 Happy Wednesday guys. It's been an uneventful week so far. Monday obviously Super Monday was not a Super Monday because of the Super Bowl loss, but it was it was okay You know I was happy for the Eagles fans and then Tuesday was uneventful, but last night Tuesday night today is Wednesday I went to the mall Jay had to work late. I went to the mall. I went with a mission in mind I wanted to look for an outfit or a top or something to get some sort of an idea of something to wear For a company event that we have on Friday night and the company event is the awards banquet I don't know if this is picking up the colors and eat. I shot this with my Canon as well And I'll see which one picks up the colors the best. I'm using the Sony right now The event on Friday night is the awards banquet and some people dress up super super dressy You know evening gowns and cocktail attire and some people are just more you know Better work tire and I just wanted something in between. I didn't want to go to evening me I wanted something I could wear on another occasion and so this is what I got. I got these beautiful earrings They are a light shade of pink and they match the pink in this top So if I keep this I'm gonna try it on later. I love the sleeves the sleeves I think really made made it for me. I don't you can see them, but they're really cute So I do love oversized tops so this comes down really low below the butt And then I bought a pair of skinny leg pants not tights or leggings, but regular trouser type of skinny legs So that's what I bought and I'm I'm really I'm gonna try it on. I'm really hoping that it looks good I did try it on in the store, but you know when those store mirrors Nothing looks super good at least on me. So it's Wednesday. We're expecting a nasty snowstorm today 8 to 12 inches in our immediate area of heavy wet snow with ice potential So there's always always the concern about losing power. I am so hoping we don't lose power This is what having a snow day has done to me So for those of you that asked you wanted to see what that little spiky thing looked like I Put it in my hair. So I do a slow turn for you so you can have a good chuckle I asked you I said, what do you think of my new look? and I think he probably thinks I went off the deep end and I probably did but It's kind of you know falling out a little bit. I still I mean I have my short end. So I still have to Do something with them Well, can you see it? So I have my little claw clip I just you know twisted my hair up put the claw clip in it then I took the little spiky thing and it comes with a little clip thing and I just No Bobby pins, but of course, you know, I haven't been out at all and then on my eyes. I've Marlene fab and glam you would be proud of me She said, you know when you're not going out when you're not working play around So I took my busy art and this is the oops cashmere I Think I'd like to get minks everyone talks about that But I didn't see that in Sephora when I went to went to Sephora's to get to get my birthday present And how they give you a birthday present. So I went there to get my birthday present. So I've been playing around with this I'm not a big fan of the brown look I do like the amethyst palette better, but I have been playing around with it So I think I think she's absolutely right the more you play around with this Better you get yeah Not that I'm better yet But you know what I mean, right? I hope It's gonna be a nice ride in the morning This is me actually trying to fix my hair. I forgot to put my lipstick on I do have lip liner on yet though, but I just haven't finished the rest of my look I just like crack up when I tease my hair and I walk out in the kitchen or something and Jay goes Are you going out like that? You would think after all these years. He would know we're not going out like this. I absolutely hate Hate I don't know if you can even see this There is a ton of product in there and a ton of product in there When I squeeze this and squeeze it and it won't come out anymore I figure it's pretty well close to empty and do the same thing with my retina I do the same thing with any other stuff in a tube then I slice it open There is a ton of product in there So what I'm gonna do is I put it in a baggie and then tomorrow morning I'll scoop it out of there the baggie helps it from drying out and Makes it so that I can utilize the product it does get a little messy, but it's worth it So I'm I'm letting my car heat up Jay scraped it as you can tell before he left he was out there like a good doobie We had a snow storm yesterday, so it was another day off. I worked from home I was able to get a lot accomplished actually and And it was actually nice But the bad part about a snow day is having to do all the different cancellations than having to make up the schedule and change the dates again, and it's just like I Don't know it's like such a It's such a pain in the butt. So now I'm gonna go out and make my way Across the driveway and then into the office. I have my kaka boots on when I say my kaka boots I'll show you in a minute. I'll insert the picture These are like really secure boots that I wear that are I shovel with they look like crap I usually carry a better pair of shoes when I wear these, but there are no name They're not any kind of a name, but they are very very sturdy, and they're very very warm So my kaka boots and I I taking all my stuff and we're going to the office today, and I have a yoga class tonight I missed last week's yoga class. I can't remember why but there was a reason Oh, yeah, I had the hairdressers, so I knew that I wasn't gonna be able to make that one, but tonight is yoga, so I Hope I like it again. I have all my stuff with me this time all packed So it's Friday guys and my thoughts have been with Sheila like with Lily all morning If you don't know Sheila, I will definitely link her channel below, but she's going through her surgery today, and she has an entire Community on YouTube, and I'm sure an attire her whole entire community where she lives and her friends and family praying for her today So I'm feeling really positive and optimistic and sending Sheila all sorts of love So tonight is our I almost said gold ball because that's the century 21 days when Jane I used to work for century 21 It was actually called the gold ball, but tonight is our wards banquet, and we will it's it's a Dressy event. I did decide to keep that sweater that I showed earlier And I think I'm gonna wear that tonight with a pair of black pants and shoes And it's it'll be dressy, but not dressy dressy, so and I'll probably film a little bit I am going to Win my fair coat it is like very very cold out and I got my fur coat years ago for my mother-in-law when she moved Florida and it is an absolutely gorgeous fur coat I know some of you get a freak when you see it, but you know hey, I love it I figure that animal sacrifice is like a long time before I Go out the coat and I certainly don't want to Have it go to waste So I'm warming the car up, and I'm gonna head out the door Hey, I forgot to show you or mention. I'll show you up close. I Have a little bit of frittiness going on these are my Gootsy fritzy earrings that I got off of Mary glitzy fritzy's Website and these are the diva I love them because they get these little pearl things and they're named after Natalie the beauty diva They're these little pearl things and they get this little crystal-y thing and I Think they're pretty oh in my my necklace This was gifted to me for my mom These are beautiful beautiful beautiful pearls I really wanted to wear these shoes because I just thought it would Make my outfit look a little bit more dressy because Jay kind of looked at me and he says you're wearing that and I went yeah I'm wearing this. I kind of thought it was dressy casual Anyways, so I decided to keep this what I'm gonna back up. I Don't know if you can even see this. I'm maybe out of I Maybe out of the I can't tell I can't tell if I'm out of the swing or not, but So I decided to wear the sweater keep the sweater and you know the sleeves that I love the little pinky earrings my Apple watch band that I had shown in a previous video my Burnt um that had shown in a previous video. So if I could just wear these I Feel a lot more comfortable But now just as a fair warning when I come back. I'm gonna have my fur coat on so you might not want to watch This is my my fur coat oh I'm gonna twirl so you can see what I did to my hair if you care Anyways, I'm wearing my fur coat and I'm wearing boots instead of mine. Where did the lie these at least at 20 years old Look at these heels. These are like a vintage piece. I Wouldn't even have thought to wear them except that They really Again I decided to wear them so it's Monday. I think this is going to be like a crazy Yeah, definitely, I think a crazy vlog because It might be super long. I don't know when it's going to be published The weekend was really kind of low key on Saturday. You didn't do much of anything But on Sunday, I recorded my birthday video. I had really Really been planning to do a birthday video ever since I saw Mary Ellen after 60s do hers but I hadn't really put together what I was gonna do and I I knew that I had a Diary so I searched for it and I put that together. So I'm heading to work Jay just carried all my bags out to the car so that I wouldn't have to carry them out He's such a good do be doing that for me But I'm gonna head to work and he's working to photo bombed photo. It's a video bomb video bombed Video bomb. How do I smell? Are you sure you have to go to work? He still likes that perfume that's a good thing anyways, I lost my whole train of thought men. Oh Yeah, so he's working tonight and so after work. I'm gonna go to the mall I've got a couple of things. I want to return to Macy's so I'm gonna go get that done And who knows what my day is gonna bring but I have a crazy week I'm renewing your presentation at one of our board of realtors on Social media best practices and I haven't even put the presentation together So I don't know when this vlog will be published. It might be Saturday I may add a bits of that day in or I may end it sooner, but that's my Monday later guys So I've been I've been kind of reflecting all week. It is today's Tuesday, by the way, February 13th and Tomorrow is going to be my birthday February 14th, and I the song is just been going through my mind You know when I'm 64 will you still love me or whatever the you know the Beatles song the words and And I remember, you know, I remember hearing listening to that song when I was younger much younger a kid and I just remember thinking oh that is It's so old. Yeah, I certainly never I don't know When I was a kid, I just really couldn't even envision being 64. I really couldn't it's like oh my god So what have I done with my life? I accomplished anything What about regrets do I have any regrets do I You know, what do I still want to do with my life? I mean, it's not like I'm thinking it's all over and it really isn't What do I still want to do with my life? I still have goals. I still have dreams and I really think that my goals and my dreams can be a reality when I'm 64 Oh my gosh, I hate to admit it, but I'm kind of afraid of Of getting beyond this stage and I know I shouldn't be but And I know I look good for my age and I know a lot of people can't even believe how old I am but You know, there are every day I look in the mirror and I see, you know wrinkles and I see signs and I see little little things that say yeah, you know, you're an old lady and Yeah, yeah, the fear of aging does anyone have the fear of aging? I cannot be alone in that fear of aging It's like wow Next year will be 65 10 years from now will be 75 And and I know I mean my mom and dad my mom is gonna be 90 next month My dad's a little younger than her. He'll be 90 in August and Up until the last year or two for my dad. He's been extremely healthy So I know I have at least partially good genes for aging I've been uncle of my dad's side. That's you know, 110 and going strong. He's 110 or 105. I don't know, but anyways, um, I keep saying it's just a number Monica The crap it really is more than just a number It really is it's more than just a number And why am I afraid? Anyone else worrying about that? Anyone else have a fear of aging anyone else? Feel that way or am I just being silly? Reflecting on the day before my birthday and now I had to really go to work because I have a full day And I think at noon time. I'm gonna do a teacher max run And then I'm gonna try to clip my blog together because we went to the Award ceremony and you saw the clips Unless you felt fast forwarded through the fur coat But we just had a great time and at the table that I sat at We there were two other and this goes into play with being you know, aging There were two other girls ladies that we all went to Salem High School We all went to the same high school One was in the same class as me. We've known each other since we were kids so Jane and I graduated in 70 72 and Linda graduated in 1970 and It's like wow and then one of the guys at our table was a graduate of 1980 Salem High School So it was like a Salem High School alumni night in a way because there's so many people I mean that went to Salem High School but I really enjoyed sitting and You know having fun with both of my Salem High School pals This is a fun fun event and I ended up wearing those shoes as I think I mentioned and I hadn't planned on it But I ended up going on stage and having to be the Vanna of the night meaning that I helped give out the awards Which I normally do but this year When I asked about it nobody everyone acted like no, you know, we're gonna do it I guess differently or whatever so I wasn't planning on it So if you get if I wore those sexy shoes I wasn't gonna have to walk around or be on stage and stand for a long time Wrong my feet killed me. I ended up taking the shoes off and dancing in my stockings and And that was that was fun though, you know, and then Jay had to work the next morning So he didn't say stupid super late because he had an early class so It's just a fun night. So I think I'm gonna end it. I kind of felt naked all day. I didn't have earrings on But yeah, I think I'm gonna end the vlog at this point the day before my birthday only Because by the time you see this video by the time I piece it all together It probably will be the Saturday after my birthday. So Yeah You'll have seen my birthday video So no need to drag this out Yeah, I'm gonna be 64. Oh well by the time you see it and now I'm 64 Holy cow