 present miso mariswara. A teja'r personnel mae beratā kiwa rai te tima Arod Paty A Te randa Iā Re Either Ra Di Or Jū Ot Or e Re Re crystall Linda is just coming together with the desire or the willingness to join his spirit is what it is for and the self-compose is what is getting under and that is what we are not listening to what we are not asking for So when it comes to joining around specifics it ends up feeling so vibrational You can feel, when someone or something Heіph Young is speaking from opinion base pim, personal which version is power. That's the spirit. I can feel it. You can feel the difference of eating it weird, coming from that self concept is afraid of theう. There's a fear given way to the spirit that's where the projects come into the resistance comes up. We know that the resistance is going to come off through the So, it's no surprise me that a computer shuts down in the middle of a project. But rather than saying, oh, it's wrong with the computer, we say, oh, how does your mind? It's a very different approach to constantly bringing it back. So, yeah, we are aware of it. Underneath all of it is this fear of God, like the fear of love, the fear of the secret self being undone. And so the purpose of coming together and joining in with the spirit, knowing that there's this bottom-up healing that's taking place. We're not all saying, we're here to go for God, we all want to be in the right, we all want to be happy and joyful. Okay, we're happy and joyful, can we go? Can we go and be about our day? It's like, no, really, honestly, we're only making it clear, is everything flowing? If it's not, we stop, we pause, we pay attention to what's going on underneath. We're very attentive to the heart, to our creates, our minds. It's like, the Spirit just constantly show me, show me, show me, because with that kind of very dedicated approach that Kersen's describing, it becomes more and more evident, more aware that everything that you perceive is a reflection of your mind. And so, it's just funny things that happened over the years. I remember in the Appalachia Mountains doing a gathering one time near Murphy, North Carolina, and I went to bed and slept through the night, but apparently there was huge lightning and thunderstorms during the night, which I was unaware of. In the next morning, everybody was buzzing about how loud the crashes were of thunder and jumping two feet out of the bed in the middle of the night because of this booming, crashing thunder and everything. I was like, hmm, because I didn't hear a thing, but we had a long row of buildings and then my friend Resta, who received all this music from the Aims, door opened, she comes out, she goes, it was me! Because you just start to see everything. You don't see the weather as outside of you. You don't see anything. Things over the years, issues with computers and internet network systems and cars and just everything imaginable. But instead of looking for the cause and form, we go to the mind and we've had some beautiful reflections, too, of that shift of mind where literally the problem and form disappears. Whatever was broken as fixed without calling or impairment or whatever, it's just a miracle. There it is, it's there. Because it's a whole new way of thinking. Instead of having something wrong with your car and taking it to a mechanic, going to your inner mechanic of the spirit, it starts to become a habit and you start to do it with everything. So the person is saying, if something's stuck or not flowing or whatever, then it's a time to go inward back into that prayer and devotion. And to notice it, it's like, oh, I need to stop. In the world, in the past, you just force your way through it and push your way through it. But it's now the attention is on. This is not flowing. Okay spirit, is there something for me as the healing or as communication needed? Help is obviously needed. Help is always turning it back. Yeah, we're also just very attentive to that. Like when someone, a brand new volunteer, for example, coming into the ministry, we wouldn't necessarily put them in a position of being a weekmaster, where if resistance comes up, all of them would exercise but accidentally be wiped out. Because that could happen. The resistance comes up in the mind. It leaves break. Things stop looking as a reflection of the mind's fear of love or fear of God. So often someone will come in and it'll be starting with, okay, the kitchen. It's okay if a suit gets burnt. The guilt from the suit getting burnt is not as intense as accidentally knocking out an internet ministry. So the spirit's guidance also is meeting the mind in a very lovely way. And often when people come and offer your skills and abilities to be used in the spirit, uses skills and abilities in beautiful ways. But at the same time, the I know mind is being undone. And so the self that even has all of these past ways of doing things with some personal sense of pride that I know, like even I know how to cook, like that's going to get washed from the end. Because our goal is to be so done through by the spirit that I am not cooking. So that self of thinking I know how to cook. I know exactly what I'm doing and how to do it. And there's like private control or knowing which is in operation all of that gets undone. You can end up feeling like you're losing your abilities and your skills. So all of this washing is taking place at the same time like stepping in and being able to use. And also there are times where it's just such an undoing for the mind where things stop functioning. So the spirit's there lovingly going, what's most helpful, step into this, now step out of that. But always through joining and having a lot of support. What's happening too is you lose the investment in outcomes like for example though the travelling and touring we've done there was a time when Jackie was handling flight, booking of flights and frequent flower miles and so on and so forth. Now from a lender perspective you would think okay the test of booking of flight is you go on, you have to find the flight and fill out all the information and then finally you get to the button where you push the button and you actually pay for the flight and then it will give you a confirmation where you get this and that and then you get to the point where you go through all that Jackie pushes the button and nothing happens. Now typically if you were looking at it in terms of a linear test of booking of flight you would say flight is not good until the final step and the ego could interpret that there is a technical issue with the website or something like this. No, no, no, no, no. With time Jackie would just sit back and go I don't think that flight is to be booked. You see how different that is from being invested in the outcome to being so tuned in that all things work together for good and when things don't work there's a purpose underneath but the site's not working. It's being so open to be guided and then another flight will come in would be better or it's delayed until a time when a decision can be made. Perhaps it's just a timing issue. There wasn't quite time for that flight to be booked so the button doesn't work so those are like nuances and it actually goes reverse of a lot of ways of thinking you can diagnose a problem in the world and then you go about the problems solving mechanisms that we've all been taught based on past learning to remedy the problem and we're learning from the courses there's no problems in the world the only problem is with your connection with the spirit and egoic block those are getting washed away that's the problem, it's an internal problem as Jesus said in the workbook one problem, one solution salvation's accomplished but he's not saying that the problem is outside of yourself if you're defining the problems as outside then you'll define the solutions outside the only problem with that is it just keeps recurring you just got a daily just a litany of problems which you can try to solve them as best you can sometimes you have to move on to the next day and there's carryovers from the previous days problems and you've got a pile of problems to deal with and that's the human condition and all of us of course have gone through that and dealt with that but this is about inner listening and not trying to force outcomes just let the outcome be given so you can see there's a very subtle