 That ideas have not left their source. That's what joining is We're getting happy lately. Yes. It's not interesting. Yes. Happy. Yes. Yeah, we've done we've done a lot of work We have faced a lot of our own demons Which we created? Yeah, it seems like it's like what you say that there's a remembering and a forgetting in it When you really come into the present that you really do forget the past I mean, it's not like that there was work necessary to reach This point and that's a common phrase. I hear a lot of times is I did the work I've done all the work and and everything that I've done has brought me to this point and the Holy Spirit says to me No, I brought you to this point the past the ego Never will bring you to the present the Holy Spirit uses the symbols of the past For help to help us release the past and and I always think that's important because That the Holy Spirit brings us to where we are and and even that the illusion of the journey starts to just fade and there's so much joy that that There's not this sense of like having a resume of how you got back to heaven, you know that that doesn't come with it That's comforting the Holy Spirit Bring you to where you are. Yes, it's like that given pool of love. It's there. Yes It just is and it's waiting at all times. There are no stages of having to do the work It's just been there all along Yes, it's like it someone asked me one time is is forgiveness a process or an instant and I said it's a process until it's an instant But I would like to say right now that it is an instant and and what that instant is I think is is what we're going to look very closely at because While it seems to be a process There still seems to be frustrations. There still seems to be vacillations There still seems to be the need for vigilance. Yeah, but vigilance implies the need That you need to be vigilant against something that doesn't exist It doesn't exist. Yeah, and that's where the joy the real joy comes in of heaven of just seeing that that I am This God created me and that perfect love is all that there is You know, the Course tells us that the opposite of love is fear But what is all-encompassing can have no opposite and that that's what heals That's what all the saints and the mystics have have come to is just this absolute certainty that that love is all that there is So forgiveness is not first seeing the error of separation In yourself or in a brother and then trying to go through steps some people tell me there's three steps to forgiveness Some say there's two but forgiveness is a state of mind in which you see that there is no error There's no error. Yes, and that means that that you let go of whatever you think has occurred I mean we're back to the idea linear process still implies linear time and The course is teaching us that time is first of all simultaneous It's just a the miracles collapse time down and show us that it's all happening simultaneously Which is the step to opening to there is no time that that the eternal Present that the eternity of God and the kingdom of heaven is all that there is So as long as we're using concepts like linear time process, you know, that's journey That's like a script or that's the story and what we're really starting to realize is it's it's possible to drop the story entirely, yeah That needs to be that needs to be honored because that's the instant. Yes, that's the instant healing Yes, that's the holy instant. Yeah, that's very important. I mean the story It's like parables are very important in the sense that when the mind gets so conditioned into specifics That's all that can think in it can only think in linearity when it believes in concrete and specifics and persons and places and things and When we talk about healing it's a lot of times assume that people heal Or the bodies heal. Yeah, and I mean even or even the bodies live and bodies die But if we want to really get at this what we have to first start to see is is that the mind is the one thing that's in need of healing and The body is something that really can't be endowed with the attributes of the Holy Spirit or the ego Because it's just neutral, right, you know I use the example of like a pen or a pencil, you know of saying your pencil looks very well today It's good tone or you know, it looks very pale and sick You know, it would be ridiculous to talk about a pencil as as looking well or sick or it or ill And and it's just as ridiculous to talk about the body that way because it is just it is completely neutral And that's how the Holy Spirit sees it But we know from experience that the mind Can seem to be Upset or it can seem to be healed and whole and really what we're coming to see is that the wholeness is what is true and real and illness irritation Annoyance whether it's psychological or it seems to be physical is of you know, no matter It's just impossible. Yeah, and we make that up if we choose. Yeah, I mean that That's not being that's not being an IM. That's not being Recognizing the source. Yes, and when we say even when we say we make it up or we author the dream We want we need to come back on that too the ego made up the body the ego made up the world The ego made up the dream and so we pull back to the IM and Then and then there's no opposite. Yes, there's no opposite and love. We do play a lot Yeah, yes, that's it And the we part it's starting in the end to let go as you go into meditation and to let go of the wheeze Because that's a common thing and it really when we talk about we've done this or we've done that It's just describing the problem or another way of saying it is declaring that I'm an ego And so when we come into the IM presence, you know, and the joy is there We open the mind to the stillness the be still and know that I am God and that is just There's a vote for being still yes and finding time and going within and