 The Movie-Goer, by Walker Percy. In Gratitude to W.A.P. The specific character of despair is precisely this. It is unaware of being despair. Soren Kierkegaard, The Sickness Unto Death What follows is a work of the imagination. Every character, except movie stars, and every event, without exception, are fictitious. No resemblance to real persons is intended or should be inferred. When movie stars are mentioned, it is not the person of the actor which is meant, but the character he projects upon the screen. The geography of New Orleans and the bios has been changed slightly. As for Feliciana Parish, there are parishes named East Feliciana and West Feliciana, but I know not a soul in either place. Chapter 1 1. This morning I got a note from my aunt asking me to come for lunch. I know what this means. Since I go there every Sunday for dinner and today is Wednesday, it can mean only one thing. She wants to have one of her serious talks. It will be extremely grave. Either a piece of bad news about her step-daughter Kate, or else a serious talk about me, about the future and what I ought to do. It is enough to scare the wits out of anyone, yet I confess I do not find the prospect altogether unpleasant. I remember when my older brother Scott died of pneumonia. I was eight years old. My aunt had charge of me and she took me for a walk behind the hospital. It was an interesting street. On one side were the power plant and blowers and incinerator of the hospital, all humming and blowing out a hot, meaty smell. On the other side was a row of negro houses. Children and old folks and dogs sat on the porches watching us. I noticed with pleasure that Aunt Emily seemed to have all the time in the world and was willing to talk about anything I wanted to talk about. Something extraordinary had happened, all right. We walked slowly in step. Jack, she said, squeezing me tight and smiling at the negro shacks. You and I have always been good buddies, haven't we? Yes, ma'am. My heart gave a big pump and the back of my neck prickled like a dog's. I've got bad news for you, son. She squeezed me tighter than ever. Scotty is dead. Now it's all up to you. It's going to be difficult for you, but I know you're going to act like a soldier. This was true. I could easily act like a soldier. Was that all I had to do? It reminds me of a movie I saw last month out by Lake Pontchartrain. Lyndon and I went out to a theater in a new suburb. It was epic. Sample complete. Ready to continue?