 So I Back in November passion Jaffa comes He gave me this prophecy that I'm gonna start a healing and a deliverance ministry, especially to people who are mentally ill I have not forgiven him for that yet That was not the prophecy I wanted I don't really like hanging around mentally ill people I don't know any people who do I'm sorry but you know God actually cares about that stuff And it's not actually like an evil that the person is doing that They're having problems. It's it's a it's a problem and you can't like cast it out You can't say in the name of Jesus you're gonna come out of her come on You can you or you can do it all day long if you want to But there's a problem it's not Spiritual exactly and it's not physical exactly It's somewhere in between So I want to talk to you today about the ceiling for your healing Because you know what? your soul What happens in your soul is gonna determine the ability of your body to be healed in many places Your soul is a part of us that we don't really talk about too very much and sometimes I think we're kind of embarrassed to have Oh, I don't really have needs. I don't I mean me. You don't know think about me and my needs I'm not that important. I'm just gonna know we actually all have a soul We all have an important part of us and I'm gonna start out with a couple things but first about about God This isn't an accident God himself as a community From before there was ever time God was a community father son and Holy Spirit This is when we say God is love That's what we mean. That means forever since forever. God has been in love With him. There's three of him. There's three persons in the eternity one God But three persons and he and they love each other and so when we say God is love and when we say love is important What we really mean is we're gonna be like God and love like he loves Because then he created us to be the object of his love. Here's the deal I want you to understand that it's not just that God is love It's that he can't do anything else but help he can't help but love you He totally totally loves you. Would you come up and Brian and give me a give some backup on the on the cheese Cuz that's just awesome Yeah, thanks Brian appreciate bro So you could diagram it did you put the put that thing up? Yeah, so look This is a diagram of what the what you could owe vision of what God is like at the top And you could order these differently right, but I'm just saying the most holy divine You know God like you can think of as the father He seems kind of remote sometimes, but he's the he's the father right and then we have Jesus the son who came and walked here and Got dust on his feet and had to go to the bathroom and had people talking bad about him and stuff like that And we have the spirit who he left with us who connects us to God. So that's that's sort of How I see God I want you to know that we are each a community too God made us in his image. What did that mean? Does this is what God looks like? Well, actually, yeah He does look like this. This is what God looks like on earth. This is what God looks like on earth, right? You are what God looks like on earth But we're all a community you can diagram it almost the exact same way Look if you give you got the image there We are spirit soul and body our spirit is the part that relates to God Our body is the parts our earth suit. We walk around in it You can't walk around in your spirit the same way you walk around on your legs, right? We are on this earth, but in the middle between the two there's this soul You know the bottom part here the body that's material we can see it. It's extended in space Right the top part the spirit. How do you measure? How much is your spirit way? How long is it? How tall is it? I don't know there isn't any of that. It's in the spirit But in the middle there's this soul part and we can sometimes we neglect that part But I want you to understand that that part is important because that's Let's see next next slide here. That's where we have a lot of problems a lot of problems that The Bible really talks about But we don't always address so I want you to know here in the middle in the soul That's where your mind will and emotions are and if you want that's kind of where your Personality is where your brain is in your body. It kind of overlaps that part The soul is the part of you that makes you you and I call this the decision part there the decision zone because Okay, here's how it goes right your body lives on this earth and really likes pizza and sleep and Drugs and sex and whatever else just wants to do whatever it's like. Yeah, I want that right that's what your body Your body just wants to let's face it if we were just animals We would be just bodies and we would just do whatever we wanted to do right Your spirit is like always facing God It's like in heaven looking at God's face all the time and it doesn't have any it's like Why would I want to do all that messy stuff that's kind of separate my relationship with God? I want to totally serve God with everything look I don't care if you are strung out on drugs right now in a ditch on the side of the road You have a spirit if you're saved your spirit has sitting before the throne of God and it is Serving and loving and praising God with all its worth Right now. I don't care where you are. That's who you are. Your spirit is your raw identity But the decider in the middle Decides am I gonna side with the body or am I gonna side with the spirit and We got that decision every single day and every single moment of every single day We decide that and I am sorry to say that I do not always decide with the spirit. Sorry. I Eat that extra slice of pizza right or I Don't go to the gym or I don't actually talk to the person who looks like they're really in need right now Because I just really don't want to Right Because I'm I'm looking at things from my body perspective I'm like, you know, I'd be late if I did that But you know what my spirit cares about their spirit because all of our spirits are connected to God I want you to know that you see that attacks up there The attacks that is where the world the flesh and the devil They're the enemies of your soul and that's where the devil can attack you the devil cannot attack your spirit Your spirits in heaven the devil got kicked out from there He got kicked out. He's done. He can't get you in the spirit But he can get your soul. He can attack your soul. He can attack who you are He puts all kinds of things in your soul the lust of the flesh the lust of the eyes the pride of life at 1st John 2 16 That's taking place in the soul and this is not look I want you to know It's not about what you do Does it make sense? It's not actually about what you do. It's about what you think That's where the devil wins or loses You can do all kinds of things that people might say well, you're not supposed to smoke you're not supposed to drink what if By smoking and drinking you were actually part of winning someone to Jesus because they can't see you if you're not part of their crowd How about that? Yeah, that's not real popular in the church, right? I may not get to preach again. Sorry, but uh, It's it's not popular to think that all these bad habits But you know what it's not about what you do It's about what you agree with it's about what you think about what you do if if I can do things And be completely free of guilt and condemnation and shame You know if if it's far further in the kingdom of god, there's we got a lot of leash that we can go on Jesus was absolutely free but If by doing those things It kind of condemns me a little bit and I kind of feel like I'm less and I'm not or if I sit back in the back And say well, I'm not one of those holy people sitting up front If that's what's happening then your flesh is getting in the way Of your spirit through your soul It's a problem Let me give you some examples here Well, maybe it has something else for a first year. Look in this in this in this world Your soul will be wounded. It is actually not your fault that you get wounded Sometimes it is okay if you stand in front of the car and you get run over that is actually probably your fault If you jump off the building. Yes, you will get hurt. So there's stuff you can do to hurt your soul That's just stupid. I'm sorry. I shouldn't probably say that that way It's just it's not right We do dumb stuff, right? You can get but you can get wounded Living perfectly making the perfect decision every single time and someone will reach out into your soul and attack you And you can't help it and you're gonna get wounded The question is not whether you're wounded or not Everybody here has been wounded every can anybody raise your hands. I've never been wounded If so see me afterwards. I will wound you you'll understand and join the join the club, right? You'll be good You're gonna get wounded. The question is how do you treat your wound? Right, so if I get a scratch Or a cut I put a band-aid on it, but I don't leave the dirt in there Right, you wash the dirt out because the dirt infects us Why do we do that with our souls? We put band-aids on it all the time And we leave all the dirt in there and all the time we're saying I can't believe he did that I can't believe she said that I can't believe And we're just you got all the dirt down in there and we just don't want to give up the dirt We're like thinking about well that made me feel so bad and he knew that and she I can't believe what they put on facebook and I like You know or instagram for those of you who are you know younger than me instagram now I can't believe they posted that to instagram. I just got an instagram account. So yeah, I yeah There's hope for me, right If I'm if I'm like grousing about that So look do you give the hurt to jesus? And say you know jesus when you died on the cross that you didn't just die in your flesh You died in your soul too And you sent your spirit straight to hell and you suffered there and out of the presence of god and you You already suffered for this jesus. So I just can't take this stuff Please take it. Is that what you do because that's like washing the wound and getting it clean Then you can put a band-aid on it And and talk The way that you should about about then you can go around and say yes, I'm healed the name of jesus But don't you go saying? Nursing you're hurt feeling sorry for yourself And just looking for sympathy, you know, look, there are people There are people I'm not going to name any names, right Some of them might be here. I'm just gonna say that Who are always about how would you pray for me because you know, I'm really being attacked right now And I just cannot how to do it. I you know how to deal with it I just need someone to pray for me because I just don't know how to And it's okay to need prayer But some people are like that all the time, right? They're like I got an f on my final exam and I feel bad about this and so I just I just need prayer because I'm gonna attack right now. No, you didn't study for your test. Okay So there are people who live in feeling sorry for themselves And and like saying so let me just ask you this. Please do not raise your hand. Okay Okay, you can raise your hand Darrell. Okay. It's Darrell. Yeah, that's it Do I feel sorry for myself? and close And look for look for sympathy and then close that dirt into that wound and then stick a bandit over it and say Oh, I'm healed in the name of Jesus brother. I'm healed in the name of Jesus. Yeah, I'm healed. No problem Or do I give it to Jesus? What are you gonna do? Right? So let me move on I'm gonna run out of time Let me give you an example of a healthy healing process Take a look at david What did david do? Let me give you the story. This is from first Samuel 30 I won't ask you to look at it now But I would ask you to look at it and think about it a little later on Okay, this is what happened 13 years david's gotten chased out of his house and chased all over the countryside by a wicked king Even though david has been anointed as king of israel to take sol's place Sol is chasing david all over the countryside persecuting him trying to kill him on multiple occasions, right? So one day 13 years after that he's living in the country of israel's biggest enemy the philistines He has a little town called ziklag, which is just part of the philistine territory at that time And he has 600 men who are following him and they're serving the philistine king because the israelite king won't have them He'd kill them So they go into serve the philistine king the philistine king says, you know, I'm going to go into war with israel I think you might turn your back on me and betray me. So I'm gonna have you go back home He goes back home to find out that the amalekites raiders have come and taken his whole town Burned it to the ground stolen everything taken the women taken the children taken the livestock taking it all away This is a bad day. Have you had a day like that? I doubt it But I have not I've never had my livestock stolen because I've never had livestock Uh, no one's ever come to my house and and burned it to the ground taking my wife and kids Okay, that's a bad day. Now. There are people who have that happen, but get this the next thing is it says the next thing In verse 6 it says david's men Were conspiring to kill him to stone him to death. Okay 600 men They've all gotten their wives and children stolen and they're blaming david for it And david's already having a bad day, right and they're blaming him for it. You know what it says in verse 6 I want you to get this but david Strengthened himself in the lord But david Strengthened himself in the lord. That's what that's the first step to be healthy Strengthen yourself in the lord. Look, we don't have the strength to do this We can't make this on our own There's none of us here strong enough to make it. I can't make it on my own Don't call me super christian. I'm just a piece of jesus here on the earth But you know what? I can't make it without that. I have to give it to him, right? I got to give it to him So on your worst day find strength in the lord Next thing he does in verses 7 to 8 is he gets the priest and he asks god, what do I do? Because everything's gone. I mean as far as he knew everyone was killed He had no no he's like god. What do I do? Do I chase after him and god says chase after him says will you give me victory if I if I if I do it He says y'all give me victory So he takes the necessary action that's the third thing he does what god says And then when he has victory he's not like ha ha I got it all that I got all the stuff now ha ha ha No, he actually sends gifts to people. He shares god's goodness That's crazy good. If you want to know how to live life look at david. He's awesome But if you want to know how not To live life look at sol. He's a great example of how not to do it Saul made a lifestyle of jealousy hurt and competition. He made his lifestyle He had the sudden anger over little things and this is in 1st Samuel chapter 20 verse 30 it says he Got so angry at his son jonathan for siding with david He yelled at him and he called us he said you son of a perverse woman Okay, you married her so come on But Yeah, he's like he's like, don't you know if he if david lives you're never gonna get the kingship So he got really mad over a little thing david was excused from dinner Do you find yourself doing that? Do you like go off the handle and oh, I can't help it. I don't know Maybe think about this. This might be a soul issue Sudden anger over little things storing up bitterness keeping score Do you keep score? Well, I did this for her and all she's ever done to me is that and I can't believe You know After all I've done for her after all and she just had the nerve to say that and I always do this and I do this and I do Am I keeping score? Have I forgotten the score at calvary? Have I forgotten the score at the cross? Jesus only ever did good for me and I crucified him And blamed him for everything I've ever done and he sat there and said I did it for me So let's not keep score. Okay, because the score is not really in our favor All right, but if you're keeping score that might be an issue you get paranoid about another person's success david was succeeding and sol's like I have to kill him. I have to kill him He was his best captain. He was his son-in-law. He was his son's best friend I have to kill him because he was paranoid you get paranoid You think people are like actually plotting against you. I mean, we don't like to use the word paranoid But that's a problem right if you think that If you think everyone's out to get you you're probably wrong Because you're all we're doing a great job yourself just saying You're pay good with evil That's what sol did and here's another one to choose silence or violence rather than solving the problem Okay, here's a great example Are you upset honey? No I'm not upset No Well, can you talk to me? Not right now. I think I have a headache Okay, that's not just women. I just want you to know I may have seen this once for a while, but but this is not Men do this too. We get really snitty and we're like, no That's choosing silence rather than solving the problem. How are we solving the problem with that? We're trying to punish the other person. How are we solving the problem by punishing the other person? Okay, it's not any better to go to violence and say you did this you did that and just explode All of everyone that's not good either Neither one of us is solving the problem and you know what that should tell you I got wounds in my soul I got dirt in those wounds and I'm trying to fix it by holding myself together And all I'm doing is holding the dirt inside and it's killing me and so I'm gonna kill you That's what that says Do you see that in yourself? I'm not asking you to nod your head right now. Okay But please understand that every single person in this room could nod their head with that. Okay, including me I have lived there for years And I'm telling you it's not a happy camp. It's a bad place All right, and then when you find yourself You find yourself stuck You feel stuck I hear so many people. I'm just waiting for my blessing. I'm just waiting for my breakthrough I'm trying to get my breakthrough. Are you stuck because of you and your own stinking thinking You know what when you pray Angels of God come and they deliver the answers to your prayer and they're sitting right above your heads right now And they can't get through your thick skull Because you're keeping score and you're trying to get your own way and you're and you just can't you just not receiving Because your soul's so wounded you can't have the blessings God's giving you and he wants to give them to you so badly But you're like And and and God's just like it's right there. You asked for it. I gave it and you're like god. Why don't you answer my prayers? He's like Look up it's right there. It's right there rabbit You find yourself stuck in addictions Or obsessions, which is what sol thought he was addicted to music if he didn't have the music he would just blow up Right. He was obsessed with david He had anxiety and depression Okay Look christians don't like mental illness. We don't even like to admit that it's possible for us to have it Oh, no, I'm I'm going with the lord. Good brother. I'm I'm I'm I'm good. I'm good. Oh, yeah Well, you're you're taking I don't even remember the names of some of the medicine. You're you're taking uh, you know Oxycodone or whatever Yeah Okay, maybe maybe there's some soul healing needs to happen there I want you to know inner healing Is a name for the process for a healthy process of dealing with soul wounds. Everyone needs it I need it and I'm going to tell you how it works There's four major steps to inner healing Follow holy spirit Follow holy spirits number one Don't go off on your own into your hurt. You'll get lost there If you like spend a lot of time going Oh, what happened to me? You'll get lost in your own hurt Follow holy spirit. Here's how you follow holy spirit. You ask him to lead you He's faithful. He'll do it Ask him to lead you and then go where he goes Don't like explore there and Go where he takes you don't go to the thing you think is your worst hurt because it probably isn't It's probably something deeper and earlier and More poisonous that you never actually fixed And he knows So follow him ask him to lead you to the place in your mind where you're stuck and where you're hurt And follow him there and then here's something to do when you get there Remember you're safe. You keep holding on to his hand And you ask him to tell you what's wrong. Don't tell him what's wrong I was I was in the situation Let's see myself in the situation. Listen, there was a woman that I was helping through this And she could see herself as a little child being abused Right and it was ugly I asked her ask holy spirit. What are you feeling right then? And she's like terrified I'm so angry I'm so ashamed Those are feeling words. Here's what's not a feeling word I was attacked That's about you attacking me I was betrayed. No, that's about someone doing bad things to you. What were you actually feeling? Ask holy spirit to help you name it. This is really hard for us men because we just like we're either happy or we're mad There's not much in between and there's no degrees of mad. We're just mad And it's just not right. We're mad Women can tell you 36 different words for why they're upset with things like that. It's awesome So if you're married ask your wife to help you with your vocabulary, but meantime Holy spirit can really help you To to figure it out and some people like to just like to visualize this nasty thing in them Like this ball of goo or like a tumor or something That's identifying the problem When you're there, I want you to feel that hurt To really feel it right And then the second step is give it to jesus Because the truth is he already took it and he doesn't want you to have it He paid for it all look if he paid for it. Why are you holding on to it? Why are you paying for it too? He's he's not gonna say who I don't want that one. That was ugly No, he's he already went through the ugly. He just wants you to give it up So you got to say Jesus would you take this? I don't want this anymore Sometimes people want their hurt. Do you know that? Because it empowers them They're like if I have this hurt then I'll have the power to take revenge Look, you're not an avenger. Okay Hurt will not help you Give it to jesus that's step number two If it was caused by your own sin and this is something ask holy spirit to did I did I do this? Was this me? That's the time to repent. All right Not everything was caused by you, but some things that's where you say hey, I actually did that I was wrong. Sorry. That's a great place to do it third step Let the father restore you This is the father of the prodigal son. He he he's not sitting there with his arms crossed He's sitting with his arms out waiting every day for you to come back. This is our father Ask him to restore you and what I like to do is I like to say god. I have this I I felt so Wounded and so I felt so ashamed Okay God would you give me something in in replacement for that if it's shame? I'll ask for honor If it's fear I'll ask for peace If I don't know what to ask I'll ask holy spirit What should I ask for because I need something different than this And he'll tell you because he's good. He's real good. He gives good gifts. Take them Let the father restore you and then last Repeat this if you have to so this is what I do with people and we're going to do this in a minute If we have time hopefully yeah, well Ask the holy spirit To take you back to that place one more time hold his hand and walk there And ask yourself, what do I feel now? It's probably gonna be something different if you've felt Shame before you might feel anger now. Okay, let's go deal with the anger Let's follow holy spirit Give it to jesus receive from the father follow holy spirit. Give it to jesus receive from the father until you can go back to that place And you're free And then tomorrow when satan comes and attacks your soul And says And you're like, oh Okay, it doesn't mean you're not healed. It just means you're healing This is the process after you're healing you got to pursue god like your new drug And when the pain comes back You go at it with what god has given you you were healed by his stripes. You were healed body soul and spirit You were healed. This is what the bible says folks. It doesn't matter how you feel. It's just true And you how's yourself talk? Right. Are you saying oh, I don't know. I'm not sure I'm healed. Yeah, you are healed because that's what god said you are I'm not asking you whether you feel healed or not today. I'm asking you to receive from him and this is a process Follow holy spirit Ask jesus to take it Receive from the father Repeat it as often as you need every single day of your life Look, if you were thrown out of the house when you were three years old and lived on the street by selling yourself and living on drugs And all kinds of horrible stuff like that You can still get freedom and it might take every day for a year. Okay You can still get freedom and you can still be what god has made you to be Now we're gonna have we're gonna we're gonna do ultra call here very shortly This is what I want you to do I want you to go in and ask yourself Am I acting like sol Do I like hate people who love me? Okay Then it's time to Ask the holy spirit Would you show me a place where I'm hurt? Give it to jesus Receive from the father And if you having trouble doing this over there are people in this church who can help so, uh, maria if you'd stand up This is maria opat. She does a lot of inner healing work She can help Maria tells me that mostly teenagers come to see here because adults don't have problems Pride does not get any better when you get older. I'm sorry Look, I can help maria can help if you can't get to jesus on your own let somebody hold your hand But uh, if you will let's go ahead and close now. I'm gonna close with some prayer Father god I thank you that you've already taken care of all the stuff that we've gone through You're so good And we just receive it right now So holy spirit I ask you to guide us be our guide You know where the hurt really is And you know where the healing is And jesus You already died for this stuff We don't need it anymore. We want to give it to you And father We're asking you for new stuff in place of our old junk Give us new things We commit to be the people of god You've made us Because you love us and because you deserve it We give you all the honor And the glory And the praise In jesus name Amen Come on. Let's put our hands together for glenn Before we're gonna go into the ministry time I want us everybody just to bow your head and close your eyes if you're here in this place and Um in a moment we'll in a moment we'll have an altar call in ministry time But before that if you're here in this place and you don't have a relationship with the father You don't have that closeness with god Maybe you had it before you lost it you walked away from god you walked away from church Maybe because of some hurt some pain some struggles some Things that entice to you in the world and now you're here because you got invited you saw facebook posts instagram posts Whatever reason You're here for and god is knocking in your heart and you need you come back and give your heart to god maybe because you already Got a lot of hurts and pain in your life and this is kind of your Your stopping point or your lost bust up whatever your case may be god is waiting for you right now God needs you god loves you. He paid a price for you and he wants you to come home Or maybe it's your first time or second time you just got invited and you don't have a relationship You had and did not have a relationship with god And god is calling you as well. He is your father. He is your creator. He is your maker There's a void in your heart That you might have been seeking or trying to fill with other things But no one can feel it outside of him Because like I said, he is your father. He is your maker. He's your creator and without him that for That void in your heart cannot be filled if that's you Either one category just lifts up your hand and we want to pray for you If that's you right now, this is the altar call for salvation We'll have a ministry time here in a bit But if you need to give your life to jesus if you need to make your life right with him At this moment, this is your moment. This is your time. This is your opportunity Don't wait any longer lift your hands and we will pray for you as a church And we will introduce you to the greatest person In this entire universe just lift up your hand and we will pray for you In jesus name if you're watching us on live Through this broadcast then you need to give your life to jesus just comment Below say I need to receive jesus and one of our moderators there are monitoring right now our sites We will respond to you and we'll pray with you and minister with you. This is your moment This is your time. This is your opportunity to get right with god life is short Life is not promised to live out the fullness of days life can end in any moment at any time Make sure you are right with jesus make sure you are right with him So that your eternity is secured because it's the most important thing in your life in jesus name in jesus Right now we're gonna go into a son of worship if you need to do that If you need to give your life to jesus just come to my my right and we will pray with you in jesus name The rest of us if we can stand up Your soul healed there are things in your life That you feel like you're you're struggling to break through There's like the things that that mentioned things like quickly anger you Maybe there's certain things that trigger you that you get paranoid or or or you know There's hurts. There's bitterness and it's hard for you to go. Maybe you went through some rough childhood You got abused. Maybe you want you were in in some bad relationship that caused you pain caused you hurt And now your current current relationship is suffering because of it We're gonna we want to open this altar for you. We have a team that are well equipped to minister and help you Go through the process of healing Minister to your soul get you healed so that you can receive a physical healing because You've been in ministry for some time I've noticed one thing a lot of times Physical healing is tied to emotional wound If there's an emotional wound there's bitterness if there is unforgiveness if there's Emotional pain the trauma that you went through oftentimes it manifests itself in the fit in the physical wound Something's wrong with your body constantly getting sick You go from one sickness and sickness to another a certain chronic disease or Or sicknesses in your body and the moment I have seen the moment people begin to release their pain and their inner hurt Soon after they receive freedom and healing in their physical body And so if you're here in this place and this message was for you you you got certain things that undelt would come to the front We're gonna pray for you with a minister to you and we're gonna believe that god Will lead you to guide you to their process and bring you healing. 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