 Okay, hi everybody. Welcome, welcome to our all day movie workshop. I'm Peter. I'm going to be the host today. And we have a beautiful movie for today. I'm really looking forward to and for those who are new, I'll just let you know how the day will flow. So we'll start with a movie with David. And afterwards we'll have a 10 minute break and some breakout rooms where you can share any experiences you have with the movie and any emotions you have. And then we'll have a 45 minute break. And then we'll have a closing Q&A session with me. So I'll pass it over to you now, David. Thank you, Peter. And welcome to everyone. So happy to see you. Yeah, I'm very excited about our time together today because we're going to be touching on the depths of going into spiritual awakening. And a lot of times, yes, I receive a lot of questions, comments about what is the course teach about relationships? How do I heal my relationships? Why are my my interpersonal relationships or why is my relationship with my partner such a such a mixed bag? You know, sometimes I feel happy and fulfilled. And other times I feel like there's has to be more something more than this. And I don't know what that is. You know, people will say it's mysterious. Well, that's the beautiful thing of a course and miracles and the teachings of Jesus is Jesus just demystifies everything. He demystifies science. And he gives us quantum physics teachings. You know, he did he demystifies history. And he teaches us to live in the present moment and and realize that the past is over and gone and and we were never at the mercy of the past or linear time. He teaches us we're free. He teaches us we're innocent. And we have every reason to feel joyful, every reason to feel happy every day like the birds just chirping and singing all day long. We don't even have to have a reason to sing. We because we were created in love, we can sing, sing, sing all day long. And then we have a little rest at night and we sing tomorrow morning like the birds, you know, they wake up with the sun and they're singing. So as usual, you submitted your themes for the week and I had different people writing to me and Valentina wrote to me saying, you know, I'm working on I need to demystify my relationship. Please help me. And and so this is the the movie and the themes that we're dealing with today, and this is for the whole universe. So I'll start off by just giving you the themes that you voted on. The first theme was accepting my part in God's plan for salvation. It sounds so beautiful. And it sounds like it must be kind of profound and somehow real obvious, accepting my part in God's plan for salvation. And really, in the simple terms, it's learning to come to live in the present moment. If you're living a guided life, you're accepting your part in God's plan. If you're living a spontaneous life, where you're just spontaneously inspired, you just have a wellspring of inspiration rolling through you every day. You're accepting your part in God's self plan of salvation. You know, Jesus says we each have a special part in the plan. We each have to fulfill our part. But really, what he's saying is, let go of trying to control the world. Let go of trying to control the script. Let go of trying to control people. Don't plan your life out. If you plan your whole life out, that's how you make God laugh. Because God, God didn't create linear time. So when you plan your whole future out, the angels are all laughing like, Oh my God, what are they up to now? Planning their future goodness and God didn't even create linear time. God doesn't know about past, present and future. So all the great mystics and saints, all the avatars have always said live in the present moment. And so we're learning how to do that together. It's like we're all joined together with one purpose. It gets a little tricky when you start to realize that the ego has a purpose as well. And this purpose is death. It's not a happy purpose at all. The ego is a death wish. And so it made up linear time. It made up bodies. And it even made up its own form of relationship, which was purely of bodies. And we call these interpersonal relationships. And we like to put them into categories. The ego likes categories. You know, these are my employers. And these are my family over here. Oh, here's my my partner for my romantic relationship. Oh, here's the guy that helps change my the oil in my car over here. Here's my postman. And here's my doctor. You see, the ego makes many different categories of relationships. And yet when you get into his workbook, Jesus is saying there aren't different kinds of love. Love is one. If you think you can divide love into different like puppy love, I love for my pet and I love for my partner romantic love and a love for my parents and a love for my children. He said, no, no, no, that's that's trying to stratify something that is pure oneness and pure love. So I think our first theme received 70 votes, but by far the most accepting my part in God's plan for salvation. And when I prayed on a movie for today, there was a lot of beautiful movies that came to mind. But Jesus said, you know, you let's not let's cut the chase here, you got to play a classic movie and you go for the theme of destiny, you go for the deepest theme today, you go of course, you unravel guilt and you unravel your struggles and challenges and all your problems go for destiny. There is no deeper theme ever, ever, ever in any teaching of any teaching on the planet than destiny. You know, I remember I told you one time there before I knew anything about a course of miracles before I knew anything about spirituality. I saw a quote one time many, many, many years ago, probably, maybe it was about 40 years ago or so. I was 40 years ago. And I saw it was a quote by Edward Markham and it said, there is a destiny that makes us brothers. None goes his way alone. All that we send into the lives of others comes back into our own. And I didn't I wasn't even into spirituality, but I was like, wow, that touches me. Because it was like the divine law all that we send into the lives of others comes back into our own. It was the beginning to get me into non duality to realize that love is all there is to realize that reality is oneness and love and everything else is just an illusion. It's Maya. So I'm excited because that's what Jesus is giving us for accepting my part in God's plan for salvation. He just wants to us to understand that there's a greater destiny that the Greeks talked about called know thyself. It's the greater destiny that Jesus talked about when he said I and the father are one before Abraham was I am. It's a greater destiny of Gilgenanda called itself realization. And many great teachers have called itself realization or self actualization. That's basically the goal of the course is regardless of the teacher you choose know thyself is is what the the curriculum is all about. So this movie is going to help us today to go right into the core of everything beyond all of the seeming different topics that are part of spirituality. Jesus is saying come on a trip today and let's go down to the core. Let's go way down to the core. And that's where you'll find your destiny. Also, I'd like to say to that people sometimes get destiny a little bit mixed up with time with linear time. There's a line in the workbook of the course that says the script is written. And people think, Well, maybe, maybe that's what I think destiny is. It's it's there's something. It's like fate, or there's something destined to happen to me in form. I'm destined to meet my soulmate. I'm destined to levitate or something. I don't know fill in the blank. I'm destined to have a revelatory experience or whatever. But basically, I would say that our true destiny is our Christ identity. And that is pure spirit. So that's the ultimate destiny with a capital D. That's not for David. That's for destiny as the living Christ. That's a perfect creation of God. And then there's a destiny to to reach the point of of leaping off toward that. And that's what we call the happy dream. That's what we call the forgiven world. That's what we call in science, we call this the quantum field. That's what the quantum field is where everything is unified. It's all pure energy because it's unified. It's also simultaneous. So it doesn't really involve time, but it's a leaping off point to eternity. And the goal of all the mind draining is to come back to the forgiven world for the happy dream is what Jesus calls it. That's really the goal of the course. And then Jesus says, God will take the final step. Listen, once you get to the happy dream, hold on, you're not going to be able to hold on very long, because God is not going to wait to whisk you back into heaven. God's will is for perfect happiness, and that is heaven. So if you can, if you train your mind to the happy dream, which is just a dream of non judgment, judge not, then that's what the final it's not really a step. It's just remembering eternity or remembering divine creation. Okay, second, second theme that you voted on was simply following prompts versus getting stuck in a role. Oh, that's a good one. You voted for the 60 votes. That's juicy. Simply following prompts versus getting stuck in a role. This is this is the big difficulty that people face in their interpersonal relationships, because the ego is always trying to lure you into a role. Even if you have a what the world calls a partner, a significant other, a marital partner, whatever, the ego is always going to try to use that concept and say, Oh, you made it, you're married now. End of the game. No, listen, interpersonal marriage is not the end of the game. Ramana Maharshi would laugh. Jesus would laugh. Farmer Hansa Yoganana would laugh if if you thought getting married was end game. But the ego says it's end game. Just get your little cottage and have a nice little life with your soul mate and live out your years and grow old and do the on golden palm thing, get gray together, get white together. And then maybe you can do like the notebook movie that's in our collection where they actually die, the man and the woman die in the same bed at the same time, or nearly the same time. Listen, this is not what we're talking about. This is not eternity. This is the ego trying to take romantic love and put it as if you can reach heaven through some interpersonal concept. And believe me, the kingdom of heaven is way, way beyond interpersonal conflict, come conflicts and concepts. And it is truly transcendent. And even the quantum field or the happy dream is not personal at all. It's just a way of looking at the world, where you don't judge it, you just see the same world that the ego presented you with with no judgment whatsoever. That's, that's what the happy dream is. Okay, and versus getting stuck in a role simply following prompts is you have to trust your intuition, you have to trust your guidance, you have to trust these little inner nudges and prompts that you get every day. And I think all of us do get these inner prompts. I don't think there's anyone here who doesn't get inner prompts, everyone, we wouldn't be together in the Zoom room, if we weren't getting inner prompts. The thing is, is the ego doesn't like these inner prompts, because the ego is going to be out of business, if you follow them, because then you will realize your destiny and then the ego is no more. But the ego says, get stuck in a role. You're a daughter, you're a son, you're a husband, you're a wife, you're a partner. And you're you do this for a living or that for a living. That's all part of the self concept. That's a role. And you will find that you will never actually ever be completely satisfied in any of those roles. Because why? Because the ego invented them. And, and the ego, you don't find fulfillment in anything of the ego. But you do find fulfillment and forgiveness in releasing the past. And you do find fulfillment in waking up to who you really are. In fact, that's, that's the ultimate and the only fulfillment is really to know thyself. So that's why we're on the spiritual journey together, because the ego will tempt you to get stuck and freeze your identity in in a role. And all of us know there's much more than than these roles. I will say though that the Holy Spirit, if you pray, the Holy Spirit will use the roles to help you release the roles. So, you know, if you just want to do a mantra, I am as God created me, you know, or you could use like, like Romana Maharshi mantra, you know, which is who is the eye? If you if you just try to use a mantra and go right directly into direct experience of spirit, the ego will probably make that practice very difficult. It will, it will say, it's boring. It's repetitive. You can't just say, who am I every day? For 1000s of time, you can't just affirm that your spirit, because you believe the opposite. You believe you're a human being. And just to affirm that your spirit is not going to do it, you have to undo your beliefs in time and space, you have to undo your beliefs in the body, you can't just affirm I am spirit, unless you're willing to question and undo the beliefs that block the recognition that I am spirit. So that's why the course says you go through the darkness to the light. He's not telling you to try to bring the light into the darkness. He's saying, let's work together to undo the beliefs in time and space and all these roles and concepts. Okay, the next one was giving up seeking for safety and form. Oh, this is sneaky, you know, just when you have some spiritual insights, you have some vast experiences. The ego will say to you, all right, let's get real now. Good, good for you. You had a spiritual experience. Well, goodie for you. Now who's going to pay the light bill? Goodie for you. Oh, good for you. Who's going to pay the rent? Who's going to who's going to pay, you know, the taxes and everything you see how the ego will zoom in with that. But actually, if you really give everything over to the Holy Spirit, it will all be done through you, it will be shown to you, and you will be on a great adventure, seemingly using time and space where the Holy Spirit is giving you guidance and prompts all the time. You don't have to worry about the future. How you're going to solve the future, you're you're happy to to be with God right now and have God show you the way every day. Show the way, God. Here I am. Lord, show the way. Just give it to me. Give me the guidance. I'm ready. I will follow the guidance. So you're not so interested in safety and form because you know that your inner safety, your peace of mind is what it's all about. You know your your health is inner peace. You know, fulfillment is following God. You're not interested in resumes. You're not interested in in impressing people. You're not interested in trying to build up some pride and build up some kind of image or identity to show your worth to the world. You're more interested in going into prayer and meditation and feeling that interconnection. And then that interconnection will just radiate out through you to the whole world. In that sense, that's how you save the world, not in a personal way, but by connecting with spirit and letting the love radiate through you. And then everyone feels it. Everyone feels it. Because we're all connected. We're all one mind. So if you're radiating love, you can be sure everyone deep down feels it. The next one was being truly humble. That is the most humble thing you can do is accept yourself as God created you. And seeing no barriers in or for communication. And ultimately, that's that's opening to the holy instant where you have no secrets, no private thoughts you would keep. And you just are willing to let everything be used by the spirit. If you have a private thought, you just don't hide it. You just you don't hide it anymore. Why would you hide a private thought? Why would you hide a secret? God has no secrets. So why do we need to have secrets? We're all the same one. Why would we need to keep secrets from each other? So the movie for today is is titled Only You. And it stars Marissa Tomay and Robert Downey Jr. and Bonnie Hunt. And those are I think our main three characters where Marissa Tomay plays a school teacher named Faith. So this you know, if the movie's about destiny, and the main character's name is Faith, and the main theme song of the movie is Only You. And when the movie opens, they have one of the greatest singers of all time, Sechmo, singing Only You. You know that Jesus is prepping you for something big. So this is drawing us in to an experience of vastness. He's taking us on a joy ride toward love. And I looked, I was aware of a lot of movies for the themes today. But again, if the movie is about destiny, it's a it's a joy ride. And the ultimate destination is love. And it's a comedy. Ding, ding, ding, ding. We've hit them all. This is our most enjoyable way to wake up. If we can have all that and a love story and a comedy all together, then that's spectacular. So basically, in this movie, Marissa Tomay plays Faith, and she is a teacher. And the movie will open with her teaching her class. But it's interesting, the topic that she's teaching is she's teaching about soulmates. She's teaching about reaching divine love. She's teaching about destiny in her her class. Wow, I wish I had a teacher like this and a class like this, I can't really remember. Any of my teachers teaching about soulmates, love, destiny. And I did take a I remember I took a philosophy class, but I would have loved to have Socrates as my teacher. And some of you know that everybody remembers Socrates, but one of the most famous philosophers, in fact, he's called the father of Western philosophy is Plato. Plato was a student of Socrates. And Plato was interested in mathematics, he was interested in politics, he was interested in all kinds of things, he was interested in wrestling. That's right, some of you don't know. But there was a time in his life where Plato was interested in wrestling until he met Socrates. And then when Plato met Socrates, all of his other interests fell away. And he became a philosopher. He wanted to know what is real. He wanted to know everything. And he realized that he had to let go of his other pursuits in the pursuit of truth. And what a beautiful example Plato was, to give his whole life over to the pursuit of truth. So I happened to know I was watching the this movie and I remember I saw Marissa Thame, her faith teaching, and she has the writings of Plato on her blackboard. And one of the what the writings is, is love is simply the name for the desire and pursuit of the whole. So that's what Plato wrote. That's what's basically love is the desire and the pursuit of the whole. That's what she has on her blackboard while she's teaching. I think Jesus would tweak it a little bit. His love is our reality and love is, is you don't really pursue love, because it's what is, you know, but you do pursue forgiveness. We are all we can honestly say we're all in the pursuit of the Atonement. We're all in the pursuit of complete forgiveness. Jesus was in the pursuit of complete forgiveness, too. So we're in good company. He was just, he's the first one that realized that the pursuit ended in perfect love. But we're we're working towards that, that thing. So I would say forgiveness is really the, the, the name for the desire and the pursuit of the whole. We want to know the whole because the whole is the Christ. We want to know the whole because the whole is the light. The whole is love. We want to think with the whole. We want to think with God. We want to think with the mind of Christ. We want to merge with the light. That's that's our pursuit. And Jesus knows that when we believe in bodies that that the Holy Spirit is going to have to use that belief in bodies and linear time to take us to a leaping off point where we we forget time. We absolutely forget time completely. We become timeless in our true nature of spirit and light, but we have to learn how to forget time. And I think the best way to do that is you I think you have to have a passion for transcending time. Does anybody want to join me in a passion for for transcending time? I feel a passion with it. When when my eyes open in the morning, it's like, yeah. Another day to give all my passion to transcending time in space. That's a that's a pretty high calling. But why not? You know, why not go for the highest highest calling? So in in just getting ready for the movie, Jesus had me go to to the search engine of A Course in Miracles. And I just thought, well, I'm going to type in one word into the search engine for Jesus and see what he's got. I just typed in the word destiny into A Course in Miracle Search and 11 different places. Jesus talks about destiny. Oh, that's fun to watch a comedy movie about opening your heart to love and Jesus has 11 different references to destiny. That is fascinating. I mean, we're all familiar with it. We do like our destiny movies. You know, if you watch our movie Watchers Guide to Enlightenment, you'll find serendipity. There's there's a lot of good destiny movies. Some of them are soulmate movies. This is kind of a this is kind of a funny convoluted soulmate movie is what this is. Now, but we have to remember that even soulmates, those are just symbols that Jesus will use and the Holy Spirit will use to take us all the way to the light. You might say soulmates are like there's some kind of a deep vibrational connection. I think in A Course in Miracles, Jesus doesn't ever use the word soulmates, but back in the manual for teachers, he does say in the section of what are the levels of teaching, he gives three levels, your casual encounter, and then a fairly intense teaching learning situation. And the third one he gives is called a lifelong learning partner. That's what Jesus is equivalent is in A Course in Miracles of the soulmate. It's a lifelong learning partner. Then when you read what Jesus has to say, you just go you roll your eyes, because he says that these lifelong learning partners may be hostile to each other, perhaps for life. That is not exactly a typical soulmate definition. So Jesus is like saying, oh, it's more for undoing. It's more for undoing the ego. It's not like you just have lovey dovey lovey dovey all day, there's going to be some big undoings that come part of that lifelong assignment. But he does say if they decide to learn it, the perfect lesson is before them and can be learned. He also uses it for once in the course he says the teaching learning balance in this partnership, this lifelong partnership is actually perfect. So that's another term that he's just thrown out there teaching learning balance. And basically it's saying your frequency. It's your free if you're if your heart and your mind was a frequency, your frequencies are somewhat aligned so that you can go through the ultimate purification and transcend all the frequencies and go go to light go to pure light. So this movie is is going to approach the concept of destiny. And it is a concept that is believed in when it's believed in in terms of time and soulmates. It has it has a thread of truth, a golden thread of truth in it because there the ultimate aim of what we would call soulmates is to reach divine love. That's the ultimate aim of everything. In this world is to reach divine love to remember divine love. And soulmates have an aspect of that, in terms of the teaching learning balance that that goes on. So faith is a teacher, she's going to be teaching Plato, she's going to be teaching some of Plato's teaching on soulmates. And then she's going to go home and she is not only teaching this class on soulmates, but basically, there's a there's a podiatrist, a foot doctor who has proposed marriage to her and she basically is going to say, give me a little time to think on it. I think I'll say yes, but give me some time to think on it. So she's, she's contemplating she's pondering this marriage proposal. She has a best friend Kate, who is married to her to Faith's brother Larry. And I'm not going to give you too much with that. I'm just going to say that they are going to be launched on to a journey, mainly Kate and and Faith, in pursuit of the soulmate ideal. And again, that that is what happens with for human beings, you have a concept you believe in, you have passion about it, you stay open to it. And then let the spirit use it to take you to that and beyond, which is really the purpose of following spirit, you have to let the spirit use the concepts that you believe in to take you beyond those concepts to take you to higher and higher concepts and consciousness. And then he wants to take you all the way off the off of consciousness completely. In heaven, there is no consciousness because consciousness is the is the split, it has levels and you can train it. And most of us are a little familiar with consciousness. What we're not familiar with is pure light. That's, that's beyond consciousness. But that's the purpose of our, our spiritual journey is to go toward the light and to remember the light, remember God and remember our true Christ nature. Now, the movie will start off in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. Has anybody here ever been to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania? I have. It's I have the body of David was born and raised in Cincinnati. And if you go up the river, the muddy Ohio River, you go upstream, you come to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. It's mostly noted, remembered as a steel town. This is where they make a lot of steel. They're kind of noted for steel. And some of you might even know their football teams called the Pittsburgh Steelers, because they're they're famous for their making factories, making steel. So we're starting out in Pittsburgh. But we're going beyond Pittsburgh, we're going to go to Venice, Italy. We're going to go to Rome. In this movie, we're going to post post a tonneau down on the coast of Italy, some of the most what the world would call most beautiful breathtaking romantic sites on the planet Earth. We're going way past Pittsburgh. So, you know, in, I always say, hold on to your hat because Kansas is going bye bye. Well, hold on to your hat because Pittsburgh is going bye bye. Now, I've got nothing against Pittsburgh, but I'm saying Jesus is going to use the symbols to take us beyond the standard, the standard things that we believe we're capable of. And take us towards something that we feel is like it takes our breath away. And and that's kind of the way the movie goes. I like how Jesus uses Pittsburgh and and these beautiful towns over in in Italy, you know, I I have been to Venice and I have been on gondola rides and and heard violence playing. And I think I had some pretty mystical experiences there in Venice. I don't think I've had too many in Pittsburgh, but I it was just simple. It was just a symbol for me. You see, I was over there riding in the gondolas with the guy going along and I'm like, Oh my God, this is like, this is like such a glorious experience. And and that's how the spirit works. The spirit has to take us where what we're perceiving is symbolizing like an expansion, a leaving behind of the past. I see Amanda and Micah are there and they were just to marry Magdalene's cave and they were sending me all kinds of photos from Mary Magdalene's cave in south of France. So I was posting them on the internet and then people started writing to me. They were saying, David, are you in France? He said, No, I'm not. But I'm enjoying the photographs from Mary Magdalene's cave. And that was like a symbol for Micah and for Amanda of this depth and expansiveness. You know, it was just a the use of the Holy Spirit using a cave and on the side of the hill with a lot of different candles and and sayings and things to to be a reflection of this deep feeling of Mary Magdalene, you know, who was very, very close to Jesus, very, very close. And in sharing the light of the kingdom of heaven. And so this movie, Faith is going to follow her passion, follow her pursuit of the soulmate idea. And it's going to take her from Pittsburgh over to Italy. I can relate to that. I remember I was doing the course and practice praying, meditating, and then suddenly Jesus arranged a trip with business class, a heck you Tiva on a on a Latin American airline to go to Argentina in 2003 for me. So I feel a little bit like faith when she's getting on the plane. When I was going to Argentina with three friends, and Jesus arranged everything to be paid for with the with the flyer frequent flyer miles. And it was it was like opening the door of my mind up to letting go of the past. I don't speak Spanish. So yeah, just going to Argentina and interacting with hundreds of Argentinians all around Buenos Aires. That was an expansive miracle for me because it was definitely beyond the self concept of David, for sure. David didn't plan that trip. And David would not be planning any subsequent trips after that either. And that's why David started to go bye bye because David wasn't involved in the planning of the trips. It was just the spirit, you know, saying, Okay, this is next, go here, speak my word here, share my word here, go here, go there, different 44 countries. That was not David's plan at all. But this is important because I think this is this movie is going to show us if you have a passion and you're willing to follow something that you truly believe in, even if your belief is not the highest belief of forgiveness, even if it takes you in the direction of forgiveness, which is trusting, following your prompts, following your nudges, trusting that there's something within you that's telling you there's so much more than you're perceiving. You're just perceiving with little blinders on you've got a little blinders on on your consciousness and yours, you're seeing a little sliver of perception. But let me show you the big picture. Let me take you way beyond like that movie. Aladdin remember that movie, the theme song, I can show you the world shining shimmering splendid, you know, a whole new world, a new fantastic point of view. You know, that's what we're going for. We we want that new fantastic point of view. And all we have to do is follow the guidance to have it. It's not out of reach at all. It's it's it's our destiny. That that new fantastic point of view is a new way of looking at the world. I had a man from Japan who who wrote to me this morning, I think he might be with us today, because I invited him to join us. But he was asking me about the the he said is the script that that that Jesus gave us in the course is that the ego script. And I said, well, I wrote to them, I said, basically linear time, all of linear time is the ego script. Why? Because God didn't create time. And the ego made it up. The ego invented linear time. And then he said, he asked me about the Holy Spirit script. And I said, Well, the Holy Spirit doesn't have a script. The time to the Holy Spirit is simultaneous. It's not a script. The Holy Spirit doesn't even know what a script means. He can work with the belief in a script. And he can lead you and guide you as if you believe you're in the labyrinth, as if you believe you're in a maze, but but the Holy Spirit knows you are not in that maze, you are not in that labyrinth, and you are not in the script. You're you are created by God. And Jesus is telling us no, we're definitely not in a script. But I'll work with you, you believe in the script. He says, I once believed in the same script so I can help you. I got out. Or better yet, I realized I was never in. You see, he didn't get out because he never was in there either. He he realizes, you know, that the script isn't reality. It's it's it's fiction. It's fantasy. It's duality. It's make believe it's, you know, and sometimes you hear me talk and you you may say, wow, that must be an interesting perspective to just watch the world from from a higher perspective. I had a treat this a few days ago, a friend of mine who I met back in 1990 up at Roscoe, New York in the Catskill Mountains. Her name is Dorothy. And if some of you know, I had a lot of Dorothy parables, Dorothy parables. She was so detached from time and space that when she went back to her mobile home, and it had been trashed. So people have destroyed the inside of her mobile home. There was urine in the carpet. There was food on the ceiling, the toilet, the bolts holding the toilet down were gone. It was ransacked. And she got back to see this apartment and when she went there, her neighbor said, Don't go in there, Dorothy. Stay with me. Don't go in. Don't go in your house. The next day when Dorothy went into her house, she burst out laughing. What kind of a state of mind comes back to your house, which is ransacked and burst into laughing. She wrote me a letter that she said, David, I'm sitting on the toilet and it has no bolts anymore. So I'm sliding around. She was probably like, she was probably like in her fifties, sliding around on a toilet in a ransacked house and going, David, ha, ha, ha, ha, like 15, ha, ha, ha, ha. And I'm like, that's my Dorothy. That's my Dorothy. She is gone. She is gone from this world. Anyway, fast forward to three days ago, I hadn't heard from Dorothy. I didn't even know if she was still alive. Because I think when I met her, she was like 25 years, she was from England, she was 25 years older than me, very happy, rosy cheeks, very joyful, joyful, happy. When I met her back in 1990, 1990. Anyway, she tried, she apparently was in a major automobile accident. It was so bad it mangled her feet. She had to be the car was totaled. She had to have the whole car. She had to be cut out of the car with the jaws of life. And now she can't see in one eye. She's 89 years old. She's got a mangled foot with a black toe. And we talked for two hours. And she laughed all the way through the whole thing. She laughed at the mangled foot. She laughed at the black toe. She laughed at the automobile accident. She even lost her memory. She lost her memory. And, and, and she forgot that she was a mother. She forgot that she had two children. I'm like, Oh, Dorothy, you are sore and man, you are way up there now. She forgot that she she forgot everything. And finally, they, they, they helped her go through a period of healing. They put her back in her apartment with a wheelchair. But she doesn't even use the wheelchair. She hobbles around with one eye and a mangled foot in and she is the happiest lady I know on the planet, whose body is in the worst shape that you would ever think of. And she doesn't care a bit. She forgets that she has a mangled foot. And so she hits the stubs it. And that's how it goes black. And she's unaware. She goes out into her garden. And she she falls down and she crawls around the garden and grabs a hole of a tree to pull herself up. And she's telling me all this as she's laughing all the way through. Anyway, she forgot about me too. That's great. She forgot about me. So finally she went to the library and she was she likes all kinds of Buddhism and course of miracles and and mysticism and everything. She she pulled a book off the library. And it was a book on a course of miracles. And it had the name David Hofmeister. And she went, I think I know this guy. I can't remember. I think I know this guy. So she goes home to one of her nurses aides that come to her house and she says, I can't use a computer anymore. I can't my mind can't figure it out. But she says have a cell phone and she says with the internet. So she said to her assistant, do you think you could look this guy up and and contact him for me and let him know I would like to talk to him. And so she did the nurse assistant found my name, made contact, I got her phone number. And we talked and laughed for two hours about her black toe about her mangled foot about her crawling around her her her mobile home. She's in the same mobile home when I visited her. And she is laughing so much because she is not of this world. She is living a course in miracles, exactly as Jesus wants to live with a total detachment from the world and the body and laughing her way through every day. They send her nursing aides to help her and the nursing aides feel so blessed when they leave her house because she radiates such love. Her case worker says no, no Dorothy, they're there to help you and Dorothy burst into laughter because she's like pure love just radiating all this love. And she has very little concern. So when she talks to me she goes well, I guess I'm still here. And she burst into laughter. Now that's the kind of attitude you want. I hope that when we go through this movie you get a little taste of Dorothy because because that's where we're going. We're going with our state of mind to that state of mind where you don't have a care or concern about the body or the world or the world's conditions. And I just I had tears of joy after talking with her for two hours. So I finally I said here, I said, Can you remember a phone number? She said, Well, I quit using pieces of paper because I lose them. But I'm using one book now where I write things in that I'm supposed to remember. So I said good, well, here's my mobile number, put this down in your book in case you want to have a conversation again, I would love to talk. So this movie is going to take us on a ride away from roles away from constrictions of the past and opening our heart towards something that's greater. And even when we go deeper, we're going to see that the healing will only occur when we let go of even our ideas about deception, we have to let go of, of even our ideas about what a lie is. I mean, God didn't create deception or lies, why would we think we could know them? You know, sometimes we we have grievances where we feel somebody lied to us. Really, you know, Jesus, the angels are like, you're still holding on to those that belief and deceptions and lies. You can forgive it, you don't have to believe in these ideas. And that's kind of the progression that faith has to go through in our movie today. She has to learn to follow her passion, follow the prompts and the nudges and then start to forgive all her beliefs around everything, including destiny. So I hope you enjoy the movie, I will pop in during the movie and join you with some commentary, but just enjoy this beautiful comedy around destiny. Beautiful.