 Good morning, Hank! It's Tuesday, January 3rd, 2023, which means, get this, Vlogbrothers just turned 16! Vlogbrothers can drive! Like, Hank, I don't want to alarm you, but there are people watching this video who were born after Vlogbrothers. After all these years, I sometimes feel like making a Vlogbrothers video every Tuesday is a normal or natural phenomenon, but in fact, it is a gift newly given each week. It is a real gift to be able to make stuff with my brother and to be able to make stuff with a community I care about, and it is also a choice. I choose each Tuesday whether to make a video and viewers in turn choose whether to watch it. And I do sometimes struggle to remember that things I choose to do routinely are still choices, which is why every year I write myself two letters, one looking back at the year that was and one looking ahead to the year that will be to try to understand the choices that I'm making and be intentional about them. And usually in the look ahead letters I set certain goals, like, this year I'm gonna exercise a hundred fifty minutes per week, or this year I'm gonna finish the Anthropocene Review Book, or whatever, and historically I have a pretty good track record when it comes to accomplishing these goals. But over the years, Hank, the vast majority of these goals have had one thing in common, which is that they involve in some way turning it up a notch. Write this book, start that YouTube channel, make this podcast, produce that movie, some form of, you know, just take it up to eleven for a year. And often what I need in life is to turn it up, to push myself, to build my confidence, whatever, but sometimes, Hank, sometimes you need to take it down a notch. And that's my only goal for 2023, just take it down a notch. Like last year, Hank, there were several times where I got mad at a stranger on the internet and engaged in a debate with them about, like, I don't know, whether or not access to life-saving medications is a human right or a luxury? And then I would be, like, late to dinner with my family because I was so busy yelling at a stranger, even though that didn't make my life better or their life better, nor did it expand access to healthcare. And what I want to do in 2023 is take it down a notch, by, for example, advocating for global health equity and better funding for healthcare systems without yelling at first name bunch of numbers on the internet. Like, some of you may know that many years ago I worked as a student chaplain at a children's hospital, and after doing that work, I got a temp job at Booklist Magazine, just typing numbers into a database. And the first, like, year that I worked there, even though I am a very anxious person, I had a reputation for being calm under pressure because whatever was happening at the magazine, I would be, like, well, but it's just a magazine, you know, like, it's important, I care about this job and everything, but, like, the magazine's probably gonna come out, it's come out for 104 consecutive years. And that's the energy I want to bring into 2023. My work is important, but it's not that important. Like, you know what nobody thinks when they walk into a library? Ugh, this place is almost complete, it just needs one more John Green book. So yeah, that's my goal for 2023. Am I getting short with people I love? Take it down a notch. Am I defining myself entirely by my work or worrying that the way people see me is more important than the way I am? Take it down a notch. Am I panicked about a deadline? Take it down a notch. This is not a hospital. Nobody's gonna die from neglect if this week's Vlogbrothers video isn't as good as it might have been. It occurs to me, belatedly, that this video might be putting pressure on people who do work in hospitals, which is certainly not my intention. Um, thank you for that difficult work that I bombed out of so dramatically. Also, I feel like if that young whippersnapper me, who 16 years ago had just made his first ever Vlogbrothers video, saw this one, he would be like, what are you talking about? Like, life is about turning it up to 11 for as long as you can. But to that me, I would just say, be careful what you ridicule, my friend. For in time, you will become it. I grow old. I grow old. I shall wear the bottoms of my trousers rolled. Hank, I'll see you on Friday. Unless you're busy on Friday, in which case, that's alright, man. We're taking it down a notch in 2023.