 Good morning, John. Let's talk about screwing up today. The first summer I was in college, I worked at Walmart, and it was a weird experience. Made a lot of friends, cleaned up a lot of poop, but that is a story for a different day. My second summer out of college, I worked at a community access television station called Orange TV in Orlando, Florida. It was a pretty cool job. I got to do whatever. I did graphic design, I did camera operation, I did sound, and I learned a ton that is still relevant to my life today. Like, for example, that it does not matter what you know about lighting or screenwriting or cinematography, you are dirt if you don't know how to properly coil a cable. I also learned a thing or two about screwing up. By very first assignment at Orange TV, I went out and we were filming like this bank woody thing, and I was on sound. And I could tell that the audio wasn't great. I didn't know for sure that something was going wrong, but I was pretty sure that it wasn't right. Later, without me telling him about this, the camera operator checked the audio and was like, oh, that sounds real bad. It was on the onboard camera, Mike, and not the handheld mic. So all the footage we'd taken at the beginning of the shoot was completely useless. He managed to not go off, which was impressive, instead just telling me, if something seems wrong, you should tell someone. Yeah, good advice. So the year 2000, back then I was 19, 20 years old. I did not have great fashion. I still don't. Also, hair cut. John, you know this. I wore a lot of thrift store clothes. One day, a fair ways into my short tenure at OTV, we were getting ready for a shoot in a parking garage. The shoot wasn't in the parking garage. We were shooting a community event at a, you don't care. The producer on this shoot was this little guy, but he was like super solid, and he had a mustache that was like perfect silver and like very straight on the bottom. As far as I was concerned, he'd been in TV since the beginning of time. I was very much respected him. We were just breaking from getting our instructions, and he comes over to me and he pokes me in the shoulder and he says, green, you outrank me. I looked down at where he's poking me in the shoulder and it's a patch and it looks like that. Turns out my producer was not always in television. He was at one point in the Air Force. I will never forget that green, you outrank me that he said to me because like it was 90% joke, but it was 10% frustration. The frustration with me with society, I don't know. But I was horrified. Like I knew that I was wearing a military jacket. I hadn't even really considered that it was once someone else's. I also wasn't worried about like stolen valor here. I don't think anybody was going to confuse me at 19 year old kid in two baggy jean shorts for a master sergeant in the Air Force. And my producer wasn't concerned that I was portraying myself as a member of the military. He didn't think I was trying to fool anyone. But he had like opened my eyes a little bit to the fact that there were symbols on my body that I knew nothing about. Symbols that were part of other people's identity of their work, of their pride. And the sum total of everything I knew about that was that it looked cool. I still don't know what a master sergeant is. I didn't even know that the jacket I was wearing was from the Air Force. It could have been any branch of the military. And let's be honest like as a young lefty I a little bit looked down on that career path. And yet I was wearing the jacket because it looked cool. John I remember specifically that I kept that jacket for a little while thinking I would probably wear it again at some point. But I didn't. Every time I looked at it I thought you know what I know is that I don't know. Like I don't know. When my producer poked me in the shoulder and gave me that 10% frustration. He had told me that something didn't seem right. And what that thing is is not as simple as whether we're on the onboard camera mic or the handheld. It didn't mean I was a bad person. It just meant it was complicated and I didn't really know what was up. And it turns out there are other jackets in the world. So I wore one of those. John I'll see you on Tuesday.