 I want to walk with him in such a way that even in the midst of the most difficult circumstances, I have a firm foundation that I'll cling to him even when life throws at me unexpected tragedy and trials. Not saying, God, where are you? Where have you been? Not allowing myself to get bitter and angry at God for not doing everything exactly like I thought he should, but instead letting him purify you in those seasons where you feel like he's not there.