 Hi, it's Bridget. Welcome to Above Life Channel. The purpose here is to inspire your spirit and to fill you with hope. Today we're going to have a conversation with Freddie Mercury in the afterlife. And I have a list of questions because sometimes when I connect with Freddie, I just could just sit here and just feel all warm and fuzzy because he has a very gentle energy, very sweet energy, very calming energy at times. And then other times he has like this really passionate, fun, joyful energy. So right now I feel him very mellow. Okay. I've been connecting with him often on all day today. And so where I'm at right here right now is mellow energy. All right, that may change over the course of our conversation, whatever it is, what it is. But that gives you a sense as a viewer, how you may be interacting with Freddie Mercury or other favorite celebrities of yours in the afterlife because you are chances are you are and usually it comes through feeling emotion, a sensing kind of an experience of connection most often that's how it starts. Okay, so you're not just making that up. It's just the way it is you guys. Okay, so let's bring Freddie closer. So you guys can he's off to my side here kind of he's kind of right here. Can feel his energy. Hey. Yeah, it's nice. Yeah, I know. We've been we've been really you've been at like arms length all day today. We've been really chatting and talking about a lot. We've been like on the roller coaster of emotions today, haven't we? We did a talk for a small group earlier today about self love and self care and so one of the things that I have been maybe contemplating is that the right word maybe, you know, life purpose and a recommitment to life purpose and that's oftentimes related to our skills, right, our gifts. And it makes me think of people who are well known for their gifts and their skills like Freddie Mercury, a mega superstar rock star and in the afterlife rediscovered by whole new generations of people of fans. That's pretty awesome. And so I'm curious about your how you would describe for us what life purposes what purpose is not the meaning of life per se, but the purpose like individual people. Why do we have this need to find a purpose? And does that really exist? Is there really a thing? Like does everybody kind of have a thing kind of leans forward? He's wearing white. I'm just going to share that. He leans forward and he says, I think everyone for the most part, I think I think it can be said that everyone is is sort of searching for something. Everyone is looking for something for some that could be, you know, a love a love of their life, or for others, it could be a career or or maybe others family. It could be a variety of things. I think I think the commonality or the common interest is in the search, the looking for or the the feeling of a quest, this longing or this draw towards something, you know, this like magnetism towards something. And there's this this concept or idea in in in the human mind that it's outside of ourselves, it's outside of you. And for the most part, that's just a sort of a intoxicating thought, a almost like the carrot, you know, the the trying the carrot and the stick kind of to get to get the the person the human mind out of its shell out of the the guys I'm trying to connect with as exact words which is tricky at times to get the human out of their shell to to encourage to get an enticement to to experience life to have some adventure, you know, to to go on this discovery, this this experience of discovery. Unfortunately, over time, I think that that the excitement of that adventure sours, and many people do give up. So how would you explain though this? How is this okay? So let me how do I say this? Is this why some people like make it big, like they hold on to this dream, this beautiful vision they have, because they're not looking for something that's missing. They already feel something special that they're looking for a place to just like plug it in or to amplify it or to make it open up like some kind of alchemy or something like you have this gift and because I'm thinking of people like that are mega rock stars or incredible musicians or incredible performers and or brilliant scientists that kind of thing people are really just amazing, like beyond beyond reproach. Oh, I think that's two very different scenarios that you're you're show you're you're bringing you're bringing forward. He says he says I know you're grouping me into that category. I know and I'm humbled. He says I'm humbled. I thank you for that. But you see, I I didn't know any different. I just did what I loved. I enjoyed music. I wanted to sing. I wanted to perform. I loved it. I it's it's sort of like a drug. It's a something you discover. And it's this incredible like he's showing me this adrenaline rush and this boost of energy that you just can't go without. And he says, I don't know that it's I knew I had a gift. I had a want a want that I just had to experience over and over and over and over again and recreate this this this rush this this incredible synergy. You know, you guys I'm feeling synergy between him and the audience and that just you feed off that energy. And it just that's how it is. That's how it is from my perspective looking over life. For others, it's not the same. You cannot it's it is very difficult to draw parallels between your life and another life. It's very difficult, especially when this is Freddie Mercury's information, not Bridget's information, especially when you compare yourself to someone completely different than you completely different circumstance different part of the world different family life different all sorts of different different time different opportunities different trade skills gifts whatever you call it it you can't it doesn't it doesn't work to do that that only results in disappointment and and giving up on on what you you love I mean what you love to do what you enjoy the most if you if you're lucky and you're good at it then you have a match you've made a match okay guys I gotta blow my nose a little bit it's really cold in here if you can hear in the background I have the the heater going so I apologize if that's annoying to you but so it is so there's not like this mission this grand life purpose for each of us and we're we're to discover it like it's out in the world we have to go find it he says no I I'm not a great he says I'm not a great philosopher Bridget I can't really speak to the search for for a purpose I much rather would focus on doing the things that bring you happiness the things that make you happy being around the people that that puts you in good spirits and and who are encouraging and and and then in turn also encourage yourself to have experiences to try different things to experiment with different things so that you can just you know discover or he says I'm not discover is not very what is the learn more about yourself and find your way that's really that's really what the goal is that's really what this purpose is is to have a happy life what what does that look like for you I can't say I can't say that we are different we're different people and that is by design that is by design so when you compare yourself to someone who is incredibly gifted or talented like you said like a famous scientist or an incredible writer for example like a Nobel Prize winner for example how can you compete with that you can't so you set yourself up for for this this feeling of incredible disappointment and then you feel like a big a big nothing and that's not it's not a competition there's not we weren't set up to create a competitiveness within ourselves to then show others how much we are are important or what we can contribute like those aren't really his words his words not contribute but how how important we are to society he says it's just all it's all it's all this like false sense of value it's really misguided very misguided so what kind of advice would you give us then for the people who are seeking to find their purpose then it already lives within you it already exists life in itself has a purpose it has meaning it is important so so what you do with it that is your choice it's a series of choices life is a series of choices what is your goal that's what you need to ask yourselves what is your goal what is your intention for your life and this is something that you don't just decide once you you come back around to and you ask yourself again and you have reflection and you consider different different choices different options life brings you different things and you you work with them you accept that or you change it or you move on or this is how it is this is how life is intended to be it's it's intended to be experienced there isn't an answer he says there's there's not an answer if you're seeking an answer you will never find one because there isn't one answer there's many answers because there should be many many many questions that you're asking of yourself of others of life this sparks curiosity and curiosity is connected to creativity which is what in your spiritual terms you would say a manifestation or or making your dreams real or or allowing them to become how does it say it's not tangible allowing them to become manifest did you have a happy life would you say was your life happy freddy yes yes i would certainly say it was happy i mean were are there disappointments yes of course of course everyone experiences disappointments i look at those who are still living and doing the best they can i shall say and i wish them absolutely the best in doing that and i i feel fortunate yes to have had many wonderful people in my life and including family and good friends and they know who they are when you say disappointments what type of disappointments i mean it'd be nice to know from a human perspective that you were human and then what kind of disappointments well i think you know every time you guys when i'm talking to him every time he he like leans forward a lot because he's like gesturing for like what a human would do is for smoking and it's a manurism smoking is a habit or habitual motion to lean forward to grab the cigarette is like a a manurism that makes that helps me see with in my mind's eye through the third eye channel that i am speaking to him in the context of he's using the lensing of his human life not just the lensing of a an afterlife wise energy spirit but from a human perspective so he's working through the lens of human his human personal experience that's how i know so every time i move like this i'm he's doing that i feel like i need to say that to you all even though i'm my in my mind i'm aware that people are like well how can spirits smoke i'm like oh people please do not be so literal it's a motion a movement that gives me the clairvoyantly the indication that affirms to me as the channeler as the medium that he is using the lens of his human life context of experience there we go so talk to us about that talk to us about disappointment like being a real person talk to us about that if you're comfortable doing that oh there's and i think it's pretty obvious some of the things that i uh failed to do in my life you know having children having a family although i would say i would argue that i do have children and in a god he looks like a god son it looks like he's referring to two though not just one but he says god son and then he says somebody else there's two children i feel like they're both boys by the way and so i'm feeling that so he says and and i had very many wonderful friends that were like family that treated me like family it's a care of me like family and he is referring to he is mentioning mary again it's weird because when i channel people who everybody knows all about their lives and we've channeled freddie mercury many times before i know very well that many of you have major opinions about his relationships and stuff stuff like that which you can have and i'm sure you love it when other people have opinions about your relationships don't you love it when your mother-in-law has something to say about how you cook or how you parent don't you guys love that okay let's just keep that context freddie just goes ho ho ho brush it he's like oh you're gonna get some hate for that that's the wonderful thing when you run the show when you run the channel when you're the one out here getting getting the work done on the youtube's i'm starting to realize that you know what we're just gonna say it like it is my friend how about that and you and i freddie we're gonna have a good time when we share our conversations with others and encourage them give them the real about life huh disappointment doesn't that sting everybody doesn't disappointment sting for me it does i know i know i mean some of you maybe haven't experienced disappointment but i certainly have and clearly mr mercury has as well so family not having like children of your own i don't think and then he says i don't think i would have been the best father i'm i'm i'm quite selfish i'm sure i i appreciate i appreciated my alone time and yet i never wanted to be alone for too long so i might be considered high maintenance and i'm not sure if that would really be a great formula for fatherhood so so in retrospect i i see things have worked out for the best so next time around when you reincarnate if you choose to do that if you haven't already chosen to do that mr mercury would you say you would like to experience having a family maybe being a father or a mother or in having children of your own yes yes i think that'd be fun yes i i would agree with that i i don't feel um i want to be clear with you bridge it i don't feel any deep heartache for not having children i i don't feel that i i was quite fulfilled with the relationships i've had with my family and my friends and and i'm i'm glad for that i'm glad for that there's not a deep deep intensity about the disappointment there's just a oh yeah i didn't i wasn't able to get to that in this life so okay so let's see i asked you what about life purpose i have a notebook in front of me that i made a list of some questions we could chat about all right oh um here's kind of a different oh oh okay okay let's let's keep this to um stuff specifically since you're in the the lens of um human life and people love that so let's let's stay in here instead of getting too big about me when i talked about life purpose but let's talk about this um so i'm recording this particular video on february 18th that's the date 2021 so in 1991 february 18th you would have had i think your last public appearance on stage for like an award show and i know this because i just we just did a group as i mentioned and there was significance to the date for the group and i didn't know that before i scheduled it but after i scheduled that of course i find out oh that's significant the last date february 18th it was the last date of some kind of public appearance thing for you and so i was thinking about that and i listened to some of your music today to kind of get in the spirit of doing that group session and one video because i watch youtube i access my music on youtube and one video that i will go back to when i really want to feel you really feel you like as if we were real people being friends not just spirit to spirit being friends is these are the days of our lives or these are the days of life or something like that and it was the last video that you recorded and i've watched this video a few times over the last couple of years and it always gets me it always touches me i think it's because of your physical appearance in that video really hits home to me because i remember my dad as he got sicker and sicker he got thinner and thinner and thinner and he just looked so old not that you looked old i'm not saying that at all you looked quite good and considering your health at that time oh my goodness you looked great considering your health at the time but you can see you know you're very thin and i know that was something you're self-conscious about or aware of and didn't want people to worry about you or see that in performance in the video and then knowing watching that video listening to the song the words that were written by somebody else i think roger wrote them and about his family right i think it was it's about a family i think it was rogers i'm pretty sure and but you singing it was like was sort of like a farewell or a goodbye because at the end you say i still love you and you say i still love you and then you walk away from the camera and that just feels really profound and so my question to you freddy is about that song in that video when you were singing it and you were making the video did you have a sense at all that this was your last opportunity just to connect with your fans that this would be the last video the last song oh i think he says um he's very reflective you guys kind of looks down and he says i think that could have been true for any of the songs really we recorded so much the guys were they were great they were they were so great during that time they were such good sports you know and i know they had other things you know they had other things to do to be doing and other other parts of life you know to be living and they were always there for me so that i could so that i could do my work do my it's not work he's saying so that i could fulfill my purpose do you like that you guys you like that nice wrap around fulfill my purpose it worked out quite well didn't it it was a rather good a rather good piece to end end on isn't it to answer your question directly no not exactly but i i knew i wasn't well and it was getting much more difficult to make it through i could record i i did record um my vocals weren't weren't um the best they weren't the greatest but i did record after that i just didn't um wasn't able to quite finish anything else that would be uh worthy of uh viewing or listening to for that matter hmm are you satisfied with that being the last song the last video completed i don't i don't really consider it that way in that way i can see now looking at it in the message of the song yes how it would be very appropriate i don't really consider it that way there's so much music there's so much that we created and that we shared and and queen still goes on they're a band that keeps singing keeps performing they're they go on queen is not dead i am dead i may be dead but they are not dead so the work carries on yeah that makes them happy you guys he's like yeah it carries on yeah like it's not done it's not over i might be over but it's not over that's cool you guys that's cool that he says it ready i can feel that pure joy when you say that from you so um i have asked you about like adam lambert and the direction of the band now and the different singers that have been um the people that have been you know part of it and guest singers and that kind of a thing i've asked you about that before we've talked about that so so you don't feel like you've been replaced or anything like that and do you have a preference oh over he's like over um people or who i would choose i can't be replaced i can't be replaced the the guys would he's like the guys would tell you that too it's not it's not about replacing it's about the next the next um he's like the next evolution of queen that's all it is it's just it's the next evolution that's it you guys so he's not offended he doesn't seem to have a major opinion or a strong feeling either way um in previous videos he has mentioned adam lambert specifically and said he was incredibly talented but right now he's just it's the next evolution it's the next he's like it's not my business it's like they you know queen isn't done it's still going you know they didn't need me it wasn't just me it was called queen not freddy mercury in the band it's it's it's it's it's still going and i and that way it you know it has a life of its own you guys he feels almost nostalgic a little bit a little bit sentimental just a tiny bit but no no sense of ownership like it's mine kind of a thing like give me credit like it's nothing like that he has no no energy like that whatsoever that um video though and seeing your face it really touches me that's it's almost like you've i can feel in that video when i watch it that you've come to terms at that point with with your death that it was you know it was coming and you could probably feel your body letting itself go is that true is that an accurate psychic feel about that particular video well it was clearly unhealthy it was clearly unhealthy it was clearly a struggle for me to be standing upright and at those times and so it it just one could easily believe that that that that be true that i would know that my body was deteriorating of course i knew my body was deteriorating it wasn't quite cooperative with me at times some days were difficult some times of the day were more difficult than others but i really tried not to think about that and i didn't and despite what you might believe i wasn't trying to stay busy so i wouldn't think about death it wasn't it wasn't like something that i was afraid of but i wasn't in a big rush to get to it either i wasn't concerned i wasn't really um i wasn't ever in a state of being engulfed in my own suffering i didn't really feel this weighed down by suffering and oh poor me or how how awful is this and and i just carried on carried on about living carried on about life he says carried on about life and really tried to make the most of the times that i had left those moment to moment without thinking too far in advance because i didn't really have a future to look ahead to and that that is common knowledge that was common knowledge it was not but despite what some may believe or feel i was not in denial about my death i want to speak about this i was not in denial about my death i did not wait to share my health status like he's saying aids the fact that i had aids i did not wait to share that because i was ashamed or because i i wanted to hide anything it was quite obvious that i was ill but i didn't feel that parading around as the poster boy for um this new disease would be something that would benefit myself or anyone else who had it and i didn't want to make it a big circus and it wasn't just about my life i didn't want it wasn't about it wasn't personal as far as i didn't it wasn't about me and my legacy i i thought of the band and i i didn't want them to have to deal with you know aid being haunted by this this every time they did anything there were there would be all these questions about aids and freddy and all this and you can't control that we know we can't control the media in that regard or what people are going to talk people will talk and and they will assume whatever they want to anyway i didn't feel like i owed it to anyone to to tell the world up to date up to the minute information about when i was going to the bathroom and when i wasn't and when i sneezed and when i did not and when there's other things i could use here as you know examples but i didn't really think it was other people's business and and then deciding to share it wasn't because i finally accepted my death that's not why i shared it it was because we had written we had talked about it previous and the release of it was because yes the timing was important i wanted it to go out before my death but not too long before as that would be the only focus i didn't want people to be waiting around for me to die i mean that's quite more but i know to say but it's it's quite true and many of the tabloids in the press at that time remember that was the early 90s and that was this whole beginning of the paparazzi thing and this whole cesspool of reporting and and and and i didn't want to encourage that so but i was not ashamed i want to be very clear straight with you i was not ashamed i have never been ashamed of who i am and nor will i ever sit in judgment in that regard and i'm kind of feeling this and neither should you but you're stopped there you don't say that because i wouldn't have said that he says bridge it i wouldn't have told people that in my lifetime i wouldn't have you know in a joking way funny i may have said what how i feel but i would never want to intentionally hurt somebody else's feelings if i did that i can kind of assure you that i would apologize and i would feel quite badly about it and perhaps not even realize that i was hurtful in the first place and my friends can attest to that i'm looking to see i don't think i have anything else yeah that was it that was it for this video thank you fred appreciate your time today thanks for being here thank you above life channel viewers for watching this interesting and um very candid interview from my perspective as bridge it the psychic medium that hosts above life channel here on youtube and with our guest freddie mercury in the afterlife as we're recording this on february 18th 2021 when you watch this video it'll probably be at a different time um as i record ahead a week or two but uh you can go ahead and look up the significance of that date and kind of research that if you choose to and since we were talking about i mentioned um songs and videos and things like that if you have a favorite queen song go ahead and put it just type the title in the comments below type the title of your favorite queen song in the comments below if you put any links by the way it'll just be caught as spam by youtube so links don't show up they just go into a trash folder just so you know so it doesn't work to put links but just just type the title of it especially other freddie mercury fans and queen fans will know exactly what music you're talking about so go ahead and do that i'm curious about it about what you uh songs that you love by freddie mercury and the band queen that'd be great all right thank you freddie and thanks for being here thank you for being here as always the purpose of our channeling videos here on above life channel is to inspire your spirit to fill you with hope to encourage you to live your life regardless of other people's opinions their judgments what they say how they comment whatever regardless of that okay it's your life right and didn't you hear what freddie said about the purpose of our lives right it is for our happiness like that's the reason why we're we're here and that's what we're trying to accomplish or discover or find and that happens through our experiences which means it's your life it's yours so live it just live it thanks for being here