 Yes, pepo! Hope ye's are all good! So I just thought I would do a video just to give people an update on my fight. Over the last few weeks people have been messaging. Want to see footage, want to know the result. But as you can probably see with the photo that I won. Great experience and something I'm glad I've done. I'll get the fight footage and release it sometime in December. But what an experience. Like I say every man thinks they can fight. Every man talks a good fight. It's a whole different ball game to actually go under the ropes and have a tear up. I've got a new level of respect for fighters now. And anyone who is willing to have a fight. Like it's not just a physical battle, it's also a mental battle. The fear of getting beat, the fear of getting embarrassed, knocked out. It's not just fighting in the ring, you're also fighting with the mindset, the constant negatives and positives fighting against each other. But something I'm glad I've done, something I would not shy away from. And I loved it. And I loved it. Obviously the first few weeks. Doing it, I've done a 10-week camp with my good friend Andy McCarr at IFL. Putting through my paces. I've done a bit of boxing before. Done a bit of Muay Thai. But training for a fight is a totally different intensity. Like hitting the pads and stuff, you think you're great. You've got an all-coute punch. But the pads don't hit back. So when you actually start sparring, you realise, shit, I ain't as good as what I thought. So it's the first three, four weeks I was getting frustrated and angry because I was thinking, fuck me man, I'm way off the pace here. Especially sparring. Like going in sparring, it's weird feeling. A weird feeling. The first four or five weeks of sparring are. Every time I was outside I thought, I can't be fucked with this tonight because it's tiring. But the feeling after a sparring session is next level. There's no drug in the world that can take you to that height after a good sparring session. But after like five weeks of sparring and learning how to get hit. Cos when you start sparring, I'm not a fucking professional boxer. And anybody will tell you that does a bit of boxing and stuff and is not a professional, it's nail cracking. I don't care who you are. I don't give a fuck what you say. For me it was your nervous. So it takes courage to just keep going and going and going to overcome those nerves. But the nerves are still always there. Well I believe anyway. But after five weeks, because your tense as well, your very tense and scared of getting hit and scared of getting embarrassed and I'm not daft. I know my limits. I know what I'm capable of. I know what I'm not capable of. But after five weeks I was starting to realise, okay, you're kind of not made of glass. Then you realise you can take a dig. Then you start relaxing more. And by the end of the 10 weeks I was actually starting to enjoy getting hit. It's a fucking mad feeling. I wasn't minding the bloody nose or the black eyes. You kind of get used to it and it's like, I don't know if it's a sense of self-harming, but it felt fucking good to that. The buzz after it was, I've never felt that buzz before. It's like a sense of achievement. You're pushing yourself through your fear and then when you achieve that, you feel amazing. Now I can understand why boxers keep it up. It's not just the fighting. It's the exercise before it. It's the training before it that gives you that all-time high. And the more I was doing it, the more I was enjoying it. And then you start feeling like a professional fighter. I started feeling like fucking Rocky. And it was just a great experience. A great experience like I got offered this opportunity from Boxstar, it's like a so-called celebrity's kind of thing. And I was only Scottish guy fighting, so I fucking took it with both hands. I was getting paid right good money. I was co-main event. I was getting called into the ring with Michael Buffa. He's called some legendary fighters into the ring. Listen, it was only four years ago I was in a crack then. Bang on the sniff, the booze, the weed and I'd lost everything through gambling. Like over the last four years, I've worked relentlessly to become a better person and cut the bad habits. But I've had a few wobbles along the way. The first year I tried to quit everything, had a few speed bumps, but over the last three years, I've not touched one drink, not one drug, not placed one bet. And look at the results I'm achieving, like getting called out with Michael Buffa. A week after my fight, he was calling Tyson Fury out to fight Wilder. It's unbelievable that I'm buzzing through that. I just want to show people what can be done with believing in yourself. And sometimes when I speak, I might come across arrogant, a cocky, but when you're low in confidence for 30 odd years and drinking and taking drugs to give you confidence, that's a fake confidence. Now I genuinely believe that anything I do, I'm the best that I genuinely do. If I don't believe it then how can anybody else believe it? I believe I'm the best podcast on this planet. I believe my documentaries are amazing that I genuinely believe that, whether it's only one person who believes that or everybody else, it's irrelevant, but understand that I've been through some fucking misery and pain where you're low in confidence and self-esteem, but when you start believing in yourself, a lot of people don't seem to like it, but that's their problem. Ask yourself why you don't like somebody else believing in themself and talking highly of themself, because if I believe it enough, then I will bring it into existence. So even getting into the fight, the kid I was fighting was taller, stronger, bigger. He had fights before and fucking ripped, but I was confident every man thinks they can fight. There's so many rockets on social media and YouTube and talk a good fight and say they're always gonna batter people and say they're gonna do this and do that, but never show up. Never show up. Like the real fucking training and then just show up. I showed up, but no doubt, I had no doubt that I wasn't ever gonna show up. The self-doubt kicks in when you think you're gonna get beat, of course, but I overcome that to keep training hard and keep putting it myself through the pain and the battle, but at the end of the day, I fucking won. That's an unbelievable feeling after that. It's an experience. I'm glad I've done. I'm gonna have another two fights next year. Like I say, I'm a businessman. I'm here to make money. I think I'm thinking a kid from America next year. If there's value in it, I'll take it. I've got kids to feed. The reason why I took this fight as well, I was getting paid top dollar to fight for a few rounds, getting paid to train, getting paid to fight, and it promotes my brand. I met some amazing people as well who were also fighting, but to be called main event for where I've came from for four years ago to what I'm doing now is that I'm proud of myself. Even my podcast, I believe Chains Lives, like there's so much knowledge in there of people's lives and mistakes and trying to amend those mistakes to become better individuals. Like this is only the beginning for me. Over the last four years, I just not constant battle with myself, but externally as well, because when you achieve goals, you want more, but this is only the beginning for me to what I'm bringing to the table with my content. I believe it's gonna be the best in the world. Some of these, I've only been doing this for just over three years, remember, to get to where I've got to. Again, I'm proud of it, and I'm thanks for everybody who shows love and support towards it. It's amazing, like the support again. I've done 250 interviews, I've travelled nearly 100,000 miles over three years, like I've put in the graft and to get to where I am just now. It's not been easy, it's not just a case of I'm gonna do this and do that. I believe in myself, but I work harder than the rest to achieve something. And that's it. Let my actions will speak louder than my words. I put it into action. I've got my homeless documentary coming out again. Next week, we'll be raising money for a male at Help for the Homeless in Glasgow, who appeared in my homeless documentary. They're the true heroes in my eyes, like they're out every day saving lives, and that's what it's all about, it's helping others, and sometimes I can forget that because I'm too caught up in my own achievements, my own success and try to be bigger and better than I was yesterday, but it shows what can be done, people, it shows that I'm gonna be going global, I'm gonna be taking things worldwide and where I and just have to look what I've achieved over the last three, four years, everything I've says I've done, like I work harder than everyone else, and I try my hardest to stay on the right path and lead by example, like it's just that it's life in it, there's always ups and downs, there's always struggles people, but you can bear your life, like I'm not saying I'm fucking this fucking person who's done this and done that, and I'm just trying to lead by example from the mistakes that I've made in my life and try to be a better individual. It is tough though, you're always going to be tested, but the boxing thing kind of put us on an even better path because it was a constant battle, it was a mad experience, and I've got so much respect for any fighter or anybody who goes and has a tear up, it takes a bit of courage and it takes a lot of balls to know that you could get hurt, so I take my heart off to the people who do this for a living. You imagine going into a world title fight and if you lose, you're potentially your career's damaged or you could get really hurt and that's a lot of pressure, I was only fighting a few rounds and I felt great as well, I felt great the full 10 weeks, I felt confident, my ring entrance was about seven minutes, so I just wanted to enjoy the experience, I had the cults on and just wanted to enjoy it and embrace it to where I've came from, to what I was doing, I never knew if it would ever happen again, I believe it will, we've got in talks with other people and I know other people throw names about, but other names are no value to me, I'm in here to make money, I'm in here to provide for my family and leave a legacy and that's exactly what I'm going to do. Whether you support me or not, I couldn't really give a fuck, I'm in this to create amazing content and kick on and keep improving, I'll get another two fights next year, I'm 37, I'm not daft, but I can make money from this, so why not? I respect Logan and Jake Paul for what they're doing, just a couple of kids from America fighting Mayweather and possibly Mike Tyson, that's unbelievable, I'm not on their level, I'm not daft, but I can still make good money, I can still boost my platform and then show others what can be done. Anything is possible, everything is limitless, like you can achieve anything and next year's only going to be an even bigger year for me for what I'm going to bring to the table and the guests that I'm going to bring in. I believe some of this content is going to be the best the world has ever seen with the guests that I've got coming on. Some of those interviews that I've done are changing lives, like people can understand that you're not alone, especially with the mental health thing, I struggled with mental health for many years because I took so much drink and drugs to numb the pain, to block out the pain, plus I had gambling and with that as well. I had that much pain that I tried to mask all with all the external bullshit and then you start cutting all that shit away, you start thinking clearer, now I think clearer, so if I've got a plan, I'll go and achieve the plan I've set out to do. So it is difficult, I'm living a clean life, I'm becoming successful, I'm doing well, doesn't mean your demons go away, your pain goes away, every day is still a struggle to push on and keep achieving because self-sabotage is easy as well, where you just think fuck this, it's easy to push the fuck it button and not care, it's easy to push the fuck it button and not bother your arse about trying to achieve anything, that's an easy life, but for me that's a weak life because you're never going to go anywhere, like that would be scary to me is aligning your death bed and looking back at your life and thinking I never really gave it my full potential, I never gave it my all, right now I'm trying to give life my all, I'm trying to become a better dad, I'm trying to become a better brother or son just in my surroundings, my good people that, if people fuck me over a talk shit, I just cut them out, I've not got time for bullshit like, that's for anybody watching man, value your worth, don't take shit from nobody, be who you want to be, but it's good to have a solid network and solid people around you, but if they're not solid and get them to fuck man, but you don't owe anybody anything in life and only person that can change your life is you and that's what it's all about, so for me it's just to keep kicking on, keep raising the bar in my actions or speak for me what I'm doing and like I say, I'm not here to blow smoke up my own arse even if it may come across that way, I want people watching, understanding that you can't make something in your life and I've made these changes till I was 32, I was lying in a fucking crack then, just four years ago, on the sniff and the boo's not on the crack, but it's just, it's just I made the changes, I wrote down what I needed to change and I changed and I'm still changing, I'm still a working process, every day I think about having a drinker, having a betler, that doesn't go away, but I just don't act on those spots anymore, first obstacle I used to come to or first problem I used to go and drink the pain away, but I was just a fucking mess, now it's different, now I believe that I'm going to achieve whatever I set my mind to and I am, but for doing that fight and for the amazing support that I've got is unbelievable and I appreciate everybody that does support me and shares my stuff and promotes it, it's amazing what can be done, but as a fighting side of things, I'll do it again, line them up, I'll shy away from no fighting, that's not the act of it, I just know my capabilities and I know when I put my mind to something, I will train hard and I won't shy away, never have, never will, but it's got to be right, the money's got to be right and I'll do it, there are two fights next year and I just want to do the fitness thing again and train hard, like I was training twice a day, we were doing this sparring in the morning and then running at night and I felt amazing, I felt alive and the kid I was fighting was a good guy, man, he's a good guy, good fucking fight as well, there was only a few rounds, like I was doing eight rounds of three minutes as well, so I felt good, it was sparring eight rounds of three and then the fight was only three rounds and I blew after the first round, I was fucked for some reason, but my coach says it was a nervous energy because I felt calm, I felt really good, but obviously it's the build up, you're the second last fight and you're there all night waiting, so obviously your nerves are obviously getting the better of you, but anybody who has had a fight will tell you that, what a buzz, what a feeling, that's why I want to do it again and I will do it again. So stay tuned for that, but I'm going to get the footage and put it up for people to watch and make your assumptions and judge and whatever, so many armchair professionals out there has never had a fight in their life, no doubt we'll criticise, but that's fine, man, that's just the power of social media, but anybody that's well into Guinea and have a tear up, fuck me here man, use a tough, tough, but I say I'm doing that again, I'm definitely doing it again, I'm great experience, met so many great people and like I say, get called out and Michael Buffer's on another level and this is only the beginning people, Twitter to Twitter, I'm just going to raise the bar again, move through the gears and show what can be done, but for everybody tuning in and watches my stuff, I can guarantee you this is only the beginning to watch the come facts, for the amazing support that I get and keep believing in yourself and make the changes to better your life. It's not easy, but it can be done and there's plenty of videos out there with people with inspiration that have changed their life and keep succeeding. So, I'm trying to make this a short video but obviously I like talking, but thanks again everyone and I'll speak to you soon.