 Are you okay? I already started the camera. Are you actually crying a much? It's fine It's fine We're not gonna we're gonna work this out, right? Don't you want it? Okay, it's okay It's gonna be okay. I just never thought this would happen I know I know let's just talk to him. No Say what's on your mind. All right. Do you want to go first? You could start talking. I know you have more to say than I do I tried to do my makeup because I at least wanted to look somewhat decent, but now it's fronting off. It's okay Just looking at you makes me sad Baby We get so much planned We still do we still can Let's just just a little speed bump. All right guys. We're just gonna go right into it Um, I never really thought I would make a video like this but Or that we would ever make a video like this But I don't know what to say We have just been trying to like Be happy for you guys and just you know film and post and just like do this for you guys But it has been tearing me and bill apart. I feel like we haven't had time to focus on our relationship We haven't had time to have us Yes, it is It's just this is gonna be a quick video mom squad It's not gonna be our last video, right? Not gonna be our last video. We're not done making I'm sorry guys. It's not gonna be a lot so depressing and it's I'm sorry, but this is real life and You know people Guys, this is not gonna be our last video we you're in the middle of working things out right now I know you saw by the title you guys are probably really really really Nervous for what? You good For what's going on? As you can see I'm trying to help her out through this I'm trying. I don't want to talk for you, but I'm trying to help Mariah out through all this and I It's mostly her. I Just haven't been feeling myself I haven't been feeling happy and I just feel like I need time to make sure this is really what I want to do And you know like obviously I love you this as in our relationship Just like this as in like working just everything like I just need to take a step back. I need to go and Go to my parents house for a little bit. I know we have plans to move to Florida, but like I Can't right now And you literally just We're supposed to be leaving on the 12th it's currently the first and So 11 days we're supposed to be going out of Florida, but we're actually gonna postpone that we're not we're not like Stopping it because I still want to try to work things out with you We can work things out. That's what you do. I'm sorry guys that we're letting you down right now, but Things are just really hard here like you guys only see 20 minute videos and I Wish you guys could see more until like our actual behind-the-scenes life because you would I mean first of all Connect with us more, but you would see like everything that goes on and how like It's not it's not like Our job is the problem. It's just like I feel like we we over work ourselves We overdue we overdo it. We do we don't focus on each other and we need to like we need to learn You know like the balance and we need to make sure like everything is just working out We're doing everything, you know, like we're also focusing on leadership But also working like this isn't that I don't know this is the end yet guys, but for right now It's not gonna be I have But you don't taking a break. He's still gonna hopefully get back, but that's like taking a break like You fix things and then you start back up again, right? Is that not what you want? And the only reason why we're telling you guys this cuz like taking our relationship obviously We do we do we make videos and we can't make videos if our relationship isn't If we're not happy It's really hard to get on camera and make you guys happy and just make ourselves happy at the same time because your health and the way that you feel is very important and You know, like we just want to make sure that we're giving ourselves time to you know Enjoy our life and not feel like we're so like trapped in this bubble. Oh, we got to work work work not because of that No, I don't know because of you guys. We love you guys so much. We would not be where we are without you guys We are so blessed and thankful Time opportunities that you guys have given us we are so blessed for this. I am just want to give you guys all love I'm so happy to have you guys and I know you guys will stick through both of our sides Through whatever we end up deciding that we're gonna do We just need time to really think things through and just kind of get our relationship back on track because it just hasn't been okay recently and we just want to make sure that we are happy and we can also make you guys happy at the same time and We just want to say we love you guys and hope you guys understand and hope you guys can forgive us I know we might be letting down a lot of you guys, but right now we need to take a step But we love you we love you and I just want you to know Me and I agreed we're gonna make an explanation video because I know this is all over the place and there's a lot to talk about but we're gonna make an explanation video of exactly Why did we post at this? This is just kind of raw. This is kind of just it's going up tomorrow This is going up today. No like our explanation. Oh, yeah, so We're gonna show you guys this it's really hard right now to train our thoughts But this just happened a little bit ago, and we just wanted to get it on camera and so stay tuned for tomorrow's YouTube video Make sure to have your post notifications on We're not letting them go We'll explain more tomorrow and tomorrow's video if you're watching this and it's a totally different day than when we posted it Watch our next video that we posted after this one It'll explain everything and what's going on because I want to get more into depth after we take a break So yeah, thank you guys so much for watching. We love you. Love you We'll see you soon That it