 Good morning, everyone. It is Monday morning. I'm starting off today a little bit later that I know my start for some reason It has been so difficult for me to wake up early I think it's a combination of like, you know my quarantine and then also of Like the gloomy weather but last night Dallas actually went on like the safe at home thing So we're on the same thing as LA until April 3rd not April 19th But I'm gonna go take Coco on a little bit of a walk I haven't really like left the house much today. I'm working my office and my desk and stuff is getting here tomorrow Which is really unfortunate. I Have a good amount of stuff to do so today is like a productive Monday in quarantine basically if you guys are new here Subscribe all right guys I just cleaned the kitchen and a little bit of the floors actually, but I'm so excited I just got this package in from Amazon and I got these really cute new slippers It's like I said, I think I told you guys about them last week actually for only like $40, which is a really good deal I think they had some for 20 as well I will link them down below But I'm gonna legit live in these like I will wear these every single day and these are gonna my best things that I've ever Bought these will be on my next newsletter. I guarantee it. Also, if you guys haven't joined the newsletter You I should but I'm about to go stairs. I'm gonna film it get ready with me This is the podcast that I was listening to this morning I listened to a little bit of an ad my let one and then I've been listening to a girl boss radio So, yeah, I think we go upstairs and film a chitchat get ready with me I just posted on my Instagram story for you guys to ask me some questions. I decided I'm gonna make some breakfast I'm just making toast with the earth balance butter It actually is so crazy that this is a real butter because they just taste like the same I've always been shocked by this stuff, but anyways, yeah, I'm making some toast. It is currently 10 30 I'm gonna go upstairs pretty soon and start filming, but I just want to make a little snack also and you can make some coffee Today as I'm recording this it is March 23rd and last night Dallas issued stay home until April 3rd. That is life right now Um, I decided that I'm gonna get ready today for the first day Really sense being quarantined which this has been 90s and I don't remember when I started this thing also Just wanted to mention if you guys were not staying at home You need to be staying at home. Like it's really really really really unbelievably selfish go stay at home Okay, so I decided that we were gonna do a little chitchat get ready for today I thought I was gonna do my hair, but honestly I actually like it how it is right now and I didn't even do anything to it So word is gonna leave it because it's pretty like Okay, anyways, I asked you guys on Instagram what I should talk about or questions You guys don't need to answer you guys know the drill All right, so I'm going to put my hair back a little bit. I have this little Anthropology stuff scrunchies. They're really small, but they're really convenient in times like this I feel like I mentioned this in a vlog recently But ever since I stopped using the way hair oil in my hair has just been trash How are you guys doing? Okay? I'm going to use this Charlotte Tilbury wonder glow. It's an instant soft focus beauty flash It has basically No coverage, but it turns your skin very glowy for some reason guys My skin is now broken out and forever and I have now have to break out so we can I don't even leave my house I just like don't know what's going on. See it almost looks like it's a primer. Do you see what I'm saying? This is gonna be so great for summer, especially when you're tan. You just put this on over your skin Can someone tell me how you make the best iced coffee from home because I tried the other day. It was literally pitiful 2019 Wow, I'm like now thinking back to 2019 Wild New York guys. I was even talking about this the other day And if you would have told me what my life is now Even not even like a year ago six months ago. Look, I'm now Quarantine in Texas who I'm dating like what my life looks like now that I live in Texas Like I would have never believed you which is also kind of encouraging. So I couldn't have what happened next year I love this eyebrow gel, but like it is not been doing me not been doing great for me lately I literally can knock it over how natural my skin looks like it is crazy I think I'm actually gonna talk about this this week in my podcast episode So I'm gonna record a solo one just on like the world right now Like what I'm doing ways to like make the best of it and like how I'm kind of feeling right now I said no I also just feel guilty even being how I feel because there are so many people That are like and like I feel like I say I'm not gonna talk about it again So talk about another single video, but like so many people who are like losing homes are like could go homeless Are losing pretty much everything like so much of America lives paycheck to paycheck So for them to not have the chance of them not having a paycheck for however long and then like You know things not working in their favor whether it's like their landlord holding off rent or whatever it might be like that terrifies me also Once we get off this upload of positive things, but like child abuse and just domestic abuse in general I'm sure like skyrockets now So heartbreaking Okay, anyways back to other things. Um, okay, so I'm gonna go Yeah, there's been like a few things that I've been thinking about and what one of them I'm just like really deep in my head I think before this even happened and like we went on like staying home and quarantining or whatever I And we went to like a staying at home model. I was already really antisocial I got through periods of time where I'm really really extroverted and really social and the periods of time where I'm just not and The past few months have already been a little bit more antisocial So I feel like I've kind of been doing this for forever And I was finally getting to the point in Dallas where I felt like a little bit lonely because I was like, oh I was out of this perfume Dang, this is my favorite perfume, but actually just got this one from Shelley Tilbury. So that's good So I was already getting to the point where I felt a little bit lonely And I was like excited to come back for my trip and then I would have a few weeks here before going to LA And I was texting my friends in LA and I was gonna make friends in Dallas and all this stuff And I can't really leave which obviously like that's the least of anyone's problems But like I'd already been kind of feeling a little bit like Not isolated, but I guess isolated doesn't make sense And like obviously I know it takes time to find your people a lot of my friends here You guys probably confused to live like 45 minutes north or we're at college and I'm sure like a lot of them are home Now I'm gonna be home earlier, which is convenient. So I was like I also want to make new friends too like That would also be nice, you know, so It's just like was a weird thing So now I'm on this and I was like what the heck and then couple of that lily I'm like I feel like I'm just not doing enough I feel like and I don't know if it's I'm sure part of it is the whole like stay at home thing But I think also part of it is like I feel part of myself at times and I will have like Something like the certain age in my head where I have to accomplish like x y and z which is like not like I know What I say is about loud that it's like I know the answer is like no, that's not right But it still is like kind of what's in my head almost and by the way, I use them up setting powder I don't know. I'll have everything linked down below and linked one. I like to know a thing as well But um Still love my cheek glitter palette. You know what actually? No, I have new products that we're gonna try out So for instance, I just feel like I'm not doing enough. I'm not where I want to be whatever blah blah blah Even though like I'm so unbelievably grateful for like where I'm at and what I'm doing It's just this weird thing where I'm so hard on myself and I guess maybe it is a little bit of a comparison thing But honestly with me, it's more of like I'm comparing myself against myself I don't know if that really makes sense. I'm using this Charlotte Tilbury blush. We'll figure that out So I really don't want that I do that but like I I don't know. I think Pardon me is like I don't know myself. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm so confused like What if I like end up not doing anything and everything flops or like it never gets to the point I wanted to be out or you know I just go through these what is in my head all the time and I'm really hard on myself And then I'm like I'm not where I want to be and then I get really anxious and I'm just like sitting inside And it's like I mean I think part of it is also that I haven't been working out as much Which working out really helps me as far as anxiety goes. I'm gonna use a sculpting highlight palette by the way Comment down below your best brush for bronzing. That's hard to say Um, I need a new one and my sister has this huge one I'm like do I get that one? And like even the other day I was thinking like I don't even know of people in my own life Like I've talked about this too before but I don't know why I've become so closed off to people like I and not in like a standoffish way by any means I'm almost a little bit I should be probably more standoffish than I am but like I Think I've just been so in my head and so just like stupid about things and making things a way bigger deal Then they need to be but I was thinking like I don't even know that people who closest to me in my life Like know exactly like what I really want to do right now and then like even like faith-wise I was thinking yesterday and then it like came to mind I'm like I don't think I told God when I really want right now like I'm like I'm so close off and it's translated to like every area of my life and I need to stop but I also feel like I'm like Being run over with all my thoughts and just like kind of going crazy. Does that make sense? So Wow, I know that this is not True, I know that's not correct. I'm like I am only 22 years old but also at the same time I'm 22 like it's like Really this like super like this. It's so stupid like it's really truly so stupid So what is asking you or thought about going on tour such a live show for the podcast? I really really really want to do that this year. I don't know what that looks like next time I'm in LA I'm gonna talk to the team about it The lip liner and lipstick. This is the Charlotte Tilbury lip cheek Reshape and resize lip liner. I love lip liner. I also love this lip liner This was really moisturizing and hydrating and how sometimes I cannot be that way Um, and then I have this lipstick. It's gonna be a little bit darker. I think that I want in I Don't think this big. Oh, yeah It actually goes a little more nude a little less like a little lighter than I thought it would I Actually do really like this now. I might show you winged liner. I haven't been winged liner and Literally who knows how long has anyone ever told you your voice sound like a Cali girl Okay, guys, I grew up in Texas. I have no idea where this ballet girl accent came from. It's just really not ideal Also guys, I think my office furniture is coming today, which I'm really sad for so Guys, okay, also randomly. I found this girl to my roommate Um, I realized that this girl went to tech which probably college with my roommates when I'm assuming in LA But look she's the cutest Stuff I've ever seen it's on illustrator. I was doing yeah Illustrator and pattern enthusiast computer cowgirl love anything cowgirls. So she's like really really freaking cute stuff Am I gonna really regret this eyeliner? The answer is just yes. What was I thinking? All right guys, so I just finished filming might get ready with me. I used a bunch of the new Charlotte Tilbury Products that they sent me probably a week ago a little over a week ago And I actually really love them This is really the first time I actually kind of did my makeup not that I did like a ton But you know for me. I feel like it's like a good amount I was gonna do my hair today, too, but I kind of like how it is natural. So I might just leave it like this Yeah, I'm gonna leave it like this. Anyways Supposedly my desk in chairs was arrived today. I've also seen it said tomorrow, but then it also said today So I guess we're gonna see I really hope those do arrive. What time is it right now? I'm going to guest on a podcast an hour and a half also guys. Okay, so these slippers I posted on my story. This is why oh during the Q&A had the eight teams and I thought I was really cool But it's just because my friends one of links to these slippers. So anyways, I'm looking down below. They're really really comfy They're really just the best things ever and I'm gonna live in them every single day You guys can get I think they're $40 and then I saw someone else post a $20 one So I'll also link those in case you guys want those but yeah, they're really cute They match my house, which I love Like look at this. It's just so cute Okay, well one a girl Name, let's see what her name is Okay, a girl to see on me and said last night. I had a dream that I met you Q and David Duggar together What a happy dream. That's very funny. Um Quentin just went through. I made a very structured schedule for his days This past week was not the most structured. I didn't even do I don't know I feel like we've been spending a lot of time together too because obviously quarantine and so I I don't know. I was just very out of it last week and now Okay guys So Sorry for the air fryer in the background. It is now one my camera died last time I was talking to you I honestly don't know what I was saying, but I just read for about an hour and now I'm actually planning a Solo podcast that I'm gonna record and then I'm gonna be a guest on two podcasts virtually like right after each other today Um, but I'm just feeling a little bit crazy. Also. I think this I think when I'm like not in a very structured routine Not even I think I know I go a little bit crazy and then I get really in my head And I'm like I'm a failure and I literally do nothing with my life and blah blah blah blah blah And it's not even that like when I'm in a routine necessarily. I'm distracting myself I think it's just I get really in my head when I'm not doing stuff. Maybe it is a little bit unhealthy but it's also like I Just getting like a weird head space mind space when I'm like not leaving or like doing anything all day So I made a tentative daily schedule because I did make my morning routine schedule Which I haven't even been like sticking to the video I disposed it I've just been so off of like everything so I'm changing up my routine and I'm making a new routine And I did it right here All right guys, I just finished recording my first episode of the day My next one is in a little bit less than an hour But I'm really excited. So I surprised Quentin the other day. He already knows this is coming But I was supposed to come tomorrow with a keyboard There's like a whole meeting behind it. It was very cute with me But it actually came today and I just saw it downstairs. He's gonna be very excited and my desk chair arrived So I'm really excited for that. I'm like really out of breath because I just ran up the stairs Also, this just came in it's a bunch of little toys for Coco. She's really picky. So we'll see if she likes these This one is so freaking cute. I'll make a shop like little list on my Amazon shop page to see if you guys For like stuff that I get for Coco because I've gotten so much stuff in the past week So we'll see what she likes. We'll give her the donut first. Do you like this? Probably not. She only likes toys whenever I'm not looking at it. Oh wait. Oh good. Wow All right, so here is my table um, I got this on over soft I will have it linked down below, but Quentin's gonna have to set it up for me So This will be a fun little thing. I'm really excited my table is supposed to get here later on today So at least I'll have that set up, which will be very exciting All right, I finished recording the podcast. I'm actually not gonna record a still today I'm gonna record that tomorrow because I've been editing to the past two and a half hours and I finally Finished the video. It's exporting so it's not ready by any means, but I'm gonna post this video And I think you and I are finally gonna set up my office Because I will at least the desk in the chair the rest of the stuff hasn't arrived But the desk in the chair alright, so that's the table which will be my desk It's actually technically a dining table because I just wanted a big conference table and then this is my chair That we're gonna set up best of luck to really well I'm gonna try to help so we'll see I have my toolkit and everything we just set up my Two pieces of my office furniture. I've been talking about this so much in the vlogs lately. I need to get a rug I don't know what I want. I want the chair to be here before and make other decisions. All right guys so like I was saying sorry my Camera ran out of storage. This is my desk. It's actually a dining table Honestly, I think it's I mean, I don't know. It's glossy. I like that. I Still feel like overstock it was like overpriced But not really because everything is that expensive so that stinks But anyways, the only thing I would change is I wish that this was a little bit thicker I'm just really into thick furniture right now, but yeah, it's perfect. I got a dining table because I More so like a conference table vibe Especially if I have someone come over and then we're working together and I can just move this back a little bit and add a chair It gives so much more space to work from I don't have my I'm back here. It's an LA So I won't have anything like that, but like having everything that I have on my table I don't know. I just like working at a big desk. So I got a dining table instead This chair was actually really easy to put together Who know I thought it would be a whole thing. Love the office guys So I'm sure this will become a normal set up in vlogs, but I'm really excited I don't know what else I would add to the vlog or add to The office. Let me know what you guys think very exciting that I've added stuff here I added my Alexa the small one. Okay, guys. She's listening now Anyways, I'm gonna do some work in here tomorrow And this is where I'm gonna do like my daily reading in the morning and I'm just like so excited So I just need to find ways to make this room cuter It's super small which I actually kind of enjoy because my last office was literally like So freaking big and so obnoxiously big and it was just such an awkward room. So I like this is smaller I also want this to be like super clean and minimalist not cluttered in the slightest I wish that these are harder floors But you know whatever you want something you lose some the chair will go there Which I'm really excited for also I just put this little fendi bag right here that I keep all my work stuff in There's just this like awkward the way it's shaped because this is like electrical or whatever in this closet It just like takes so much of the space away. Let's see how he's doing. Oh wow You are you just so excited so fun Also my our place pan came in which I'm so excited for I actually don't think I was vlogging the day I unboxed these they gave me plates What else is it plates bowls and cuffs, but I'm so excited because this pan is supposed to be able to replace like 16 Different pans of some sort. I don't know I've seen her on Instagram and I was really excited because they decided to send me one Seriously, it's so beautiful Okay So it comes with a sponge and it tells oh it tells you this is a little bit different than the other stuff All right, so here is the pan. I love this I will have a link below, but it's so cool the utensil to sits there, which is so helpful and then yeah It's meant to replace. I think 16 different Pants I'm gonna use this size because I'm making some corn, but like this. It's just so beautiful everyone All right, I'm like really anxious. So I'm going to drink this recess drink. I think it's a CBD drink I got them sent in the mail, but I've heard good things. I'm really excited. All right, everyone We're gonna do a taste test. It's really good. Here are the benefits it Comms in mind centers of body helps you focus improves memory Reduce the stress with help from green tea boost immunity and promotes balance. Wow. This actually tastes so good Update guys. I feel so much better. We have candles burning throughout the house Quentin Just went to go get someone food outside. I got Dolly Parton's book dream more and I'm already halfway down It's only like 70 pages on the iPad, but it's really good so far The enchiladas have about 20 minutes left to go. So I probably should not have started on this corn Quentin's getting mad at me because he's so On time with things, but I love this pan so far update We're having enchiladas and corn for dinner and then I get to pick out what we're watching tonight So I think we're gonna watch a documentary, but the house feels amazing Nora Jones is playing I have candles lit everywhere. Okay, my lululemon arrived Matt came I actually needed to buy one of these anyways because in Dallas You normally have to rent mats when you work out a hop a lot. He said I had to pay because I Wasn't unlimited members. So maybe that's what it is. I don't know But anyways, I needed to get a mat anyways because I kept renting So I normally work out right here. So I think I'm just gonna put it in my closet That will be a pantry for now, but it's really nice. All right I've been listening to Dolly Parton the enchiladas are done the corn It's just getting refeeded right now guys. I cannot trust you enough how beautiful this pan is really beautiful dinner guys All right guys We are actually making a cheeseboard because we probably should have had two enchiladas each and we just didn't buy that So we're really hungry still so we're gonna make this big cheeseboard and I'm gonna pick out or watching on TV I'm stuck between we saw their spoons new show and then with Kerry Washington. We love her It's like a Fire something little fires. It's a book. I know a lot of people have read it But that or documentary maybe we'll start that because Quinton for some reason does not like my documentaries I can tell because you never once don't watch them. Why don't you like documentaries? I do All right, we are signing up for HBO so we can watch McMillian's which isn't that on Netflix too Okay, we'll never mind Here's the beautiful cheeseboard. These are so good Quinton's touch to all of his cheeseboard Okay, he is like such Whatever, okay, so here's my wine. We'll see I always I'm poor wine Glasses and I think I'm really mature and then I end up just not finishing up But I'm committed to finishing it tonight because our cheeseboard and I need to finish signing up for HBO We're gonna watch morning everyone. It is Tuesday The routine that I made for myself today has not gone as planned But we are really sorry that tomorrow and I'm about to go upstairs to my office bring some coffee my I don't know Why it looks like I have I don't know what that is. It's like I have like random stuff on my face Just filled my hydro flask with water to go to the office and I'm making coffee right now I'm gonna read for probably an hour then I need to work out. I'm gonna get some work done today I should have a call with my financial advisor. It was supposed to be a meeting but like obviously it's a call I might have another call today, but they haven't like contacted me So I'm not really sure because I realized that I posted three Instagram photos in a row with this copy mug It's kind of embarrassing, but it's really fine All right guys Almost ready. I wait here every day for two minutes. I think it's actually taught me some patience guys me waiting for a whole two minutes Also, I have kind of been considering I love how Julia and Hunter Do like the vlog weeks? So I'm kind of considering doing something like that where I vlog for I don't know something on those lines I'm pretty sure they do seven days, but I might daily vlog for like five days or something So you guys want me to do that? Let me know I may have already made up my mind the time this vlog goes up But anyways, I'm gonna go upstairs because one of my vlogs. That's so weird It's me in the background one of my vlogs needs to go live. Good morning, everyone. Okay. I'll do something I think I need in this I Don't even know like do I want to be extra and get another coffee maker in here? Probably not I do want a mini fridge. I think with all those recess drinks. Um, I don't know like I Understand I have new plants in here. I really do not a plant person. So I'll understand I will get something that's what I have so far. I'm gonna quickly upload this vlog and then to do my morning reading Yes, I should be reading right now. I understand that but I'm misguided is having another so they're always having a sale guys But I'm getting I don't know if this worked yet. Okay. Oh my gosh I'm getting 11 items for $100 guys. So this is just a little overview of what I got I'll show you guys obviously it'll probably arrive next week But just a bunch of lounge work is I actually have no swabs or anything like I really need all new clothes Especially lounge where I thought I had so much more turns out. I just don't guys. I'm about to record My solo episode for this week. I'm really excited. You guys really love my solo episodes I'm also kind of cold in this office. There's not really much here It's gonna be on my self-care what you can do basically like a pep talk for the What we're experiencing right now and ways to help and things like that as far as well as like Self-care things that you can do during this time ways to make your time useful and like make the best of it and all that stuff So that's what I'm gonna do. Also. I think I had decided that I am gonna do the daily vlog thing I think I'm gonna do it for like five days in a row maybe seven I think I'm gonna commit to five. So we'll see. All right So recording that so I'm so it actually took me a lot longer than I thought it would So I'm actually about an hour and a half until I the call with my first call my financial advisor actually that will be really fun but Yeah, we're going to actually listening to Claudia and Vinny. I says new podcast I really like it, but I'm gonna go downstairs and make lunch and then on three dishes down and then I'm gonna come back up here edit for an hour take the call edit for another hour after hopefully at that point I'll be like semi-done and then I'm gonna work out and then shower and Chill for the night and read. So we'll see what ends up happening. Just my lunch brown rice buffalo chicken Sweet potatoes broccoli Hey guys, so I'm drinking my recess drink. Okay. I haven't even told you guys what happened So I made lunch and you know how sometimes you're when you're cooking and I'll set off the fire alarms Well, the alarms went off for fifty three minutes So Obnoxiously loud like so loud. They would try everything finally. We got it to be done But like one of my batteries is cruddy. It was this whole thing. Anyway, so that was awful So I just had my first call with my like quote-unquote financial advisor. So I'm really excited. I'm doing this thing I'm using the financial gym I'm gonna give you guys as much information on it as possible because I actually think it's so Helpful and really great for young people, especially with money Okay, this is not like sponsored. I just think it would be helpful for you guys, but I think I might have a code I am kind of working with them, but this is not sponsored. So it's good the financial gem It says will help coach you to meet your financial goals. So you get your BFF, which is your best financial friend So this is like your expert guidance. They cheer you on coach help you be accountable They understand they work for you. Where is the thing that I'm looking for so basically it's like your financial trainer Essentially like a financial advisor more fun and less terrifying and it was just yeah, so basically It's like a subscription service. I think it's like $99 a month. All this is on here and subscription service I think it's $99 a month They tell you which plan you need and all plans include a one-hour goal-setting meeting for trainer marketing or meeting your Meetings review your financial plan poorly check-ins ongoing access to your trainer access to our online spending tracking portal And then support from our their full-time CPAs to address any tax or accounting needs So you get a membership and then you essentially having a financial advisor It's really really awesome. Basically you have like your first call with them Which I think you get like a 20-minute call That's like a consulting type call to see if it would be a good fit And those are free obviously and they tell you which one you would be and then they give you a follow-up email So basically they break it down for you You have your discovery like your quote-unquote naked session Which is what I just did and it's a one-hour face-to-face what I had to do over the call He said over the phone right now because you know it's crazy There is one girl who works in Dallas who I'm working with and then they're in LA New York and a few other cities I think but basically this is like the naked session So you tell them like account balances everything your goals all that debt balances account balances expenses everything And then a week from now a week from today I'm gonna have my financial plan meeting so they come back and they share a comprehensive like financial plan with me So it's a document that lays out recommendations for how you can reach your goals So they see the suggestions include savings and spending so the budget weighs the tackle debt increased credit scores Consolidate refinance basically all of it. They give you a plan which is what I need because I'll follow a plan I just can't make one then you have like check-ins and stuff you've quarterly reviews and so on so Yeah, I just wanted to share that because I felt like it would be kind of helpful for you guys and really interesting I'm gonna make a video probably When I go through I don't know if I said my first quarter. Yeah, I think at the end of my first quarter I'm gonna do an entire video on my experience with them my process and just kind of taking you guys through