she's doing low carb I don't know if she's doing keto or low carb but I saw it in her titles low carb so you might want to go check her out and pick her apart and see what's going on maybe she can help you out but stick around here too because yeah stick around here too and congrats on that minus three doesn't it feel is it yeah it's a great feeling it's a good feeling hi Patricia how are you feels good to feel positive you know when uh Esther says if I bought a suit two times bigger the cup size is huge yeah see that's like we're all in different and I have a well I had a small butt but in all this sitting for you gals who have small butts and want a bigger booty just sit around for a year and I can guarantee you growth I can because I had it happen oh my gosh and you know what also you guys age is a thing age is a thing in so many ways if anybody wants to um I forgot what I was gonna say I was looking at my mom's body the last time that I was with her and she she's 84 years old but she has all her weight is in the strangest spots of her body that nobody else in my family has and I was kind of looking at her thinking wow that's weird that that mom is bigger here and there and I'll be gosh darned if that's where it's showing up on me too and that's another reason hi Terry how are you it's good to see you too today is day five for me too wait wait what's the today today is the what's the day today the 15th so it's my fifth day too I started on the 11th oh boy need it only like five days you see Moffley fooling yourself for five days because I am because I'm gonna do it because tomorrow will be day six right it's funny where everything shows up it's not funny ha ha it's funny peculiar and funny okay we're gonna get up for number four here because my nose just itches all the time it's from these trees you guys I have trees everywhere so let me tell you guys about this bird we can't do this Terry we've done it before right we've all done it before together we can do it again time guys can you blame us for some of us being in the places that we are I don't there has been many many folks who managed to not own to lose but maintain during this season of hell I'm sorry but it was it was just like is this ever going to end and I do believe it's ending now except Judith never told us where she lives and I forgot and I apologize for that and I'm just going to do my thing I'm not going to change anything up I'm not going to try to do this to take place of that I'm just going to do plow through what I know that I learned on the wwgreen program does everybody have their water water you guys Ontario that's right so you guys are on the other side of the border what do you hear up there do they are they forecasting anything for you or giving you an idea and I apologize for forgetting so I was sitting here yesterday we're just going to go off topic topic for a second in case any of you guys know birds and let me preface by saying there is no nest I went in and under and looked there's no nest and I hear this can't figure out what it is right what the heck is that is somebody send me more smart uh what's called Morse code through my straight to my brain and I'm supposed to understand what this message is if somebody stranded on an island and I'm the only one getting this message what is that uh so finally I figured it out I followed the sounds and there's these two birds inside steves not inside they came through the hollow side the back of the barbecue and they're sitting on the little ledge and they're with their beaks they're doing this so every time I go out they fly away they don't look like wild birds which is weird they're beautiful beautiful birds and they sit on the ledge out there and they just tapped they walk back and forth all day long there's no nest I checked to make sure they just like it in there for some reason okay I'm sorry you guys I apologize but it is from the trees so last night they split and I thought well maybe they just were here for the day to visit drive me out of my mind and they're back today inside of there and I cannot figure it out June 2nd okay that's in no time Judith that's in just tick tock that's just in a couple of days I mean really if we've gone this long from now until June 2nd is nothing right isn't that exciting I'm so excited to live again that's what it was I just you know and I I know I can't be alone there's number four five six Terry says I have to get moving again too Anita I've had detached right now three weeks ago and had to have oh Terry oh no oh honey I'm so sorry to hear that are you feeling better I hope I hope you're feeling better you have good reason to have to lay down honey hi Natalie oh don't say that I'm getting it cut on the 19th cut because because we're going away the 20th and the 21st and I just thought it's too should I just layer some of the sides and leave it this length let's say you guys it looked good yesterday that slept on it last night and today it looks like slept on your hair hey if any of you guys want to hit the thumbs up for me that would totally rock my little youtube world shows that I've had some interaction and there's a whole bunch of you guys here and I'm so glad listen again I'm gonna repeat it when I come online it's not just about me it's me pulling us all together to talk about what anybody needs to talk about so if anybody needs to talk about anything bring it up let's talk we do except for drink wine you'll be helping me out thank you that color is natural that's all my color that had to have been scary doing better progressively still blurry in the eye but it's getting better each day man that's scary I wish I had known I've been sent I would have been sending you all my need of positive thoughts but I will from here on out I will I will I will so good for Terry for telling us what's going on and Janet and Brenda and all you guys who need to check in and talk about your weight or anything else let's talk how how are you some of you guys doing mentally mentally how are you guys doing I'm doing better I'm doing better it's a little hard not having all over here I keep thinking I hear him I keep thinking I hear him saying Nana especially in the middle of the night I walk into his room to make sure he hasn't been on his playstation for too long he's not in there anymore we went and saw him in his new pad with his dad and his dad's galpal and it's really nice and he's happy and he like was like so after having your grandson live with you for 100 years and then he's away for two weeks you kind of expect him to come running down the hall arms open eyes open mouth open that's not the case he opened the door from his bedroom said hi Nana when you're ready come on in I'll show you around and close the doors like what the heck is up with that it's totally a bittersweet Judith it's so a bittersweet it will improve Brenda because mine has well not because mine has no no no no I take that back I'm hoping that the way mine has worked will work for you to move around a little more I have a little more room I have a lot more room in my schedule that isn't even really a schedule because I don't schedule anything and Stephen I need our time because Oliver came with us so shortly after we got married I know you do Brenda that we it needs to be Nana and grandpa's time but it's like oh my heart is missing something somebody plucked something out of my heart and I guess if I want to see him I have to get in my car and drive over there and say Nana's here you're gonna sit on the couch next to me whether you like it or not buddy does everybody have their water I notice the numbers keep going up and down people are in and out it's a Saturday is she talking about anything exciting no I just here to tell all you guys that I'm back on track I know what I have to do I've been doing it the only thing I have to be careful about and I'll be honest is I got out of the habit of cooking as you guys all know Steve does all the cooking and when I eat breakfast that's number five or six or seven and lunch I eat very simple just because I hate cooking I don't like go fill it Terry go fill your water I'll talk about boring stuff tell you back I don't like chopping things because of the stuff my hand there's a holding a knife any of you guys who've been around here for any amount of time know that I have hand issues that nobody wants to hear health problems so I'm not going to go into it but holding a knife could be very detrimental to my other fingers so I try to do it as least as possible in my lifetime so I keep things really simple I just make sure I get enough I make sure I enjoy the taste like all you know the smart people when they make a wrap they put the turkey they put their cheese they put tomato and lettuce so they get more filled up how's that for grammar they get more food to fill them up now I know I could buy the shredded lettuce but whenever I buy shredded lettuce it goes bad fast because I'm the only one eating it so I don't buy it so I don't use it the tomato I would have to cut up can all of this be handled yeah but I don't feel like doing it so I'm I don't do all that stuff that I recommend everybody else does do as I say not as I do even though I do fine I do fine I have what I want when I want I don't find myself hungry and that's that I need to get my points down to my points are much higher than I have ever had them before it's like I don't I can't even figure out how to use them all up is anybody here still on w w with me it doesn't matter I'm just curious if I'm the only one I'm trying to think of who is still on w w I think everybody's gone to itach bites or low carb or calorie counting still on w w with me Tony says needed your positivity have been struggling to no more excuses wish I lived closer because I need a walking buddy so do I Tony and I echo your sentiments my friend Susan all right right on oh all right Tony okay yay yeah sandy's w w Brenda's on the blue plan but just okay so same thing same thing uh Janet of course I knew that Gina is on blue hi Gina okay so yay hi Rosie how's your Saturday honey Natalie's on w oh yay okay so that's totally fine but you're still doing the plan it's like it's our plan but on another app I think hey Tony so you're gonna have a partner in crime hey Tony that's fabulous and they still you're still employed I hope that's great I'm so happy for you I missed something because I refused to put my glasses on Susan kitty says did you get your second shot yet no um yes but struggling no studio is open that's right so Judith when they do open are you gonna go are you hesitant you're not ready to go out yet even though they say it's okay I'm curious how everybody's feeling my studio has been open for a while but um I'm gonna play the honest card again uh I love my meetings you all know I love my meetings but I haven't gone to have one single meeting well Nita you'll have your meetings why haven't you gotten one because I don't want anybody to see me I don't want to be seen I'm too embarrassed now will anybody out of everybody in the whole world understand my particular bit more than my W but I just I can't do it yet I have been in touch with my leader she texts me she texts me about once a week if not more and she gives me she's so funny she's given me the times for a couple meetings that where I don't know anybody she's like go to these meetings nobody else you hear I'm like oh maybe you're you're not feeling good after your first one how Rosie oh that's a drag I'm sorry to hear that friend so Tony is are you on the chat line super curious about this two to two Tony's good Judith right on Esther says got my second shot a week ago and I think they say takes three weeks for it to be effective so I'm still being careful yeah that's what I heard too but I'm I'm that's what I heard too and yes that's whatever really should do just tired okay maybe you're just tired maybe it's not fun the shot maybe stayed up too late last night I'm just kidding I'm glad you're just tired and you don't have a sore arm or you know so I think I from what I've read I don't know everybody's different again like we don't all wear the same bathing suit the shot for the people who choose to have it for those who choose not to have it okay for you guys too the shot affects everybody different so when people I think that when people say have you had it and how did it affect you I think it's kind of and this is no of no way at all offensive to okay I'm gonna try to figure out a way to tell you guys when I'm put on a medication I never read the side effects I never read the side effects because if it's up here then I'm gonna have the side effects I've never had any issues with any of my medications I feel the same thing when everybody talks about the inoculations and how everybody's feeling then everybody is you know their trepidation is am I gonna feel like that oh they got the second shot and they're just sitting here like this hold on I'm gonna hold on and wait till I'm tired and my arm hurts and my body goes limp and I have to sleep for two weeks okay I'm just gonna wait I'm gonna wait because I know that's what's gonna happen it doesn't happen to everybody and for others it's worse far worse than the regular average Joe so you guys don't think you're automatically gonna get sick or tired I I'm mint I'm minting my words one of the people you get when you call the 800 number yeah Tony Valdes that to me is the average reaction uh one of the Disney YouTubing couples that I watch uh their second one she was fine he was down for the count everybody's different but I I mean hi Susan Susan it's so good to see you thanks for the flower I love me some flowers too late a hello you guys the 800 number what is that for I don't think I've ever called it is that for like canceling or not that anybody should cancel I mean unless you want to Terry is asking do you find sticking to program easier harder for you in the summer I hear a lot say harder but I find it easier that's a great question Terry um that's a great question for me it's not really an issue between okay for starters since where I live we're not seasonal I don't go from being housebound from the snow and being stuck in the house with canned foods to spring like weather it's pretty much spring like here all the time so I don't have such an acute difference from my winters and my summers we're still able to get some pretty decent fruit here when it's not summer it's up to me to buy it and eat it because I can get it I just need to buy and eat it which I have been yeah it is super even here so there's not that much now let's talk the holidays the holidays are not hard for me for the simple fact that we don't have big family get together I don't have aunties and uncles and sisters and everybody who makes all the stuff I'm not gonna say I'm because it might trigger somebody I get triggered I who what triggered me the other day I'm not going to say it but it's a certain candy and somebody said it and by gosh I went to the pharmacy to pick up the prescription and if I didn't grab one of those so the holidays are not difficult for us because we're just average I mean they're just uh whoops hang on I clicked the wrong thing Tony says I'm gonna make sure I didn't yes canceling any other issues you may have terry says we grill a lot too but Tony Dale says had second shot in March only had sore arm for a cup March oh wait you're way ahead of the curve I just want to make sure I don't miss anybody okay exercise the day I got her first the day after felt like I had a bruise in my arm for a few days oh that's awesome nothing too bad Brenda says I live in Chicago area so we get seasons I do better win winters over which is what I hear from people seasons most often great Rosie I know you and me both sister Talita we're talking about whatever you would like to talk about my friend if there's anything in particular type it in and we are all going to discuss it with you we're talking about a little bit of everything where I came in initially to tell everybody that I'm back on track during the pandemic I picked up the great hobby of drinking wine and I was an overachiever and I drank more wine than anybody and gained more weight than anybody but as of my fifth day now I have chosen not to have anymore I'm going to get my weight down but we'll talk about whatever anybody wants to talk about Anna says I seriously appreciate you so much you're always understanding and inclusive thank you Anna what a kind of thing to say thank you I try to be I try to be inclusive I try because I think we should all we should all talk you know and some folks have said like zoom and as outgoing as I am I don't want to zoom and I don't know why let me scroll down see yeah Tony Dale same same here you know in our fruit stands are 20 minutes away for the fruit stands from the actual fields and we can go there year round and our fruit in our markets is always really good too Beth says haven't canceled yet but in another few weeks we'll probably put on hold all right you're doing the low carb right is my memory serving me get my memory remembering well because I try you guys Anna grilled watermelon is awesome Susan says had second dose of fizer no side effects at all I was just so damn grateful to get vaccinated March 11th was my second dose felt like a huge weight was lifted from my shoulders I'm so glad for you because okay takes me a second sometimes you guys but I really do try to remember where everybody is even though I forgot Judith was on the other side Susan was in New York City she still is and I remember when this whole thing started and she was holed up in her apartment working and to give you a room to move around and I remember that I remember the start of it just my heart went out to and it was so bad there okay so there's something positive you guys here's something positive and thank you Susan for putting that out there we're on the other side of this it's just we've got to not be scared anymore and we have to remember where we were when this whole damn thing started where we're where we are now and where we're headed because it's it's a much brighter future for us all Janet that's not bad it's not bad if if I can't have one glass of wine I have to have five bottles it's not bad camp on the weekends and camping and wine drinking go hand in hand absolutely uh let me tell you because again I want to be transparent last night was Friday night now in my head Friday night Friday nights when we go out to dinner Friday nights when we have he has margarita I have long island iced tea last night was tough it was tough because I would have had a drink at the restaurant then I would have came home popped my own bottle drank that whole thing it was really tough there's a difference my friend my love between having some wine and having a need of wine okay so don't even go there the tonies live by each other Beth felt hung over the next day look at you guys go right Brenda I mean just some of us are able to kick back at some of you are able to kick back in your chairs and enjoy it and nurse it and maybe have you know fill your glass half up instead of filling up this whole thing with you know sometimes vodka to here and then maybe the mixer to here I like my alcohol what can I say but I cannot drink it anymore Esther no sad faces you'll see them again I have to itch I'm sorry and I'm still sorry I wasn't able to see you I wish they were closer Amy no I have not so jealous for anybody who has had the second shot I'm not going to get mine for another three and a half months I'm trying you know what Rosie do I know where you live and do we know why or is it too intrusive to ask I'm sorry you guys my hair is bugging me everybody just hang tight man hang tight we've gone this long we've gone 400 in how many days okay so Rosie and Judith I don't I don't know if Judith is still here but you guys uh Judith is in Ontario Rosie I don't know if she's still here or not I haven't seen her post in a while you were totally traumatized Susan I don't forget things like that you're so welcome I try to remember it all oh Amy is in Ontario too look at there's three of you swells in here from Ontario okay there's Judith so you guys talks amongst yourselves he's starting excuse me he's starting a new job in two weeks so no vacation for a while for them and with you guys moving but with you guys moving near a lake I can pretty much guarantee you they're going to find a way to get there sooner than later because I know I am Natalie says we had a loose tiger in my neighborhood on Mother's Day that was scary Natalie you live in Houston that tiger oh my gosh that was crazy did they ever catch the guy they said the guy was a murderer or something and the tiger was still in the loose but they couldn't find him but then they said they did find him and oh my gosh Rosie you guys over there hang tight seriously there you go Beth see that's what works for you and that's the beauty of all this stuff that's what I think everybody has to remember it's like we listen to other people we read other people's stuff we admire them from afar and we think oh look at them look how great they're doing doing this maybe I should try doing that does that work for you or does that work for the person that's doing it we have to do what's good for us and me just keeping it simple drinking my water moving more which I have to be honest I haven't been moving more I have to do that uh but basically keeping it simple and it works for me while others make these great meal plans and they're chopping up all the veggies and they're chopping up all the fruit and they're cooking all the stuff everybody's different so remember that when you're reading sound somebody comes in and posts oh I lost three pounds and then I see people type in how did you do it tell us how did you do it well what works for her or him might not necessarily work for you you guys have to anybody who doesn't know because I know you guys they're all here right now no Susan was like our special case though because she was right in the thick as she says we have relatives in Canada canadiens I like to call it and there are weddings in a funeral yeah caught the guy but not the tiger is the tiger still loose oh my god hi Diana Diana and who's here you guys oh I'm so happy to see you thank you I feel nice to be smiling everything's dropping thank you Rosie because it's yeah where is that cat oh Judith that sounds so I won't give you my thoughts about that because everybody's different let me just say that if something happens to why please don't meet up on zoom that's so sad that's so weird but but who knows I don't know the situation if all of you guys needed to get together talk then then that's wonderful it just it just blows my mind and I'm sorry about your lost you actually said that first I only lost one person in the pandemic and it was an acquaintance it was a gal that I met up through another friend it was her friend it just hit me like a ton of bricks I think that because she was so young Judith I have to imagine that it was kind of weird because like if everybody's grieving how do you get on zoom and I don't know it that would seem kind of strange but it's it's a it's a way to do it though right I mean bye Rosie have a great west you have a great west of your weekend okay a tweedy bud what you guys is there anything anything what time is it here two o'clock I should go to the market get something for Steve for dinner but oh Susan I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I I should go to the market and grab something for dinner for Steve since he's been working so hard he worked late last night and then went in today but if I don't have anything in the house then we'd have to go out and I do really well when I eat out just put that in there anybody who hasn't hit the like button if you feel so inclined and I have to go go out and come back in don't you then don't worry about it I forgot forgot that they're not up at the same time so I guess that's it does anybody else let's see Susan says did you see the WW Instagram post today definition of unnecessary adjectives about other people's opinions about my body from WW yes I did Gwen this week and the beginning of June okay Terry take care thanks for popping in so good to see you I'm gonna be headed out pretty soon too because I got a couple stuff I gotta throw some flour in my face like the rice Krispies commercial look like I've been doing something around here pull the vacuum out and sit it in the middle of the living room you know that kind of stuff kitty's on green I love green you can't go wrong on green I can't go wrong on green I should say I don't the blue plan I don't eat I like it but I don't eat yogurt unless I'm on the blue plan so that I'm just eating something because I can you know what I'm saying so there's 32 of you guys in here if there's anything that anybody needs to talk about before I shut this down please feel free to say something and we could talk about it that's what we're all here for each other not just me it's not all about me you know what Esther Steve cannot stand when I clean with bleach and it drives me nuts especially during this time so he went to Target or some such place and found all these cleaners and they're good cleaners that don't have bleach in them well you know when I'm scrubbing my sink and stuff oh and he has bleach but that old boy won't let me but that's still a great idea I don't think mr clean has any bleach in it I could do that and there's a bucket in the house too that he brought up this is the weirdest thing to us sorry I keep saying I'm gonna go but I'll do it all day if I want it's my channel um boiling onion that would be an awesome idea if we ate onions that would be a really good idea right after Oliver left Steve went in bathroom till there was not one trim left and I'm not talking you know time went he was in there he was in his bedroom shifting I mean it was like I was like I felt like we should have been let it stay for a few days he might want to come back leave his stuff alone he was like on it you're a comic girl Brenda I love comment too I do like comment but I like gels and I like liquids and actually that's what I should go do is do my bathroom you know and I can't see half of the stuff you guys are writing because I don't have my glasses on the twins are back if you listened to their last and Anita we got your note because I sent them some snail mail um because I was so worried about them I mean I had stuff going through my head that should not have been going through my head and um we've corresponded through you know not through our regular mail not email and instagram and all that stuff so I sent them a letter and I said look I don't know what's going on I don't need to know what's going on just need to tell you that the whole ww community is worried about you guys if you could just send a blip on the radar or something letting us all know and then they did the video and I was so happy because they were the first people I watched and they when I'm at the park when I walk maybe that's what I'll do I listen to their old stuff I started at the beginning and I work my state back to where they are now because uh it's very nostalgic for me that's they gave me thank you for the thumbs up you guys I appreciate it I just thought jump thank you so much uh for me because I was in my honeymoon phase when I found them when I started ww it was like yeah wonder woman I'm weight-losser woman Anita this is this is what I do and it was what I did for the original 35 who remember and the twins were the only ones I watched I may have very shortly after found Sandy and Amy but for a long time it was just the twins and it was like just them and me and so now that I'm back in that honeymoon phase I'm gonna do that again I'm gonna go back and start at the beginning let me see what I've missed bye Tony have a great weekend thank you so much the 80s oh no Comet does have a gel huh Cheryl's on a ww plan but you know what the twins also going back to the twins they look great I was worried for a number of things I was worried God forbid that one of them got sick I was worried that they didn't want to come on because they had like me let things get out of control I was so happy to see them and I'm gonna I'm gonna send them some more mail mail let them know Susan that's what did it so inspiring you guys have your water because it helps thank you Susan thank you so much um oh my gosh I need to buy some waterproof mascara I'm so glad to see you and I'm so glad that we're at this end of it all right thanks for popping in I'm always so happy to see you all right you guys see I keep procrastinating because if I do hang up I really do have to go do some things and I just don't feel like it I just I feel like turning on my old movies show you guys Brenda thanks for popping in it's always so good to see you thank you so much all right all right well I'm gonna go change out on my pajamas this isn't my pajamas of course but my bottom is our pajamas and I'm gonna put on some real clothes and go to the market I need to go to Trader Joe's I want to get some turkey dogs because I've been craving craving corn dogs because I'm watching all these Disney vloggers and they're all eating corn dogs now if I go get my Trader Joe turkey dogs I can eat one with them right right so thanks for hanging with me you guys I appreciate it so so much I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to do about recording regular videos again I've been thinking about it I need to get to learn to use my new camera even though it's not that different than my old camera um I need I need to make a plan I don't truth be told I'm trying to think of different things to do because everything on all the WW channels has been done to death and some and I know most people have no problem with that but I don't want to do it that's just me I don't want you know it's like I don't know I'm trying that's why I haven't made regular videos that's why I've just come online because I can't think of anything out of the box so we'll figure something out but Oliver's not here to do any videos with me oh I will Diana I'm I'm back I'm back because I'm see I've seen the light I'm not sitting in the dark like we've all been doing all this time so thank you guys I love you all thanks for hanging out with me and maybe one of these days I'll plan alive and let you guys know um actually Susan I can tell you right now uh no I can't because I'm in the wrong screen it was it was on the Turner classic movies turning movie classics and it was it it was an autobiography she she did the whole thing she narrated everything she told us all about her whole life start at the beginning separate part for about her and Spencer and why they did things the way they did them if you read the book you're probably far ahead of me but it's on there next time I see you I will let you know the name adios Natalie thanks you guys I'm gonna hit them I'm gonna hit the square or the cross or the x now I'll see you guys soon have a great rest of your weekend I'm hitting it bye