 Hey what's up you guys, welcome to my channel, it's Henry here, hi, hello, I'm Lydia and if you're only here, make sure you hit the subscribe button, josebro, family to notifications on the way down here, give me a thumbs up because it really does help me out. Today I'm doing an update video, I've been gone for about two weeks now and to put it simply, I've been going through a depressive episode which means my mood has just been really low, my motivation level's been really low and on the side I didn't know what to go on here and talk about, see I was put out so many videos that I've kind of eaten up all my ideas for videos which I am making a new list of ideas I can make but it's just in taking some time so please bear with me. I've been playing on my Switch over a lot, I've got some new games, I've got a lot of games but all in all I've been doing okay, I haven't reacted to self harm, I'm not suicidal, I'm not going into me eating disorder behaviours, I've just been doing little things here and there, I haven't done anything big, I had a diabetic appointment or a diabetic male which went well, I'm just trying to cope. Last weekend I saw my mum and my two sisters, I just haven't known what to film so I haven't been uploading them. I want to do some videos based on autism because I've noticed that how it's something that impacts my daily life but I don't know what to film so if you have any ideas let me know in the comments down below and just thank you for bearing with me while I've been gone. We did hit 6.2k which is amazing, thank you, on to 6.3k, yeah that's all I've got for this video. Any video requests or ideas let me know in the comments down below because like I said I have kind of run out of ideas, I'm currently in the process of generating more ideas. My upload days aren't the same stone, I'm uploading on specific days, I'm just going to upload when I have a video I forgot so I hope that's okay with you. Thank you for watching, I'll see you guys in my next video, peace.