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Published on Apr 1, 2012
Lyrics and vocals by Lady Marquis Music arranged and produced by Mwah * Poem: A Vacant Conversation Video: Lady Marquis
* A beautiful musical gift from my dear friend Michael (Mwah) sent with three kind words: Thanks for calling :) x
A Vacant Conversation
Your dark delusional mind Driven by years of despair I try to help you But you're not really there You're never really listening You never stop to reflect or pause You just drain anyone near you And continue with your futile cause You know I always answer your call But sometimes I don't really care Because when you're done draining me I'm also no longer there Can't show you that I'm happy You'll try to take it away Don't show you that I'm hurting You might get excited by the prospects of pulling me deeper into your never ending misery Doesn't matter how hard I try, you still manage to sink a bit lower Doesn't matter what I do, you'll take it and forget about it by the next day I don't know what to do about you anymore My guilt and your disappointment have become a prison where I visit you Your situation, my obligation, your hallucinations and incantations I can't save you because you love your suffering more Your beautiful mind has robbed you blind of compassion You never stop to see what you're doing to me (anymore) I love you, but I can't keep going inside your dark dangerous mind The conversations have become too unkind Your desires demand more than I can ever provide It doesn't even matter darling cause you always need more It feeds your suffering, it furthers your cause I look into your eyes, sometimes I don't see you anymore You're gone and left behind is a sad vacuous mind I need to let go but you drag me back every time You know my loyalty runs deep even if in the end You'll try to destroy me to feed your appetite again You can't change.. it's in your nature, I know Your sweet voice calling me Reminds me of better times But that was then and this is now I can't always pretend you're not hurting me Ten seconds in and here it comes again Your waves of darkness wash over me like ghosts in the night Forgive me for wanting to live and to fight To step out of the shadows and into the light If I could, I would save you but you would only bring me further inside Into the darkness and despair of your once beautiful mind