 Who is that? The secular artist? Who is that? Who is that? I don't know who we are talking about. Welcome back to the story behind the tattoo. I'm Yohou Silver Kido and very glad to meet one of the amazing content creators in 254. Remember, this is the number one show in 254. We get a chance to talk on exclusive interview with Fao. Shishmona kama boykama idea. Rada VIPi mononaka tensed Kido go. Shishmona kama boykama idea. How was the day? Great, so far. You look amazing. Thank you. This is beautiful. See your camera? Thanks. How was the day going? We are almost done with our production today. How do you feel to be featured in an amazing show called Anastatio series? It feels good. I'm happy to be part of it. What have you learnt so far? So far? I've had the confidence to freely be free with myself around people, especially the camera. I used to be so shy. So I'm not shy. And I've learnt to work with people and socialise with different people. What is that one thing you love to share with people who are looking up to you? Don't give up. And work hard. And put God first. Right. This is an exclusive interview and welcome to our new shows called the story behind the tattoo. We get a chance to interact with top celebrities in 254. I'm so grateful to have a chance maybe to have a talk with you. You share with me maybe the idea, the journey behind. Let's start. I believe and know you have a special tattoo in your life. Maybe it brings a special memory You see what you tell me. What's your ask for your tattoo first? Ibu. Pika picya wneza unafizuri your tattoo. It's time. Ibu, what's the name? Hola. When did you, do you remember the first day you wanted to have your tattoo? I don't remember honestly. I've never wanted to have a tattoo. What really happened? Who inspired you? It was not an inspiration behind it. It's what? It's good to know some because I can just walk out was it an influence, was it a surprise? It wasn't an influence. It was more like a surprise. What is the meaning of Hola? Hola is on it. In Spanish I know it's hello. It's maybe that. It can be someone's name if I might be right. It's like saying hello. Let me ask you. Do you regret having this tattoo? No, I don't. Why do you regret having it? It's good to talk to people to understand because we're here to inspire, to educate. I usually, normally I don't usually have regrets. But then I regret at some point I do regret having it. Why do you regret having it? Does it bring bad vibes? No, it doesn't. Who do you recall when you see his? It's good to know. Stop. I know when you went to have your tattoo you went with someone. The tattoo is somebody's name. Nice. How come that person just have the name? Did he pay you to have the name? No, he didn't. Why did you have some other people's name? I think it was my way of showing love. We in love that time. Give me a love story. No, I don't have any. Was it the first day of guys dating or one month of you guys dating that didn't want to go? No, it was like four or five months of us dating. So how was that day we guys were going to have? No, we never went. I personally went myself and I had it. Was it a surprise? Yeah, it was. So what made you have someone's name? Your ex name? Oh my God. I don't need to sugarcoat things. I think I liked him to a point I wanted to show him that I really liked him. Was it because of love? Were you cooking love? Yes. Was not... How was the reception? It would take me through you went to your tattoo, die, I need to have someone's name. Did you ask her, were you sure, were you ready? I first sent him the picture. I never asked so many questions and that was my first tattoo and that's the only tattoo I have. But then you see it's fading, I'm getting rid of it. You had other options, to hide it somewhere else. No, I don't want a tattoo. You don't want a tattoo? Because it wasn't worth it. It's not worth it anymore. Are you sure? So how was the reception? Now the guy who came back home he was hurt obviously. And then you posted everywhere? Hi guys, I want a tattoo. Imagine I posted it not even recently people saw it recently but my followers knew I've always had it way back from July or August or September I don't know. How many months? Now my tattoo is around it's around 9 months 9 or 10 months. So your tattoo is very loyal? Oh my God. Seriously? So what's the plans you have with the tattoo? I'm planning to get rid of it. I went for the first session I should be going for the next one. How much did it cost you to have your ex tattoo? This tattoo? 10,000? 10,000? Come on. I have no regrets. You should go for refund. No. As long as I meet somebody feel special. But you never been appreciated? You never appreciated your tattoo? Did he had maybe other plans to go have? Yeah, he had other plans to go get my name. And then what happened? We broke up. But you could make sure you had then you just broke up. I don't like stress. So you're into piercing? I'm into piercing. I don't like tattoos. So if someone wants to have a tattoo because I know your parents saw it I don't know if they get a chance to see it. My parents have never seen it. Why? He's never shown them? When I go home I usually hide it. Do you feel like people will judge you? No. No. Obviously people judge. And I feel like maybe the perception about me might change a little bit because at my home nobody has piercings. I love piercings. Then I got a tattoo. So you have a bad girl? Yeah, I have a bad girl. Do you often maybe people judge you on how you dress, on your tattoo, on your piercing? I don't care about what they say about that. What do you care about? What should I care about that? Because you have friends who have tattoos. They've missed opportunities maybe. But this is a tiny tattoo. I don't have any big tattoo. This is so tiny. You've missed an opportunity with this tattoo. But I'm getting rid of it because I'm also scared. I might. For those young girls that are always having tattoos admiring celebs with tattoos what do you have to say about that? You do what you like. It's pure pressure at times. At times it's pure pressure I don't know. You just do you. So if you fall in love again you get a chance to meet someone maybe who will be happy to be with you will love you the way you want. That will never happen. What do you mean it will never happen? This thing will be on record. You saw what Kamenez said the other day. Kamenez said the other day. I never told a light guy. That will never happen. What do you mean? I don't think. Do you believe in love? No, I don't. What do you mean it doesn't exist? It doesn't. Why do people get it wrong? Why do people do it wrong? I think our generation is just different. Real is the new fake and fake is the new real. How many heartbreaks do you have in your life? I have two. And the first one was serious. Which one is the most painful? I'd say both. But the first one. What really happened? I almost killed myself. What made you think of committing suicide? I got cheated multiple times then. Multiple times. I'd say more than 7 times. You've been getting the guy like cheating on you. Chats, girls texting me. So there's always a truth behind everything. And there's a lie behind everything. But in both there's never coincidence. Between the two, which one do you think is the most maybe... I'll break up that we appreciate. That I'll appreciate. The second one. Which is more of a mature... Ya, exactly. It wasn't dusty. No drama. No drama. But you cried. But I'm not crying anymore. Ya, I embraced the moment. Embraced the moment. So many guys online want to win your vibe because a young guy who's watching you maybe to have a tattoo of your face, of your name, just to show you he loves you. I don't feel like it's good to idolize people. What do you mean idolize people? Tatuing somebody's... Okay, what's your love language then? My love language. Depends on how people express their love. My love language is constant assurance, communication. So many things. Ya, that's the bare minimum to me. Ya. So are you willing if you get everything you want in your life? If someone comes to offer everything you need in your life, will it give you something? We have so many guys who are single, young and looking forward because they seem like they're wasting their talent. Because people ask, but really Nakuja, how will you survive? I cuddle myself, I have pillows, I have a duvet. You have a duvet? You don't have a standby tool somewhere. No, I don't have. Okay, as we finalize maybe, come close, as we finalize. Talk to a young guy who's looking up to you every single day who believes now he's ready maybe to settle because he finds the right guy maybe to date. Because you've learned from a mistake, you're not open to date anyone. You're not ready to date anyone. And then a message of maybe hope or love to someone who's looking forward maybe to date you and get a chance maybe to slide, kutihim. I've not given one hope of like being with me. I don't want. Kuntresi duni agani. Staki mi, staki. I actually don't believe there are good guys out here. Can I mention? Guys come into your life for their own benefits, for their own reasons. But girls do the same. Men are selfish, no. Not compared to men. Men are selfish, selfish. What do you mean? I hate men. What do you mean? I don't like men. Sure, but of late you are dating someone. How is on social media? Who? The secular artist. Who's that? Who's that? I don't know who you're talking about. I've never dated someone. You guys were posting some pictures that were just connecting dots. You guys were just friends? That was just showbiz. Oh it's a project you guys were working on. So you're not open to date anyone. Oh I've talked to someone younger who's in love right now because I honestly can't advise somebody about love. But I can talk to girls who are at broken. Talk to those girls. What do I tell them? See you have a challenge of heartbreak. Oh my God. What do you mean? Just work hard and stick to your hustle. Men won't help you anything honestly. That's the truth. Nobody wants to hear men don't bring they bring no value to your life. They just damage you. They like build a mountain on top of a I don't know. Men are not humans. I believe you should go for counseling. I'm totally okay. You sound like still in pain. No I'm not. Okay. Will you rather be loved or loved? Will you rather choose to love someone or to be loved? I'd rather choose to love somebody because it's genuine. Niki penda nima penda. Niki penda versus yaminu na nipenda. Because you can't show me without talking to me. A week, two weeks. Why don't you call the person? Me? It's a two way. Luck of communication is also a communication. Ah. That's also a message. Okay alright. As you finalize, say hi to your fans. Hi guys. I love them. Guys you've heard it from Fauzi. He is the new lady of heartbreaks.