 Hey, what's up you guys? Welcome back to my channel if you're new here. Hi. Hello. I'm Leah And I'm in mental health videos here on YouTube Today I decided that I wanted to share my story Let's go back to the beginning Well, I was five six Up until I was around 50 I was heavily abused When I was 13 I had a Psychotic break. I was diagnosed with bipolar type 1 Now I'm 70 and I've told my first over looks. I was referred to CAMS Who I met with every week They diagnosed me with ADHD and anxiety When I was 70 and I got referred to we in disorder services because I was severely underweight When I was 80 and my ex-boyfriend committed suicide in front of me Who diagnosed me with PTSD? Then I got referred To adult services Who I met with twice And they diagnosed me with borderline personality disorder I then moved to university First university anyway My mental health spiral I was in A&E pretty much every other day We were in overdose 4-1-1-3-6 Does anyone just know how 1-3-6 is? It's a 24 hour whole with the local health I have these at wording is Power to remove a person who Is in need of care and control In a public place My first was 2018 I had my first really bad dissociative observed and the team and I was under diagnosed with a deeper personalization and de-realization Then on the 3rd June I got second part in section 2 Which has stayed on for two weeks I was discharged The day after discharged I was arrested Because I asked for help I got arrested In custody I got sold If you want to hear about that I'll leave your link on the icard up there In custody I self-harm To a point where they had to cope with an ambulance Then they requested a mental health adjustment I was detained under section 2 of the Mental Health Act While in custody And ended up staying in hospital another two weeks And then I had court Which Put a lot of stress on me I went not guilty and Court was adjourned until 25th September Where a trial took place Which I won by the way I walked out of No charges No convictions Instead of justice For what happened in custody They were actually using me to one of my last serious suicide attempts I posted a YouTube video saying I wanted to Explore as language shivellies And what they were But that I'd be gone by the time everyone saw that video I got home After walking around Because I hit on the video when I was walking around I Licked and shit And I was unconscious When I came around there was a police and an ambulance I had a mental health assessment in my flat And they ruled that I was on a section 2 And I didn't have capacity So I was forced to be removed from my flat Then I moved out of Lancashire And to London Which Around now The first year of living in London Was hard I got sectioned In October For three days Talked about the shortest section ever Then we got sorted in January And I ended up in Milton Keyings Hospital And I got transferred to London As an hospital for a month About time Informally Then in May of that year I ended up in hospital again Firstly on a 1-3-6 Then voluntarily Second year of uni It was more just in and out of uni Then January hit and I got hospitalised And I was impatient for The entire section And I was discharged But with that admission I was on one-to-one The entire admission It was then actually That they started to focus on the bipolar And not the borderline personality disorder I was forward to what should have been my third year of uni It was fine to begin with Then new year hit And I began experiencing voices again The new voices were saying if I didn't sacrifice myself My sister would die And I care about my sisters a lot So much so that I would do anything for them I was hospitalised And I was diagnosed with Paranoid disorder And they removed the borderline personality disorder From the record I then had a number of other admissions And then I decided to move to Brighton I lived in Brighton for three days in a flat And then I was under a section I was under the section of 5th year And detained to live under the capacity act And from there I got admitted to The priori tightest house Who I got discharged from in May And I got placed here The mental health care home that I live in Do you have any questions? Let me know in the comments down below If you have anything You want to say Maybe share your story You write in the comments down below And if you're new, subscribe It means a lot And I'll see you guys around then Peace