 You were still working while you had the camera because I know being a makeup artist You're on the road just like you said you're working show. I worked through it. What was going through your mind? I mean being there on set behind the scenes. I know you had a lot of time to think I did you know It was something that it really was that one of the most short of childbirth One of the most empowering experiences to have everything stripped away that you think has defined you as a woman You place your value that you place your value and to find it Without all of that Jen. So you are a makeup artist in the industry and you're ball-headed. I'm ball-headed Depicting what beauty is. Yeah, that's such that's a powerful Message Powerful gives me chills. I know it gives me wow because it's not about all that So is is that what you want to tell the women? Yes, tell them. It is absolutely. It's about self-love It's about finding your own beauty, which is such a personal internal Perspective and it isn't about your hair your breasts your your