 I've been on tablets for my depression for just over two months now and I'm beginning to have days when I feel bitter. So at the minute I'm actually feeling really good, like I think the tablets are starting to work in, um, I'm like cleaning the house and doing the washing, like normal everyday things that before I'd think about and just like have a breakdown about. Dylan has been a lifesaver, working hard and helping with the kids, but on my down days he really gets worried. Where's Megan now? Yeah she's, yeah sometimes it's a little bit hard and you're trying to make it feel better than sometimes. You say the wrong thing and it gets worse. Cause I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say to her. I don't know what will make her happy, what will make her sad. So I've been looking in there and there's so many things what they say. They said you've got to save positive things and when she starts tying up again you need to compliment her on it. I've just been to one of my counselling sessions and Mummy has come to pick me up. When I saw her two weeks ago I was moderate on depression and anxiety and now depression has gone down to my old and anxiety's still work moderate. How do you feel in yourself? Yeah I feel better but I'm still a bit more anxious about stuff. Sometimes like if I'm driving or something then I'll start panicking as long as we're going to crash and then Mackenzie's going to die and I'm going to not die, stuff like that. I just panicked about stuff like that. Now I'm panicking that Grandma's going to die. But she will at some point. Yeah I know but your problem is she's going to die tomorrow. Grandma's going to die. No you don't and she's not going to die tomorrow. But I've had two dreams about it. A dream is just that, a dream. It's nothing else.