 Yeah, yeah, but this is what I was gonna say. I was real tight with Lil' Fat and J-Money. Okay, J-Money my dog right now But I'm just saying like I was real tight with them like out of anybody. I was on the road I mean GZ type me in two chains type me in future type, but I'm saying I was J-Money and Lil' Fat Do my do my niggas. So what I'm saying is this will happen? Three days before that J-Money had got shot nine times. Wow Yeah, Lil' Fat man. He passed on didn't he? Mm-hmm How was that for you being that you were so connected to him? That was hard break because I remember when it happened I didn't really know like like I knew he was in Atlanta. You was in Atlanta at the time I had just left Atlanta. Okay, so just break down to me. What what that day for you? That day that day you heard about it That's damn What's that? That's like probably like June 7th. Mm-hmm. I Was um, I was with my with my I Think I was with my with my baby mama now my you know my son mother now Okay, and we was chilling and there's somebody hit me because you know Instagram shit wasn't just Really big at that time somebody just hit me and they said something weird and I was like, you know Yeah, I got another car another car and then you know, I got to a little shit You know, this is one of them things so she yeah, I you know, you got to just ask the question You feel me and I can maybe No, I'm just saying when you got to Atlanta It's just like you you don't love somebody that came up in the game with you when you didn't have nothing when you just explained to me It was tough. You didn't have anything. Yeah, so now you've been around these people You've been around the dad you've been around the son the friends the whole camp And so now you got to respond to that my homeboy that left Dallas with me got killed got out the car the next day He would did got shot got actually Stabbed and by his own uncle and then shot and threw up throughout at the church And I came back he was a twin brother the next day and I had to come back because his gun was left in my car We were hustling together. So what I'm saying is I'd never forget that day I had to go take his twin brother that gun because he was heated and he was like man My brother had gone man. Where's the gun? I said I'm gonna bring it back to you It's like this though In Atlanta at the time Scooting at the time like I told you I was lit Yeah, so when I got around webbing them that ain't really where I got my money and my come-up from okay I was already going going okay, but I helped they situation. Yeah, yeah, because they situation kind of was on the Down spiral at the time. Yeah, boosted just went to jail. Yeah, it was on So when I came around it was I brought it up, but what I'm saying is I Didn't even really get the money from over there. Nothing like when I start coming up It was more like shit. I was already in the mix, but I'm saying I learned how to make money Exactly. I mean I learned how to make money for what I was doing and male help that part Yeah, because I was just around Niggas with money and they make it moves. I'm trying to figure shit out And I was figuring shit out on how to put my shit Yeah, yeah, but on that day I will say this though. I Was so mad so fucked up that I was driving probably 150 on the highway arguing with anybody to the call or My baby mama that rolled with me. I'm I'm I'm just I was and then the police pulled me over I'm about to get in the whole shootout with the police like it was just a whole rough day Though because I was already mentally gone. So yeah, yeah, but this what I was going to say I was real tight with a little fat and Jay money. Okay, Jay money in my dog right now Okay, but I'm just saying like I was real tight with them like out of anybody. I was on the road I mean GZ type me and to change type me and future type, but I'm saying I was Jay money and little fat Do my do my niggas. So what I'm saying is this will happen? Three days before that Jay money had got shot nine times Wow So everything already turned up like in a way where you only so I was fucked up. Yeah, I was fucked up. So Yeah, I was fucked up. You feel me? Yeah I like I said, these are these are the stories that nobody won't know That's why I love podcasting because you you get to hear just them deafness So what goes on behind the scene with each individual that we interview, you know what I'm saying So I just love that and then people get to see that y'all real people in this some rap shit Yeah, like them my people but this some rap shit. Yeah, I'm from Little Rock I got real blood homies dying too at that time. Yeah, yeah I got some real street shit grandma down at that time some gutter shit going on too at that time Like it was shootouts. My brother had just got robbed by one of my close friends I want to kill him you feel me like at that time like that's what it was going on like in my mind You feel me? Yeah, it was Yeah, how did you make it with all of that because a lot of people When they're with a crashed out with a win and done something stupid. So how would you I did I did I did She's stupid. I did all type of shit. You feel me like I crashed out. I did the most But are you still here? Yeah, that's why I tell folks I don't trip about being the boss talk to OG you can call me on get down Yeah, yeah, yeah, I just gain this gangsta shit. I've been through bro. I'll be like here. Yeah, I'm with it Yeah, I'm here. So I just know that why you want to turn around and now motivate people through what you do No, no, I don't even be tripping about just motivating people. I ain't I don't know motivation shit I'm saying that I like that part of the game Motivation I like that my shit inspired inspired feel me like I'm glad it ain't that what it was go to TV Fuck them you heard me you see I'm saying he took my shit from some shit That was gonna be couldn't play on TV some shit That was just me some gutter gang shit at the you know some gangsta shit gotta TV. Fuck them You heard me that shit was gangsta real gangsta, but you feel me? So I was like that's what I'm saying about it I was glad that it turned to something positive like yeah, we on boss talk