 Ben I mean just the Fallon the foul out just did you think that where you expecting to get those clothes? I gotta tone it down. I feel like I'm being a little too physical over the top. Maybe I'm just excited my first game So I don't know I mean to that point Maybe do you see any difference in the way officials were calling before your layoff versus now is there since a year ago? Yeah, I remember I Kind of had a little issues with trade when I was guarding trade I couldn't be as physical but I'm also trying to set a tone within our team and be that physical guy, but I mean I had Some questionable one some I knew were fouls, but it's also just reading You know who I'm guarding where to be, you know, it's a faster game. You know, it's regular season now So we got to turn it up, but Just the way it was called Second Steve said that he envisions you as the engine for this team both on offense and on defense just what comes with those responsibilities A focus that I need to have every game, you know coming in whether it's it's playing at a pace guarding certain guys physically being there a Lot of it and I and I understand and accept that, you know responsibility for this team So it's not gonna happen overnight, but you know gradually build, you know building towards that What was today like for you and sort of there's so much going on. Yeah I mean, yeah, it's been so long since you played like what did how did you feel? How was? How are your emotions? I think I was just too excited honestly but it was just great to be out there, you know as a first game obviously you want to win but We know the reasons we lost there's multiple reasons we lost and those are things we can fix You know, we know that's not us as a team. I think you know, there's a lot of jitters out there early on but It was good to get that one out of the way. Did you have did you go back to what your routine normally would be or with? Was it I got a I got a whole new routine now, so I'm trying to figure it out But what happened with time?