 It's Mixy, disorder on the T, juxtapond the B, Bagnell and Bam on the track and the cam, love and rap. Let's go. Stumble back into my cluttered pad, another tap with my pen on the spine, I shudder at the ink, there's something trapped within, So I can never just relax so much I wanna sing, But all I know is love and rap, I could be better at both, But then again, I could be worse, I've had about equal time With each to be heard, they both broke me and left me hurt, They both had me dreaming of a life that I deserve And questioning my worth, they both picked me up when I was down And cracked me when I'm fragile, in tough times they've showed me that I'm tactile Adjar when I need to be, they both had my back while The whole world collapsed and piled on top of me They reminded me of that child who fought against the odds To stand and smile in the face of doubt, Either one could keep me breathing, either one could take me out I've stumbled on at least one of them, in every place I've found And the other one would always come if I just wait around So I've been waiting, I want them both but they can't seem to get along I love rap, I rap love but a relationship is not a song Maybe I'm at a point where I need to settle for one But I've been weighing up my options and don't know which one I want Crumbled back into my lover's grasp, another glass of rum Drank the covers down so we fumble as we cling, Subtle as I think, calming as we hug and gasp So much I wanna bring, but all I know is love and rap I'm still trying to figure out the time I'm left to play with Age is just a number, but my younger days drift away With every page I script to make a payslip Every girl's heart I played with till I somehow managed to break it I've wasted so much time chasing stages And women who I knew that I could never have a future with For a range of stupidness like me being a useless kid Who'd think the tunes of his could make waves in the music biz So now I'm over-analyzing all the time that slipped away The mixtapes you didn't play, the girlfriends that didn't stay The gigs that paid pittance for me to sit on trains for hours And perform to an empty room when I could've been with a chick I craved See, all I know is love and rap, I'm wrapped in love That love I wrap around myself for comfort and it keeps my life contained But while I'm out here loving, wrapping, wrapping love That love I wrap about drives me insane There's something that could change