 Diana, thank you so much for coming up here to share your testimony. You know, we sometimes don't see the testimony behind the scenes, those that are serving, those that are part, those that are leaders, but there's such a great testimony in all of us. Today is a moment for you to share God's glory in your life. Tell us, how did you get to Hungry Jen and go from there? So I came to Hungry Jen for the internship in 2018, but to go back a little bit before that, everything that was leading up to come to this internship, it was fall of 2017. I was born and raised in a Christian home, but that year, a lot of things happened in my life that took me to a breaking point except November, actually, of 2017. I lost my dad and that was my first point of breaking. In a way, I had a lot of questions. I had a lot of whys. I served God. I loved God. I gave him my young years, I gave him my teen years, and I was always wanting to serve and always be involved in church, and I didn't understand why, why my family, why my dad, why did you take my dad. It was very sudden, and I was there when he actually took his last breath, so I was in a lot of trauma. I was going through a lot of things at that point, and I started my grieving process. I was numbing out a lot of things. I didn't want to feel a lot of things. It just seemed like the whole world stopped and the whole world paused in that moment. A month later, during that time I was actually dating, a month later I ended up getting engaged, and four months later, two weeks before my wedding day, my ex-fiance relapsed into drugs, and I went crumbling from there. I fell into some deep, deep, deep depression for about a month or so. I had a real conversation with God and I told him I hated him. I was very real and told him that I wanted nothing to do with him because I felt like I gave him my everything. I gave him my life. I served in church. I'm from a Christian home. I gave him my teen years. I didn't go partying. I didn't do any of that, but I was in church. I was serving. I was a part of the ministry. I was in the kids ministry. I was in teens ministry, and I felt like I gave it all. So why this? Why me, God? And it was such a short pause between when I passed away, my passing away of my dad. I didn't even get time to heal that this traumatic instant happened. So I was in deep, deep depression. I locked myself in a room for about a month. I did not get out. I did not interact with anyone. I stepped away from church. I stepped away from everybody. I didn't talk to anybody. I completely isolated myself, and I want to mark something that that was the enemies doing. He wants to isolate you when you're going through deep sorrow, when you're going through deep depression, when it's so hard to continue moving on when your world stops. He wants you to close up. He wants you to be isolated. He wants you to close away from community, because that's where he can get you in a hole. That's where he can lie to you and tell you that you're not good enough. I genuinely felt like this was what my life was supposed to be, and I had a conversation with God, and I said, this is what I'm meant to be. I'm going to marry this person. I kept fighting for my ex-fiance at that time, believing that he was going to be set free from drugs and that everything was going to work out okay, and so I kept fighting for it, and I believed that this was my life, that I was going to marry this person, and this is what I deserve, that this is what I'm supposed to be doing. This was going to be my life, and this is it. And I remember this exact moment. I was sitting in my room, and there was worship music playing. My mom was playing worship music, and I didn't want anything to do with any of it. There was anger stirring up inside of me, and I was like, I don't want to listen to this. I want nothing to do with God. And I heard this still small voice, and God said, I'm still here. I'm still here. I'm watching over you, and I have your back. I'm still here. And I was like, God, no, you're not. You gave up on me. You did all of this in my life. Why? Why? And I remember screaming out, saying, why? I want nothing to do with you. And he spoke to me very quietly, and he showed me this picture. He said, in life, we all get a choice. So when somebody makes a choice, he was like, your ex made this choice, so I removed you from the situation. I protected you. I surrounded you. I guarded you in that moment. And I took you out of the situation because I love you and I care for you, and I didn't give up on you. And then he opened this opportunity. He said, yes, you lost your dad, but all the qualities and characteristics of your dad, a comforter, a provider, you know, one who takes care of you, I can be that for you. I will come in double portion. I will come in with that favor, and my hand will always be around you, and it will take care of you. He's like, you just have to trust me. You just have to have faith in me and trust me. And I remember in that moment crying, and I said, God, I give you my last shot. This is my last shot. Everything has failed me, but I give you my last shot. You come in as my dad, and you take care of me, and you heal me. And I remember everything switched around. Within that next week or two, I was able to walk away from the toxic relationship. God gave me strength. He gave me boldness, and I came back to the church. I remember being surrounded by other people, and I felt his love. I felt in the community the lies were broken off. What the enemy was saying, that this was supposed to be my life. I felt a breath of fresh air on new life. And literally a month later, Pastor Vlad and Lana came to our church and talked about the internship. And God was saying, this is for you. Take your leap of faith. And the way everything aligned from my mom blessing me, even though it wasn't even a year that my dad passed away, she blessed me into it with finances. And everything just aligned for me to come to this internship. And when I came to this internship, my whole life just turned around, and God gave me purpose. God gave me a new vision of what my life is to be. Come on. That's powerful. Amen. Come on, amen. Let's do better than that, you guys. Let's give God some glory for his goodness. Amen. Come on. God is so good. I love how you said that certain, to sometimes how we perceive things, we may look like God is taking things away from us, but in reality, he was actually protecting you. Isn't that powerful? What a change of perspective is a change to the fact that God is actually watching over us and protecting us, even though it feels at that moment you're being robbed. But as she mentioned, that God gave her the grace and the strength to not only let go of that toxic relationship, but go back to church. She heard about internship. And I just want you to briefly explain through, because it's been what? This is the third year? Yeah, her third year in September, she mentioned to me. So she's been with us for three years. So just tell us just briefly, just like what God has been doing, and your word of advice for people that are here sitting, that maybe are going through a very dark time. Maybe they're going through a depression, some type of loss, some type of breakup, whatever it may be, those that are watching on livestream, just give us some advice. But before you do that, just tell us a little bit of what has happened the past three years. Yeah, so first coming into internship, I was really nervous. I was flying here and I'm like, what am I doing? I kept having doubts because I don't know anybody in Washington. I've never been to Washington. And here I am flying here and I remember coming into the internship house and I'm like, what am I doing? I've never took such a bold step in my life. But I remember that first week, that first two weeks, that first month, I just kept meeting new people that were full of life and full of love. And it was crazy because I didn't really know much about prophetic words. But here I started to learn about it. There were people prophesying over me and speaking about what happened to me. And at first I got scared. I was like, whoa, how do they know my personal life like this? But it was just them encouraging me and edifying saying that God has hope for you. He has a future. He's going to build you up and what the enemy tried to take and turn for evil. God will turn it around and he will turn it for good. That he will take whatever you went through, your whole brokenness, and there will be a testimony from it that God will build you up, that the enemy tried to lie to you. And I remember this righteous holy anger that stirred up inside of me because of what the enemy tried to do to me and take away from my family. And I said, I will fight. I will stand strong. I will fight in boldness for my family, for my generation. And I will turn things around. So internship really equipped me in that area to stand strong, not only for myself, but for my family. That I have the power and authority by God to change the name for my generation and on. So yeah, that's what God did for me. All right, preach girl. I mean, take the mic. Come on, you guys. What a blessing. Isn't that just beautiful where like she said, sorry you guys, I'm tongue tied this morning, but that she said that what the enemy wanted to cause for evil, God is causing for good. He turned everything around. She has purpose. She has vision. She has a fire inside of her that she practically lost her voice just praying. So God is so good and God is using her and that is what it's all about. These internships that we're doing, it is not just to waste time. Come on, we're here to expose the enemy, what he's doing, and to destroy his kingdom on this earth and for us to take dominion and territory of our nation upon nations. Amen. And he's raising up leaders of every age to go back or to stay or whatever God wants to do and make an impact. Amen.