 My story begins just at birth because there was just so many things going on at that time. Tragedy hit our family where she was accidentally shot in the head while she was pregnant for me. So she was never able to get to her baby shower that day. I was scheduled for that day. By the time she was already rushed to the hospital, she was pronounced brain dead. And that's how I came into the world through C-section. I was born and I was alive and she was alive temporarily with the help of machines. After that, then she was disconnected. As I was very young, I had already same sex attraction for other girls as well. So when I started school, I was already confused by that. I was trying to negotiate with him, saying, hey, if you let me have my wife, I would do anything for you. I will serve you. And so like I closed my eyes and then I feel like I got hit with like a white light and just everything went white.