 No, she was keeping them, but she was dependent on me. She was dependent on me, based chemotherapy. That hurt me the most that I couldn't be there with them like a doctor's appointments. Yeah, no, I get it. But I had to live out there. Like I was in my Chrysler living out there. But you were doing what was most important, which was trying to supply. Yeah. So people wanted, they called me broke. They called me all kind of names. That diminishes an artist's look because you expect them to get big change, jewelry, money, flashing. The normal things artists do, I didn't do. We on boss talk one on one, one on one. Yeah, we gon' talk. I'm from Kansas, Topeka. We don't got everything. We don't got nothing. We just got a radio station two days ago. Wow. You know what I'm saying? We don't got nothing. So... Where was your child's mom during this time? She was keeping them. She lives in Kansas City. You together? No. No, she was keeping them, but she was dependent on me. She was dependent on me, based chemotherapy. That hurt me the most that I couldn't be there with them like a doctor's appointments. Yeah, no, I get it. But I had to live out there. Like I was in my Chrysler living out there. But you were doing what was most important, which was trying to supply. Yeah. So people wanted, they call me broke. They call me all kind of names. That diminishes an artist's look because you expect them to get big change, jewelry, money, flashing. The normal things artists do, I didn't do. But I love that. I love that because me coming from Jamaica, when I hear you talk about even kids growing up and people wanting to have this and wanting to have that, I was a tomboy, so I was too busy running around on the street playing soccer and beating up all the boys and doing all of that sort of stuff. So I had one pair of shoes, but I didn't look at it as something bad. I'm like, we grew up, you get a pair of shoes, until this one is worn out, you get another one to go back to school. But that was the norm for me. Unless you're just super, super rich, but you can't miss something you didn't have as long as you had something on your feet and not walking around barefooted. You know what I mean? Yeah, you see them, you see them, George. I didn't care about all of that. I did, I was, I wanted them 13s and 11s. I grew up watching Mike and Kobe, you know, I wanted those shoes, but I couldn't get them. My grandma couldn't afford those shoes. She couldn't afford that. Not when my mom would come in asking for helping her with her rent and my aunties coming to ask off of one paycheck. You know, I couldn't do that. So I mean, I was happy. I lived my life, I played outside every day. But it means you who you are today. Huh? Like when you first got into, how was it when you had your first kid? When I had my first kid, I was 21. Okay, so. So you were not young. No, no, he, that's what I'm saying. Cause when I was 21, man, it was bad, man. Drugs that just came out, like I liked it and I was going to sell them dope and all of them. Your kid would have been good. You know what I'm saying? Like I'm going to go give me some dope. Well, I was selling pills. No, like we got like cocaine. I was going on a kind of case. Kids were coke and that was the bad, man. I promise when I had my child, I'll stop. I want to beat her. I don't want to get in trouble. See, I wasn't like that. Me, I was tripping. Like I was going to try to make everybody in the hood good. I went to jail one time and I was like, fuck. No, no, I went and then I lied and said I was my brother. I was trying to figure out how to scam that out. I'm just telling you. Like I'm just a real, like I was trying to take care of everybody. Yeah, the social and everything. I was trying to figure it out, man. Because these niggas were broke. We were broke. I feel you. So I mean, it was bad. So I'm like, I got to help these niggas. They ain't ready for this. We want to come up. Wasn't no really rap was in the West Coast and the East Coast. It wasn't in the South. So during my time, you had to go get it. So for you to beat, I thank God that you made the right decision for your kids, you know what I'm saying? Cause I didn't. I had to go away for a second just to, you know, recoup this mindset to get back and know. That's because a parenting to me means a lot.