 Hey you guys how you guys doing not just to let y'all know I'm on my old camera so if this footage doesn't look as crisp as clear I have my my newest camera wrapped up ready to go to Texas packed up and suited in booty girl we are now a few days out from my trip to Texas and I'm gonna get to why I've taken a little bit time off of vlog cuz if you guys saw I posted on YouTube it's been only a week I think by the time I posted it will be a while I posted that you know have to take some time off do some some family issues it's not my immediate family just to let y'all know but I have to do what deal with my parents and extended family so I've been calling my mom a lot often because I mean go back to Texas and so I'm just letting her know you know what's going on and the main reason why I'm going y'all is for my high school reunion however I'm gonna be seeing my best friend one day before we go out the long view and then I'm just spending time with my family and so you know I just been calling my mom a lot more often so 30 minutes into the conversation she's like so y'all I'm being whispering because it's early I haven't been sleeping well so I've been getting up at like three o'clock in the mornings so anyway I'm sorry just wouldn't let you know why I'm whispering so my mom is like like I said 30 minutes into the into the conversation she's like did your sister call you I'm like no she didn't call me and she says well your father has cancer I'm like what she's like well yeah he had his yearly prostate exam and I guess whatever test they run his numbers were high pbap I don't know the exact terminology excuse me but the numbers were extremely high and when it's typically they hide they have to run additional testing and it turns out that it's prostate cancer and y'all when she told me that I was like what and so I'm like okay and she goes on to say they caught it in time though and so in the following weeks they're going to look into his options to go ahead and treat it so I said okay fine but I was tore up I mean when I got off that phone I cried for like seemed like forever JB I JB was here too so I tried not to cry in front of my child y'all so I was in the back crying and poor thing he came back there so sweet he made a flower out of Legos and I started crying at that you know just so I did the one thing you're not supposed to do I went on Google research some stuff and apparently prostate cancer is seems to be very common with men over the age of 50 my parents are young my mom it's 58 I think it's young 50 my dad just turned 60 in August he's a Leo like me and so what am I trying to say there's literally almost a million men in the U.S. alone that have had cancer prostate cancer and they go on to live so I guess my point is one of those type of cancers to where it's fairly common unfortunately especially here in the States and however it's something that they can easily treat but it's just a thought of that of him having to go through that and just another thing to have to go through so that happened I was upset about that then the next morning she calls me and I'm like oh my god what is it now and she called me early and you know whenever someone I family member calls you before eight o'clock you know it's not good news so then she tells me through she's crying I'm like oh my god please don't tell me my father my daddy's died so she tells me that my aunt suddenly died I'm like what now this aunt also has cancer now y'all I spoke about this before I'm trying not to get emotional I've spoken about this before to where cancer runs rampant on my excuse me my mother's half of the family might not my dad is the first person to have cat cancer on his side the first actually that's a lot of second second but it's a fairly large family so my aunt had a variant and lung cancer however she was seeking treatment she was on chemo she was known hospice what and I asked my mom to say what what happened so apparently they were at the boat and out in Shreveport those you don't know the boat is basically y'all from the country I know what it is the boat is you can't gamble in Texas so people in East Texas especially go over to Louisiana which is not that far Louisiana's like 30 minutes from long view East Texas 30 minutes to an hour and so they go on the boat to the gold camp to go gambling so they were on the boat and she wasn't feeling well to get to the hospital and she passed away and I'm like what so you know when I was speaking I was telling my husband about a you know he's a guy maybe it's a heart attack because she was older she was almost 70 years old and I just heart attack we don't know what it was but it wasn't it it wasn't cancer it was either a heart attack or a stroke and I haven't really I haven't really talked to my mom about it cuz she gets so upset and are we gonna be there I think some family members are still gonna be there when we get there for them cuz I have family coming from all over for the funeral so yeah y'all I mean I've been praying I've been cuz I was upset I I normally don't get into the anger phase when stuff happens to me I'll probably have a moment today but you can't you can't stand that space you know what I mean I'm a wife I'm a mother I gotta I gotta live so some people allow you know the grieving to literally take over and saturate their life and I can't do that right now it will stress me out so today today we have a couple of things to do I don't want to do a lot because I don't want to have one of those vacations where you need a vacation after your vacation cuz you did so much stuff y'all that is so not good you know that's why I try to have staycations as often as possible but I don't want to be tired after my vacation so one thing I always do I always schedule a day before I actually travel and then I schedule a day after I travel off so that way I can have that time to relax even though I work from home but I'm tired hell so I literally told myself every day up until the week we leave I'm only gonna do two things so today we're gonna go get JB's haircut and he want to go to Chuck E Jesus so I'm like okay we'll go to get your haircut go to Chuck E Jesus we may go out to eat and that's it and then tomorrow we have to run errands I gotta go to Petco and then I gotta I'm gonna show you a clip later on I gotta return some luggage that my husband bought y'all this ninja thought that he could buy he bought some big-ass luggage me just looking at it I was like you you got to be kidding me he thought he that is not gonna be able to be a carry-on we're gonna get carded suited and we African or at least half of us hell no we don't need any extra attention right now and my husband doesn't even look he looks most people who meet him for the first time especially when he was younger they assumed that my husband is Indian or from whatever I've gotten he's gotten Pakistan his actually has had an Indian follow him around the store to ask him what part of India he's from yeah just taking it easy like I said I like to come home to a clean I don't know if I said it but I like to come home to a clean house when on vacation the last thing I want to do is straighten it up a house once so we get back so I'm gonna take Monday and Tuesday to clean the house I mean I keep things in order I'm off to this morning but I'm looking around y'all sorry but Monday and Tuesday to clean the house then Monday I'm gonna detain on my hair and preparation for my I'm blowout and then Tuesday I'm gonna blow out my hair so I may do a chitchat video for y'all on Monday depending on how I feel but don't don't hold me to that y'all don't hold me to it hey you guys let me see where we at okay when I get home I'm gonna have to go ahead this SD card I don't know what's one of this SD card I've only been recording for I don't know how long I'm gonna record it but anyway I want to check back see got my nails done do y'all see them I got I picked out a very in my opinion this is a neutral color but it has some color first of all Tina and Tom y'all already know I have my little stories about Tina and Tom and I know some of y'all are like why you keep going to them if you always complain because they do a good job and I'm really particular about my nails and they know my shape they know my favorite colors they keep a little color in the draw for me yeah so speaking of the color I haven't even picked up my color since damn near and large because they always pick out the color for me sorry I'm looking around they always pick out a color for me because apparently they know what I like that I can't pick up what I want and I don't have time to argue with them so today Tina did my nails Tom was back there eating or something so Tina does my nails and she's like you pick new color this boring cotton candy boring I'm like maybe I want boring cotton candy the hell my whole get-up was to get cotton candy and a little sparkle on the index finger but I like I said I ain't got time to be arguing with someone who has a drill in their hand so she's like you pick new color I said okay fine I said I'll pick up I'll pick something purple or something later on I pick up something purple right so I said well Tina do y'all do brows here because I'm I mean she raised me oh yeah you need it done I'll do it you need it I mean that that was a yes or no question you don't have to add I need to get it done so I let her do it y'all but I think she took off a little too much let me look at them my eyebrows are already sparsity whatever the hell you want to call it sparse seal whatever the hell hmm so what I'm going to do is I have to I have a couple of eyebrow pencils that are my favorite I have them at home but I'm gonna go and see if two styles I'm sorry but cover girl I'm gonna go see I'm next to Walmart I'm really I'm at Sally's my budget is 15 that's what we're saying $15 and I'm gonna go over to Walmart that's a couple of things I did Tina was fast as hell that's another thing reason why I like them she did my nails and my brows at 30 minutes flat child that drill was awesome damn sorcery she was she was fast I'm what do you there ain't nobody waiting but she wants to get me off to get another CD and I understand the hustle let me look at my brows I guess she did good y'all but she took a little bit too much off on it on the ends here on the tail but I can draw those in I could put those in really let's go down my ethnic line they say I will use them get you a aphrodisiac usually over here 50% off on texture ID never again never again I was so obsessed with laying out edges kick edges no man y'all okay I'm on my way to the fingerprint clearance card whatever the hell let me look up the directions I told you this man's gonna drive me crazy did not did not tell y'all excited today that he wanted to buy some new luggage look at this damn luggage look at this hold on look at this do you see all this so I'm good at eyeballing stuff I could look at something and tell okay are you that you know that's why I can cook no measurements so I'm looking at this it's sitting on the bed because he just got it and what the hell is this he's all this is my carry on I said the hell it is this is too big that's too big and so I'm looking at this is 26 24 26 inches that is too big you can't put that so he was like no we can just tell him it's 22 the hell I'm not telling them and they don't think we you can't lie at an airport that's a federal give me the receipt what's the receipt I'll go system I'm talking about this is why let me calm down this is why he should have done things last week yeah I think excuse the air cuz it's hot me 30 now some of you so I can hear me only for a minute that was exactly what I needed y'all there's an AJ's right here next to the fingerprint place and he cooked that burger to order yeah it's hot sorry he cooked that burger to order and it was delicious the guy was really entertaining making small talk really good it's classic extrovert girl but I got a burger with pepper jack cheese jalapenos and mushrooms that he gave me extra mushrooms oh yeah that means for dinner I literally I've been craving a burger but I think I've been craving beef or meat or whatever nutritional value that's in beef so I even asked my husband to pick up some beef so I would probably just eat that with our top of a salad because that was a bit much yeah girl everything in moderation y'all it's three o'clock and my nerves are done so one of the reasons why I don't like living out here the heat let me tell you something between I went grocery shopping I stopped by Walgreens real quick with go get JB check my mail why are all of the salads done they're hot throw it all away the chicken is still cold but I don't trust it I immediately put it all in the freezer they raised the temperature back up I gotta go out and buy at least $40 $50 more food like literally I opened up the spinach and it was warm right JB the spinach was warm what the hell like I've never was the temperature a hundred and seven degrees oh my god jackpot look at the price of this look at the price of this I'm about to get me a bunch of stuff at least three of these and at least these are also 125 two of these mason's oh yes hey guys this is what I'm wearing today y'all have seen me wear this before I have about five summer dresses that I rotate it is strapless yes my first my first strapless dress really really cute um this is a medium but it runs clearly runs big cuz this is looks like a large this case I could have gotten a small cuz it's very big at the bottom and I just have this thing over and I have on these huge hoop earrings and my hair is just up like that hold on baby yes I am serving you yes I'm a mom but I can also be cute and fashionable turn the camera around JB we may need to give you a facial what's going on hold on y'all what is this alright my my makeup you gonna see mommy do a facial later on okay my makeup seems a little ashy in my opinion I feel like it's ashy because I packed all my makeup all my well that's not an excuse I didn't pick on my makeup um I know why I know why the brush I use had that banana powder on it can you tell it's okay girl I'm gonna sweat a little bit you know it's still better than what I look like before so I'm already tired I can feel it so we're gonna be back by noon it's it's 8 o'clock 8 9 10 yeah we're gonna be up for about four hours alright y'all we ran to Walmart just dropped off the luggage for my husband look he's staring at the luggage when I get to the exchange and customer service the lady there I go there so much they know who I am she's like oh this is not a carry on I said I know that you ain't got to tell me girl so I take it to my husband so I show my husband the carry on and he's staring at me like he doesn't believe me I'm like it says carry on on the actual picture I'm not making it up like why would I so I told myself at this point we may want to consider checking in one piece of luggage so that we don't yeah so anyway no that's gonna be that would be $200 y'all that's crazy so anyway we may need to check in one cuz my carry on is at its breaking point like I when I looked for my carry on I specifically typed in I specifically typed in carry carry on I had to lock doors ain't got time for the show so let's go ahead we're gonna go ahead and go give his child's hair cut I'm allowing his hair to grow out because I want him to have a taper and that's it you guys what is wrong with this oh y'all y'all that scared me I thought that my earring had gone all the way through and you know at least I'm very particular about my ear lobes y'all these are so heavy that it's kind of making my ear lobes hang down a little bit I don't like when I see people who have stretchy ear lobes and they got what they have hyper allergies to fake stuff so they got bumps and stuff so yeah I will probably not wear these earrings again let me go ahead and take them off because they're stretching my ear lobes and that's not cute so yeah all right y'all we're gonna go ahead and after this we're gonna go we're gonna go after we get your haircut boo boo we would what do you want to do besides get a butt weapon yeah or do you want to go to we'll figure it out baby okay we'll figure it out oh did you figure it out cuz of the web toilet for y'all so we are out here at party jungle