 What I didn't give much information is like the struggle of the exam anxiety going through military. You learn how to deal with any type of situation and you know how to prevent from your feeling. Remove any sense of attachment and just go automatically and deal with the problem that there is. I thought I can do the same thing with the exam anxiety but I couldn't. I feel like I can do anything by myself and it's hard for me to ask for help. It took toll on me emotionally, physically to the point that I started to have health problems. Only in Morin Park they actually wanted to help me and showed me that it is okay to ask for help. It's okay to say you're not, you know, you're strong but you have also things that you should deal with somebody else, that somebody else can help you.