Lady Marquis ~ A Vacant Conversation (Mwah TFC).wmv





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Published on Apr 1, 2012

Lyrics and vocals by Lady Marquis
Music arranged and produced by Mwah *
Poem: A Vacant Conversation
Video: Lady Marquis

* A beautiful musical gift from my dear friend Michael (Mwah) sent with three kind words:
Thanks for calling :) x

A Vacant Conversation

Your dark delusional mind
Driven by years of despair
I try to help you
But you're not really there
You're never really listening
You never stop to reflect or pause
You just drain anyone near you
And continue with your futile cause
You know I always answer your call
But sometimes I don't really care
Because when you're done draining me
I'm also no longer there
Can't show you that I'm happy
You'll try to take it away
Don't show you that I'm hurting
You might get excited by the prospects of pulling me deeper into your never ending misery
Doesn't matter how hard I try, you still manage to sink a bit lower
Doesn't matter what I do, you'll take it and forget about it by the next day
I don't know what to do about you anymore
My guilt and your disappointment have become a prison where I visit you
Your situation, my obligation, your hallucinations and incantations
I can't save you because you love your suffering more
Your beautiful mind has robbed you blind of compassion
You never stop to see what you're doing to me (anymore)
I love you, but I can't keep going inside your dark dangerous mind
The conversations have become too unkind
Your desires demand more than I can ever provide
It doesn't even matter darling cause you always need more
It feeds your suffering, it furthers your cause
I look into your eyes, sometimes I don't see you anymore
You're gone and left behind is a sad vacuous mind
I need to let go but you drag me back every time
You know my loyalty runs deep even if in the end
You'll try to destroy me to feed your appetite again
You can't change.. it's in your nature, I know
Your sweet voice calling me
Reminds me of better times
But that was then and this is now
I can't always pretend you're not hurting me
Ten seconds in and here it comes again
Your waves of darkness wash over me like ghosts in the night
Forgive me for wanting to live and to fight
To step out of the shadows and into the light
If I could, I would save you but you would only bring me further inside
Into the darkness and despair of your once beautiful mind

-- Lady Marquis


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