 Welcome everybody to N5D Radio's cosmic awakening show where we are serving this galaxy and beyond. My name is Michelle Walling and I'll be your host for the next few hours. And in case this is your first time with us, I'd like to introduce myself. I'm a certified holistic life coach, author, guest writer and admin for N5D.com and I'm the webmaster of CosmicStarsies.com and MichelleWalling.com. And joining me today is my Pleiadian Disco co-host and Pleiadian Facebook group wizard, Rockin' Larry Lockin. Hey Larry. Hey Michelle, how's it going tonight? It's going fab, you're so so. Yeah, I agree. I'm excited about tonight's show. I can't wait to get a reading and I can't wait to hear what the callers have to say. I'm just excited to get going, you know. It's going to be awesome. I am. Psychic shows, we've done one before. There's some of my favorite topics because it's truly wonderful when you can meet somebody who has developed their sixth sensibility to help other people. Yeah, there's always that excitement too. You never know quite where it's going to go. And yeah, it's always exciting and yeah, and tonight's no different for sure. I can't wait to see what happens. Well, I would say that you never know where our show is going to go anyway. Yeah, that's for sure. It's always exciting. I'd like to give a very special thanks to our sponsor, Greg Prescott, our radio show host at N5D Radio that makes this show possible. Greg is also the webmaster for N5D.com, the world's hottest esoteric, metaphysical, and spiritual database on the Internet with almost 900,000 visitors each month. N5D.com is ranked in the top 25,000 websites in the world. Greg's other websites are bodymindsoulspirit.com and holisticcancerresearch.com. And I'd like to give... That's incredible. I'd like to get... Have you ever been on bodymindsoulspirit.com? You know, I have... Yeah, I have actually checked it out a few times, yes, but I have not been there a whole lot. No, no, no, it's okay. Obviously. But you can do it now, I will. It's awesome because Greg posts a new article every day on N5D, but he also posts one on bodymindsoulspirit.com. And some of your newly awakened friends who aren't quite into the deep esoteric may be able to like and share the bodymindsoulspirit information a little easier because it's really holistic health, alternative health, and a little bit of woo-woo, but not too in your face. There's some really, really important good information on there. And it's really doing very well as far as readership goes. And I'm very proud of that website because, you know, you need all different levels of information for people today. Yeah, absolutely. And, you know, I can think of some people off the top of my head that would really like, would really enjoy that, and I'm going to turn them on to it. So I'm glad you mentioned it. Well, I would like to give a special shout-out to our Facebook friends, our Facebook groups, and our cosmic family out in the universe listening tonight. I have a Facebook group that is called Sensing Vibes, Spiritual Awakenings Group with over 12,000 members. And this is right up there, Allie. I did post from that wall today about our show. So if anybody's listening for that, from that group, a special shout-out to you. Their description says Spiritual and Psychic Groups where like-minded people can share projects, experiences, and events with people around the world. Sharing is caring and love and light. So I want to say hi to everybody in the chat room. Hey chat room. Hey chat room people. If you have any questions for our guests, Larry or myself, and you're just too shy to call in, type it in the chat room and if you have any questions and we'll try to get an answer for you. As you know, Larry, this week's topic is psychic healing. A little later we'll be bringing on our very special guest, Cindy Staffin. Our call-in number is area code 646-716-8890. And Larry, we did have that wonderful show on that psychic show before, but have you ever had any other psychic readings from a professional? You know what? No, I have not. And it's actually one of the top two or three things that I would like to have done at one point in my life. I mean, other than a past life regression, I can't think of anything else that honestly at this point I would really like to have done. Yeah, well, you'll get to do that today, although we'll probably spend about, you know, 10 minutes on that. And usually, I think when Cindy does readings, that could be like up to an hour or more. But, you know, we've always heard on the spiritual path to go within that all the answers can be found there. So, you know, why would we want to consult a psychic on the spiritual path? And my answer to that is, you know, they can provide like a bridge to kind of get you going in the right direction if they can communicate with your guides or if they can read your Kashuk record, you know, to kind of put you back on if you're having any questions and you're frustrated and you're just wondering what, you know, what am I supposed to be doing here? Sometimes if you, you know, the psychics, depending on what kind of psychic they are, they can help you with that. In this case, psychic healing, Cindy's going to be talking about how she mixes, mixes her psychic abilities with being able to see energies and heal. And she's also going to talk about how she has healed herself. And if you actually consult a psychic medium, someone like John Edward or John Holland, someone of that caliber, you can get healing from the loss of a loved one that way. And that kind of helps you move on because, you know, when we have grief, that energy can be stuck in our emotional field. And as we are trying to move forward with our spiritual journey and raising our vibration in our body, you know, it helps to be able to consult a professional when it comes to things like stuck energy. Let's see, discernment ultimately is the key. How does, in discernment, you know, when you're having a reading with anyone, you want to kind of feel, how does it sound to you? And it's different for everybody how you discern it, to practice that you really have to work with. And for me, I've talked to you about this before, Larry, if something really rings true to me, it's like a gong going off in my body. Exactly, it's a validation. Yeah, it's like that aha moment validation, you know. Right, the energy will flow up and down the left side of my body, my legs down, sometimes from my torso, all the way down to my foot and all the way back up. So I've noticed in my practice that that has really, that something really resonates with my heart when it happens. And the way that that works is our heart, you know, is electromagnetic, electromagnetic energy, it's made of source energy that, you know, it's what makes our heart beat, what makes us take breath, what, you know, makes our lungs move the oxygen through our bodies, through air and so basically the electromagnetic energy sends the signals from, it basically is a conductor from our emotional side to our body and so we can learn to feel the clues in our body based on our heart's response. That's the best way I can put it. And Michelle, doesn't that provide an energy field kind of around you like in maybe a nine-foot radius if I'm not mistaking as well? I mean that covers, that kind of covers your whole aura as well. Yeah, that's what I thought. Yeah, you know the aura is made up of the mental, emotional and spiritual bodies around the physical body but your aura, your energy field can also be much bigger than just that because, you know, if you start bringing more light into your body you can definitely grow your aura. I mean you can even imagine your aura encompassing the Earth because, you know, we're unlimited spiritual beings so you could, you know, go all the way out to the universe and beyond if you want with your aura but most of the time it's practical to keep your aura more if you're not doing healing for the Earth or, you know, trying to send out energy it's more practical to keep it, you know, around closer to your body. So, yeah. To keep in mind, yeah. Yeah, I wrote an article called How to Refine Your Psychic Powers. You can find that on n5d.com and in it I review some of the types of psychic abilities and I'd like to discuss them briefly. First of all there is ESP which is Extrasensory Perception the ability to know information beyond the five senses like just knowing who's going to call on the phone or hearing a song in your head and then turning the radio on, you know, and that very song is playing and we talked about this the last time we had a psychic show, you know, get in the car, turn the car on, there's the song on the radio or you go get out of the car, walk into the grocery store and the same song is playing it's like whoa. Exactly. We had mentioned that's been happening to both of us, you know, more and more so awesome. Yeah, and then we have telepathy which is a form of ESP involving sending conscious communication to another person without speaking and a lot of the extra-dimensional or extraterrestrial beings communicate that way because English language was really created to limit us. Yes, they do, I know my guides, yeah, my guides do that too and it's really because, you know, the English language period out of the mouth really limits us and it's all knowing, you know, all pure consciousness when it comes from that form. Right. Clear audience is the clear hearing where you can hear tones, voices, or music or, yeah, tones, voices or music. Clear sentience is clear sensing or feeling energy and intuition and I think this is the most common form of sensibility is the feeling, you know, just feeling something's right or not right and learning how to follow that feeling is one of the most important parts of, or examples of discernment. We have clairvoyance which is clear seeing including the auras that you were talking about and other spirits or by seeing movies and symbols which could be geometric patterns in the third eye area which is basically like your imagination in a way. Psychometry is the ability to pick up thoughts or events from an object and some psychics use that honing inability to help police, you know, find missing people. Procacy or precognition is the ability to know something is going to happen before it happens including precognition dreams. Telekinesis is using the mind to move objects and channeling is connecting with your higher self or other spirits or consciousness and bringing information through words sentences, automatic writing, pictures and movies, et cetera. And, you know, the biggest field that we need to use discernment in is channeling because, you know, anything that you're channeling other than your higher self you've really got to learn discernment. It's not that you can't pay attention or read those kinds of things or believe those kinds of things. It's just that, you know, if it makes you feel good, great and you want to read it, that's great. And if there's something that's kind of funky about it then you might just want to move on to something else. Yeah, there's never a shortage of controversy is there in the star seed realm as far as channeling goes. Is there in discernment? You know, it seems like we talk about it on other shows too where it's not even really the topic and it comes up and it comes up in the group. So, yeah, I agree. So, everyone has the capability to use their sixth sense and in order to refine your psychic powers our guest Cindy had this to say, you are a multi-dimensional being of light awakens now on the planet. You came into this life with the abilities that you are discovering or remembering and there will be more as you evolve. Take the time to adapt to them and work through any fears that may arise. Claim your divinity and walk with your head high, your heart open and reach out to everyone that needs help along the way. So with that being said, I think now is a good time to bring on our guest, Larry. Would you like to introduce Cindy? I sure would. I'm having a technical difficulty here. It's been one of those days. Okay. I've got her up right here. And I'll sing some elevator music. Yeah. Now my computer is freezing up on me. That's okay, I'll do it. I got it. I got your back, dude. You got my back here? Yeah, I got your back. I read your other part too. Oh, I've got it. Nope. I have got it. Definitely I've got it right here and I would just like to say that Cindy has enhanced her abilities through years by studying with several mentors, attending seminars, workshops, reading her best-selling self-improvement books and from receiving treatments herself. Her passion for helping others has led her to become certified in several modalities. She is a reike master and a teacher, intuitive spiritual counselor, psychic healer, pineal gland activator. Cindy's psychic readings are focused on helping people overcome obstacles and make the choices that benefit them the most. Topics that are addressed are health, family, finances, relationships, careers, and spirituality. Her abilities as a medium are helpful to anyone who is grieving the loss of a loved one, as well as those who are curious about the afterlife. And of course you can reach Cindy on her website at www.essentialawakenings.com and on her Facebook page, Cindy Staffin. That's C-I-N-D-Y-S-T-A-S-F-I-N. Staffin, S-T-A-S-F-I-N. Welcome to the show, Cindy. I'm glad to be here. And Larry, I've been having technical difficulties all day, so don't feel bad. Seriously, everything I've touched today, I'm like, oh well, we'll just move on. So thank you for having me on. This is so much fun. It is, and thank you for being here. I know that you are, that you like to go to bed early. I mean, go to bed early. Yeah, well listen, Thursday is on my long days. That's why any other night, I could party all night with you guys. But Thursday's tough for me. But I'm here and I'm excited. Well, we are too. And I'm going to take you back into the past to describe to our listeners how you operate and how we met. I met you in Oneata, New York last Christmas. I was led there through the shop next door and you and I had never met before. We were looking around and I was like, do you know where I could get a reading? Because I like to get readings in every town that I'm in. It just so happens that you were right next door. And we ended up uncovering during our reading that you lived in my hometown of Fort Worth, Texas from 1976 to 2001 where I grew up. And not only that, but you were in the wholesale florist business and my family owned a flower shop in downtown Fort Worth. And we used that florist, that wholesaler. Yeah, and I had the account. Yes. Now Greens and Things Florist was the name of it and my grandmother owned the shop. My mother worked there, my aunt worked there, my great-grandmother worked there. So every day that I was able to go during the summer and work there, I was calling in, we'd run out of carnations or roses or whatever and we'd just dial up the speed dial and order it and you guys would have had it right out to us. So yeah, there's no coincidences in life. And so I have to say that was not only a pretty good memory for me and confirmation for me that you're the real deal but we're going to talk about my reading because that was amazing. You had no idea of anything about me and during the reading you asked me if I was a writer. I mean, I didn't tell you anything. I didn't give you any clues. I just sat down and you're like, are you a writer? And I said, yeah. Then when you added me what I wrote, I shared my connection with N5D and Greg and you were just laughing because you're like, I've even read your articles. I've been on N5D so that was kind of funny and I know that it kind of was funny for you because here you were, unsuspecting, you know, a couple of days before Christmas and I walked into your door. And you know what's even funnier? I had a 230 appointment and he called and canceled. 10 minutes later you walked in the door and you said, and I get a reading. I said, can you come at 230? And you said, yeah. And I was like, oh boy, here we go. Because Michelle, when you walked in the door, I'm like, who is this beam of light walking in my door? Really? I was just like, who is this woman? Well, we found out, didn't we? I think spirit was synchronizing everything very carefully so we could hook up. And I remember I've been thinking about your reading and I remember bits and pieces and you even got a little emotional at one point just thinking about it. So you're a very special person so I realize that you're here doing this work. So thank you. Well, I've had several readings. Like I said, every chance I get, not only do I like to support people who are helping other people, but there's always one little piece of the clue that my guides and angels seem to want to do to give to me a little at a time. It's like spoon feeding a baby. But what I liked about your reading is that you're able to see timelines and graphs. You do a lot of your readings with your eyes closed. Can you tell us a little bit about what you see when you close your eyes and how you see timelines and graphs? You know, it's interesting. A lot of times I just naturally close my eyes. I don't necessarily do it on purpose, but I can just see more with my eyes closed. I see other than the third dimension with my eyes closed. So I'm able to, sometimes I see a chart, sometimes I will follow a stream of energy and then usually in front of me when the time is right it happens. It's like a yardstick on my desk, but there are years instead of inches. And whatever I'm talking to my client about at the time, a number will light up. And I know that that's where the source of this fear or whatever, if it's a negative emotion, that age is probably when it started. And we just go back there and kind of work through things and I just bring them forward to the present moment. And a lot of them are able to release and even in realizing the source of an emotion is enough to completely heal them. Well, I just find that absolutely fascinating because there are not very many people that I've had readings with that could actually put things into such a number perspective as you have. And of course all timelines are malleable and things can change. Like being able to know that something is coming up that you talk about. In my head I can make the decision, well perhaps I don't want that to happen and I can at least know that I can take the steps to keep something from going a certain way if of course that's on my highest path. But in the reading, you also saw a car accident and oddly enough it was the one where my sister was thrown out of a vehicle almost exactly one year today. It actually happened July 4th of last year. You came up with the K, the car sound for her first name which was extremely close. Her name is Christy. So I knew right off the bat that that was tied to her and so that was just so, it just flowed. You just have the most amazing ability. You describe her injuries to the head and exactly where she hit her head exiting the vehicle. And then my father who has passed came forth at that time and gave me a message that my sister is just fine and that she had no permanent damage. So it was great for me. My father has come forth many times in a lot of different readings. He came forth during a workshop that I had taken to learn how to speak, how to take messages for people like you do. At the time just really wasn't very good at it but my grandmother which is his mother came forth to tell me, oh honey, you didn't come here to learn how to take messages. You came here so your father could talk to you and we could help him out. So that's where you get expectations here. I thought I was going to this week-long conference to learn how to do what you do but that's really not my specialty and I really needed to help my father get to the right place on the other side. That's awesome. So you can also communicate with beings that just pop in to give you messages once you really get in your flow. What kind of protection do you put up before you start a session? Well I always ground myself. Always wash my hands. When you wash your hands it grounds you. Burn a little sage. And I work with Archangel Michael. So he's my protection. I also work with the Ascended Masters and it's usually appropriate to whatever my clients needs are during their session. Michael is almost always with me. And then other beings will come in and a lot of times off-world beings also come in. So you could pretty much open up everything. I'm sorry, I said we had a lot of that going on. Well you also used crystals and switched back and forth to grounding crystals and then you'd put that one down and you'd get another crystal that kind of took you out there. Can you explain how that worked? Yeah, I have a Smokey Quartz which is my favorite. And I have it in my hand right now. So it does drown me. It helps me stay focused. I'm a fly baby. You know, I like to fly. I really have to make sure I stay grounded during readings. Once I establish a connection I call it once we're riding the wave I like to switch to a double terminated quartz. That's actually a Michael crystal. I got this from Ronald Herman and it's infused with Michael's energy. When I pick up that clear quartz that's when we really fly. And I also have a pretty... Since you've been here I've got a really nice rose quartz pillow from Madagascar that's gorgeous. And I end up usually handing that to my client if they're a little emotional or whatever. And I have other crystals that I will hand people to hold or give them during their session too. Well, I love crystals and I think they're great energy amplifiers and receivers. And I think that they're able to... that they all hold records and that they're able to store records or even help tap into someone else's Akashic record as well. But mostly it's probably, I would guess, for amplification or being able to receive almost like a communication device for you. Isn't it? Right, especially in medium ship work. You know, spirits don't necessarily have the energy it takes to communicate with us. So we have to amp up our energy to reach them. And that's usually when I pick up my court where I can just relax and let it go and amp up my own energy. Is that so we can step up to their vibration? Like come up to their vibration Cindy? No, because I know that they're probably in a higher dimension than we are and so does that help ramp it up so we can kind of meet them on their level? I guess that's what I'm asking. In a sense, yes, Larry, but we actually give them the energy to communicate. Oh, okay. I mean, I always describe it as they come down, we go up and we meet in a bandwidth. A bandwidth of energy. So, and maybe it is that we have to ground them a little bit. I'm not really sure on the specifics other than I know that I connect because I give them the energy and often times during a session somebody will just come in and other times I always say well let's give them a call. I have to call them up, they're not showing up here. And when I know their name it's usually pretty easy for me to connect with them. When I do that, I'm calling them by name. I'm literally calling them and it gives them the energy to talk to me. Wow, that's fascinating. I've never heard it put that way before but that certainly makes sense. I'm glad you explained that, thank you. You're welcome. Well, it gets better. Then you did a chakra scan on me which is one of the services that you do and you tuned into each one of my chakras with the base chakra and you pretty much found that they were wide open and spinning the correct direction. Each chakra told a story and as you moved up you just knew that I had a hysterectomy. I just find that fascinating and amazing. You described my heart chakra as a big beautiful space with windows all around and then you said like a round spaceship. Is there any hint to that as to how we'll be moving out of this reality? If your heart is a spaceship or your heart chakra or your heart center the power of your being is being a spark from creator. That's a pretty good hint to me. I really appreciate that information that you sent forth to me because confirmation when you're using your imagination and talking about things it's just really great to have confirmation along your spiritual path. The heart space is basically the portal for each person and it's the one place that we cannot be interfered with period and so that's why going within your heart is so important when you really want to have confirmation. Then you asked me if I hear voices or a tone and I had had a vibrational hum appear in my head since I began my awakening in 2010 and I made a pledge to serve others back then and to change the perceived reality I am in and that's when the tone started in my head. So you said that when I heard that that it was a transmission of information either a download or upload that basically it was a communication and my vibration is raised when that happens and I was wondering if I don't expect you to tune in to me I've already had my reading but if you could use your intuition where do you think that is coming from though where do you think that tone is coming from? Well I believe it's coming from another dimension and it's it's what it makes your ear do you know it's your physical reaction to a higher consciousness. So it could be my higher self sending me or it could be an aspect of myself on a ship or even higher than that in the Christ consciousness level or whatever sending me sound and it's being understood by my ears do you think that's kind of like what it is? Sure it could be like a code you know a frequency of information and if you broke it down it would probably would be different tones and different with different meanings Well I can say that it's very harmonic like when I try to pinpoint it down to hum exactly the tone I mean there's a high medium and low levels of octave and it goes even further than that it's almost like I can't even pinpoint the level that it's at but I do know that over time it started as a Morse code over time it has gotten almost constant with no breaks in between and it has gone from a very low harmonic tone to a I would say a middle octave tone overall but it's now in the back of my mind like it's quiet rather than as loud when it first started and the reason I mention this is because I know people now who are hearing these tones and they're of a very high octave and they're very loud so that yeah sometimes we try to overanalyze these tones or whatever but I was just curious as to you know and I'm not asking you to answer this but I just wanted to put it out to everybody if you're experiencing this I was just curious as to like now why it's soft instead of the loud you know maybe I have adjusted to the tone itself I don't know Michelle years ago Barbara Han-Cloud mentioned that in the Pleiading Agenda that it started like that with her with Morse code and then it got changed and it got clearer and clearer as time went on and you know maybe it's just part of bridging that gap you know building that bridge to understanding it clearer and clearer you know that could be too mm-hmm and as you were talking Michelle I was just getting that these frequency these tones it's like going to the gas station to put fuel in your car you're receiving energy as well it's vibrating it's a vibration entering your body and you know Michelle if I can say you just don't talk to one alien race mm-hmm you're involved with several so maybe that's why the tones change different languages yay thank you so much that makes perfect sense because you know I imparted the Pleiading Groups with Larry and I feel a connection to the Octurians and you know the Lerians and I just feel like I've been all over so that that is the requirement that I needed to be able to speak with anybody you know anybody on the radio or be able to for my voice to have the codes to be able to resonate with just about anybody I needed that experience of either the experience of being everywhere or the the codes that were that are downloading to me from all of those races so I can so that makes perfect sense thank you for that yeah and if all of that wasn't enough to make me just thrilled during our reading then you asked me if I saw ships spaceships and then specifically do they flash colors at me well yeah back in October or November I believe of last year I saw one of my first ships and it was with Greg out here in Sarasota Florida in the western sky and he took video of it they pretty much called him to go out there and start videotaping these ships as evidence and we do have that posted on N5D I believe under the UFO or ET section so I was very impressed with that and I know that Larry has ships outside of his house as well that communicate with him so this was all just like yeah soul family coming together you know right when we got on the subject of Greg I remember you were so surprised at my answer to this question you said so how long have you and Greg been together and it had only been a couple of months and you were like I thought it was years and years and years and then I followed the thread back to many lifetimes that we had together so that's also something in your service to people that you can help them with if they're having if they have questions about a relationship or whatever you know being able for spirits to be able to give you that information it's just great confirmation that you're on the right track you also picked up the number of times that he had been married exactly just twice I don't mind telling everybody out there it's really strange he and I have both been married twice me too I about fell out of my chair yeah you too Larry I know Greg and I have mentioned that before but then I about fell out of my chair when you called my ex-husband's name out who had just died that year and you said his name who is blah blah blah and I was like oh my gosh you know it is there I mean you know I've seen psychic medium Teresa Caputo on television and she does pretty good at names but most of the time names are one of the hardest things for psychics to just call out but you just do it like it's no big deal and he came for to say that he knew Greg like they're buddy buddy on the other side before that was a real trip you said that I was way ahead of my time I was way ahead of my time in a place that time and space does not support me and that was personal information for me to know that I am not like the rest of the people that are around me and I knew that I was on a really strong spiritual path but for you to say that really struck me as the truth and so that really helped me out a whole lot and you just have so much to offer people you said that I would get propelled like I would get propellers and I think that's kind of like how I feel when time comes to where we become light bodies and we're able to fly you know I feel like that you know a message that spirit needed that I needed to hear these are just the fun things that come up in readings and finally you gave me a quote from spirit to close out my session that I absolutely loved we're going to get to some callers here in a minute and you said when things get dense where it since rise up and look down on it and I'm getting chills right now just through my body I have always felt that sometimes in order to deal with as you as you confirmed I have a hard time being here and sometimes the only way I can really get through things is to pull myself back like I'm up on the upper balcony of a theater watching this play unfold in front of me you know I need to sometimes be down in there and be the actor and make things happen and sometimes I just need to pull back out of the denseness and so I thought that was a very profound statement and I have to say it was one of the most accurate, helpful and fun readings that I've ever had and so I thank you for that I just wanted to give our audience a chance to experience my first-hand confirmation because you always want to check out you know get well I can't say always as I say you always got to check out and get some references for psychics and be sure that you go to reputable psychics because there are people out there that are just trying to take advantage of people to get their money but in my case I haven't gone across that very often it always seems like spirit has guided me exactly where I needed to be so I mean you're not calling 900 numbers late at night from the information well I may be calling the 900 numbers since they're not psychics no I knew that was coming so Cindy I was wondering if you could share a little bit about who your features were the modalities that you that you've learned sure well Ronna Herman first of all I'm sure you know Ronna Herman yes I'm very familiar with her she's a messenger for Archangel Michael she's lovely she's in Reno and her monthly messages and I've been to her seminars and I've taken the Michael oath and it's very very powerful and she even called me one time I was shocked and I told her this is like well because I had emailed her and to me that was like a movie star calling me which she thought was hysterical and Steve Rother of lightworker.com are you familiar with the Rother's I am he has some channeled material in the scene doesn't he yeah the group probably yeah the group yeah and I love their teachings and I took spiritual psychology with them inverse wave therapy the pineal gland activation classes but you know when I walk into they're usually I go in Toronto and by myself and you walk into a room of 70 or 80 people and you feel like you know every one of them it's like the ultimate retreat for me it's just like being home and it's awesome and their information is awesome too and Dr. Meg Blackburn do you know her no I've not heard of her oh Dr. Meg Blackburn Lucy now it's her last name too she's very galactic awesome healer she takes people to groups to Machu Picchu and the Pyramids and all over and let me see who else I trained with Eric Pearl and the reconnection I don't know reconnective healing okay I've not heard Eric that healing modality is awesome it's like on steroids and he's right it's really really awesome if you're doing a chakra scan you can either do like a psychic healing where you just basically dissolve the energy or can you also do that do you just actually lay your hands on somebody or I don't anymore I work in the energy field and that's where I'm most comfortable you know when I do Reiki I do everything it's like when somebody comes into my office for healing it's whatever comes through me or whatever's best for them I should say but the psychic healing is something that I just naturally do it just comes through me and for an example a friend of mine had pain in her hip for several years so I can just kind of I just went into her hip and I saw this hairline fracture and with light I just kind of sewed it you know just kind of like sewed it up like you would have wound and to this day as far as I know it hasn't hurt her since Cindy Michelle had mentioned to me that you performed a self healing on yourself just a little bit about that yes it was actually it was 11 years ago this month 4th of July and I synchronicity wow so I had to I was at the fireworks and it was in a rural place so there's no bathrooms and I had to use the bathroom so I had to go in the woods and I fell and I started rolling towards the water it was actually a drop off and I could just hear my knee just it was like just getting shot I thought oh my god I just blew my knee out then all of a sudden I was rolling uphill this was all very subtle and surreal of course and I heard a click click click and I thought oh man I just broke my ankle in three places so as soon as I stopped and I called up the hill to my mother to go get help I immediately put my hands up and just started saying back in time back in time back in time back in time and it was getting dark I had to pull myself up this hill and ambulance came for me and the whole time I just kept at that point silently because there was all these people around me but I just kept saying back in time back in time back in time so then I go to the emergency room and they put a cast on my leg and a few days later I go the orthopedic surgeon and he put the slide in the lights and he looked at me and he looked back at the slide and he looked at me and I thought oh gosh I'm going to say and he said when did you do this and I said three days ago and he said you broke your ankle in three places they're perfectly aligned and have started healing like they've been healing for a while and I said well what about my knee and he said there's nothing wrong with your knee so I know had I had more time I probably would have finished healing my ankle but the doctor was amazed he said it looks like it's already been set yeah wow so I love the back in time thing because as we know cells have memory and they can remember what it was like to be well especially if it was just a few minutes ago so I encourage people to do that like if you get a burn or if you you know break a bone or whatever well I feel like that the that everyone has the ability to heal themselves and apparently you needed to unfortunately have that experience to be able to have to do it yourself and have the story to prove you know somebody's always got to go in front of us you know to show us that these things are possible because it does involve a lot of imagination and it involves really believing in your heart that you have the ability to do that to yourself I just find that absolutely fascinating and I just can't stress to our listeners how important it is that you're sharing this information with everybody because we do have a we do have a pretty broad audience and it's important for everybody to know that this is possible and so what I was wanting to do for the rest of the show Cindy is unless there's something else that you wanted to talk about I wanted to see if you would mind doing a mini reading for my co-host Larry and then we'll take some callers and callers if you get your questions ready the call in number is 6467168890 and I think the way Cindy wants to handle the callers is if you would just think of a question or two that you really feel like you need help with she'll be able to tune in that way but for Larry I'd say go for it we could have like five or ten full minutes of just spouting it out if you'd like okay that sounds good Cindy you truly are a pioneer that's amazing and I really appreciate you having you on the show and I'm kind of excited right now so yeah however you want to do it is fine with me okay so as Michelle was talking Larry are you older than 37 yes so 37 popped right up when she was talking was that a year that something special happened in your life well actually I got my last divorce the year I was 37 okay nothing too special now well that's pretty special because yeah actually it was it's a little rebirth for you yes that's true no that is true yeah now did you feel like the whole thing was your fault or your responsibility yes because that was a huge I'm so glad that you felt that because you resolved that you might have carried that energy throughout your life up into that point and that lesson sealed the deal for you so you don't I hope you don't still have feel responsible for things that are not in your control anymore just finally in the last few months have I gotten there you know and I mean I couldn't control the fact that I had this awakening and that's kind of what set it in motion and I blamed you know I blame myself for having that awakening back then but it's just been sending the last few months where I really kind of began to totally let that go actually yeah but you haven't taken on anymore no good so let me see so I have somebody in spirit coming in but they're coming in kind of sideways and that kind of tells me this seems to be on your mom's side was there a death recently in your mother's family both my grandparents yeah my grandmother actually passed away about three years ago and you know I was really close with her and there was kind of some unresolved issues between my mom and her they never really got along just something I can't quite put my finger on but yeah but it's been a few years yes okay was she a stubborn woman oh man yes yeah bless her heart we're gonna energize her a little bit Michael's gonna help her out you know in the afterlife there's all these levels but she's so stubborn she just wants to hold on I wouldn't doubt if your mother thinks she haunts her yes I wouldn't be surprised either yeah I wouldn't be shocked yeah I get an M name around your grandmother what was her name her middle name was Marie her name was Doris Marie Chase yes okay yeah Marie was actually the name I was picking up on she was named after somebody I think alright so we're gonna help her out let me see moving forward for you you know here in a couple months Larry you're gonna start a new cycle so fasten your seat belt okay you're gonna be left it off here so I'm sorry were you gonna say something I was just gonna say is that a good or a bad thing last year everything's good everything's good people are afraid to get ridding sometimes because they think I'm gonna tell them something bad but I don't think there's bad things because there's a solution to everything there's a way out and that's the gift no I'm just excited to hear this you know yeah of course there's always the nerves but yeah I'm just really excited for the future and yeah anyway yeah so this cycle coming up this last cycle that you had looked like a short one looked like four years so like in 2010 to now was probably that huge roller coaster ride mm-hmm and I don't think it stopped at all for you so it's gonna slow down now but you're gonna take advantage of everything you've learned and you've experienced and you're gonna apply it big time so this isn't this is gonna help you financially too you're just gonna be attracting more what you might consider to be abundance in your life it doesn't have to be money but I think you've got more joy coming are you married? no no I'm not no in three years I see that happening this is okay so it'll be like 2017 you mean as far as another like a serious relationship well one that you enjoy okay let's put it that way serious you know it's a relative term yes yeah yeah no but this will be enjoyable so you have all of these nice things coming in I even see like flowers and I was just telling me it's joyful it's rewarding wow I see a lot of nines in here that's a nice high frequency do you do healing work at all on myself or for other people both you know I meditate fairly often but as far as healing other people I give a lot of people a lot of advice and it just seems like my energy being around them helps them but I don't do anything per say routine I guess it would put it well your words are very healing too it doesn't necessarily have to be defined by a modality but you've got this vibration of 9 coming in around you so I bet you see 3's all over the place do you all the time it was 20 it's weird with me 23 everywhere for some reason 23 well that's a 5 and so there's change you know that's a change number okay let's see 3 months from now let's see what is that going to be like October yeah you might even feel like it flows down almost like mercury retrograde-ish but take advantage of that time it's almost going to be like a little mini-vacation from from chaos do you feel chaos well you know yeah I have but I feel like what you're saying is going to sound a little bit I know the time is speeding up but I feel like I'm more in the now moment than I've ever been you know what I mean even though time is speeding up I feel like I'm more in that now moment in each now moment it's actually like I can almost control the length of it it's kind of hard to explain but time is expanding so to me that's almost like a hammock we actually have more of it because there is no time for one thing and we're realizing that we're kind of in zero time right now exactly okay that really ties it together for me right there thank you for articulating that that wow you're welcome alright so do you do you have a question about what I've said so far no I don't you know everything you said really resonates with me and I'm just going to keep trying to do the best I can now moment and I'm really excited about the future and I can't wait you know I can't wait to see how it goes thank you so much Cindy wow you're welcome Larry some definitely so is that are we done with that or is there something else that you want to move keep going on that Cindy or Larry do you have any questions do you want me to know I really don't unless there's something else that really stands out to you I think that you really helped me a lot right there and answered a lot I mean unless there's something else that really just stands out to you I think yeah Michelle that was great I'm just kind of speechless right now in an hour let me just give you one final message that I'm getting for you Larry okay you know walk a couple steps and stop and enjoy your environment you don't have to be anywhere at any time just be yourself and keep walking forward and just have your arms open ready to receive because it's coming and I'll just keep that with you yeah wow that's beautiful yeah I think I'm ready to continue on Michelle I'm just wow that's great well great thank you for doing that Cindy you're welcome she was pretty spot on huh Larry yeah I exactly spot on in the way she articulated it too it just really resonated with me in a way that I can't even describe it yeah I can't even exaggerate how spot on she was well I have something to share and it just popped into my mind as to what just happened here and as far as you know when sometimes you go to see psychic mediums in big crowds like John Holland or you know the you know any of the big events that you go to a spirit seems to get together on the other side and bring forth messages that happen to help other people heal as well like all of the you know the children who had died and left their parents here on the planet kind of kind of got together behind the scenes and said okay talk about this this and this and that's going to help other people think about their children and heal while they're there and you know the angels always these these events and help people with that healing well the reason I believe that Cindy got your grandmother's middle name is because that's what my grandmother's middle name was to Marie wow more synchronicity it just keeps going yeah so there might be somebody out there in the audience who had a grandmother whose middle name was Marie so that's pretty cool how about we take a caller now are you up for that Cindy sure okay great we have area code 917 what is your name welcome to the cosmic awakening show hi thanks for the welcome my name is Ellen hi Ellen how are you terrific and I'm very impressed by your reading my question has to do with a career change maybe can you give me advice on what would be the next best step for me sure okay so are you in the food industry at all no never was never okay alright so I don't know if this is about nourishment or nurturing even but let me just get a have a look at this career so has it been three years since something changed in your career three years or three months you know a big change two years ago but not three okay so are you interested in promoting or getting another job another job okay because if you stayed where you are things might shift a little bit but I don't know if they would shift enough to keep your interest are you losing interest in this somewhat like you're being pushed out of it in a way well I do feel it's time to move on there is not really room for growth and I don't think I'm compensated enough for what I'm doing and I feel it's time to stretch my talents and move on okay so this is a five year cycle that you're probably a year into this five year cycle so I would say I don't think it's going to happen right away probably six to nine months Ellen things can really start shifting but keep your eyes open now looks like you're going to have two or three different options but really really check them over well two of them probably wouldn't be you probably know right off the bat though you don't want to relocate do you I wouldn't mind I thought about it yes okay this is one I'm looking at looks like it's distant from where you are now so I don't know what that could be what you consider distant like 50 miles or 500 miles but it is distant okay the place I'm thinking of would be pretty far pretty far more like a thousand or fifteen hundred miles okay are you alone would you be going there alone well my cat you're welcome to come with me who? my cat but no humans because I don't see any humans going there with you no that's fine I'm single okay but once you get there you've been doing what you're doing for a long time haven't you what do you do? would you want to say I'm a grant writer development officer okay for a nonprofit and I've only been doing that for a couple of years I had a different career before that okay because it just seems like either you're a natural at it or you get promoted or you get it opens up for you fast so you do have experience I'm sorry go ahead if I make that move it opens up fast for me yes okay it came to my mind a few months ago maybe that is the best next step for me is to really look into this move yeah I think it would be good for you are you moving to where there's more water because I see water around this that wasn't in my mind no it would be actually I was thinking of the Denver area and that's quite dry mountain and dry I don't know do you live near water now? yes and we're right now having a big rainstorm oh okay that explains water I wouldn't I would still check your other options and make sure the Denver move is the one that you really really want like I said you're going to have some choices just weigh them out carefully I don't know if you're prone to making decisions and regretting them later no I don't think so okay good but still I'm being told that you should weigh them out okay and it seems like I've taken a lot of your time thank you I really appreciate it no that's perfectly fine Ellen so we're so glad to serve and I hope that helps you on your journey it does thank you so much thank you Ellen you too so Larry do you remember the last psychic show we had yes the theme was for the night it was water yes it was absolutely yes lots of synchronicities going on that night yes so yeah that's funny well that was really cool I have another caller here if we could just keep going this is welcome to the show Silver Zone Silver Zone it's Rachel hi Rachel hi how are you I'm good how are you I'm good I'm thoroughly enjoying the show tonight it's like I finally found people who are my people um um career that's all I'm focused on at the moment because I need to make some major moves but yeah I'm looking for a little direction did you say career yes okay all right let's see you know I'm kind of getting that are you are you actively working right now no no okay it's like you know it's almost like you're dragging your feet a little bit and you know things are slow coming I think you maybe should set some intentions do you know what you want to do I do know what I want to do and I can encourage towards doing it but there's still a little bit of um maybe serious resistance to moving forward with it now is this um would this be in an office with different people um I have it actually yeah there is a possibility of that okay and I think that might be what's kind of um making you hesitant about it yeah people yeah well let's see I see five people in this place coming up it's in your future there's five people yourself included and I see you as sort of being like the third one which tells me that maybe you're older than two other people or you have more experience okay so that kind of puts you in the middle that's interesting a lot of threes coming up tonight yeah three the three the specific number with me all the time so you're like the middle child if you went to this place in this office but I see you being highly respected there can you see like in what field you know does this have anything to do with medical or medical billing, insurance anything like that um well funny say that something was suggested to me a few days ago but I'm not really a doctor's receptionist you know I'm I'm sort of I do the whole spiritual side of stuff and I don't like sick people I haven't been for doctors in seven years Rachel you know what I see you you have a lot of light you're a good person you have a big heart and you just beam light and maybe that's where you should be I mean you should consider that anyway because you know who likes to go the doctor whatever but people will remember you you will even possibly make them feel better just by being who you are everything on your spiritual path for a long time since I was since I was a kid I've always seen spirit I've been taught by spirit I mean all these things that are coming up the awakening the ascending I'm listening to people's stories I'm going oh my god I've been through that I've seen that I've experienced that and I was thinking I can't tell anyone this because they're going to say I'm crazy well you might consider it I mean I wouldn't advise anybody to do something that they don't like to do but I think you could bring light to this office is it pediatrics by any chance I don't know I think it's I think it's a general surgery okay all right well that sounds great Rachel oh thank you can you hear my voice yeah I hope that helps you on your career path you know the times that we're in there's less and less jobs that seem to be available but I know that spirit always guides us to be in the right place and it's really nice to have somebody like Cindy to help us make that choice with some you know knowing that with some good knowing is the way to put that so yeah thanks a lot for calling thank you very much thank you thank you Rachel so Larry it looks like we have another another three theme tonight you know I see 333 I see threes a lot you know threes make up creation you know the trinity yeah Larry yeah definitely exactly the three it just seems like the synchronicities just keep picking up I mean especially you know we talk about it often and you know every time that we turn around we get more proof of it I mean you know it couldn't be any more clearer if a brick fell on our head and hit us you know it's incredible I know that's why I had to bring it up it doesn't yeah I know when we first met on Facebook there were a lot of synchronicities and three had a lot to do with that speaking of threes have a caller on the line here area code 863 hi what's your name welcome to the Cosmic Awakening so Greg hey Greg hi everyone hi Cindy I'm feeling I'm feeling that oniana energy are you I was putting it out there for you Greg matter of fact I'll be up there in August and probably October so I'll be getting a full reading from you but what I my question is right now and it's not really for me my daughter's up there Brittany and it's kind of for her do you see her working with me on N5D at any time and in the near future what was her name again Brittany Brittany yes is she 22 she turns 21 and she'll die okay so when you were asking that Greg 22 lit up for me so I'm feeling that that's maybe in a year nice that's your number yeah is she in school right now no she went to school and didn't work out well for her and now she's really trying to find her way she's kind of hit the dark night of the soul and she knows that she always has an open door here she can always work for me but I'm not pressuring her into anything just kind of hoping that she does but I'm trying to help her to follow her life path whatever that might be right so I would call that she's in school she's in school or whatever but no the reason I was asking that because she's really learning a lot right now and she's on boy this girl she's got one foot on one side of the fence and one on the other she's like she walks in two dimensions you know she gets it spiritually and metaphysically but yeah I think she's still kind of influenced by her friend a little to step into her spiritual side a little bit more she was down here for the drum circle and she met one of my friends Chelsea who's about her age and Chelsea's friend Julie and they hit it off like they were long friends forever and she knows that she has people her age down here she's the instant friends with so I think that's lurking in the back of her mind but also you know like I said I do want her to follow her own path and I need to respect that I can't force her to do anything but I was curious about what her life's path might be it does have something to do working with me in whatever classes she wants but I'm thinking I know she said that she was interested in doing past life regression and Michelle and I were probably going to be taking that class probably next week on past life regression hoping maybe she would be interested in doing that too but whatever she decides that's up to her but I would love for her to join us Yeah and you know Greg I think she will she just has to get over this you know how sometimes I'll just I'm getting this analogy you know we have a bag of cookies and they all taste good but one taste bad next one taste bad but we keep eating them even though they taste bad we know there's a good one coming she's just eating bad cookies right now I know that sounds crazy but but that's all right she'll have a new preference when she's through with this that's the point she'll have a new preference she'll know how to choose what she wants and what she doesn't want into her life you should have her come see me sometime I would love to chat with her I was just about that when I come up in either August or October I'll be in for a reading and bring her in for one as well yeah that'd be great and even if she wanted to stop and say hi now sometimes you know if I'm not doing anything I'd love to talk okay very good I appreciate that thanks so much and thank you Michelle and Larry for getting my call in and hey Greg how do you pronounce that city again it's called Oniata but the locals it's a silent T so it's more Oniata I knew I butchered it okay we pronounce our A's and O's differently awesome I know I'm starting to talk like you now well you guys had a great evening I know you got a lot of callers ahead of you so thanks once again for getting me on Cindy thanks Greg much love brother take care now bye okay that was that was pretty cool let's move right along before we wear Cindy out too much here to area code 404 welcome to the Cosmic Awakening show what is your name please I'm Jonathan hi Jonathan how are you we're doing great thank you did you have a question that Cindy can help you with tonight this is my first time ever doing this so welcome thank you life I am in a I don't know where I am in life but I am somewhere and I just need some direction I would like some direction and I've never done this because religiously I was told that this is very wrong and very bad but I am crushing my fear in every area of my life so I figured why not okay Jonathan you know you're like in the throes of an awakening you're questioning things and you're not liking the answers that you're receiving is that true you said I'm not what you don't like the answers they're not resonating with you you want more yeah I don't know what the answers that I'm getting are I'm just I feel I guess the word the correct word is lost I have a direction I feel like I have a direction but I just don't know if the direction is accurate or if I need more insight or you're correct about the awakening I am in the throes of a very significant awakening that is different from everything that I've ever been taught in my life okay so you know the messages that I'm getting for you Jonathan are relating to letting your arms down to your side and just relax and allow so always be sure to surround yourself with some sort of protection too even if it's the intention not to let anything come into your energy field that isn't from the light it can just simply it can be that simple but I see that you have opportunities and information new friends coming into your life but you kind of have your arms up to almost block it and that's very typical because you know when we start moving through life you get into the awakening part of it it kind of gets fast and we kind of put our hands up almost like if we're in a wind storm we put our hands up to stop some things but it's okay for you to relax and enjoy it and just allow things to come to you I see a fiver around this did something specific happen five months ago for you Jonathan what month was five months ago that would have been February I don't know I will say this I will tell you this I was raised in a very strict sect of the Pentecostal church I lived very far away from most of my family and I recently transitioned out of a full time job that I was miserable doing into being a full time musician which has nice but it hasn't financially done what I'd like it to do and as I am awakening I am pulling myself out of the financial system because I can sense how evil it is so it's not like I'm trying to get rich I'm just trying to I don't know if the word is assimilate into peaceful culture and not take advantage of people and not be abusive or selfish I'm trying to be a selfless person and so I'm learning about meditating and that kind of thing but I don't know what I'm doing as it relates to that because I've been it's been forced into my mind to kind of like meditate on things like the Bible or meditate on Jesus that's a whole other conversation so I those things I just celebrated my fifth wedding anniversary in October of last year there you go there's your pie okay thank you and you know Jonathan I know the banking system is corrupt in our government and so on there's a gift in everything and abundance and money is not bad we just have to understand the energy of money it comes and it goes it always it's abundance we don't have to go into detail of what we don't want to get into we just go into detail of what we want out of that so I think that's why Spirit showing me like with your arms down at your side just by resisting what the bank system is you're almost like denying yourself that flow of abundance do you know what I mean I you just painted that very clear to me I just saw that now I just saw what you're saying because somebody else said that to me the other day that I've been attempting to pull myself as far away from trying to get rich or trying to be wealthy because I don't want to be greedy or selfish and I want to help people and I want to I want to take care of my family I want to do all the good things that people generally want to do I guess my intention but what I've been saying is that I don't want to get rich and I don't want to really have money in abundance because I guess I feel like it's led people down such bad path but you're absolutely right I do see that answer and I understand that yeah there's nothing wrong with being rich because it doesn't just mean money but we do need money there's no denying that and don't feel guilty about that that guilt is not serving you at all it's a very low vibration great Jonathan I hope that's helped you in your past I appreciate you talking to me thank you you're welcome and congratulations for speaking your voice on the radio for the first time yeah I love Jonathan you did great thank you good night Jonathan well yes you know I just had Jonathan's call really helped me as well because I left the oil field industry last year when I when I got a divorce and it was really hard for me to be associated with the oil field industry anymore knowing that knowing where what they're doing to the planet and how oil and money is controlling everything right now and it took me a while to heal the fact that I had even aligned myself with that before we got married I wasn't really awake and then I just had to realize to myself I needed that experience because I needed to give my light to those people who were working in the oil field industry because bless their hearts they're just being directly controlled right you know so for me to shed my light as much as I could until I just couldn't take it anymore I definitely could understand why I needed to have that experience but yeah that when we do things that we enjoy that seems to bring more abundance and when we just kind of let go and let things happen we seem to be able to bring in just enough money to be able to exist and if you're not bringing enough money into your life right now to be able to exist and be comfortable and you're doing what you enjoy then you really need to take a look at just that you know what is it that's blocking the money what kind of understanding do you have about money because it is an energy exchange as long as you understand that it's being used against us as a form of energy when you get the understanding behind that and you let that flow through you and transmute it then you can learn to accept it in a way that will benefit you more I love that Michelle that you use the word transmute because that is what we have to do it's like Saint Germain and the Violet Flame transmute, transmute, transmute you know these things in life that are negative energy a lower vibration let's say we can transmute it to a positive energy that serves thousands of more people we just have to and flip it that's my phrase I always say just flip it yeah that experience is vital for you Michelle definitely to go through that to listen to the oil yeah it was vital for you and for thousands possibly millions of people out there to help so yeah I'm hoping that you don't feel bad about that anymore because it's really done wonders for you and a lot of people already so I just wanted to add that in their partner yeah I don't feel bad about it I kind of miss that paycheck but oh well you know I'm that happy or now that I have been in my whole life so I know that I'm doing something right so let's take another callers so we don't keep Cindy up too late because we've got a bunch of them too I know she's just providing such a good service and you know we're doing this so we can maybe somebody's going to hear something that's going to help them but as well you know Cindy does take appointments on her website essentialawakenings.com so here we go area code 715 welcome to the cosmic awakening show good evening Michelle hi Larry you guys a great show going again tonight this is Kevin hi Kevin how are you I'm doing good tonight Cindy thank you for the information you've been passing on it's very helpful oh thank you Kevin you're welcome do you have a question Kevin yeah I'm wondering I know I've still got blocks there going I'm trying to get out blown on my path and I'm wondering what blocks I might have that I might be missing you know as you're talking Kevin I see like it's almost like you're trying to walk several paths you know do you resonate with that do you know what I'm saying yes yes I do so you know you have more on your plate than you need so there's a lot of things that you are thinking about dealing with worrying about that that don't belong to you so that in itself is an obstacle do you have children no I don't okay because I see like responsibility but it was kind of leaning towards like a family oh yeah with my family I do my younger brother and I help each other out so he's right now taking care of doing the helping me out in this end so oh that's good you help each other okay so there's a few things in your path one of them seems like it has something to do with education I don't know if this could even be a student loan or classes do you take classes or anything no I don't in fact I haven't even done any college my main pursuit for the last 20 years has been kind of following where spirit led me to use unfoldings to the next level so the classes I mean we can just categorize that as learning whatever you know educational doesn't have to be the education system well as far as life goes yeah I'm going through a lot of different things right now so but I figured soul growth yeah but you had I just see there's some things Kevin that you can put on the back burner so to speak so let's see you know and for some reason I see a chair like are you sitting still do you feel um yeah great moments okay so okay so let me just get a better view of this here's the deal seven months from now what month is that going to be it's going to be like March right big changes happening and I like that oh my gosh so March is the third month hello okay March is a big month of change too so in these next seven months you're going to be taking some things out of your path that really aren't yours they don't belong to you so whether they're somebody else's problems that you feel you have the experience with you're kind of holding on to things that aren't yours does that make sense yeah I think so here's what it is when we do that when we have a friend who's going through something and we've gone through it and we think about it it takes us right back to our stuff that we have moved past but maybe haven't released all of it but what it does Kevin is it takes your power so that's why I see all these branches like in your path you tend to apparently you tend to give away your power so we're just going to ask you to hold on to some of that to empower yourself does that make sense yeah it does it does I do a lot of helping of people talking to them I do a lot of energy work you know whether they're aware of it or not so yeah well they need to be aware of it for one thing otherwise you're really giving your power out to you don't even know where you know what I mean you want them to know it and that you want them to receive it otherwise you're just spinning your energy out there okay and it's great to want to help people don't lose that that's your passion but things are happening quite fast enough for you are you being a little impatient I have been impatient since I woke up to my path I've been wanting to get to these times and get to it yeah and you will but it's really important to ground yourself and set some priorities for yourself boundaries are huge with you Kevin it's like I don't think you have any which is kind of typical we need to realize we have to have boundaries it's like will you do this that's one of the things I don't do and don't be afraid to say that to people okay because you have to you have to reserve your energy and use it in the best that serves you so you can serve others that's your key right there serve yourself first so you can serve others okay well thank you very much that's great yeah Kevin thank you for your question because you've helped a lot of other people because it's very good advice for anybody out there to ground yourself and as you where you put your energy even though we have infinite connection to energy if we're just spinning it out it's like we're just sending sparks out and what we need is to stay grounded and have a balanced flow through our bodies rather than just spitting energy here and there it's kind of like a spark plug on your engine of your car hmm okay thank you thank you Kevin so much good night now you too awesomeness let's keep going I want to help as many people as possible Larry are you can you see the switchboard I can I'm actually on the switchboard right now I want to speak to you somebody yeah why don't we go ahead and go to area code 504 hi thank you hi 504 are you there yes can you hear me yes we can what is your name hello oh okay great sorry my name is Debbie from Louisiana hi Debbie hi Debbie hi you didn't fall into the sinkhole huh oh like I don't know I have a new phone and I'm not working it's so good like sometimes it's on mute and sometimes I don't know how it jumps there itself and I've been going on speaker because I've been listening I was in my car and I got to where I was going to go but I couldn't stop listening because I can't put it back on speaker in a public place I feel like I'm getting a good lesson oh good well did you have a question for Cindy that she could go on hi I was wondering if you could help me with a block I feel like a sadness that keeps flaring up occasionally even though I'm an optimistic person I was wondering if you see anything with that okay let me look around you and see what you know and I do see it like if I see your energy moving in a circle there's a glitch somewhere do you have pain in your shoulders yes like just stiff shoulders all the time okay so it's like something is obviously weighing on you are you are you stressed out yes okay does this have are you stressed out because of a mail yeah okay yes thank you right that was tough yeah um that's funny yeah sorry so this is what I'm feeling Debbie are you connected to this person because you thought they would complete you uh no but I didn't think I would be giving so much with I don't feel like I'm getting much in return okay all right yeah it's kind of like this isn't what you signed up for yeah I don't want to rather receive it would be nice okay I mean I don't expect a person to treat me like you know like you know I'm very dependent but just something would be nice yeah so you know oh my gosh so this message and I don't mean to sound this might be rude but this is the message I got you dialed and got the wrong number yeah okay does that make sense to you sort of it is a relationship right this is a yes um it's almost like it started by force I use the word force loosely this wasn't like love at first sight or anything like that was it it did turn to that okay I'm feeling that more is expected of you than you're willing to do because the expectation was off so here's the thing is this two or three years how long this has been going on your relationship six six years okay yeah it's going to be shifting that's for sure because you're halfway through a cycle with this and you know what Debbie you can really you can make this relationship work if you choose okay I know that too but I feel like I'm failing because I have like the caller before me really bad boundaries right yeah and I'm trying but I don't feel like I'm communicating it right because when I initially got in the relationship he needed a lot of help and I didn't mind because he had a mother that had Alzheimer's dementia and I you know didn't mind offering that lifeline but she's gone now and it's like I'm still offering it and I'm the one that feels like I'm going down and he's not shifting but I feel I am yeah well the relationship was both on you giving right so it is just a matter of you not giving you only have a boundary there like I give this much and that's it okay um Debbie I'd like to interject something yeah a lot of times we have relationships as to serve mirrors for ourselves and so what I'm feeling like is now would be a good time to really start concentrating on loving yourself and when we love ourselves and when we can respect ourselves and you know recognize who we are that usually can correct things in our life and it becomes very clear if this person that we're with is is now watching our increased vibration from loving ourselves or then it becomes very clear as to whether it's time for them to move on so why don't you start with yourself first any time we have a problem with a relationship it's a mirror of something that we need to look at for ourselves okay that's true okay and what what ways can I make my boundary better well by deciding what you want or what you don't want do you mean how to actually do it yeah well you have to decide what it is first and feel safe with it okay before you can share it and say this is something new that I'm doing and and a story sometimes we feel like when we talk to other people that we have to justify it or explain ourselves and we don't we can just say this is the way it is I love you and this is this is something that I want us to do and the story okay yes we need to stand in our power Debbie stand in our okay and not try to please everybody else we've got to take this time now to work on ourselves great hope that helps you out yes thank you so much thank you for calling him Debbie thank you so much thank you okay I'll keep listening okay and Michelle we still got more we've still got a lot of callers on the line should we take another one yeah I'm good yeah let's do it cool go for it Larry okay let's see we've got area code six six one or no I hit the wrong one there go ahead and take that one Larry harmony of being harmony of being okay harmony of being are you there try that harmony of being are you there harmony of being are you there guess what we're going to go to six six one here area code area code six six one are you there area code six six one are you there no okay well I think we're going to have to go to area code 208 area code 208 are you there never yet area code 208 208 area code 208 area code 208 we can hear you you're live on the Cosmic Awakening okay let's go ahead then and we're going to go ahead and go to seven two seven let's go ahead and go to area code 301 area code 301 are you there Larry hold on just a second I think did you um did you mute the last caller yeah yes now yeah now I did we're still hearing that okay I've got them the only one I've got up right now is area code 301 area code 301 no wait a minute hold on sorry Michelle okay let me try wow man this is funny I know yeah okay let me look at the control panel here and I think you're right I think there's no one live right now so let's try and scroll down to area code 661 welcome to the Cosmic Awakening show area code 661 661 you're live on the Cosmic Awakening show we may have a problem with our switch board Larry my eyes are flickering here yeah I'm going to see if we have this very strange it is that is really odd because everybody's on hold there's nobody else it's only myself and Cindy is on what if we tried what if we were to try area code um let's try area code 518 area code 518 are you there yes oh my goodness I have to say apparently with about 10 minutes left in the show for Cindy apparently you really needed to have a reading tonight what is your name? that's so funny I'm Andrea from Sarenac Lake New York that's a welcome Andrea how are you? yay hi everyone why does that have huge details when you told me your name so um go ahead and ask Cindy your question and let's see how we can help you okay thank you so much everyone wonderful hi Cindy hi um I have been wanting to know for a very long time what my planetary origin and species is uh huh it was um I was wondering okay um well the first thing that came up was Arcturian do you know about the Arcturians? I have heard of them yes you know do you live in the country? yes and do you see craft at night? do you see spacecraft? I've only seen one a really big big one that was low right above the tree line that was a few years ago okay because I think um I think you have some you get visited and there's no fear attached to this so I hope you don't feel fear from it I used to yeah yeah don't though because um I'm really picking up strong Arcturian energy for you and it's very sweet and kind very lovable yay yeah I have to agree too this is kind of my thing too I agree I am too I would agree with Cindy on that very much I feel that well I have a very strong affinity for the Arcturians and um some of them um they're you know some of them are like from the seventh a seventh vibrational dimensional frequency and um you know they Arcturians have a lot of knowledge to impart to us but they also do have the love energy like the Pleiadians so it's kind of like the best of both worlds wow that's cool congratulations for knowing your um galactic character yeah yeah that's awesome thank you have a good evening Andrea yes you all do the same thank you much love you Andrea thank you for calling in love you guys good night aww okay um we have time for one more would you be willing to take one more call sure okay um and of course okay there's my switchboard popping up now I'm having trouble with the switchboard okay let's try area code 732 area code 732 are you there yes hi what's your name hi I'm a little uh I didn't think I was going to get picked I'm really excited um my name is Jessica well welcome Jessica and you had a question for Cindy um um I have many questions but um I guess mainly what I would love to help with is um some insight on my main challenge is um health okay can you give me some insight sure okay so um do you have several health concerns yeah I just I mean yeah I just see a few I shouldn't say several that makes it sound big but um um you know I think Jessica a lot of them might be caused by by you not processing life so do you get overwhelmed with life yes um recently I've been told I'm empathic and I'm sensitive to psychics and just so yeah information stimulating everything overwhelms me yes yeah yeah and so your body is reacting to that but you know that'll start smoothing out too here's you're another person that needs to take some things out of their life that don't actually belong to you do you have a younger sister that you care for or something younger no seems like you're taking on taking on energy if somebody who's younger than you it's like a female energy hmm I really don't have many people in my life right now I can't think of who that could be okay well I could be off a little bit maybe it's not female maybe you're not maybe you're doing it not being conscious of it okay yeah you do have a lot of energy swirling around you you know what you ground yourself putting in more effort to do that you know going I take off my shoes a lot I walk on the grass more I go to the park as much as possible but that's good and you can even drink herbal tea you can you know like hands take a nice epsom salt bath that actually would be really good for you do you have muscle aches yes yes it's like I guess you could say something like fibromyalgia I mean I have a lot of health stuff I mean not a lot I mean I have digestive issues so I feel like that kind of creates the rest yeah it's overwhelming can you do you have can you take bath yes I have a bath tub yep so and you know what epsom salt is I do actually I've been doing a flotation tank as of recently awesome you know what that is of course I've been doing that to help me rest because I've been under a lot of stress you know what this happens to so many people when we get overwhelmed everything gets exaggerated and things just seem bigger than they really are and so I'm just I'm being asked to tell you that you are not broken do you feel broken do you feel like there's something wrong with you yeah honey you're not broken so there's nothing to really fix there's things to overcome but there's nothing wrong it's just a period of transition that's not very comfortable but you'll move through it well I just I mean that was kind of one of my other questions is like that's what I wanted to hear it's like I've been going through this for like 10 years and I just I just I want to hear that something's going to finally shift for me I've just been depressed every day and just struggling with money and you know you know what I tell clients it's probably not usually the best thing to say and I do it myself when I get a little overwhelmed too I'll say so what I don't care and it really kind of takes off the hook for a little while but then you realize I really don't care about that why am I even entertaining that why do I even put up with it I don't care it's okay not to care about things that aren't yours that's great advice it's amazing advice and I know I'm taking up a lot of time but I mean my other major thing is just being really unhappy in my work like just miserable things you see not changing at all well you have to make that decision this is almost like I don't usually like to say test but it's almost like well let's just call it a challenge these are about choices Jessica everything you have choices you're just not making them so make up your mind and choose what you want to do choose how you want to feel choose who you want in your life and all these things are going to empower you and that's what's needed you need to be empowered you'll find your passion it's just covered up right now but you find it you're okay you really are okay you just need to keep walking don't stop Jessica we're sending you some healing energies as well and give a little bit of love to yourself and have some faith and confidence in yourself and respond definitely thank you I really appreciate your time and talking with me thank you so much you're welcome much love to you Jessica definitely lots of loving energy coming your way thank you for calling in thank you so much God bless you all bless you alright I think she was caller number nine three three three we're gonna let you go we're gonna let you go for the evening and I just can't express in words my gratitude for you being here tonight and helping so many people and if they want to book a session with you could you let our callers know the method to do that yeah you can email me at Cindy at essentialawakenings.com or you can go to my website and click on contact me the pink button on the left side and send me a little note perfect and my phone number is also on there somewhere too Cindy thank you so much I really can't thank you enough for that for that I'm reading earlier just wonderful and you're welcome and thank you guys so much this was awesome well be prepared to start ringing off the hook I know that you have very reasonable rates and apparently I have you on the show so I can let people know that you're available to serve and thank you so much have a great evening okay y'all too bye bye okay bye bye wow Mary I love this show I love having this show and I love helping people and you know our last caller she had so much pain in her heart and a lot of us are going through some really tough times thank God Mercury's at a retrograde but oh that wasn't yeah that was a monster Mercury Mercury goes into retrograde you know you don't want to make any plans or start any contracts or do anything like that but now it just feels like that things have lifted since the first of July and we're able to move forward and I just want to let everybody know out there just keep putting one foot in front of the other and just as long as you when you go to bed at night you know you think to yourself you know I've just done the best that I could do today and if you do your best and try your hardest then that's just really all you can do at this point and just know and have faith in yourself that everything is going to work out in the end we're on the earth is raising her vibration and we are on, we chose to come here and have this experience whether it be to help other people or whether it be to go to earth school and to you know to have just a different experience and just look at things from a higher perspective and run things through your heart and try not to think about things too much we tend to overthink when we need to actually be in our hearts so and this is something that I talk about in my sessions as a holistic holistic life coach and I'm open to taking sessions I specialize in spirituality relationships health life purpose and I like to help musicians out as well and you can reach me by my website www.michellewalling.com and Larry if you wouldn't mind could you remind our listeners how they can find you on Facebook and chat with you about different things like UFOs or the Pleiadians or you know that's how you're bringing soul family together I'd be glad to but I'd also like to give you a shout out as well I think that with the retrograde passing and everything if somebody needs some advice on some of those issues that Michelle talked about I really think the time is right now and now is the perfect time to contact her and you know it would have really probably be a lot of people to do that and you know I'm not trying to embarrass you or anything but I know that you know you're a great soul and you really you know you help a lot of people and I can only imagine what you would do in a scenario like that but anyway yes they can find me on Facebook at the fringe thinkers not the French thinkers like Greg likes to call it the fringe thinkers they can also find me as one of the admins at Lea Shapiro's Pleiadians group I'm also I oversee about 22 different regional pleiadian groups around the world as well as Pleiadian twin flame souls united with the 18 Rake Masters and Beginners Hillers and that's about it you know they can see my strange bald head with the rainbow glowing off of me all kinds of places on Facebook and Cosmic Awakening page as well for our show Cosmic Awakening so for this show next week's guest I wanted to mention that real quick is philosopher and writer William Mistel Mistel and I hope I'm saying his name right it's M-I-S-T like mist and then E-L-E I was fortunate to get a mini reading from him he's not going to be giving readings we're going to be talking about different things but I got a mini reading from him where he tuned into my elemental makeup meaning like very in the known and he kind of took me into another realm and was able to identify my elements and that's a really important part of our growth is knowing we have to have the support elements balanced and you know like we can come into our lives as a Sagittarian which is a fire sign but we also need to balance ourselves with certain amounts of the other elemental energies so I really like what Bill had to say and I'm excited to announce that my dear friend and Greg's former inside the radio host Kendra Gilbert will also be joining us to speak with Bill because she's a huge fan of his work and I know that she'll have some really good questions for him I'm not that familiar yeah it'll be great having her on and I'm not that familiar with his work but I know that he has an important message for humanity about the elementals and so I really I'm really grateful that she's going to help me out with that next week so we won't even need to be in here ayahuasca either will we well you know I feel like fairies and unicorns and gnomes and elements I feel like all of that it's real it's just in another dimensional vibration and you know they're holding the energy for the planet and they're holding the energy for us to be able to come into physical and to have this experience so elementals are a really important part and we need to give them our gratitude as well so yeah I agree and one last thing on them I think as this veil continues that then I mean those kind of the elementals will become more and more visible as well so I mean this is really the perfect time to have a show like this and I can't wait and have Kendra on there it's I'm really looking forward to it me too and so keep looking up to the sky it's currently raining in our sky but stay centered and focused in your heart and I want to send out my love to all of our listeners out there lot that are listening live and on the recording and so with that I'll bid you good night Larry thank you so much thank you namaste my sister