 Jeremy, since we said your name already, let's just dive into your incredible testimony. Can you just begin with, from your childhood and how you came to Hungry Generation? So I was living a dark, dark place in my life up until a few months ago, but I didn't realize it had started back when, about the age of 14, 15 when I started drinking, and I thought drinking was for fun, because that's what I kind of saw and was taught. But then growing up and coming into my own business and dealing with the anxieties, the depressions, the anger issues and all the problems that come with it and relationships, I just, that place got darker. And it got darker because of the drinking and stuff because I was trying to numb my mind. And it all came to a head one night, one afternoon. And so basically a girlfriend of mine and myself, we'd split and I had professed that night to her and her family that I was gonna kill myself. And the date that I said I was gonna do it was the anniversary of my dad's death. So then when they left, I said, see, nobody cares about you, nobody cares. So I sat in my room in my house for two days and I finally said, you know what? I need to reach out to her. I wanted to, I have to, I have to, I have to. So I reached out to her and she says, you know what? She says, I heard about this conference. I think we should go next weekend. And I was like, yeah, right, I am not going to church. And... What conference was it? Oh, it was the Holy Spirit Conference in August. And for an hour I said, no, you're crazy. I'm not doing it. You know me, you knew better. And so we get off the phone and I'm sitting there. I don't know what it was. Just some came over to me and said, what can it hurt? Why not try it? What if it helps? So I texted her back, I called her and said, okay, let's do this. She was like, really? I was like, yeah, let's do this. And I said, just so you know, when I do something, I'm all in 100, everything. So we go to this church at this conference and I'm completely like, I don't know when to stance it. I don't know what to do. I'm just like, okay. But once I started falling into what people were saying, Vlad talked and then Bessoni talked, it was everything just started like emotions. I was weeping, I was shaking, I was trembling. I didn't know what was going on, but I was looking at everybody else and I feel like I was the only one feeling this way. But I felt like I just had this waterfall coming through me. And so they did this altar call. We all went up and I thought I was just falling on the crowd to follow the crowd. But all of a sudden I got up there. I couldn't even stand up. I had to lean on the back of my girlfriend and I couldn't quit shaking. I couldn't quit crying. I still hadn't really known what happened, but I knew I felt the spirit. My whole body was just, I had goosebumps and it just, it wouldn't go away. Well, for about two days, I couldn't even speak. I didn't speak, I didn't really say anything. I had no emotion, I was quiet. And I went to work on a Monday and I started thinking about my experience and I started thinking about what I was hearing from church and what I was reading because I was like, I need more. I gotta have more. I need to hear this. I need to know why. And so I started having these revelations. Well, I didn't know anything about like generational curses and all this stuff that led up to the problems that I had that were the anxiety, the depression and then the suicide thoughts. And they were deep suicide thoughts. So it just touched me. And I had tried another church and they didn't put me in a headlock like Vlad does. I'm the type of guy I need to be put in a headlock and keep me steered straight. And so that's what saved my life. And then every, ever since then, it's only been a few months, every time I have a question like why, why does this happen and stuff, all I do is read. I read the Bible, answers come to me and that's an unreal feeling that I never thought. If I would have known I could have felt this way four months ago, let alone 10 years ago, I would have done it. Jeremy, you had an incredible experience at the Holy Spirit Conference. It is very evident that Holy Spirit touched you in a very radical way. Tell us those intrusive suicidal thoughts and that depression and that heaviness that you were experienced prior. Are you experiencing now what happened after that? So no, I don't experience any of that. The thoughts aren't in my mind. It's, so I use this word liberated. I love this word liberated because I didn't know anything about chains and being broken and getting rid of all that weight. At that conference, the very next day, even though I wasn't talking to anybody, I didn't know what was going on. I was like floating. I had no worries. All of a sudden I just, I can't, everything was just okay. It was okay. Come on, come on. So you're having that heaviness left no suicidal thoughts whatsoever. Whatsoever. Wow, wow. Tell us, how are you doing now, the steps that you have taken coming to a hungry generation and your process and your journey now? So I did this growth track thing with you guys and I kind of had an idea where it was leading to, but I could see where, you know, if you're just really blinded to what's going on, how it would help you in your steps of knowing what to do, knowing about the church, knowing about being baptized and stuff. I got baptized last week, that's amazing. So I, you know, I use this whole experience now. Like every morning I pray to God, I'm just like, I want to incorporate you in my business. I want to incorporate you in my family. And I'm always asking for his help and I'm always saying, I'm listening. I'm always listening to the word. You know, I tell the people that work for me and even friends that come to me and say, what happened? This is not you. They know this wasn't me. I'm just like, you know, if I can get you for one second to feel the way it made me feel, you would do it right now. Come on. Jeremy, what would be your advice for people that are here? Maybe it's their first time or those that are watching or will be watching and they're on the fence of, you know, giving their life to Christ. What would be your advice for them? You gotta find it in your heart and in your mind. You have to open up your mind in your heart because you gotta want it. If you don't want it, you end up blue warm and you can't be here half the time in here the other time asking for forgiveness. You have to be all in and once you're all in and you reap those benefits and you feel it inside and you see it, you won't question it. Amen. Thank you so much, Jeremy, for sharing your testimony. Thank you for watching this content. I hope this was a blessing to you. If you're like me and you like to click on things, click on this, subscribe to our channel and the content will come to you every time we post it. And remember, the best is yet to come.