 Hello, everybody. Welcome again to another special episode of Esoteric Atlanta. We have our favorite tiktoker again with us today, Elizabeth, with her beautiful, beautiful son, Levi. These beautiful babies are why we do what we do, walking into a new tomorrow. How are you guys doing? We're doing good. We're doing real good. I know. I wish I could run around in my underwear in August because it is hot as hell down here in the South. Yeah. I mean, up until this past two days, we've been like 100 degrees, 100 percent humidity, and then all of a sudden it's like slight taste of fall, which I'm very proud. And that's what people don't understand who aren't from the South. It's not just the heat, it's the humidity. Yeah. Literally, I know we're doing a deep dive into New Orleans now on my channel. I keep talking about part of the mystique of the South with the westerners who came here had to learn how to survive because they weren't used to the swamp land, the swampy heat. It's like walking through a bowl of hot soup. Yeah. My husband is from Mozambique, and you think Africa, you think hot, obviously. But he's like, no, this is worse. This is different because over there, he's right next to a beach where he was from. And he's like, you at least had the breeze from the ocean. This is just miserable. Like he's from Africa and he can't handle it. That's why I keep telling people like, yeah, it's miserable here. All these people from the North and in the South, we call people from the North Yankees. I know in the Europe, they call us all Yankees, but we in the South call the Northern people Yankees. So they'll come down here to the South. We love you, by the way, people from the North, but they'll come down to the South thinking that they're going to save money on heating. But what they don't realize is what you save on heating. You're going to be spending on air conditioning. There are some places in the South that won't even let you live in a place you don't have air conditioning. Yeah. I'm sitting in front of a vent right now. Yes. I don't know how it's blowing up on me. Yes. I filmed in our bedroom the other day. It was so hot. I had the fan on and I turned the air conditioning, you know, off because it was loud, but you can see my hair moving and I was like, listen, you're just going to have to deal with my hair moving. There's no way I could film this under these lights with this freaking heat that's just coming off the pavement and just it's gross. Like when the settlers first came here, there was malaria here. You can see why. I mean, it was, we have down in Louisiana, we got the bayou. We got the swamps here. Yes, it is definitely. And little babies like Levi who are born in this weather, they can handle it better than we can even if you were born here too. The little kids are resurgent. He also gets to run around in his diaper. So that helps. Goodness gracious. Come here. It's okay. He's the star at his show. Come here. Well, speaking of your sweater weather, you have an awesome shirt on that I want you to tell my people about because you dear have opened up your own store. I have. Yeah, it's, it's kind of a, it happened all so fast, but let me grab it. Okay. Whoa. Yeah, it happened really fast. I just kind of felt like I needed to stay home and focus on him. And I honestly just wasn't vibing very much with my previous job. Like, I just kind of, the mentality was just like not much anymore. So I decided to quit and like find something else to do. Well, you're okay, honey. That's okay. We've all, most of my people have children. We all, you're fine. You're fine. He's just really mad. He's trying to climb up to get to the phone. Aren't they Levi? You can play games on the phones. You can look at yourself in the camera. Yeah. He's never, he's usually, I've never really like given him the phone, but he's like just started to get kind of interested in it recently. Anyways, I was starting to just, yeah, not vibe with the company anymore. And so I was like, I need to do something different. So I decided that I was going to start a t-shirt line because I have a lot of like creative ideas and like, you know, I just, I really like planting seeds into people's head without being like super blunt about what I'm trying to say. Right. And I have been wanting, I've always been really into like fashion and a lot of different creative outlets, but me and my husband design clothes when we go to Africa, his dad makes them. So we're like, how can we kind of dip our feet in, you know, now to eventually in the future, like do something out of Africa, basically to like support his family and all that. So I started this just kind of to dip my toes into the fashion world and just kind of start my own business, just starting from what I have, you know. So it's actually been really great. This is one of my sweatshirts. This one I call Cherry Tree Lane because I loved Mary Poppins growing up. But all of the designs have deeper meanings behind them. And they range from really like spirituality to like conspiracy theory kind of meaning-wise. So one of my followers on TikTok was like, can you make a shirt that says it's all pantomime? I was like, I can't. I'm going to do that limited edition. I'll make like 50 of them. That is amazing. I would love, well, you know, I have a couple of t-shirts that are kind of their older shirts that I've had for a few years now that are kind of subtle like that. Like one says deplorable AF. And the other one is like is like defund the media. And actually, like the defund the media one, I try not to wear out in Atlanta too much because of the nature that I accidentally like after filming one day, like walked out to the park with top my boyfriend and our dog. And some guy was on a bike like riding by and he pointed at my t-shirt. He was like, Trump's coming back. That's amazing. Oh my gosh. My boyfriend was like, yeah, man. And I was like, seriously, love is the fact that like it feels like, you know, the way it feels in the way the mainstream media portrays everything is that like us conspiracy theorists or like truthers are the minority. And that we're just not we're not like, no, not at all. We're we're more civilized. And the other side is very violent. And I'm playing that on the programming that they've gone through. They've pushed them to this point of like derangement. You know, when I was a little girl, at least you could two sides of the book, the political spectrum could be friends. And it wasn't that big of a deal. Right. But now it's like it's it's like the left has gone so far left that they can't even they can't even like process people not being not believing what they believe. And therefore they're supporting this idea of which is basically communism and censorship. And which is also I mean, there's overlying ideologies in both of these two extremes. And the rest of us, like a lot of people I know who used to be on the left are now not because they're like, you guys left me. I don't write down for this. I'm going to join them because at least they're letting people be free and right decisions. You know, and I think you're right that we were in an over one day, we had both my boyfriend and my car's batteries died at the same time. And we got this to ace hardware, we're not ace hardware to home auto zone, whatever it is. And we were chit chatting with a driver and he was like, yeah, man, this whole thing is just BS. So I think you're right. I think most people like no, most people know that there's something not right. And at least there's something that this is this is not right. You know, and and so but they're scared to say it because the people that think that this is all the pantomime is truth are so violent that they don't want to be attacked. They don't want to have a smear campaign a canceled culture or anything like that. So I think that's why we're very quiet. That's what we're called the silent majority. So you know, but I know our business, our yoga shawla here, we're not allowed. We're not going to be doing like any type of like passports or anything like that. We're not even talking about that stuff. We don't allow face diapers. We don't you know, and we are actually busier than we've ever been because all these other studios in the area are starting to do this stuff and people don't want to be they don't want to be a part of it. And so they're coming to us because at least they know that they can just be normal and not not feel like they're being watched and judged. And you know, right, they're looking for some little safe again, which is just crazy. It's like we're all we all fear feel the literally communism creeping in. It's awful. I mean, yeah, the I was going to say something the the whole like cancel culture thing. I just watched a video where this African guy was like talking about how what he really hates about the cancel culture and the like, honestly, like the black community of of being an African, he's like, you guys are like gatekeeping like great and like, you know, and and like headdresses and African music and what you know, like you're gatekeeping all these things that are cultural, but culture is supposed to be shared. Right. So it's not supposed to be something that divides us. It's supposed to be an experience for all. And and I was like, yeah, I definitely can attest to that because that's exactly what my husband says. Like, he's like, I don't understand why these people are like, think that this is theirs and no one else can have it. It's like, it's absolutely divisive. It's insanity. But somebody was asking me like, how come like, Florida is not a part of the Deep South? And I like consider part of the Deep South. And I was kind of along those lines. I was like, because Florida wasn't a part of that settlement of all these different cultures coming together to create what we now know as the Deep South, which was Native American, African, French, German English, all coming together. And that became this this area where Florida was still kind of owned by Spain and off on its own doing its own thing before then it was annexed. But you're right. It was this combination, you know, of people coming together and their their cultures merging and becoming one united culture. And it is it is supposed to be shared. There's a Native American, there's one I cannot and I'm totally paraphrasing. So no disrespect, but there's one tribe here that always taught their people that every ethnic group of people were given a gift by God. So what the Native Americans had as a gift was not the same gift that like the white people had or the Asians. And the whole point was that we were to come together to everybody had a special role to play, ethnicity had a special role to play to keep this world together. And they've done everything to try to divide us. Because in my life, in the life that I've lived and I have friends of all different walks of life, I've never really known anybody to really care what race was. Right, exactly. They never cared, like they don't describe someone like you would say blonde hair, blue eyes. They'd say, you know, like the black guy who's got like the short hair or the white girls got brown eyes and, you know, they'll use it as a descriptive term, but they don't, he doesn't determine right their value as they don't, no one cares if you're a bad person, you're a bad person, and they come in all six sizes. So got white people who are as old black people who are out, you got everyone, everyone's got somebody that that is wicked, you know, the same thing has flipped. So what is your husband coming from Mozambique? You know, Todd and I talk about this a lot, like we love this country so much and the freedoms that we have, but both my boyfriend and I have had the ability to live and really be in other countries and experience life there to understand the differences. And we always kind of think these people that hate this country, first of all, they've been brainwashed. Second of all, they've never experienced really experienced living in another country, but your husband who is from Mozambique, what is his experience coming to America? What does he think about the differences between where he comes from versus what we have here? I mean, he definitely is aware that there is a lot more opportunities here than there is where he's from. It's kind of like just, I mean, the fact that he wouldn't even be able to make enough money for to like come over here in general. He's like, man, I'm not with him. But he's aware. So he's aware of that. And like, if you really want to like build a life kind of thing, then you, you know, it's, you know, easier done in America. He's just, he's super aware of that. And so I mean, he's, he definitely doesn't think that it's like a, he doesn't think, he doesn't like put it on a pedestal, I should say. So he knows that it's like a super blessing to be here and everything. But he knows that it has its own issues and that it's not perfect by any means. And he's very much like, you're not just handed things here, you've got to work for it, but at least you have the opportunity to work for it. So that's kind of his mindset. It's kind of hard because how he grew up with like tons of missionaries coming in and out of where he was from. They very much had like savior complex. And he just, he never wanted to be seen as like, oh yeah, you're just marrying a white girl just to escape. And, you know, and just to get done itself is like a horrible programming. Like, no, I fell in love with her. Right, exactly. I mean, he had like, he's a very attractive man. He had plenty of opportunities. Like he just happened to choose me kind of thing. And it's just like even that mindset of the people that were around us at the time in that environment were telling us that we couldn't be together that, you know, he was just using me like tons of like opposition in the very, very early stages of our relationship. But we're both, we're both people that very much go with our follow our peace and our intuition and whatever you want to call it. And at that time, I was like, this is the only man that I ever actually felt peace about. So I didn't have any red flags or anything, which says a lot. And so I, so yeah, I mean, it was just kind of, there's a whole lot of terrible stereotypes that are put on him. And we're put on our relationship in the early stages of it. But now it's kind of like we're proving ourselves, which we didn't have to, because we really didn't care what they thought. But we're kind of used to it too, right? People get you become sometimes it's good to become yesterday's news. Yeah, you know, sometimes it's good to just kind of people can move on and like, you know, yeah, yeah. So once people get used to the idea of of you and I'm sure you know anybody who's in a not just an interracial marriage, but an intercountry marriage, when you've got a spouse, you're you're you are merging cultures and you are having to get somebody's paperwork in order. And you know, it's all this crazy stuff that they and we know when we we so we've heard when we flip into the new time that we won't need that anymore. That's all right. I'm very, very, very curious to see if that really how that works. Just I mean, he has a green card and everything, but he hasn't tried to become a citizen yet. Because the world's kind of gone crazy. Yeah. Yeah. Can you carry dual citizenship? Will he be able to carry two passports? If in the old system, a new system, you probably have to worry about it. But technically, yeah, just as long as he like goes back and renews his passport from back home, he can. So that's kind of what we've just kind of been doing. Is he just on an American passport or will he have both? I mean, right now, until we go over there, yeah, he just has an American passport, but we'll get him another one. I technically can have citizenship in Mozambique also, just from being married to my husband. So that's helpful. It sounds like it's easier there. Okay. So this is what's funny. It's so funny. This is just explains the culture so well. If a American or not American, but if a foreign woman marries a Mozambican man, she can have citizenship from being married to him for five years or something like that. I think it's five years. And then if a foreigner man marries a Mozambican woman, they take seven years for them to have citizenship. It's like they're all foreign women coming in, but the men don't go in. So that reminds me of stuff from India because we spent so much time in India. You'll ask these questions and we were laughing. In India, everybody has a job and you go to a shop and everybody is like, the guy carries the money to the other person and everything runs a certain way. And there's like this ice cream shop where we go to it in Mysore and they don't call milkshakes milkshakes, but I'll call it a milkshake for people to understand. And on the menu, they had like two types of milkshakes, chocolate milkshake or vanilla. And I'm not a huge chocolate fan, so I'm definitely a vanilla, like I love vanilla. And so we're there and I ordered a vanilla milkshake and they said, no madam finished, no more, no more vanilla. But I'm watching them make the milkshakes and they make the chocolate milkshakes by taking vanilla ice cream, milk and chocolate sauce. And so I was saying, oh, just chocolate milkshake, no chocolate sauce then. And he goes, oh, not possible, not correct, not possible, madam, no, not possible. And that, that describes India so well. They have certain ways of doing things. And so me coming and being like, oh, I'll just, just okay, I'll pay for the chocolate milkshake, just don't put the chocolate in, just give me, you know, it's, it's, it's different countries are funny to, to experience. So, so I get that totally. But I guess you guys haven't been back to Mozambique in a while since everything. Yeah, it was 2019. Or no, wait, when was it? No, it's 2018. Yeah, 2018. How are they doing over in Mozambique? Are they just living life? Or are they got some regulations or? Well, see, that's awesome. That also explains how to be Mozambique. They technically have regulations, but everybody thinks it's a complete joke. They're like, well, I mean, they have literal famines and disease and like malaria and AIDS and all that kind of thing. This is like, really the flu. Yeah. And then like, the police are trying to enforce it and no one respects the police because they know they're corrupt. They know they can pay the police off so easily. That's something even Harley says is like, you know, every time he's gone into Africa, he like gives the person $100 bill to say he got so and they're like, all right, there's, here's this. Yeah, but dollars. Here's this. I don't really kind of, that's kind of kind of is an India too. They have something called box sheesh, which is like a legal term for bribery, basically. Yeah. And, and I actually, when we rescue dogs over there, we have an awesome vet that will like do the dog's passports and we'll make sure like the dates line up with the dogs leave of their shots of the dogs leaving the country. It's amazing that they'll do that so we can get these these animals out. But yeah, yeah, it's I actually it's kind of like in India, the the police officers, a lot of them are on bicycles where we are. Yeah, I had to go from where we were staying to the other side of the city to go to a Western Union. And one of my friends who was with us, who's from Bangalore is from India told me that he was going to take me to make sure everything worked out okay. And so we get on a scooter and riding on the back of a scooter of a person that's from India is like a roller coaster. Yeah, I mean, it is like exactly most of me. Yeah, I mean, we ride scooters, but we're a little bit more like every school the way we ride them. But anyway, they have this helmet law in India now and I didn't have a helmet. And so we're like, we'll just go and so I'm on the back and I didn't have my helmet on. The ticket is only like was only like 200 rupees at that point, which is like $2. And once you get one ticket, they can't ticket you again for the rest of the day. So I was like, you know, it's fine. I'll just pay the 200 rupees, whatever. And so we go there. I get what I needed at Western Union. We're coming back. And my friend like leads back to me. He says the cops are flagging us down. Hold on. And so he speeds up. And the cops are on pedal bicycle. I'm freaking out because in America, if you do that, that's a crime. That's right. And well for you. And so I panic, we get back to where we're staying on the other side of my store. We get to this little cafe. I'm like shaking like looking over my shoulder like ready for the cops to come. But that's just how it is there. But like Africa, it's just people know they know how to get by this. Yeah, the cops really don't have much authority over there at all. Like they call them penguins. That's kind of what they call it. It's funny. I love it. It's like such a, I love the mindset over there. It's so relaxed and so like nothing's that big of a deal. Like yeah, yeah, this is life. It's just life. It's a beach town for sure. So it's even more relaxed than most places I feel like in Africa. But it's like you have one event a day and if you get there, you get there. Like it's like weddings. It's supposed to start at two o'clock. It doesn't start till six or seven o'clock because it's just kind of like you get there. Like the bride doesn't show up for like three hours, you know. In Americans, we're so like punctual with everything and everything. Well, not just Americans, anybody from the West is Europeans are that way as well. Canadians are that way as well. So it's that's very much a Western. I said my pen flying. That's very much a Western mindset. So has his parents met Levi? No, none of his family. It was really sad because his grandma actually died recently who was really close with and he was so, so heartbroken that she never met him. But it's kind of like we haven't been able to go over there in general. So I mean, we plan to like go every two years. But you know, we went in 2018. We didn't go in 2020, obviously. So that's what makes me the maddest is what they've done to families like people who with funerals. I have one grandparent who's still alive. My dad's mom. And she has dementia. But she's in a retirement home with the medical staff. And my sister, who's the only one of her grandchildren has children was really good about bringing our kids up there to see her just so that they would they would have those memories and she would kind of be reminded that she has great grandchildren. But ever since they shut everything down, like they've gone to Sear but they've had to like stand outside the window here. And she doesn't totally understand why because she has dementia, right? That they're not even allowing these grandparents to see their grandchildren or their great grandchildren. Yeah, I'm sure any grandparent would sacrifice a few days of life just to be able to hold those babies. Right. Right. I mean, it's just sad. And meanwhile, you know, doing their events. And I hope that that wakes people up that they're able to see that it's the have and have nots at this point. Right. Well, speaking of that, I asked you this off camera. I'm going to put you on the spot. And guys, these are just our opinions. We have no magic crystal ball that's telling us anything. We know plans changed. And this is just in a projected opinion. So don't hold either of us to anything we say. It's just this us talking about what we think is going to happen this month. What do you think is going to happen this month? Um, man, all I can say is based off of just what I've been feeling. And I was saying this on a live today on my TikTok, but I, I have felt in the past two days, especially, um, the felt like very much the lion essence, the lioness essence coming out and I'm just done. I'm done with everything. Um, you know, it's technically Leo season. So it makes sense. Um, and then they talk about the lion's gate portal that's happening or something like this. I don't know really what I thought is the warring plan and it's in Leo right now. So yeah, yeah. Oh, um, so I'm, I'm very much, uh, feeling that energy. Um, and I feel like a lot of people are, and it would make total sense for like everything to hit the fan in this month, just astrological point of view. Um, because I mean, like God is represented as a lion a lot of the times. Um, I know, I just, I feel, um, I mean, even within myself, like so much has changed just so quickly. Um, and I think a lot of people are on the same page, um, that way. And I think that it's causing things to speed up a little bit. Um, just because people are just kind of, they're done with not being. Yeah, done with. Um, so we're seeing that all over the world. I mean, people all, and the thing about the United States guys is that we are still technically a republic, even though, you know, the Democrats don't want us to be a republic. So that means that each of our states has a certain set of like rights. And so we're not seeing as much of a backlash as far as like people get in the streets, the United States, because some states like you're in my state are pretty, you know, we're not, we're not, we're open, you know. And so people don't feel the pressure or the need to actually push back. Whereas some states like California, New York are feeling that even more, but France, um, wow, I mean, no one can throw a revolution like the French people. They can throw a damn revolution. Let me tell you something. The French people, that's, that's where they shine is revolutions. So I mean, the French were the partner for the reason why we want our revolution. Let's be honest guys, make them over and helped us and they went over and did their own. So I am part French, I believe too. So maybe that's why I'm feeling extra. On TikTok, there's a saying calls, I'm waking up choosing war today. That's how I feel, especially the past like few days and like I'm waking up choosing war. I don't care anymore. I don't tiptoe around people's feelings. I don't care about like gently pushing some or gently steering someone in the right direction, which like, this is stupid at this point. How can you not see this? Like how can you not? It is so obvious. It is so obvious. Like, I don't know. Like we, we look at the website of like, I might have to believe these words out, guys, but I'll put the text on the screen. We look at the website and what's on the website is not what they're telling you. It's, it's cognitive dissonance. And so you look at the website. They've got the truth on the website. Yeah. But for when it does all blow up night, well, we put it on our website. Yeah, I know, I know. So we've been watching that and it's like, we try to show people like, don't just listen, research, but yeah, we, there's this nail salon here in Atlanta that, I think they're like, it turned out haphazardly. One time I went there and I noticed people didn't have like face type or gone and, and I took mine off and, and I started chatting with the guy and doing my nails and he was like, Oh yeah, we're like super republic, like we're like, you know, super republican. He goes to everybody knows it. So everyone comes here. And so I went there like a month ago and it was like a freaking party in there. And anything of like prohibition, like the speakeasies and prohibition where, you know, they had for those who are not from American prohibition, they outlawed alcohol in the United States. And so they have these like speakeasies, these like hidden bars that you have to like knock behind a, wherever it was hidden and you go and you could, and it felt like that in a nail salon. Like all these people who are awake in Atlanta, like people of every race, every gender, every sexuality were in there. It was packed. No one had anything on their face like getting their nails done, drinking champagne. Like it was like a celebration. I'm like, we're so fun. As people who are awake, we're fun. We're fun people. We're not stressed out about like, you know, walking around trying to cancel anybody. Like we're not trying to shut people up. We're not trying to cancel anybody. We're, you know, we're not trying to take people's freedom to speak away. Yeah. I mean, like, you know, it's, it's also like just a super hyper sensitive culture of like, I can't offend anyone. It's like, if you're offended that's your own problem. Well, they've tried to pass this narrative of like your truth or your feelings. Right. There isn't your truth. There is the truth. And your feelings are not facts. Right. Your feelings are not facts. There's a teacher that I used to listen to and she was always like, your feelings don't care about your future. So stop like basing every single decision you have on them. Like, I think there's a difference between feelings and intuition and people, those mixed up. Yeah. I know what he's just like. Tara said something amazing. She said, you know, what's the difference between fear and intuition? Fear, fear makes sense. Intuition is not. My friend Cindy said another good thing. She says intuition won't have any emotion attached to it. It'll do. It's true. And I know when you're from my yoga studies, when you're triggered, when you feel triggered, that's not something that you need to push on the other person. But that's your body. You need to work on something. There's something you need to work on. It's not for you to push it out to other people. It's for you. It's your psyche saying, listen, there's an unresolved thing here that you need to work through right to find liberation from that. And we've just, I mean, I can't even get over like I was watching a drama channel the day just trying to like relax my brain for a little bit. And all the way, the way this person was speaking, I was like, holy crap. It's like, you have to handle every situation with kid gloves and then apologize still just in case. And it's like, I mean, a century ago, 18 year old kids were going into battle. Right. And now they're like in safe spaces. Yeah. Like won't come out of their bedrooms, like, you know, just get like being cyber bullies. Like any negative comments that I ever get usually are from like these, these like less than 20 years old kids. Like, you know, you know, saying, I don't even all kinds of stuff, but it's just kind of like, but you haven't even experienced the world yet. Right. Right. And like, I mean, there's no reason for them to get offended. Like they haven't really, they've only experienced like that's part of the problem is they haven't experienced like the rest of the world. They, they think their little bubble is all that it is. And that's a very like American, I feel like ideology. It's like they have no idea that there's war to the world. I mean, 80% of the world lives like my husband's family. Like in, like he doesn't, not technically a mud hut, but like really close to it. No, I see that in India as well. Poverty in America is like the Taj Mahal compared to what the rest of the world lives like. And you don't realize like how blessed we really are in our country. And people don't understand that they start to get entitled and they start to think that they, and I loved how you said like he, your husband realizes there's opportunities here, but they're not handed to you to work for them. And that's why I hate this whole idea of like, you know, this whole like privilege thing, because everybody has to work. Everybody has to work for what they have. You know, of course, if your parents do have something to help you with any parent would give their child those any opportunities they can, but that doesn't need the child's going to be able to ride on their parents' coattails at some point, they're going to have to actually apply themselves to carry on. And that's, that's the beauty of, of this country. That's the American dream is that you can, you can do, you can be an entrepreneur in this country. Technically, you don't even, you really needed a formal education to make something of yourself in this country. If you want to, you know, if you can do it, you know, me starting this t-shirt business, it's like, Oh wait, I technically am an entrepreneur. That's super weird. Yeah. And tell everybody it's on Etsy. I'm going to put her links down in the description box below as well and be looking out for that pantomime t-shirt. So yeah. And yeah, but that's it. You're an entrepreneur. You're just doing it. Yeah. I, it's, it's, it's really nice because I didn't expect my husband to be super, so supportive, but he is like, he, he's like, he's like, yeah, like, and that's kind of also like the spirit over there where he's from is like, you know, mommas will go and sell the fruit that they make on a, like, in the market. And they'll like, you know, kind of be like their own little business owners. And they're good at it. And so I was, you know, I didn't really expect him to be as supportive as he was, but I'm very thankful that he is because I had to stay home. Man, it's a good marriage. Yeah. Good to stay home with and, and just like create. And, you know, it doesn't feel like work at all, which is amazing. So yeah, that's amazing. And that's the thing with like, I know from you with TikTok, me with YouTube, it's like, when you first start something, I think people are really afraid of failure. Like if they fail at something, that's it. It's the end. But every time you fail at something, that's just a learning opportunity and teaches you, you know, and when you start to like, I don't even want to go back and watch the first YouTube video I made, like I know it's there, but I don't want to look at it because I'll probably cringe the whole time. I'm sure you feel that way about TikTok as well. Whenever you start something, you have to kind of stumble in order to figure it out in order to figure out your rhythm. And, you know, you can watch other people and get ideas from other people, but you're you, you're always going to do things your way. And sometimes you have to figure out how your way is of doing something, how your way is of owning a TikTok channel or a YouTube channel. You know, how Charlie Ward does his stuff, how Tom Numbers does his stuff, how Janine does her stuff. We're all unique and you have to figure it out, but you, you can't be afraid to fail. What do they say, you know, fall seven times, stand up eight? Yeah. I mean, and that's, I feel like that's something also everyone's craving like nowadays is, is authenticity. I mean, like people are so tired of just like the same things over and over again that are just like mass produced to us. Like there's a McDonald's, there's a Burger King, there's, you know, all kinds of fast food joints and they all are very, very similar. Like, you know, and then people that are like influencers, social media stars, celebrities, it's all the same thing. It's all the same people just pretending. Their life is fake guys. It's all fake. Those pictures are photoshopped. It's all fake. That too. I just feel like people, oh, you got me. I just feel like I, I feel like one reason why TikTok is genius is because of how real and authentic people are on there. And it makes people like, like, they're like, I didn't know other people were like this, like me in this way, because people are so, so open on TikTok. It's kind of like, no, no, just TikTok half. Are you dealing with any type of censorship? Are they? Oh, very weirdly. The only time you'll probably have to bleep these words out. The only time that I get censored is when I say something about the, I'll say, I'll say Jabalwaki. Like I see Catherine Edwards saying Jabalwaki and the, like the shedding. That's, I get censored for that. And then, you know, you're over the target, don't you? And then I was censored for talking about how my husband's family is from Mozambique and thinks it's the whole, you know, whatever is ridiculous because of their experience. And I like disputed it and they actually like put it back up. So that was nice. But because I was like, I'm just saying an experience. I'm not like giving facts or anything like that, like sharing a story. So they put it back up. But that's kind of, and like weirdly enough, it's not like, they're not watching me super intensely, I think, because whatever they do censor is like months and months old. So I don't really know. It's very random. I haven't gotten taken down yet. I know a lot of people that have, but because there are some other truthers that are doing the same kind of thing. But they talk a lot more explicitly than I do. I very much just kind of like tip toe around it and like pose a question on most of mine. So I think that's kind of what is keeping me up. We were talking about that before we even started recording like on, you know, there's only a few of us left up on this platform that we're on right now. And I think we have in a way like knock on wood, we have kind of learned how to play the game, help each other, like what words, you know, or trigger words. And so, you know, and the audience is super, like everybody understands like everybody gets it that we have to believe out certain words in order to stay up. And like for me with certain, I probably have to do it on this episode as well. I will disable the comments and it's nothing against the viewers. It's because they can also read certain words. And so certain topics are spoken about in the episode that could cause a conversation in the comments, which is what we would want to happen on a normal normal, honest censor you people that didn't have an open conversation. Because that's where critical thinking comes into play. But we would have we have to disable them because we don't want the robot that's scanning everything to read these multiple words and then flag the channel. And I was telling Elizabeth, you know, back, it was probably like a year ago or something. I don't remember how long ago I was when a bunch of our peers, our friends got pulled from the platform. And back then the Rapture, yeah, that was the Rapture. They got Rapture. They got Rapture. They Rapture over to Benchie and Rumble. But they at that point, we believe that this platform I'm trying to be careful what I say guys, this platform we're on right now had money. And so they had money to hire people, actual living human beings to monitor these people who had big channels like David Zublik, I do a show with him once a week on his platform. Now he got taken. He hit like 200,000 subscribers. So these big people, they had actual human beings, we believe, watching and finally hit the button. But this point, as my boyfriend was saying, he thinks that they this platform and other companies have lost so much revenue because of the changing of the tides of who's in charge, let's just say, that they don't have the money now to hire human beings to scan it, that they have to send it through a machine. And we noticed this because words that we've been struck for for a very long time are now affecting channels that are not true. They're like drama channels, like they're starting to be affected by saying certain words like the cure, the Jabberwocky or, you know, the flu virus, you know, the beer bug, like they're starting to get struck for saying these words that we've known about. So it's become apparent that they're losing money. And so that's why we can be as I was telling Elizabeth, they're not they're not able to understand the context of what we're talking about. They're just listening for words because it's a computer. It can't understand context. I think that's also because I know that TikTok has changed its terms and conditions. And it was basically saying that you're going to be more like monitored more. And it's spying on you for sure. Like it's spying on every little thing you do. It's like watching you recording you while you're in the app and all that stuff. I mean, we know that they do that with your smartphone. We have we have monitors we put over our camera when we're not filming so they can't, you know, look at us in our house. It's just creepy. It's not like we're doing anything. We're like laying around watching TV. They're like, that's just creepy that they would want to have that access, you know. The whole reason behind it is they are because of the whole AI thing to get as much. We're like, we're like test subjects to them. So they're trying to get as much information to create artificial intelligence. Hey, he wants me to pull him in this basket. Oh, that's so fun though. That's just a riot. Yeah. But they're trying to use us as basically like human test subjects so that we could so that they can create artificial intelligence as if they were humans. So we're a bunch of guinea pigs. Yeah. Thank God that we're not going to go into that world though. I mean, I know like everybody has said like Juan has said that we have to kind of have a dark night of the soul and we have to have like a near death experience. I feel like we have been having those though. I feel like those of us on this side of the of the board have been having those like dark night of the soul experiences watching stuff happen and knowing and then being frustrated with your fellow man like, come on guys like, come on, come on. I mean, and being just like super empathic empathic. Yeah. I just like, I feel like a lot of truthers are that's kind of why they win like innately know like, we understand what's going on a little bit more. And I just feel like being like that is just making it 10 times more difficult because you feel what everybody's feeling. Right. Absolutely. Absolutely. It is. It is. I mean, I get messages all the time from people like, I don't know how much more I can take. And honestly, like we come on our shows and we're smiling, but we have moments like that as well. I'll tell you like, you know, there are days when I being able to film the stories for YouTube and research certain topics, you know, it gives me a break from the stress because we feel it as well. We feel that pressure too. You know, we have an escape plan in case Atlanta goes crazy. We have an actual map of how to get out of the city. You know, we've been like, we don't know. I mean, we have, you know, we have these in our house. We make sure we got those last year just in case. And my boyfriend went and learned took all his lessons he needed to take to be able to be safe with them. But you know, it's like we don't know just because we have channels. I have like an insider here with the APD in Atlanta that I get information sometimes, but it's not like we know anything more than anybody else who doesn't have a channel. We're just trying to put out what we can in order to connect with other people like us. Yeah, because we understand that we're all thinking the same way and like feeling the same way than it unifies us even more to actually stand up against the tyranny that's yeah. Yeah. And especially living in a city, you know, most cities, people live in cities, you're surrounded by, you know, very blue, you know, ideologies. And so it can feel very alone. And I know I'm so grateful that I have my boyfriend, you have your husband, like I'm so grateful that I have a partner who thinks the same as me. And he actually woke me up to a lot of stuff and we I have somebody that I'm with and I feel bad for people who are alone, who are simple and feel alone. And I just, you know, part of us having our communities on TikTok and YouTube is to give people like outlets to feel not feel, I mean, I feel that when I watched Charlie Ward or watch other people, I feel better. I'm better knowing that there are other people out there that see it. Yeah, as it is just like we do, you know, because the the main people, the main people on the TV will make you feel like as we said in the beginning, like you are a minority, like you're the one you're the you're the one that needs help. But that's not the case. You know, I mean, I think about my my dad who lives across the street, but he's alone and, you know, single. And I mean, he's in his 60s. But he's watched the news religiously my entire life. And the only people he talks to are people that are alone and single and watch it all. So your program, it's all programming. It's all just it's that's why it's so repetitive at programs. Yeah, exactly. I can't tell you how many commercials I have stuck in my head from just when I was like a child. And I don't I literally I don't have TV I have like the internet. So so we are to we don't have I we don't have cable we just have the internet. And yeah, yeah, I don't see very many commercials except maybe on YouTube. But I the commercials that are stuck in my head I can say them verbatim verbatim. You know, just from hearing them as a kid, like, yeah, absolutely you got me to me to and guys with the commercials on YouTube, those of us that have ads actually YouTube has sent us all emails saying they're going to be putting more ads in and some people who aren't even monetized have ads on their stuff. We don't get to pick the ads. So they're not asking us like which product we want to put on our shows. They pick that. And usually I think it's different for everybody it comes on it comes up stuff that you're looking at like if you're like, I just ordered some shampoo do I liked. And so now when I watch someone you do all the ads I get our first shampoo. So that's not us. So if you see like a political candidate that would go against what we are saying it's not us that put that on there guys it's it's we have no control over that. So yeah, yeah, and it is they probably even do that on purpose. I'm sure they do just to create confusion. Right. For the viewer to be like, wait, are you a shell you had such and such no guys we have absolutely no control. And they are putting like for those of us that do have monetization and do have the ads they send us an email saying that they're going to be you can pick how many ads you put in your your show and I usually like pick the minimum the minimum the least amount of ads. But they are now putting more in to collect that revenue again that shows me that they are hurting for money since they're doing that my boyfriend's ban the flying mystics they are not monetized on YouTube and they have ads on their music. And they even contacted the platform to try to get the ads taken off and they wouldn't do it. So it's we're losing the right we're slowly having our rights to our own work kind of taken from us. You know, in reality like the ads you make a con you basically have a contract with the with the adsense company that supplies the ads. This platform is just a platform. And they're always going to take a little bit to keep the platform going. But the fact that they're trying to like monopolize on that agreement that the content creator shows you that they're hurting. They're hurting. They're hurting for their money because they've been just had everything taken from them from the from our side basically from our side. So you know, proof for you. I know there's proof right there you go there's proof. So when you guys get frustrated because there's like all these commercials that I didn't even put on there that should be actually good news because it shows you that they're struggling. And so they're going to do anything they can to get make what they can to continue their lifestyle and their their life basically because it's coming down to that like that's why this is taking so long is because this is a life or death situation for both sides basically. So we got God on our side though. So you know, he wins. I know he is. I'm ready for the credit rules to start rolling though. My dad told me about the new variant. And I was like, you freaking kidding me. He's like, Oh yeah, like there's probably gonna be another lockdown soon. And in my mind, I'm like thinking like, Oh, is this the like 10 days, the three days? Yeah. But I was like, Good God. Yeah. The name of the guys means like the deepest level of sleep too. Yeah. So they're basically mocking you. If you think that this is real, they're mocking you basically. And yeah, my boyfriend's parents called us last night and they were all concerned about it. And my boyfriend was like, We're good. We're okay. He's not closing down. He was like, they'll have to come arrest me. I'm not closing my business down. No. And I think a lot of people, especially in more conservative areas, I think a lot of people will be the same way. They'll be like, No, we're not doing this again. Sorry. No, you're our livelihood can't can't support that. Like they're trying to bankrupt us. Like small businesses cannot support that. And here's the thing, like with the first the first shutdown, we realize that the people being able to shut yourself down is coming. They like to tell us we're privileged, but being able to shut yourself down and work from home is coming from a place of privilege. When you have a small business that's customer service base, which most are, you can't do that. You don't have a corporation sending you money to keep you afloat. And let me tell you, if anybody who's not awake, it just happens to be watching this and you have a corporate job, when the small businesses go down and there don't exist anymore, the economy goes down and the economy goes down. Your corporation isn't even safe. They're going to have to start letting go of people too. So think again about that cushy corporate job. It's not always going to be there. If we if you lose half of this nation's economy, not going to be there anymore for you. So yeah, yeah. And that's what I think you're right. I think people are just fed up. It just fed up. I mean, my another my boyfriend on thing was Friday night, he went to the liquor store to get some whiskey. And he went into one and they were all, you know, face diverred up and they like looked at him and kind of said something to him. And he they said, do you have one? He was like, no. He was like, yeah, well, you have to leave. And my boyfriend was like, okay, cool. Well, I won't be back and I'll be telling my friends and to another store, none of them, all the workers were, you know, free breathing will say free breathing. And and everybody else in the shop was free breathing and everyone was happy and having a good time. And Todd was like, this is what's going to happen. Go woke, go broke. There you go. They're going to lose everything because they're following this ridiculous, this ridiculous fascist, hello, fascist narrative. So yeah, favorite thing that we would have to come up with a term for free breathing. Colleen. That's another t-shirt. I'm a free breather. I'm a free breather. I know, like once I started making t-shirts, I'm like, oh, I got the battle on t-shirt. What's your political affiliation? I'm a free breather. I'm a free breather. Breathe. And that's, and that's the thing too, guys, is like, they, you know, all the religious texts, all the spiritual texts, they talk about God, breathing life into man and man stood up. What's the one thing they're trying to take away from us is that connection to our breath, which is our part of our connection to God. So, yeah. Hebraically, the, this like, Hebraic teacher that I listened to, he's even like, when you breathe in, it's the yaw, like yaw, way out, like in and out. I mean, the first cry of a baby when they first are born is the hay, which is like the essence of life, basically. You know, like, it's being, you're taking that away, the essence of life, literally. Yeah. Well, in yoga, it's called pranayama, your breathing is called pranayama. And pranayama, prana is life force, yama is extension. It's like extending your life's capacity through your, it's giving you, when we detox, we detox through an exhale. You know, the inhale raises our vibrational up, you know. And so, and also the breath is what creates heat in your body, and heat is what purifies your cells. And so, and with, with this, you're just taking in your old detoxed carbon dioxide. That's why we don't allow them in our yoga shawas, because you, it's literally a bigger health concern to be able to breathe. So, you know, it's, I mean, when I have worn one, I, I've never been an anxiety person, and I feel anxiety in my chest. Oh, absolutely. Like in the very beginning, when I was just postpartum, and I was just like nervous about everything anyways. Yeah. That's part of postpartum. I, I would wear one just because I didn't want anybody to bother me. And, and I would have like tightening in my chest anxiety. And I, I would take it off after like two minutes, like, especially if no one was around me, but I was just like, I can't do this. Like, I don't know how people do this. Like either really okay with being muzzled. Like, no, well, oxygen, getting oxygen to your brain as well. Like it can cause mental issues. And my grandfather was a surgeon. And before he passed away, he actually warned my mother that medicine was, he died in the 80s, but he warned my mother that medicine was changing and be careful. Medicine is changing. The pharmaceutical has too much power. But all these surgeons were coming out and saying, when they have the, the, the, the dipole on, they're doing surgery so they don't drop spit at you. And they take breaks and take their medicine, take it off. Oh, are you frozen? Can you hear me? Oh, there you are. Okay. Yeah. So they, the doctors saying, we don't even wear these all days. We just wear them. So we're not dropping spit into your body when we're opening you up. And they, surgeons do take breaks sometimes in surgery. And they have more oxygen pumping into that room. Like they, they understand the hazards to this. And so a lot of them were, there's one guy here in Atlanta that kept saying like, this is not okay. But, you know, of course he got silenced. So, you know, they started threatening people's licenses and all that kind of stuff. So it's, but, so do you think, do you think by September we'll be seeing a very different world? You know, I hope so. I feel so like just from the crazy backlash that's happened when anybody tries to put a date on anything. I'm like, you know, I sure hope so. Yeah. Well, let's, let's, let's bring it out even, even further. We know that on Sean Hannity, Mr. T said, we don't, we can't wait until 2022. Like we cannot wait. So let's, let's move the date further by Christmas. Do you think we'll be seeing a very different world? I think so. I think so. I mean, I, I feel like it's going to be a very much a suddenly type of thing. Like apart. Well, okay. So part of me feels like it's going to be a suddenly type of thing, but then a part of me is very much like, we have lived in a pant mine for a long time, like longer than we even know because, oh, did you, oh, you paused again. Okay. There you go. Um, but yeah, we, I was, I talked about this on my TikTok the other day. I was like, you know, the dark side has always has been ahead of us for so many years. So like the general public has been ahead. Like, you know, their technology is ahead. Everything's ahead. So I feel like they plan stuff and then work out how they're going to, you know, put it into the mass populations mindset. Right. You know, and so even the people that have been presidents and whatnot, they're also just pantomiming. Um, because, you know, or trying to get the narrative in a certain direction kind of thing, but they're like, if we do this, this, this and this will happen. And they already know this. So I'm kind of like, we're all, we all, we've been in a pantomime for our whole lives, especially. So I'm just kind of like, I wonder how much, I just wonder like how, how much of like, how long we'll be in a pantomime in the sense of just like, can people, oh, sorry, I lost you for a second. Say that again. I was just, I was saying, I wonder how long we can be in a pantomime. Sorry. I kind of lost you trying to find, but in the sense of just like, I don't know what people would do if we weren't in one. Right. I think we're just going to be, I think we're going to, I think all of us are going to have a little bit PTSD. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So I, you know, on one end, I definitely hope that everything is done by then, but I'm like, I don't know to what extent that it will be done. Right. I think, I think a lot of the plans, like, you know, the Nasera-Jasera thing is going to take a like working out of like probably like 10 years, honestly, for like full, full effect kind of deal. People will realize that we don't have, that our system isn't what we've been raised to believe it is. We're going to be moving to a whole new money system. Well, yeah. And then just the implementation of that, just like getting every single country rebuilt and back up. It's going to take a minute. Like, I don't really think about it like that because I just want to hear now because we're like an instant culture, especially in the Western world. But I mean, I think some big things will continue to happen this year. This year is very much just like the birthing of it. Yeah. Absolutely. I agree. If you're a mama, you know what birth is like. You think it's never going to end. I mean, at one point I was literally like, I don't care how this baby comes out of me. Just get it out. Don't care. I'm like a holistic, natural kind of person. I was trying to have unmedicated water birth and after 26 hours, I was like, I am done. Give me the medicine. Cut it out. Hang out with me. Yeah. So I feel like a lot of us are at that stage. So I think, you know, Trump's team or the White Hats are kind of assessing every day what the general feeling of the population is. And I think definitely with this Leo season, we're like, get this thing out. Right. In this now, you're at the precipice. I agree with you, because the good side doesn't want to. They know there's going to be people traumatized. They're trying to have the least amount of traumatization. And think about it, guys. I know that we are going to, there's going to be some stuff that's going to shock us and the neighbor who is totally asleep. And also they're going to have to process like it's going to be, you know, but Prime did say one time, I love that one thing we have to remember is the love of God. Like once that love will radiate through everyone else. And we don't even know. I mean, people kept asking my comments today. Like, we're trying to figure out what our earth actually looks like because none of us really know anymore because NASA's like to us and people are seeing like two suns now. And I know we asked Janine that question a long time ago. Tom and I did. And the cards basically said like you, you don't need to know this right now. I'm going to blow up your brain. Just hold on. Like there's other, we can't tell you this right now. Like, and we got that phone call and I actually like called Tom and I was like, what the hell are we standing on? Like, what are we actually standing on? Because like, what is this? Like we don't, I mean, think about that guys, your whole life, you've been so indoctrinated to believe in like the solar system. Right. We had to make those paper machete little sun and people are seeing two suns now. What? Yeah. Getting me like, what are the planets? Like what are the planets then? Are they, if they give you messages to each other, then, then they're obviously like sentient beings. Like they're obviously something living. If you look through tell us about them, they actually kind of pulsate. Right. So what are they? What? How come every planet in our solar, our solar system has a personality like Mars is the warring planet, Venus is love, you know, Saturn is this and all, but yet Earth is just Earth. Right. Okay. So this is my theory. You want to hear my like way out there theory kind of thing. So my theory is that they are portals and Earth is a essential like, like a womb. I mean, I don't know what it's shaped like. I kind of have a feeling it's like a donut type of deal. Like it goes inward on itself. Yeah. Yeah. I've heard, yeah. Come from like, you know, I want, there's the whole like our mountain's trees thing, you know, deal. But like, because if you look at it, it looks like a tree stump. A lot of them do or like giants, they look like people that have like died and like there's, you know, greenery on them. But I have a theory that the planets are portals, essentially like from another dimension, and it's kind of like you journey through them. That's why it's related so much to like when you're born, like what you journeyed through to get here kind of deals. And so I've heard that what the sun is, well, I've heard the sun is a portal. I've heard the sun is a portal. Yeah. So that would make sense. And I've heard, you know, we're told the moon doesn't even really exist. It's man made. Yeah. That's okay. So that's one part of astrology. I do not understand it all. I don't understand why the new moon is like such a big deal if it's not a real thing. That's interesting too. I don't know either because I we do like we in our traditional yoga, we follow moon cycles, which we that's how we or we get the word month from is moon. Like we close our shallow down on full moon and new moon. And women, most women listening, you get your cycle around either the full moon or the new moon. Women who are new mooners where the moon is completely blacked out. You're usually more fertile than full mooners. I'm a full mooner, but women who are full mooners are usually will have like one child, maybe two, they want to, but they're usually like not really interested in that as much. So it's interesting to look at the personality ties between women anyway. Women who are full mooners also used to be accused of witchcraft back in the day and burn at stake. So they would look at that as well. So that's a huge part of our history. They don't teach us anymore. And you're right. I don't know what to believe about that either because the moon does affect us. The moon affects the tides in the ocean. And I know cops have said like they make more rust on a full moon full moon new moon like dear new moon. I usually feel more tired during full moon. I have like energy that's annoying. Like I'm sleeping, you know, I'm more hungry and more snappy. I'm also PMSing, but, you know, but and like men run on a solar women and so in the body, the inner in the energy of the body are downward flowing energy is a chronic energy. It's downward and that's represented represented by the moon are upward flowing energy. That's that's chronic. That's represented by solar energy. The sun women are up on it because we have babies. It's downward. We everything goes downward. Our bottom half of our body are usually stronger than our upper halves. Men are solar based. So men women have a cycle once a month, the moon, the month men though have a cycle once every three months with my son. Yeah. So for women watching you have husbands or boyfriends, that's why your husband gets in a bad mood once every like three months and gets a little bitchy. It's because he's on his cycle. Literally. He just doesn't have cramps and other stuff to deal with, but he gets like he's on his actual cycle. So it's so fun. Yeah. What that made me think of tying into like you said that people are starting to say like two sons. So in the Bible it said God made you know the light of the day, the light of the night. Like what if like I don't think that I don't I don't think that God made the moon. So what if they do something with the other son to then create the moon? What if they're hiding interesting? What if they're hiding and that's why it affects us. And super interesting. Yeah. Okay. And like they you know it affects the tides because it's I've heard people say it's made out of metal. It's like electromagnetic, you know pool because it's like it's like it's a magnet. And maybe one reason our earth is the way that it is is because it's interfering with the oceans like moving like they're supposed to. Wow. Maybe that's why the cards are like you can't know this yet because that that would imagine imagine imagine a CNN watching. Yeah. Yeah. No. All of a sudden learning that. Yeah. Yeah. So I have lots of thoughts like this. Like once you get me on a track I like get downloads what people would say all the time when I just talk. It's really good for me to just talk. I'm actually going to bring up your your idea to my boyfriend and I because he's actually way like weirder than me when it comes to like abstract thought like he's on this he's 10 years older than me. So he's 40. Hold on. He's 49. He's so right now he's 11 years older than me. I'm 38. I'm not going to get myself an extra year. So he's been on this path for a really, really long time and he has been studying like Jordan Maxwell like all these people for a really long time. And so he's the one that kind of pushed me in the direction I needed to go in and he's really good. He's an old school like conspiracy theorist. So he's but he's actually been I mean he's getting annoyed too but he's been more patient because he's like listen it's been around a while. I've been doing this. I've been doing this for 20 years. I never thought I'd see this is awesome by the way because I've never seen this many people wake up but you know but us that are we're like come on but he yeah so I'm going to I'm going to play this back for him. He listens when I'm editing. He never watches my videos because he always hears them when I'm editing and I'm going to like when I get to that point I'm going to like call him in right now so he can hear because I think he would like to hear that because we've talked about that. He thinks that there are people inside the moon. He thinks the moon's kind of like a prison of sorts where they've taken people you know and it hosted life. So it could be it could be a multiple there's multiple dimensions like we've read that with Janine with like Diana that they maybe took her to a different dimension in order for her to survive all this time. So that's I mean imagine the average person having to realize that that we're also right dimensional you know like yeah what actually the old system of thinking is way more easy to comprehend. Yeah it is true but I've kept you for quite a while and you've got your little boy there so but this has been such a fun conversation. I want to do this with you like once a week or once every two weeks because my people love have love when you're on so talk. I know right this is literally I can't I even forget like we're recording this is just I have to shoot the shit you know so I might get on the floor talking to you. You know what that's we're all listen listen everybody watching knows this like we're all human beings we're literally we just said that we just opened up channels like we're just like you we have kids why don't get I've got a very needy dog but you have a child I'm a dog you know we have our lives and we we're dealing with all this too and so it was just like friends sitting shooting the shit guys so I know I probably will be turning the comments off for this video just because of the nature of what we talked about but what I'll do is I'm going to go to the community tab on my page and I'm going to put a little notice up so you guys can continue the conversation over there if you want to so it separates it from the video because we really want to confuse that AI so that AI can't figure it out so so and I think you guys are being patient with us it's not just my channel that's doing this a lot of other of our friends out there are having to do this as well honestly again guys it has nothing to do with you at all it's not personal at all we would love to live in a world where we could have that up and have people have continue the conversation under the video but right now we're doing everything we can to play the game so we can keep pushing forward together so I thank you guys for understanding again I'm going to put in the description box so that will be beneath the video I'm going to put all of Elizabeth's links her links to her TikTok which if you are on TikTok Elizabeth is awesome and if you especially if you have young friends or young your kids have friends that she's young she's hip she's cool and she says things in a way that young people will be able to like start to consider and understand so I'm going to recommend her TikTok to everyone also her shop her Etsy shop I'm going to put it down link below as well again be looking out for those t-shirts when you make those shirts you got to save me one I will okay because I won't want I want one of those t-shirts all right and you guys send one of Charlie Ward as well you have to send one yeah I'm gonna like send it to Libby and like hey absolutely all right guys well Levi I hope you have a fun afternoon with your mama look at those you're so adorable your lips are just so adorable I just felt like squeeze his face he's so cute he's like what you're in Atlanta girl we should film a video together live oh yes we should my my grandmother's birthday soon might come over soon I'm not sure just text me and we'll we'll meet I'm right in the middle of Atlanta so we can film a video together live for people so I'll see you guys well I'll let you go I'll let you get back to your family and have a wonderful day I will talk to you soon bye guys bye