 a mess. I never thought I would be that person that would be bugged by quarantine hair. Does anybody want to come out and talk? It's way in Friday. I don't know how my lips stick on my teeth. I needed some fresh air so I thought I'd bring you guys with me. My neighbors are in their bedroom right there and I know that they can hear me because I can hear them. Hi Lou, I was hoping that you'd catch me. How are you? How are you today? Is it any different than yesterday? Do you think it'll be any different than tomorrow? I did. Kitty's out here with me. She's lying in the sun. Quarantine hair. Not much to do with it. Oh thanks my love. I have it in a couple different best part as it goes to my elbows. Good. It's just I feel like I just took shower obviously and I feel guilty about how bad my hair looks but I just I can't. None of us can get it cut so what do I care right? Is this angle okay? You know what's wrong with you. I don't know but look. Lou are you looking? Look at this beautiful cup. Okay I love all my cups. I love all the cups I've had made. I love all the cups that you guys have had made for me and sent me but this one takes the cupcake. Oh I didn't even plan that. Isn't it so pretty? It's like this morning I was like oh I don't want to get up. I'm just going like wait hold the phone. I'm going to get up and use my new cup. It literally got me out of bed this morning and I can have a straw. So this is the cup de jure I showed it to Steve yesterday and he just kind of rolled his eyes shook his head and walked away from me because we have like a line of cups. I know it didn't did it because it's so sparkly and beautiful. The funny thing about me and pink is that I didn't realize how much I loved pink until I was like in my 40s. Kitty you want to come out? It's really nice out here right now. Oh I don't have my phone with me. I should have brought my phone out with me. Hi Shonda just popped on today. I'm used to coming on on Fridays. Can you guys see my earrings? You can't can you? I was trying to be all nice and coordinated for you. Machinita drives people nuts. Do you guys have your water? If you don't go get it while we're waiting for anybody else who wants to pop in to pop in. It's nice out here. It's going to be warm this weekend. It's warm now. Hi Rosie. Yep to the water. You know you guys for anybody who is like me right now which changes on a daily basis but I'm basically just maintenance is it. Hello Susan. You're in New York City. Are you staying safe? I hope and I hope it's New York City. Sometimes I don't get them right. Hi Sylvie. Hi friends I'm so glad you guys are all coming in. I normally if you're new here welcome if you're new here. My name is Anita. I am a Green W. W. Hello. Hi Tina. Where have you been hiding? You and Lou and some of my my original 35. You guys have been down my dang bra strap. Hi Pat. Hi everybody. Does everybody have their water or anything else? Your tea, your coffee, your margarita, your highball. Hi Jan. It's good to see you do. You know old habits die hard. I told you guys that until this whole thing is over I'm not going to do my regular weigh-in Fridays because to me it's not regular. Doing it at home on my scale is not the same thing. Good please stay safe friend and you know I have a friend who lives in New York City and she just lives in the tiniest, tiniest little place and I think about her and she's there all by herself and we got to do it right. It does feel good Rosie doesn't it? Sitting out here just feels good. I put up the umbrella. I think I'm going to talk Stephen to picnicking out here. Anyways what I've been trying to start saying is that even though I'm not going to do my regular weigh-in Fridays I figure we like to talk so I might as well pop in here tell you guys how I'm doing and um let's talk about what's going on and our thoughts and everything about anything you want to talk about. I have a couple things on my mind. I want to talk about the Zoom meetings. I'm telling you my weight, tell you what I've been doing and um because things are are morphing differently as more time goes on in my head like when it first started I was like really not anxious but I was like really getting down on myself mentally like you know you've been doing ww for three years you've put in a lot of hard work don't don't let it all go to the wayside because of some weird thing that's going on in the world and then things change and then you get back there and right now all I want to do is maintain because I am up from my original 50 pound loss and I don't want to get up anymore so if I can just maintain that is my goal right now in my normal life ww is pretty much my only hobby I take it really seriously um very seriously and I just can't take it that seriously right now it can't be even on the second burner if you know what I mean but here's the good news hi Carrie how are you darling let me go back and say hi honey Pat's been off track Susan you're by yourself oh my gosh Tina's off track so here's the thing you guys okay I got a lot of stuff to tell you not really but I'm gonna pretend okay okay my weigh in today I was down point one and you know what that's like to me that's the best loss even if I was down three pounds five pounds as long as I'm not going up I'm okay if I can maintain through the quarantine and just maintain and not have ww be the only thing that I'm because you know what I'm not gonna act like it's normal because our time right now on this earth is not normal forgive me if I disappear I can't seem to get the sound the frozen frisbee thing is it you know what honey I think it might be me um you guys let me know because since everybody's home our bandwidth is just stinks Oliver's in his room on two things I got you guys here and so it's just so if it gets bad let me know because I don't want to waste your time and then we can wait and talk about it another time maybe come on at a different time of day or something thank you Sylvie Carrie you agree about maintaining um because I don't think we really knew what we were in for when it started right it's completely Greek to all of us so I was like really hard on myself and then I would wake up in the morning literally feeling guilty and going over my head okay what did I eat last night or yesterday I had to go over my tracker see how I was doing so I'm not going to act like it's normal times and I'm not going to do my ww like I would in normal times it's not an excuse I have to think of my mental health during this because my mental health is weaker than my physical health and if that means just then that's what I have to do that's what I have to do for me for Steve for Oliver um I do not like the way I feel I do not like this weight but I have to prioritize my stuff and that's that's what I have to do right now and I feel um I feel kind of even though that's what I know I have to do I feel guilty about it I feel like I'm not being strong enough but I just can't because you guys who are on the original 35 and if you're not original 35 that's just a joke that I've made up because I had only like 35 subscribers for 10 years um I take my program super seriously but I just can't do that right now so maintenance is key my friends Susan says I think maintaining is a good idea during this stressful time I've reached goal congratulations 75 pounds lost whoo everybody take a drink for Susan been maintaining for over a year good idea to maintain Susan that's fabulous hi Tara let me go back and see hi first time to catch alive but I want you up welcome thank you so much welcome welcome I can't wait till we're back to normal so I can be my silly goofy annoying self I just don't have an Emmy right now Pat I'm glad you feel the same way honey says well I've got too much deal without adding more stress and you know what uh two pounds evening cocktails jam pull up a chair my friend I'm glad that you guys are applying that way because I know that lots lots of folks in our community are still they're still doing it strong right and I was just beating myself up beating myself up I would get so grouchy I found myself you know being snarky to Steve and maybe even taking some of it out on Oliver and I realized I just have to until um there's some normalcy put back hi Laurie it's Friday I remembered I just want you to know Tara and I am gonna take that and you know a lot of mine is the cortisol too because I am a nervous wreck all the time about just life anyways you could stick me on a desert island with a butler and a chef and all the amenities it might still be nervous you know what I'm saying so that's not helping so I'm maintaining I'm down point one that's good news I did something just totally crazy and if you're on my Instagram you know I hooked our uh Netflix back up and it's changed my quarantine game quite a bit let me tell you I'm so glad I did it I've been binging on Grace and Frankie I so I used to watch it before we took off the Netflix and now I'm just like sitting here just laughing my ass off it that show is so great um but since I'm not a big TV watcher I find that when I'm sitting there it's like should I start smoking again should I go in the kitchen get a snack and I'm just relying on the cup hello Anna uh in a work meeting oh no we'll be I just got on so we'll be uh there's almost forgotten about so I have to pay attention I get it hi um Grace and Frankie the writing on that show is phenomenal my brother-in-law actually worked on it for a long time he might still I'm not sure but the writing is just so great and I so relate to Frankie's character she's just it's like if I could be anybody that's who I'd be and it's just so funny me yeah Carrie it's great so I don't know what I'm gonna pull up next thank you Shonda oh it's so funny so Steve's actually excited about it too when he got home from work I said oh I did a thing because you know he did makes the financial decisions and stuff and I think he was glad that I did too because we were just sitting here watching golf from 1975 and I would spend too much time on here and YouTube watching stuff which I have to be completely and totally honest with you guys I guess it goes hand in hand since I'm not really doing my my program the way I normally do it I'm not watching as much weight or watching content as I normally would and now can we talk about the zoom meetings for a minute I have I've not left the program I never leave in the program I'm a weight watcher you guys know that so I don't want anybody to take it wrong when I'm saying I'm just I just have to be careful with my mental health right now um what was it oh has anybody did anybody go to any zoom meetings this week hello miss Joyce from K hi Libby you're at work at the hospital taking some time to laugh oh Libby I'm not so funny today but I'm I don't you know what I feel you know here's the problem can you guys hear me right before I turned you on I could hear the guys in the bedroom straight across from me so I should have stayed inside where I could be myself Carrie says this is the first time on YouTube all week and oh thank you oh what a huge compliment that is thank you so much under desk elliptical I think you would enjoy uh I don't know what that is is that one of those little things you pedal oh that's right Lou that's right you didn't care for your meanings hi Gina okay try to zoom and it was terrible okay don't like the zoom meetings miss my pals at my meeting okay so I need to preface by saying because I was thinking about what I wanted to talk about when I was in the shower my zoom meeting was today and I usually try to 98 percent of the time everything I say on here is with levity and positivity because when I hear negativity it's just a turnoff it's like I'll turn it off I'm out I don't and you know what Karen I I was excited to go to my zoom meeting today because the last couple meetings I've been to weren't my meeting I wanted to see the little boxes of my friends and I don't that I just don't think I can anymore because and I do not fault ww at all I they're in the same boat we're all in we're all in this big boat out in the big quarantine the sea and all they're doing is repeating themselves and saying stuff that we already know and I'm kind of overhearing it I presume but don't have meeting pals oh and again I think they're giving it the best try they can there's only so much they can do they're they're giving us meetings to go to but I'm I'm my hi soon not a thing not a thing I lost point one today and maintaining and so I wanted to just get on and say hi and see how everybody else was doing Gina our my leader also today um for those of you guys that don't know I applied to work for ww in fact I got the job but I chose not to take it because the head honcho of our branch I do not care for her at all she's intimidating I just don't care for her and she was sitting in an Armenian today and nobody else knows who she is because not everybody else has applied to work for ww so I could tell there's a different vibe in my meeting today more like the leaders were more like getting down instead of letting us all say hey Amy how are you doing hey Carol how are you doing so that left a kind of hi Diana how are you um and I don't like saying anything negative about the meetings because I know that they're giving it the old college try man they're doing the best I can but when they're sitting there asking you what's your goal for this week and not one person out of 20 can answer it because our goal is to get through life man our goal is to is to try to just have another day come and go and be over this and then get back and it's just not the same but I don't like being sounding negative do you have your own meeting on zoom we just have random leaders for oh yeah I do have my own meeting honey huh that's interesting Tracey says yes I know how you feel about the zoom meeting sorry but basically I think they suck and you know uh shonda says my leaders are offering a wellness check in 30 minutes before each meeting and you know what shonda um I when I got on today I got into 10 minutes early and oh there are all those people there and I'm like looking at my clock and I'm like am I late what are you what are you yeah who's doing here this early and she goes oh we're doing it a half hour early now so I didn't know that hello embracing chaos with Jen what a darling name I wish I could embrace the chaos uh don't listen to my teeth so I just really want to I want to be positive I've got to be positive but I can't give a false positive and I'm just not feeling the meanings because I don't feel like there's anything they can tell me right now that's overly helpful now I should say so let's go put some positive needed out of that now if there's somebody new relatively new to WW who maybe just joined on the new year's resolution time well then for them maybe they're hearing things that can be helpful hi rosie how are you guys so many of you hear I'm so glad I should have stayed in the house though because I feel so very reserved out here where I can tell people can hear me should I go in the house what do you guys think because I'm really holding back but maybe that's better I'm not hi Cindy um yeah it was just sorry I got an eyelash stuck in my hair stuck in my eyelash I'm off my game everybody take a drink today for some reason I don't know if it's because I've been up since two o'clock in the morning I've just been like had the munchies all day and my fear is that it's because I've been sitting and watching Grace and Frankie and watching TV does that to you I was here all everybody talked about oh when I watch TV thank you Susan see Libby that's exactly how I feel too I won't wake up for it here am I reading this correctly or correct Amundo right exactly I love getting up and get dressed and get ready to go see all my homies out mining and this is just I don't want to be a downer though I mean I would like to hear somebody tell me that that they are still getting help from it I know and it really is um that too that beach part of that beach is where Steve proposed to me on they say it's in La Jolla but they're up here in LA the best thing about our zoom is seeing our friends we also started going yeah that's what we were just saying Laurie and I didn't know that so when I got on today a couple minutes early hi Jennifer hey honey I'm sorry about your cup I keep thinking about you and the parts that got past me was that they didn't refund your money and that's a bunch of caca letoro they should refund your money isn't it so pretty though I told Steve I said I wish I could hit 5000 subscribers I'd give one away I know honey I'm so sorry about that but that's the perfect emoji for it Tracy said and none of my friends are on the Thursday 7 p.m. zoom meeting today was the first time my coach was there hello MD good to see you I know you guys isn't it just like the I just love it and I do drink more water I'm telling you guys if you're not getting enough water in google water cups hold on Lou watch the door don't let anybody out because I have a whole set up here I have you guys sitting on my fruit bowl let's go in here I'm sorry you guys there I can totally hear them let me get my water Lou you've got a young guard hold on you guys that's the right way let's do this the way we're used to doing it okay that's better I mean I don't look any better because the lighting is worse but I feel like I can kind of catch my breath now Lou it did come from Amazon I was just you know what like I said in my Instagram some girls collect purses some girls collect earrings some girls collect massive amounts of water cups but I really do think that if you get when you really like you will drink more water we are doing well thank you we're doing all of her is like made for this hello Kathy thank you so much for subscribing I appreciate that it's a great group of gals we have here in Jimmy I think Jimmy is our only guy you guys want to see my painting Steve kind of fixed the faces for me but I need something new to do I'm out of stuff to do we still got a feeling everybody welcome Kathy I know you well you're so good that way uh it's lighting so back to the zoom thing I called and I was thinking I'm paying $45 for this it's not worth it and I called them and because I have full intentions I'm going back when our meetings go back but I'm just not getting anything out of it so they gave me a free month and then when that month is up hold on I'm so sorry you guys they're usually not home so I can sit out there and just yak and do whatever I want they're usually not there but I guess everybody's home now right thank you so much I have this actually in a different colors and I like that it's got the long sleeves um I'm way over I wish I had my phone why am I so scattered right now I think they threw me off but this isn't normally what we are Kathy normally I'm much more positive and you know and I'm just hanging back for some reason I think it I know Lou it's because literally literally they were sitting in their window watching and listening to me so just my friend changed hers to online but when she changes back it'll be 56 yeah it's expensive and to sit and not really get anything out of it but I'm still doing my thing Oliver will be going not Oliver Steve will be going to the market tomorrow I have a couple things I'm going to tell him not to get because apparently I can't eat just one pudding anymore I have to eat two and it's if it's not in the house then I'm better off but I need some I need some fruit get it to get now I'm now I'm all focused on me saying that because I am I'm scattered hi Cheryl yeah honey it's just I and you guys all saw me given the benefit of the doubt and we can all talk here and if anybody's having any issues about anything sometimes if I don't have anything to say or I get caught off guard like right now if one of you guys needs to bring something up you have all the rest of the crowd to discuss it with because I don't I don't want to come off as being um a w w basher because I'm never ever going to be that I think they do a good job I like their program their program has always worked for me when I work it the way they tell me to work it and I do I work it the way they tell me to work it I count my fruit count my avocados I I don't look at fat content I don't look at carb content that's just how I choose to do it and it does work it is Diana it is it is simply it says simplicity vintage and then see right there it says 1950 so these are um I was gonna say recipes but you know what I mean and the six dang points Susan I'm so bummed about that I think they went from five to six and the peanut butter is eight I have them too we have because I like Oliver to have them when he wants a snack anyways I'm off to having those guys sit in the window like that just threw me off so a thing starting to open up again is there no word from w w no I haven't heard anything they're super addictive um and I think it's gonna have to be different for every state I really do because I don't know that maybe that's what's got me on edge right now we're having big battles out here right now over our beaches and right before I got in the shower they were showing all these people down in OC which is Orange County on the beaches down there all out in groups they're not even social distancing fighting the fact hi Jimmy you're right Carrie they are going until the end of May but then who knows how far they're going to go after that and it's like nobody can get on the same page about anything and and and I understand there's so many different scenarios there's people like me who I never really did anything much different before I have a husband who's working and taking care of me so Nina what do you have to worry about you don't have anything to worry about and absolutely and there's people who are suffering because they don't have food on their table but it's and I understand that too but at the same time I don't want them getting sick I don't want them carrying it to somebody who's immune is not good it's maybe I think that's what's got me right now because this whole thing on the beaches you guys think the the news came why'd you have the news on nita it was a commercial where are you terry you're not missing anything except me stuttering because I got off to rocky start which is unusual for me but it does happen from time to time yet you know what state are you in Oklahoma my friend Mindy is in Oklahoma and she has been saying oh gosh you know I guess I I guess right Carrie says right it's difficult because everyone has a different tolerance level for the sheltering Oklahoma opened most things today oh no I got a lot of you girls in here from Oklahoma Susan Indiana daughter working from home she's in Tulsa with me Kathy's in Florida they just opened our beaches everyone is doing a great job okay that's awesome thank you Kathy for the good news this is what I need I need some positivity nita doesn't thrive well a negative negativity and she that's what I was spouting and I don't do well she's in New Jersey I think we're in for the long home my hubby was laid off in March but we are making it through oh I hope you are and I'm in hi honey you made it for a bunch of mumbo jumble I'm tripping up over my tongues and my and everything today I want to move to Oklahoma and go to the gym no you don't no you don't see that's where we're all different some people just can't handle being home you're such a sweetheart and it's not it's it's not my normal flow is not here today so I apologize um I hope you tell me until July we're opening to the oh you are oh honey I miss you too I guess I'm just gonna stay home and never see anybody ever again you know until there's a vaccine or somebody says we can guarantee you come out I miss my Disneyland Shondas in Nebraska they're opening the gym there Monday yeah I think you're right I think you're right it's Carrie I think you should sit back and wait you do what I tell you to every state is so different it's true and my sister-in-law is in Wyoming social distancing is so important no matter what state you live in until you get a care right interesting what is interesting me man and you know what Rosie I'm not worried about it I just I'm it feels unusual for me I'm not worried about what you guys think of me if somebody doesn't like it you guys can check out that's the beauty of it Kathy's a teacher and we're not returning to the classroom so continuing with online learning I sure miss my kiddos you know what I have to tell you I'm so impressed with that whole thing Oliver gets up in the morning and I didn't even have to tell him to do this it's because he likes his gaming and he comes out here and he opens up his Chromebook and he's got his list of things he's supposed to do and he does them all and then he goes in and then he does his games and they have suggested all over 50 states in forever yikes honey I didn't read that correctly hope most of us here are in maintenance mode I think Lori says up in the air and things will open pharmacy technician at Walmart I took four weeks off to self quarantine oh you had to go back to work and I was talking to my pharmacist the other day hope I'm sorry to hear that so the teachers don't come on with the kids Oliver's teacher comes on every Tuesday and Thursday the whole classrooms zoom it's the cutest darn thing you've ever seen because afterwards most of the class sits back teacher leaves and they all just sit there and they just talk about their games and what they're doing and how we wish we could go back to school and it's just it's really it's really kind of heartwarming to see listen to him talk and I think he's right at that perfect age I'm staying home isn't that amazing that we can even do that because what would the kids be doing if we didn't you know I know I love it and last night he was zooming with all his buddies right up until he went to bed some would come in some would go out because the ones with Sibs his friends who have Sibs you know they're off playing and doing their thing well he's he's the only cat here under a hundred years old so he just sits there and waits for that little doorbell to ring and he's having the time of his life with that big old head of hair he's got this is says I think it's so important that we all talk about our feelings I think so too Susan these are uncharted waters this community so small I thank you Susan I'm not doing anything except turning on the YouTube so we can all congregate here Libby's in Illinois we have stay at home until May 30th for most things oh you work at the hospital you know I'm really surprised Lori that they're not doing as well because you work at Walmart right that at your age group and what you do that they're not supplying you with some kind of stay at home I'm trying to think of of when I teched you know it's it's even hard out here I don't know about back there but out here they only hire the young techs anymore they'll only hire the ones that come out of the tech schools they won't hire any of us who grandfathered our licenses oh Shonda you know I have this couple of the the younger gals on my face but you know they're all hi ho I'm I'm sitting my boys down and we're doing this and we're doing that and they've got their schedules and I'm noticing that their schedules are kind of petering out a little bit I hope doesn't she's got five of them right it's Friday though so I'm hoping tonight maybe we'll barbecue I won't have the news on when Steve gets home I'll have some tunes on and we'll have a drink and take all of our outside let him ride his bike we'll sit out in our little lawn chairs and get a little air of normalcy right honey I wish I could just give you a big hug I wish I could give all of you a big hug but not to be selfish or anything what I wish more is that you guys could give me a big hug I would really greatly enjoy that because you know what and that's the other thing they're talking about when this whole thing is over is the no hand shaking the no hugs okay when I finally do get to Michigan and knock on Sandy's door and hug her just to annoy the piss out of her because she's not a hugger I am a hugger you guys I hug everybody and this is going to stink because I'm not going to be able to hug anybody I literally annoy the heck out of Steve because I'm always coming up for I'm screaming I think I want to not beverage tonight hope if you have one I want you to ding to me because I'm having one or two oh no there goes my battery oh these are also very thoughtful you know that you are like such a thoughtful group of ladies to encourage Jimmy you're in here oh I'm Jimmy honey I missed your I missed your comment I think you said you just want to maintain and they're looking forward to go back to the gym right mowing the lawn good for you it's going to die but I'm just going to keep talking until it does but yeah that's right honey and that's what with a lot of us we're trying to tell these young whipper snappers you know they got this big list the kids who are homeschooled don't homeschool all day long and it's and they can't be expected to do it I don't think it's the other thing okay hope maintain with me girl are you tracking let's talk about let's talk about okay let's end this with a bang a positive bang are you guys tracking and if you're not why not you have time to track even if you're working from home your phone is sitting right here on your table okay good girl track track track track everything I had a 51.8 the other day how can I tell you it was a 51.8 because I tracked it and in your water if you're not drinking enough water I can guarantee you if you get a cup that says if you're a San Diego fan and it says San Diego fan or anything else if you get a cup that you love as much as I do this one and all the ones that you guys have sent me you'll drink more water it's a it's a physical thing it's like I you know I'm holding something pretty it's like wearing a pretty ring or wearing some pretty earrings they're wearing a pretty top I'm holding a pretty cup that I think is the bomb diggity if you like camouflage get camouflage but get a new cup if you need one you guys see if I can do this without completely messing everything up cup is everything cups okay okay we got this one we got this one we got this one okay that whole second shelf and that's not even all of them I do not need a cup in any oops not I can't turn you guys wait I do not I did not need a cup but I saw it and I was bored and I felt like spending some of my husband's money and I bought it and it was a great purchase I'm drinking I've been drinking nonstop today okay so tracking just track just track you don't have to stay exactly at your points but if you get in the habit like I have in these last three years it'll only behoove you I promise when you get back to the point where you want to lose again you're gonna just do it automatically if you make yourself do it so track drink your water uh what am I missing let me go back here for a minute Kathy that's okay though it doesn't have to be pretty as long as you're doing it you're working the program oh Anna what was it you said last week about perfection not being at goal but working the program it was so profound Laurie says uh they did let us have it protectedly for four weeks then they finally let us use this old sick time that really stinks and I'm sorry because I I'm gonna be 58 this month you guys know that so I'm very close to 62 so I can say this I think at your age in your profession they should allow you to be home I do not think you should be exposed in any way shape and form and that's said with love if I didn't love you then I'd say go to work and I would you know what I'm saying I say that because I care I don't I'm not saying it because you guys have to keep in mind that I did what Laurie does and you come across a lot of people and she's gotta wear the mask she glasses are fogging up she's got the gloves on off on off machines when you're teching so you probably don't have to do the cash register that often Anna do you isn't it funny how we can feel it when we don't have it all I sure do feel it I'm written but not counting points and since I'm doing the team item detox I'm drinking over 30 per day so I'm okay awesome that's great I don't know what the team item detox is but Houston we have a problem uh-oh what's the problem did I miss something or are you just being silly use it tastes better too you're supposed to be making they're not even supplying you the mask don't get me started okay because it's not going to make you feel any better I I don't want to do that to you don't so don't tell me anymore it was very profound and I remember how excited I got about it the perfect it it's is not perfection work in the program is the goal right being on goal pre-tracking rocks to Shonda that's awesome oh Kathy I'm glad you found me because you're so kind and nice and you say wonderful things I know all the cups and Steve isn't he just the sweetest that does sound scary and it it shouldn't be that way but I guess if she needs to eat right uh terrorist is tracking still going to work every day they take temps but our schedule is the same see all that would scare me so badly you guys I'm such a wimp I'm the biggest wimp in the world when it comes to health issues I got nothing done those four weeks other than I got continuing education classes done but you were safe we have to cash your gloves masks are oh they are available for you okay good that's really I would hope so um my gal when I was picking my prescriptions up last she was she was having a hard time a bit what am I forgetting you guys we got tracking we got water what else moving which I haven't been doing so that too is not helping that kid in there I can't get him out of the house um but there's the fourth one oh weighing and measuring just because you guys are a home are you guys still weighing and measuring I want to know are you still weighing and measuring because I am I've nothing better to do that's one of the ways I have to look at it I have nothing else to do so why not work so you know what all this wine and crying about me not working my program I guess now when I get out here and talk about it I totally am working my program so what's the problem I don't know that's the only thing I'm doing is tracking and walking okay that's that but no hope it's just Judy would say put on your listening ears not that's all I am doing it's I am tracking and walking not oh I'm only tracking and walking I'm tracking and I'm walking and yay me that's what you say my friend thank you so much you know you guys are funny because Karen is right on see and you do meal prep I've never even been able to do that good job Shonda weighing and measuring oh you guys see we've got this it's the cortisol it's the not knowing it's going to put some on us for people like myself who may be missing something to the norm and mine is my walking you guys know me I force gump every day I haven't so much as good but as long as we're we're keeping up our good habits I was gonna say about my cooking videos you guys are always funny because you say that and I don't know what you find remotely interesting about them I have a blast shooting them good job see we've all got this we're tracking and weighing measuring these are all good answers you guys maybe we're rocking it more than we're giving ourselves credit for maybe we just are lost one pound this week congratulations honey I weigh out one piece of cake work out the points then I add another slice I just love you oh my gosh he is the best he thanks you guys I'll have to look up a couple of recipes this weekend and do some maybe is there any particular kinds of food that you like finally done with meeting hi Anna I just so you know my phone my iPad's gonna die be right back I might not be here so Karen says I need to be more consistent with all of the things here's the things I don't think if anybody is trying to be perfect on the program right now I think you're just putting I think it's I don't want to be taken out of context if you're trying to be perfect right now and it's working for you keep on trucking baby phone trucking if you if you want to be perfect at the program and it's not then don't be just do the things that you know you need to do to keep you doing the right habits keeping your right habits that you automatically do even if you're not having the results that we want even if I'm looking at myself in the mirror every day and go I need it how did this happen okay it's not that's that took it happens I'm not the only one that this happened to it's not even that I haven't even I make it out so much worse than it is I work the WW program every single day every single meal every single snack of my life and let's see every time I buy a new scale it breaks Tracy a food scale or body scale I need to purchase another scale this will be the third one but at least I'm maintaining maintaining is good uh slow cooker Mexican food food food seems to be the common denominator okay you guys thank you that'll give me something to do look how you parked parked me right back up you guys are the best you just gave me you gave me a hope back in my after having the little millennials sitting over there listening to me wondering why is that old lady sitting over there talking about her weight all the time because my voice does carry and they all can hear me thank you Karen oh my gosh I overthink my overthinking and it's not healthy so why do I always hop on here and and start off with well I'm not really doing that good when I'm actually doing all that's expected of me except for where I'm not getting my water in mean my walking I'm doing it all but our our brains I am not a doctor and I don't play one on TV but I do believe that the stress in the cortisol and all of that has something to do with our weight the fact that I'm aging doesn't help so there's other factors that I need to take into consideration and not blame the whole thing on myself because you know what guys I am like Stuart Smalley I am a damn good weight watcher and I love myself I mean I do anything else very good but I'm a great weight watcher food scale Tracy I've I've got a great one at Costco I don't know if you're a member of Costco um but it's really a good one I love it we do hope and we need to keep each other from doing that look at my whole demeanor has changed since we started this whole yakathon and that's okay I can always count on you to bring it up bring it back around I still love him oh I could totally hear you saying it too okay so we're all really much better off than I thought we were I'm so relieved aren't you and stress doesn't help is anybody else having trouble sleeping I'm either sleeping for like 20 hours stretches or I go to bed at nine I'm up at midnight and then I'm up for the next whole uh I've been up since two right now I couldn't sleep finally now I don't lay there in bed and fill around on my phone I just get up now and I've been up for a very very very long time let's see what time is it two o'clock Susan I I've been having a super hard time too and I look over at Steve and he's all zonked out and saw on logs and doing the whole Barney rubble snar must be nice mister so I come out here at two o'clock this morning right he gets up at 4 30 and he comes out and he goes oh did you just come out here I go no honey I've been out here since two o'clock and he goes um no you were still in bed when I got up to go to the bathroom I'm like I don't know who's in the bed now but it wasn't me I've been out here since two o'clock and then he looks at me like he doesn't believe me and the dreams oh the dreaming I'm dreaming about people that I haven't seen since 1978 nor have I thought about them why am I dreaming about them uh people and then there's only 28 of you left on here don't be telling your friends because this is the secret it's just between you and me okay there is a youtuber that I enjoy watching and I keep dreaming about him oh my gosh I've always been a big dreamer anyways but this whole stuff if you're watching a lot of movies and documentaries probably yeah it's and I think some of us are our ages it doesn't help either but some of these dreams it's like I wake up and I'm like oh my gosh I hope Steve didn't see that it's like wait can he see my dreams does he know what I was doing and who I was doing it with that wasn't supposed to be made in a unfamily type uh scenario Kathy uses the com app listen uh I'll have to try that out no hope it was that that go by this is a Disney uh Disney gent and there's lots of Disney gents so don't try to figure it out oh can't anybody wants to give me a thumbs up Karen you guys are going to love you so much you're so thoughtful go gotta go shonda have a zoom cocktail shonda have a blast enjoy your friends you guys are my friends these are my zoom meetings thank you for hanging out with us friend my Disney youtuber or freaky fit wolf who are you watching over there hope maybe you're the one who's having dreams about him hi Michelle society where I was late and here I am no I'm not I'm not familiar with freaky fit wolf I've heard his name so I'm not like if you guys are like viewers of his I'm not I'm not being negative I was making a joke by Tia have a great night hope freaky fit wolf star eyes oh is he is is he a handsome gent is he I think is that what the emoji is he's down to earth and humble well right on I just have it I just you know I stick with my ogs and that's it I'm just that's just me I don't know oh no here we go we got the countdown too young for you I you know it's so funny you said I am old Lori's on here I always say how I'm old and I just say it I say it out of I say it out of pride because I never thought I'd make it this old I had a tough life with a lot of tough things and almost passed away a couple of tough times so when I say I'm old I say it with pride it's like I made it I'm old and everybody gets so mad at me Kim is here you guys Kim tell everybody the results of your tests that was here from the other day so you guys can't get mad at me when um when I say I'm old because to me it's compliment okay and again to you guys who are freaky fit wolf followers freaky foot would followers say that 10 times fast after your cocktail tonight hope don't know I'm don't want to I'm not down in him and he wasn't who I was dreaming about thank you Susan you're part of the group you add to the levity okay you guys are you reading Kim's post please for those of you that were not here last week my pal Kim where is she back here okay she's below Lori and above and a bed good she was not feeling well and she had to get the COVID test and it was a tough day for her and we were all anxious for her and uh she got her results back today and they're negative and I'm so so happy because Kim I had people messaging me and asking me I'm so glad I'm so relieved for you just not not that I think I think you would have been handled it seems that you have a wonderful health crew but I know it was weighing heavy on your mind because it was way heavy on mine and I'm just so glad you got that those results Michelle I've watched him I've just read his name on other places I don't what does freaky fit wolf mean is that a millennial term for something or a honey you're so healthy oh I'm going to tell you a quick story of something about that and because I um Casey who is Oliver's father his father passed away at 37 his father his grandfather passed away when his 37 and Casey on his 37th birthday was just a wreck and none of us could figure out why um we weren't sure you know we could just tell that something was different and then we found out it was because he was legit scared that he was going to follow in his father and his grandfather's footsteps so I'm sorry sorry for you guys who have to worry about stuff like that it's from the north's mythology Lou you always have the answers to all my questions I could be like dude why is the sky blue and boom Lou would be back here telling me why the sky is blue hi Barbara my iPad's going to die any second so one minute I'm going to be here in one minute I'm going to be gone and uh I'm just I'm so thrilled for Kim and they seem to have gotten back to her pretty quick too I'm sorry you guys you missed the whole bummer beginning of the iPad meeting because my neighbors are watching me and I was all anti Anita I was all intimidated thanks Barbara except for I have quarantine hair that's what we're going to call it I have to tell you guys I'm thrilled that my moon and my star I was worried that they were going to rest and they're hanging in there like the representation that they should 48 hours it was fast it seemed like it was quicker than that I don't know maybe because you're ahead of me time wise I'm not sure uh thanks thanks so much to all you guys thanks for bringing me back up thanks for conversing with me and making me realize that I am working the program and that I have to stop being so hard on myself that I'm actually doing a really good job and so are you guys as you're tracking to me tracking is the most important thing and anybody who hasn't seen my beautiful new cup trust me I've drank so much more water today than had been because I just want to hold it all right everybody I'm gonna let you go the Harrison lawn started a show us your roots campaign you guys are welcome anytime everybody have a great Friday evening and Barbara and Michelle I'm sorry that we're cutting out on the end I could talk forever but my iPad's gonna die and I just I love you all thank you so much for hanging out with me what did Susan say I missed it have a great night and I'm gonna do some cook with me this weekend I'm gonna have Steve and Oliver help out too even though I end up usually yelling at them through the whole thing and then I have more editing than I planned on to cut out all the mean parts all right guys thank you thank you for everything you guys give me because you give me more than you than you know