 I have a question about the lesson. I've tried to get through them and then I always get distracted in, you know, two, three weeks go by and I think, oh no, should I go back to number one now or can I just, how important is it to go straight through one day at a time? I think in an introduction he kind of says, just don't do more than one lesson a day. And he also says that if you like to, if one lesson is particularly appealing to you, that you really, you know, it seems to be getting at some things really appealing, then you can stay with the lesson for more than one day. It's not one of these, another ritual where he's like saying no. You start on January 1st and you go straight through or whenever you start you don't miss a day and this and that. He's saying just try not to do, just don't do more than one because they are so sophisticated in one sense. They're very simple and yet they're very powerful lessons. And the other thing he says is just do them. A lot of times people will go through them and they'll be kind of like, oh I'm not doing this right, or boy did I blow less than five. I'm going to go right back to one because I messed up and I don't want to mess up because this is important. I'm doing Jesus' workbook here. And kind of the underlying belief still gets back to that old thing about like God is watching us or Jesus is watching us and it's like, I got to do it perfect. Because, you know, gosh, he's watching me. So he knows, it's part of the design that he knows at the beginning that there will be things that will come up in resistances. And he knows when he gives you an idea that you're going to forget. It's even like, the way it's designed is it's like walking, instead of jumping into the deep end, it's kind of like he's designed him to be like going to a waiting pool first. You know, wiggling your toe around and then putting your foot in and kind of... To any consolation, I did the first fifty lessons about five times. Okay. Jumpstart. I stopped for six months and then I'd just go back to lesson one. I don't want to go back to lesson one, you know. But then I just prayed about it and I thought, no, for me it's right. It's been so long since I did these flood moves that I'm going to go back and start over. But that is what everybody does. I think asking internally about that is so important. And, you know, it's like, there isn't even any particular way to pick up and begin with, of course, the miracles if you feel guided to do that. I mean, some people feel guided to start with a text. Some people feel guided to start with a workbook. Some people feel guided to start with a teacher's manual. Some people just pop it open wherever and see, you know, what resonates with them. It's like that internal teacher that we have with us at all times is the one, you know, to go to to find out, you know, what's best for you. And just kind of see what you're drawn to and how you're drawn to. Of course, also, it's not to fight yourself that if you're drawn to it for a day or two and then you don't want to look at it for six months, not to fight yourself. You're not quite ready. But when you start feeling kind of pulled, and of course this is for everybody to begin with. They set very explicitly in the course that it's a path for some people and it may not be your path. But if you start reading it and it's just kind of really called, you know, you can kind of assume that it is. But even then, you just take it at your own pace, you know. I was going to jump right in and do that workbook right away. I mean, it's, you know, when I first decided to do the course, which was after I met Bill Setford for the first time, because I wasn't too sure this was from Jesus. I thought, I was out in California and I thought, you know, this is so California. Here's this lady from college, I love her. In New York, and she's channeling Jesus, and I'm supposed to believe that this book is from Jesus, and in real, I was like, oh, right, you know. And yet, I was really aware at the same time that there was this other voice that needed to say, I knew it, I knew it. I knew he said something. And I'm like, you know, I guess it's right here. They can know whatever. You know, and so I had to go, I actually had to meet, I mean that was how cynical I was. I had to go meet Bill Setford, because I knew I'd know if he was a fraud, you know, or he was a whatever I would know. Unfortunately, he died not too long after that, a couple of years later, and I never saw him again. But I had to actually go sit and watch this man and see how peaceful he was. If he was on a level or if he was to sell in another cult or something. And he just sat there. He didn't even want to be there. Like, Judy's got you dragged him there. And he's like, well, like, they may have a question or something. I'd be happy to answer. He's like, I can't really even want to talk. But he would be very helpful if somebody asked a question. He would be real helpful. And he was just peaceful. You could see it. You couldn't mistake it. It was just like, that was it. He wasn't selling anything. He wasn't pushing anything. He just sat there. So then I knew, for me, and I was going to run out and do that course of miracles. Boy, this is hot stuff. I mean, once I started reading it, I knew in my heart that it was my path, whatever it was, it was for me. And then I also believed it was from Jesus. And as I started doing it, you know, I just found enormous results. I mean, I loved this book. I mean, I could stay up all night reading this book. And yet I'd start to do the workbook lessons. And I couldn't get through one day or, you know, or whatever. Or I'd say, I gotta love this book. And I'd set it down. And three months later, I hadn't looked at it. And I was like, wait a minute. And I would miss it. I knew I missed it. But your ego spikes you every step of the way. And it just spikes you to death on it because it is the total opposite, the total thought reversal of everything you have ever been taught in your life. And that's what Phil Satcher said really got to him. They were scribing the course and he was typing the notes that Helen was getting. And at one point, it said to him, you know, this course will ask you to challenge every belief he must ever help everyone. And he was like, do I really want to do that? Am I up to this? I mean, it's gonna, it's a lot of gravity, a lot of the nutritious time, space, God, everything. It's about everything we've ever been taught. It's just the total opposite because, you know, this world is full of the ego and everything we believe we've been taught by the ego.