 I have, like, I'm a double winner kind of guy, you know, which is, you know, I'm equally codependent as I am, you know, addicting addict, and, you know, I don't, like, I have to stop that shit. Codependency? Well, that's the hard part about codependency is I, to him, codependent, done a lot of work with it. And it's, I don't know the difference between a boundary and a wall. Yeah. Well, I mean, I think that's sort of me because, like, you have, without knowing it, you have so much invested in people that you might not even know that well, and they all of a sudden have this amazing control over you, whether you know it or not, whether they know it or not. And, you know, it's like, it's weird and it can hurt a lot, you know, when, when, you know, you don't have a proper boundary. So working on that stuff is, is like, I try to do that, but I also have a very active monster, like you were saying, that like, there's this other part of me that's like, you know, a full grown, you know, monster, you know, like, the petty guy or the petty guy, the sort of like, you know, petty guy, pervy guy, hungry guy, you know what I mean? So there's sort of like, I have to reckon with who I really am, you know, in this body that's still occupied by, you know, you know, sad, pussy guy, doormat guy, and a monster man. Yeah. So like, I just have to, you know, I can't take everybody. Who's the doormat guy? Well, I mean, the doormat guy is the guy that, you know, proposed to a mentally ill person, you know, after, you know, I, I had to sort of, you know, when we, when I broke up with her, I ended up in, you know, male, all male Al-Nan meetings for, you know, months, just trying not to engage. Al-Nan is the group around co-dependency. And I could never... Dependency meaning like Pete, you're addicted to people. And a lot of times they are addicts or mentally ill. Right. You know, I have that because like, both of my parents... What, did you get married to her? No, you remember her? Was that one that, you know, everybody knew that she was a little weird? Oh, I didn't know you got engaged. Well, yeah, I broke up with her. Then we, you know, for three months, I was just Al-Nan-ing and like not calling. And then she found a fucking crack. And, and before I know it, like I bought her a fucking ring and I'm always do it. And she wanted, I couldn't even understand who that guy was, but it's there because, and it's also the core to the success of my podcast is my immediate ability to amesh with people and, and feel their feels. You know what I mean? And it's also the core of what you're saying about my intuition. It's because I was wired by emotionally, you know, needy, manipulative people that did not know how to be selfless, did not know how to allow space emotionally for children, did not know how to raise children or be them, you know, or act appropriately. Right. So they end up raising a very sensitive... Right. A guy who doesn't have a sense of self. Like a meter. It's of many different, it can measure many different things. Like you come from that. Totally. And I can measure anger. I can measure power. Like immediately. I know you have it because like sometimes you see me and you're like, not even gonna... Like, you just register a vibe as I walk in the hallway. You're like, all right, I'm like that too, dude. There's some times like I can see from, you know, from 50 feet, I can feel, I'm like, hmm, yeah, I gotta, gotta, gotta ditch, I gotta get out of this hallway. It's helpful when you do comedy too because like you can hear a room before you go on and you're like, back corner stage, right? That, whatever is that thing back there? Yep. I'm gonna fix it. I'm gonna fix it. I'm gonna fix it and also might be problem. Yeah. Like, hey, can you go talk to the doorman? Are they, are you keeping your eye on them? Exactly. But not everyone. And by the way, we're right a lot of the time. Yeah, totally. That's the, that's the crazy part is like, we can, you're sensitive to it and yeah. And then what do you, so I'm in a position where, I mean, recently things were like, I said to a woman, I was like, I think you're more into this than you're letting on. And she denied it, denied it, denied it. Like, what are you talking about? And then two weeks later, she was like, I think you're right. Like, which is gratifying. But a sad story. Right. But like, so again, I have to worry about my codependency. You have to worry about your codependency. So it makes every relationship like. But also have to worry about the other side of it too. Of course. You know, which is, you know, kind of like not, you know, being sensitive to people's feelings, objectifying people, you know, like there's that. Yeah, we have a very sensitive meaner that is either on or off. But also like, I just had this realization in talking to you in that, like just now where, like that sensitivity feels like empathy, but I'm not sure that it is until you sort of kind of, you know, tweak it a little bit. Like you, I definitely am mesh with people and I can feel them, but I'm not sure it's the same as empathy. You know, I'm trying to think of an example, the thing that made me think of it. There was a time you said something about my father. And it was like, it was like, and it was like, Marin, it was shitty. Why take that knowledge? You're in the same boat and you're using it as a fucking knife. Yeah, it's so sensitive. Yeah. Like it's like, but you're right in that, like you sense it, you fucking in, like immediately intuitive. I can do it. We can do it all the time with almost everybody. But it's just a matter of, do I use it as like, I have that also. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And the guy one time said to me in program early on, like I was like nine minutes over and I was so excited that I told to my wife that I was having an affair, you know, because the woman who got me sober, I had an affair with her and I ended up being with her for years. But I remember I was so proud of myself for being honest. And some old guy, famous playwright, he comes up to me and he's like, you know, that's not being honest. Using honesty as a weapon is not what that means. That is not what honesty means. Yeah. And you're like, what? Yeah, I'm like, what? Yeah. When did they decide that? I'm pretty sure it is. I remember it and it's true. Yeah. You know, but like also you kind of frame it in comedy terms too. That's why I could never do roasts because, you know, I would do roast jokes and people would be like, wow, where'd that come from? Yeah. Like Jesus, we're having fun here. Nope. Hey, did you like that? Did you like that? Yeah. Did you like it though? You want more? Don't want to work? Would rather watch videos of me grab acid with people? First, I'll go up here to subscribe and then go up here to watch more clips. This is like when the weatherman says there's a high pressure system coming in. Hello. I'm not really used to the green screen.