 Yeah, we on boss talk one-on-one. It's hard. I mean. What year was that? 2010. 2010. Compared to 1995. Man. And so you, you left and niggas was barely, they, they was using. Technologies. They told it. They didn't even sell phones. They didn't even have cell phones. Blackberry was a thai. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. And when you came home, the Blackberry. Yeah, that was a popular thai. Blackberry. Yeah, cause you didn't have none of that when you left. No. It was, so, you know, the trans- Was it big phones? Was it that big phones? No, they had the big, big, big ones. Yeah, the big ones. That's about it. Yeah. See, but the transformation was, was, was crazy. You know why? Because when you, when you start, like I had, like I had colletrays. I had electrical, cutting their rods, and I had dead plumbing. Then I had dead computer too. Right? Then my colletray. Got my GED, went to college. Everything, right? So I'm going to educate myself. Renow all the business books. Right? Get home. Youth thinking, like, it ain't going to be none, cause I got all this knowledge. I'm going to jump right in, and I'm going to start doing it. It's not like that. No, I know it's not. It's not like that. Is it the same degree that you get when you're in prison? The same type of degree they get when they're people out here? Yeah. The same. The same instructor? It's Lee College. Okay. I'm with Lee College. But I'm sitting there like, man, I'm watching it, and I tell anybody this, bro, you're going to go through the changes. I went through them. You know what I'm saying? Even with, cause when I got out, you know what I'm saying? I got a, you know what I'm saying? Female I'm missing with. You know what I'm saying? She helped me down for a nice little scratch, right? Okay. But you got to realize something. She don't know what it's like to be with somebody like me. I'm not, I'm not normal. My actions is not going to be normal due to the fact I've been gone for so long. So therefore, therefore I sit back and I look at it, right? And I'm like, I think I'm 18 years. So just think about, just think about that. I've been gone for 18 years. She have never messed with a guy that's been gone this long. So I don't know how, I don't know how to be a man. So give me an example of a situation that you said that because you were gone that long and having a female now, what would be so different? Man, let's give me an example. Just being affectionate. Affectionate. Yeah. That's definitely a big deal. Being affectionate. I mean, you got to realize that I'm just being real. I'm thinking about pounding. No, you got to know how to rub feasts and rub shoulders and rub arms and soles. You got to know how, but I don't know nothing about all of that. He left at 15. I'm thinking we got to do what we do. Like I'm being real. And you know, at that time, man, you're going to pound. We're going to pound, boom. Okay. That's how we do it. You know, you pound. So you got to realize now, guess what? Even when we were locked up, had a couple of females, you got to have them do it. Do it quick. And then you got to hear your business and dip out. So I'm coming home. We're that same mentality. You get what I'm saying? Yeah. So you got to think. Okay. How long is that going to go with a female? That's not only you doing that, but it's good for a month. Yeah. It might be good for a month for her. Then it, and then now it's like, okay, enough is enough. Now if we know it. And she didn't try to teach you or tell you or none. I'm like, what can she say? Because she don't want to be looked at you. You see what I'm saying? She don't want to be looked at you. So what you got to do is you just got to pick up. And you told her that you were in prison and all of that sort of stuff. She stayed down with you. She stayed down with you. She stayed down with you the whole time. She stayed down with you for a long time. A little bit of time. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Because you have a lot of guys who don't be trying to tell females because some females will try to use it against them. Yeah. But you know, she stayed down. That's good. Then you got to, not only that, you got to, you got to remember, I'm getting out. And I remember seeing you say this, why do you, when we driving, why do you keep the wonder down? Man, I like the fresh air. No disrespect, but. You don't even like the fresh air now. No, I'm just saying if, if, if you've been through, it's the thing where you couldn't go outside because you was in a certain unit, you want to stand in the rain. You ain't standing rain in almost a year. It's the prison. It's crazy. I'm saying that. I used to be like, man, that prison, I ain't like the freeware, man. The freeware, when you drive, man, I remember I got in the car when I came home and I just drove the freeway. What about when you come home and you, and you've been around all these people all the time and you didn't have that privacy? Exactly. You see what I'm saying? That's the whole thing too. You always went around somebody. All the time. They could come and access you anytime they wanted. You couldn't go nowhere and do nothing by yourself. You was always around somebody. Okay. How difficult was it to adjust to the part where when you're in there, people telling you everything you want to do. When you're out here, you have to make your own decisions on what to do. How does, how is that? That's, that's a problem too. You know why? Y'all never, I mean, y'all probably never noticed this, but you ever, somebody ever been locked up for so long. And they even go to like some, get something to eat. You know if they always tell whoever they with. Just give me anything. They don't want to deal with it. Just give me anything. You see what I'm saying? You've been so used to getting what they give you. What they give you. Right. Just give me. So that's another problem. You don't know what you like, dude. I don't even know what to eat. I don't know what to, you know. It's so deep. You even, you have to change the way you eat. You eat fast. Yeah. Yeah. You got to change the way you eat. You eat fast. And I'm going to tell you nothing with that, that, that, that, that, that, that my girl you get at me about. He think I'm going to fool it up, man. Heat it up. But I'm like, nah, I'm good. I'm so used to eating food that ain't hot. You see what I'm saying?