 Okay, what in the world are you doing here? I'm not kidding. What are you doing here in this much shit at 120 at night? What are you doing here? I'm asking you a sincere question. Why are you doing here? Listening to me girl, I hope you got a better intention Come closer to Allah wa lilahin hamd may Allah grant you that what else are you doing here to learn more? You do that a daytime What are you doing here? All right to do the boogie-woogie is that what don't you tell nobody you came here to do the boogie-woogie I don't know what she's talking about. I don't know her at all Okay, I Want us the reason I asked you that question is because I want us to make like some some Intention some serious ones right because we know the beloved messenger of Allah He told us that every action is by his intention and you will be dealt with according to what you intended which is I Can't tell you the level of mercy from Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala that is connected to the hadith like You're gonna give me what I intend Even if it's even if I didn't attain it if I didn't actually reach it But you're gonna give it to me because that's what I intended Subhanallah, so I'm like, okay. Well, that's easy So let's make some intentions. That's less in this moment. I'm gonna call some out You snatch them up put them in your heart All right and root yourself by it So that we know that we're here that we're gonna get the maximum benefit especially in Ramadan Subhanallah may Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala give us the maximum benefit. All right So we're here by the intention to expose our hearts to the mercy of Allah We're here by the intention to expose our souls to his transformation We're here by the intention to expose our minds to the rectification of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala We're here by the intention of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala will heal our hearts that Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala would remove all of our trauma and Our sadness we're here by the intention of the loss of how to add it would grant us is the comma We're here by the intention to pour our heart out to Allah and for Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala to answer our dua We're here by the intention of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala would number us amongst those from saw the heen Was only had that Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala would number us from amongst those who are si'deqeen that Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala would number us from amongst those that are more going that are near and close to Allah We're here by the intention to the law some time what to add it would grant us an intimacy with him because we see we're Seeking him in the middle of the night We're hereby the intention to seek Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala for us and our entire lineage to Yomu Qiyamah. We're hereby the intention to make a means of connection, to be a connection that is strong and steadfast and never breaks for us and our families and our friends and those whom we love and our entire lineage to Yomu Qiyamah. We're hereby the intention that we could be saved from the torment and the grave and the punishment from the Hellfire, even for the blink of an eye. We're hereby the intention that us and our entire lineage and all of our children and those whom we love and our soba would be saved from the fitna of Masih ad-Dajjal. We're hereby the intention to connect to the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam and never break tie with him. We're hereby the intention to be included amongst those who gave a pledge to the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam at the moment of akhaba. Y'a Rabb, be include me with them. We're hereby the intention that Allah swt would number us from the people of Quran. We're hereby the intention that Allah swt would number us amongst those who have vakireen Allahi kathiran. We're hereby the intention that Allah swt would mold and shape us into the servants of his that he's well pleased. We're hereby the intention that Allah swt would love us. We're hereby the intention that Allah swt would grant us and our entire lineage to liyumu qiyama jinnu tofurdul sallala. We're hereby the intention to be with the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam in the dunya and the akhira. We're hereby the intention to be guided by the Prophet in our dreams and our awakened state for our entire lives, us and our entire lineage. We're hereby the intention to seek refuge in Allah like the people of ashab al kath. We're hereby the intention that we can be that we can have a sohbah to strengthen the ummah of the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam. We're hereby the intention that the beloved messenger of Allah alayhi wa sallam would be proud to say that we were from amongst his ummah. We're hereby the intention that Allah swt would grant us the highest levels of success and that we would never fail to dunya and akhira. Allahumma sallallahu alayhi wa sallam. Amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen. Please accept all of our intention. We didn't come here for some small. Allah swt talks about those in the Quran who abandoned their beds seeking Allah swt, number that we're from amongst them. So, I'm so honored to be amongst you because there's something that we do together that we can't do alone by ourselves, right? There's something that we bring together. So, why not literally by connecting with each other, right? In this night, we become, we become like a stronger chain, right? We add to the to the barakah of the gathering. It's increased, right? Allah gives us, yeah, He's giving us increase, subhan Allah, subhan Allah, by coming together. And we want to, we want to make sure that we're, we hold firm onto that, right? And so, this minar, I want to talk about some stories in the Quran that you guys are all familiar with, right? You guys all know these stories, subhan Allah. It's just a reminder for inshallah, per chance that it might be a benefit to us. But when we hear these stories, subhan Allah, it's like digging, right? Any time we hear these stories over again, it's like digging. You're doing the same action over and over and over again, right? And for a while it feels like, yes, why are we saying this, reciting the same fact, you have 17 times a day, but then something happens, subhan Allah. And you strike gold, then you strike oil, you find something valuable. It happens in that moment when you've been praying for, you don't know how many years, subhan Allah, a decade, half, you know, more than a decade plus, and you haven't been feeling it. And then one day, subhan Allah, you hit a certain, you get to even. And it hits differently. And your tears began to flow and you realize, I've been doing the same action, but now it's different. And so I'm hoping, by us just reviewing some of these stories of women in the Quran, or even just women that are listed within our tradition, inshaAllah, that we become closer to ourselves and that we know who we are, why Allah subhan Allah created us to begin with. And then what do we have to do with Allah? And what does Allah have to do with us? That's really the question, what does Allah have to do with us? So I want to start off telling you this particular narration. It's like one of my absolute favorite narrations. Well, the beloved messenger of Allah, and he sent out to us, Sam, he's in Isra'at Miraj. He's literally traveling through the heavens with Jibra'el alaihi s-salam, and Isra'at Miraj. And as he's traveling, the Prophet, alaihi s-salam, smells something so beautiful, he can't ignore it. And I want you to imagine this, because the Prophet, alaihi s-salam, when he arrives, right, and he's granted the opening, the literally the skies open up, the Prophet, alaihi s-salam, is greeted by angels up on angels sending salawat. Can you, first of all, we know that the Malaika love good smell. So I just say, so how am I, what the scent must have been like? Right from that, just the smell of the Malaika. Right, the smell of the first heaven and the second heaven and the third heaven. And he sees, seeing subhan Allah of Jannah, what that must have smelled like. But then for the Prophet, salatullah s-salam, to have a smell that exceeded that, that made him stop in his tracks and say, alaihi s-salam, what is that smell? What is that? And he says, oh, this is the smell of the hairdresser of the daughter of Firaum. He doesn't even mention her name. He says, this is the smell of the hairdresser of the daughter of Firaum. First of all, this is like, okay, now I'm really bad at this, so you guys have to help me out. When you're a hairdresser, you're a blue collar worker. Yeah, blue collar worker. I'm not like CEO of a company. You're not like, you know, some high status. You're not coming from like some high status. You're the hairdresser, not a pharaoh's wife, not like the hairdresser of the queen. No, you're the hairdresser of the daughter of Firaum. And so, so Hanama, the hairdresser of the, so the Prophet, sallallahu alaihi wa sallam, is like, I need to know, like, what is so wonderful and significant about her, that sallallahu alaihi wa sallam, I can smell her, I can smell her while I'm traveling, right through on my journey to meet Allah, sallallahu alaihi wa sallam. So tell me, tell me about her. And so he says, well, he begins to narrate to our Prophet, sallallahu alaihi wa sallam, that basically one day she's combing the hair of the daughter of Firaum, and she drops the comb. And as she drops the comb, Hanama, she goes on, she picks it up, and she says, Bismillah. And so the daughter turns around and says, what did you say? She said, I said, Bismillah. She said, are you talking about my father? She said, no, no, child. I'm not talking about your father. She says, Allah rabbi wa rabbuq wa rabbil aamin, that Allah is my Lord. And you know, you probably don't know, Allah is your Lord and the Lord of the universe. And so the daughter becomes angry. She's like, I'm gonna, I'm gonna tell my father what you said. And the hairdresser said in my southern accent, go run, tell that. And so she goes and she tells her father, pompous princess. Daddy, my hairdresser said, Bismillah. And so he says, what? She said, yeah, she's been infected with this religion of Musa. So you know, in father fashion, in tyrannical father fashion, he says, he's got to prove to his daughter, right? Who he is. So he says, well, you go, you tell her to come here. You tell her to report to me. So she comes, right? Here I am. She said, do you believe in the Lord of Musa? She says, Allah rabbi wa rabbuq wa rabbil aamin, talking about speaking truth to power. She's not doing it from like behind a, you know, a screen, typing Facebook, hitting that change button. Oh, but no, she's standing directly in front of him. She knows what he's capable of. She knows all the babies that he's murdered. She knows all the men that he's murdered. And she says, Allah is my Lord and your Lord and the Lord of the universe. And so he says, okay, like I see your boldness. So he says, you know what? I'm not even, in this moment, I'm not even going to address you directly because I see your, you know, how you're presenting yourself. So he orders his soldiers, go bring her entire family and bring them to me. So her husband also worked in the court of Pharaoh. So he brings her husband, they go bring her five children from her home. One of them is an infant baby, like a baby in her arms. And they then, he then orders a cauldron pot to be boiled of oil. Not just water, oil. You know, the difference between water and oil is that when it boils, if it touches you, it's going to stick. So even if you wipe it, it's going to, the skin is going to come with it. So they boil this oil until it's bubbling. And he asked her, say what you've said again. She looks at him and she says, And he looks at her husband and he says, you allowed this? You let this happen? You let her be infected with this religion? And her husband says, And Pharaoh becomes infuriated. He orders his clothes to be ripped off and thrown into this boiling oil. And in front of his wife and his children, they boil him to his bones. And she's standing there watching. I can't imagine. I can't imagine the tears in her eyes or the lump in her. I can't imagine how she must have felt. And then he asked her again. She answered the same way. They started with her oldest child. He asked her again. She responded the same way. He put the next child and the next and the next until she's holding the baby in her arms. And he asked her again. You want to change your mind yet? And at that moment, she looks down at her baby. And of course, with the mother heart, she holds the baby a little bit tighter. And subhanallah, Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala, manifest a miracle in her arms. This is the first child that we know to speak. This child speaks and says, Mama, don't be afraid for you are on sarat al-mustaqim. And literally even in that, even with Pharaoh hearing that, he then becomes more angry, rips the child out of her arm, and then subhanallah boils her, boils the child in this pot. And he asked her again. And she says, I just have one request, bury us in the same grave that we could be together in the Akhirah. I'm not afraid. I know you're only sending me to my Lord. This is a whole level of iman, a whole level of taqwa. And subhanallah, he does the same thing to her. He boils her, all of them alive. And so when the Prophet, sallallahu alayhi wa sallam hears this, he's just overwhelmed. He's just overwhelmed. And of course then the question becomes, like when he tells the companions, as the question becomes, like, who is she? How does she learn about, like, how does she know the deed? What happens subhanallah? What happens next? You know what happens next? Queen Asiya runs. When she hears the story, she runs the Pharaoh. And she said, did you murder her and her entire family? She's asking him, like, I know that you're cruel. I know that you've done some horrible things, but tell me you didn't do that. And he says, I did. She was talking about this religion of Musa, saying that Allah was her Lord. She said, Allah was my Lord. And he began to laugh. And at that moment, Queen Asiya confesses. Queen Asiya says, Allah rabbi warabbuk. And this is the moment where he literally orders all of her clothes to be ripped off. He drags her by her hair, hangs her off the balcony. And initially the people are screaming, oh Pharaoh, this is the beautiful, the Queen Asiya, the kind, the merciful, the generous, please. And he says, you know what she, you know, you know what she said? And then immediately the people back off and say, oh Pharaoh, he murders her, subhanallah. He literally leaves her first in the desert naked for three days, expecting that the animals would eat her alive. And he sends the soldiers to go find her after three days. And when they find her alive, they literally drag her back by the horse. They drag her back. And when she gets there, and he's like, you're still not dead. So then he orders a horse to be tied on one side of her and another on the other. And he keeps whipping the horse until it's literally separating her limbs and the skin from its bones. She begins to make a dua that's mentioned in the Quran. She says, my lord, build with me, build for me with you a house in Jannah. And she's like, build for me with you a house in Jannah. And subhanallah, Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala literally shows her in that moment the building her home. She smiles. She smiles. Pharaoh becomes enraged. He says, how dare you? How dare you? I'm torturing you after everything I've done. And you smile? You smile? And she says, and save me from Pharaoh and his evil folks, his evil people who come with me, come with him. And in that moment, subhanallah, he's so angry that she smiled. She makes this dua, like, save me from him, Ya Rabbi. So he then orders a catapult to crush her body. Right before the catapult comes, this catapult to rock a stone, a boulder to crush her, Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala removes her soul. Now you might be wondering, why do I tell you this story tonight? Because in these moments, what will you do for Allah? What will you withstand? To say, Allah, I will not deviate from this day. I am, how will you say I'm not concerned about the people? I'm not concerned about their opinion of me. I'm not concerned about my perceived notion of what they might do to me, whether imagined or real. I don't care. What I care about is, what does my Lord think of me? This is what Osa Al-Shamidah was talking to you about when she says, listen, right, whether you look like the, I don't know, America's next top model, I might be aging myself. Totally might be. And truth is, I have no, I've been in Gambia. I have no idea what is current. You know, they have like, what's trending? I have, then is, I don't know. No idea. But no, I don't look like the next top model. I'm not, you know, I'm not concerned or I'm not jealous of, of what they have and what the disbelievers are, I don't care what I'm concerned with is Allah. I'm concerned that I'm going to face my Lord one day. Will my Prophet, Sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, smell me coming with a beautiful sense of Allah. You know, at the moment of death, when they remove the soul, when the angel of death comes, he removes the soul. There's a wrapping, a beautiful wrapping that they do for that soul that's either like a beautiful cloth, right? Or it's something that is horrible. And either it's blessed with like the most, the most blessed of smell, right? It has that scent or a putrid smell. And that, when that soul is wrapped and it's going through that first minor judgment, this is how the angels receive it. Either the angels will be receiving that soul, right? Saying Sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, who is this beautiful soul? And the Malaika will then chant what the people said about this. This was the one Sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, stayed up in MCC and prayed all night, right? This is the one that Sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, she was tired, but she came to make zikrabullah. This is the one that Sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, no matter how far it was to be in the company and the Suhba of the Muslim in, subhanallah, they, they traveled to it where there was, there was lessons and opportunities to learn to be closer to Allah as we're done, they were willing to make hijra for. They're the ones that subhanallah, they were reading Quran and crying and weeping in the last of the night. They are the ones who were seeking Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. They're the ones who, yes, they were wearing hijab when other people were making fun of them. They are the ones who were concerned about their death when other people were only concerned about how they were going to live their best life. They were concerned about how they were going to die their best death. That's what the angels subhanallah would be saying about this beautiful soul. So when Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala has us fasting, one of the lessons, one of the lessons even in staying up in the night is about for you to think about your ending, for you to think about, Ya Allah, give me Kostem Khatima. What is the, what is the, what is the beauty? What is the state of my soul? What is the state of my soul? Because our actions only tell us about the condition of our soul. That's what our actions tell us. If we're eager and running to the salah, right, and like, Ya Rabbi, I, I can't wait to talk. What time I gotta break? I, I have to have a conversation with you Ya Rabbi. I just, I want to praise you. I'm just so grateful to you, right? I have so, I just want to say subhanallah, we have these subhanallah I do, but I just can't wait to be an intimate, I'm looking for a moment. I gotta find a place I need to be in an intimate moment with you Ya Rabbi. Or are you the one who's like, okay, I got like 10 more minutes before answer comes in. I'll pray in five. Hey, anallah. Or if it's like, you know what, what I'll do is I'll sleep. Now I'll get up and pray Nisha like three minutes before further. May Allah save us. May Allah save us. I know we're all been there. You're laughing because you know what I'm talking about. May Allah, this is, this is why, honestly, this is why we need that dua. Allah Subh'anaHu Wa Ta'ala knew our weakness is so well, right, that he gave us like two, he gave us like, he gave us like a really high example, right, like our mother Miriam. Our mother Miriam subhanallah. What, what I, I, I have to, okay, I'll tell you that's okay. So either like this example, like the purest of all women, right, or he's like, listen, at the end of time, I'm going to need you guys to make this dua. Allahumma inda ka'afu wumteh but afuafu afuana. Oh Allah, you love to pardon, so please pardon me. Hey, because Allah knows, Allah knows our state. He knows our condition, right? Ma'sha'Allah ma'sha'Allah wa siddish. I mean, she has big, she has high hopes for us. She has high hemma for us. May Allah bless her. Say, may Allah bless her. Say, amen. She has high hemma for us. I'm saying subhanallah. Yeah, I'm just like, oh Allah, please make me that woman. She's describing. Ya Rabbi, make me that woman. Ya Rabb, Ya Rabb, Ya Rabb. Make me that woman. That's just that we never, when I saw those scattered dots on the screen, I was like, no, no, no. She said that looks like what she said. Subhanallah. It's going to be, what is this? That's your brain? I felt like that was my brain because that was like, the perfect guy was like, oh, that's not me. And I saw that. I was like, yeah, that's my brain. That's my household. That's my car. Oh Allah, make me, oh, you see that? Ma'sha'Allah. The other one looks like the women in the ranks, right? The Muslims honing it down. Oh Allah, make me like that. That's subhanallah. That we're definitely between the hope and yet the fear, right? The hope and the fear. And the truth is, we need, we actually need to keep striving though, to be like those women. Because those women are, we know that they're guaranteed jannah. That Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala wanted those women to be known so well. And there's just some beautiful things about these women that I just, when I think about the mother of Sayyidatina Maryam, the dua that she made. First of all, what I, what I want to talk about is that in, in the case of al-Imran, we actually don't have any details a lot about al-Imran. We actually don't have even one of his dua. We actually don't know his story. And yet Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala is actually telling us the story about his daughter and about his wife. I, I, I, for me when in those moments Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala is saying to all women, listen, there's going to come a day when people are going to try to trick you into thinking that your deen doesn't honor women. There's going to come a day when people are going to try to trick you and say, Islam doesn't give women rights. Islam doesn't honor women. That you women are oppressed. You just don't know it. You've somehow digested. What is it that when you have like, you've ingest, not ingested racism, like internal racism, right? They've internalized. So what is it when you've done it for like misogyny, internalized misogyny? Is that right? I feel like it's not, but you know, you know what I'm talking about, right? Basically, when we have like, when we've internalized oppression, implicit bias against women in this case. Yeah, that's all that sounds good, right? Sounding real intellectual right now. Yeah. What is it? Stockholm syndrome. Stockholm syndrome. You guys know about that? I'm a university professor. I don't even know what you're talking about. Okay. That there's, there's, there's a lot of supremacist. They're going, there's going to be a moment, right? There's going to be a moment when they're going, shaitan is going to try to trick you outside you. The shaitan is going to try to make you a renegade from your Dean. That shaitan is going to try to convince you to come out of your clothes. That shaitan is going to tell you that that's empowering to be more available to the male gaze is somehow now more empowering. What? To think about that. There's somehow to be more, you know, to, to actually give him more access. The complete stranger of men, I'm saying. The men who could care less about us. The men who don't know our name. They're just benefiting from you walking down the street. That somehow could be available to them to have, to give them free access makes you more empowered. Come on. The shaitan will try to trick you. And by Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala mentioning these women in the Quran, he's saying, listen, listen, listen, listen. I love you. I love the modest ones amongst you. I love the ones that you think that nobody knows you. I love the ones that subhanAllah have sought refuge in me. I love you for the ones that have sought an intimacy with me and you're alone in your room crying out to your Lord subhanAllah. I love you. And Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala is saying, I'm going, I love you so much that even the secret moments between us, I'm going to make it known to the entire world to the end of time. They're going to be reciting our love story every time they make a khatam of Quran. They're going to recite the love story between me and you. We're going to recite the love story between the mother of Mariam and Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. We're going to recite the love story between our beloved mother Mariam and Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. How she was willing to endure subhanAllah that she, she wasn't, women weren't allowed inside the, the seminary at that time. Women were not allowed to study, but her mother had already made that promise to dedicate her child to Allah. So when she gave birth to a, to a female, right? She's Allah giving birth to a female. And Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala says, I know full well where that could have laced a kid with that. And this, the, the language behind this, the grammar behind this is like Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala is saying, listen, you thought you were going to give birth to a male, but what I gave you was going to be better than what you expected. And that kid, laced a kid with that. You said, what are you saying? You're just trying to push us up. Okay, well, let's ask the prophet, subhanahu wa ta'ala is saying that. And he says, yalla, subhanahu wa ta'ala, who's more worthy of my love and my honor? What did he say? Your mother. And who after that? Your mother. And who after that? Your mother. And then who? Your father. So three times the prophet, he said, then said that. He said, paradise lies at the foot of who? Our mother. Subhanallah. So I'm not just saying things to make you, you know, to gas you up, as they say. I'm not, I promise you that subhanallah behind this, our mother, Maryam was also willing. She sacrificed a lot. She protested outside of those doors of what we now know as nasir al-Aqsa to enter. And even when she entered, they didn't allow her to like become a student of knowledge. Subhanallah. I'm so proud of our Ustathas who are receiving their Ijazah, subhanallah and Quran. They're following in her footsteps. May Allah continue to ennoble their face and raise their rank. She suffered a lot. Subhanallah. She's a single mother, single mother. Another subhanallah is in the example of our mother Hajjah. I'll tell you, this is the last one I'll mention tonight in Sha'a Allah. We'll close in Dua'a. In the case of our mother Hajjah, you ever have a story in the Quran that makes you like want to dance? Do you have that? No, you're not like me. I know. I'm making you do the boogie, boogie. No, you're not like me. Masha Allah. You guys are like at home, like, oh, you're getting like, you know, your heart shake, your heart quiver. Me, I'm like this. I'm like, this is great. Like, this is great. It's my heritage. I can't open. And so for me, it's the case of our mother Hajjah. The thought that when we go and make Tawaf around the Kaaba, that she's buried there. The fact that the like the most blessing you can get, like inside of the Hijra Ismail, like in that area, that's what she's buried. Right? The fact that subhanallah, this is a woman that literally most people, if you're looking on the outside of it, you're thinking her husband abandoned her. You're thinking that Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala has just thrown her away, literally in the desert. But subhanallah, Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala leaves her in the desert with the child. So many stories of like just a woman and a child. She's alone in the desert subhanallah. And as Ibrahim alayhi s-salam prophet Ibrahim alayhi s-salam is walking away. Where are you going? Where are you going? Did Allah tell you to do this? That has to be Allah. That Allah is sufficient for me and Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala will take care of me. He leaves. He leaves. She runs out of water. She runs out of food. I always think about how, how was she when it got dark? You know, we think about like Masha Allah, all the lights from the clock tower in the McDonald's and all the hotels. No, none of that was there. She was literally a woman alone in the desert with a child. And it got dark. I just, it's like, Ya Rabbi, did you send me here to die? Did you send me here to be eaten alive? Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala is saying, listen, the seed of iman that's in your heart, they're gonna witness it to the end of time. The seed of iman, the seed of towakum, the seed of takwan that's in your heart. People are going to walk in your footsteps just to complete their faith. That you don't have, we don't complete our Islam of the body even until you walk in the footsteps of Hajj until you make Hajj, until you go and visit her grave. Your iman is not even, you haven't finished it yet. You want to earn benefit? You want to become closer to Allah and go make Umrah? Go walk in her footsteps. Go do that. Literally, Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala builds the holiest city in the world around her. The holiest city in the world is built around her in her iman and her takwa and her towakum. There's no secret why that would be the place that Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala would reveal the final message. There's no secret why that the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, not only would be born there, not only that the Qur'an would be recited there, subhanallah. But when the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam is going to Isra in Me'raj and the angels come and wash his heart, they open his heart and what do they pour inside? Samza, the fruit of her labor, the fruit of her iman. That's what the angels pour into the heart of the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam for him to be able to take that journey of ascension, that which remains of her iman. Gets poured into the heart of the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam. There's something special about that. When the tribe of Jordan comes and they come to her and they say, can we stay here? This is after Zem Zem, after Jibrael comes, splits open the earth for her, which I just want you guys to keep. Like Jibrael comes and descends for her, right? Crocs open the earth for her. Zem Zem flows to sustain her, subhanallah, tribe of Jordan comes and they ask her, can we stay here? And she says, yes, but I control the water. When I love, this is one of those moments when she's just like, what? What? Allah. First of all, how bold are you? Right? You're a woman alone in the desert. There's no man here to protect you. What do you mean? What are you talking about? We're an entire tribe. Woman, we could take you over. But that kind of confidence comes from what? From a woman who knows her Lord. That kind of confidence comes from a woman who knows Allah. I'm that subhanallah, Inna Allah ma'a sabireen. Inna Allah ma'a al-mursaleen. She has jaqeen. She has certainty despite what it looks like. Despite the apparent reality, she has absolute certainty without doubt, without question. My Lord is there for me. My Lord will take care of me. That as long as I remain firm upon surat al-mustaqeem, Allah will never leave me. And so they honor that. They honor it. She controls the water. She controls the water. Allah subhanallah has given each and every one of you a Zem Zem. Watch your Zem Zem. What is your gift? That is a means of healing and nurturing. That is a means of nourishment for those in your family, in your community. And you have to be careful. You have to be careful to guard it. To say there's a gift that Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala has given me. And I can share it with you, but you can't have it. You hear that women? Because I know we give away everything. We do. Subhanallah. I'm actually shocked, laughing at women right now in our society. Why? They even gave up their womanhood. They even gave up their womanhood. Now they're like, wait, hold up, what? I'm a birthing person and you're a woman? Yeah, I said that. Now they wake up, snap. Oh wait, wait, wait, hold up. Hold up. No, no, no, no. So what I'm saying to you, Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala, and I don't want you to think that, you know, do I have to be a prophet? I want you to listen to these stories. Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala is talking about these women in the Quran and the intimate relationship they have. Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala talks about the relationship he has with Um Musa, with the mother of Musa. Literally, the mother of Musa is talking to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala and Allah is responding back to her. She's not in doubt about it. She's not like, am I trembling? Am I hearing things? Stop being emotional. Stop exaggerating. No, she's certain about it. This is what Allah wants me to do and I'm doing it. She's certain about it. Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala again, he's telling us the love story between him and the mother of Musa. That Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala has given each and every one of you a unique gift that he tells you when you make mention of me. I'm going to mention you in a gathering better than that. We have so many narrations of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala talking about all he is bragging about his servants. Right bragging about them. Do you see her? It's Allah. She's hungry. She's still fasting. She's thirsty. She's still striving. She got divorced. She feels broken, but she hasn't left this team. That's why Allah, she lost her job because she wanted to wear her hijab. She started her own business. She didn't have anybody else, all of her family turned against her either because she converted to Islam or because she decided like I'm not going to do this or that. I'm going to stick firm to this deen and there's oh my god you're becoming religious fanatic. She's like, yeah, Allah is bragging about you. He's bragging about you to the angels. He literally sent a host of angels right now tonight. There's a summit of angels. I'm not kidding. There is a summit of angels. Okay. And said, I'm looking for this gathering where people are remembering Allah. And he found it. Right. That angel found it in San Francisco and MCC. We're in San Francisco, right? He found it at MCC. And then he branched. He told the other militant, listen, come to what we found it. We found it. So Allah, hey, there's a group of women up all night. They are making, they're making, they're making, they're making du'a. And the angels come and they encircle that gathering with their wings and they make du'a for the people who are in that gathering. And says, none of them leaves that gathering except all their sins are forgiven. And Allah knows what you're saying, but he just wants to like brag about it to the to the munaika. He's like, what are they saying? He's like, Allah, they were saying So what did they ask for? Allah, they were asking for jinnah. Allah knows, but looks how he's asking up. He's like, have they seen it? No, y'all, they haven't seen the jinnah. And what are they seeking refuge from? Y'all, they're asking to seek refuge in you from hellfire. And Allah says, had they seen it? No, y'all, they haven't seen it. Literally, this conversation right is the answer to Allah, what Allah told the munaika in the beginning when he said, I'm going to create, right, the Khalifa of the earth. And they were like, oh, you're going to create someone who's going to spread mischief and going to shed blood. And Allah says, I know what you don't know. So in that later on, when he's saying this conversation to the munaika, you thought that the dunya was going to entice them. You thought they was going to be up in the clouds, turns out they're in the mushroom. You thought they was going to be being watching in Netflix, turns out they're in the masjid, making dhikr, making dua, reading Qur'an. You thought they were going to spin their youth in the street. Turns out they traded in, subhanallah, any of what they were claiming was youth, traded that dunya in for the Akhira. Allah is bragging about you to the angels. And then Allah says, now be my witness that I have forgiven them. Allah is telling the angels, be my witness, I have forgiven them. Then the angels say, but wait, y'all don't be, there's somebody who came. He wasn't a part of the gathering. He just came for some need and they left. He said, well, the nature of that type of gathering is even if they passed by, I would forgive them too. That's the light they shed. That's the Zem Zem they offer as a healing and a mercy and a forgiveness for others. May Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala bless us to have the type of iman. That is a light for others in darkness. May Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala make us amongst those who he loves. May Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala make us from amongst those that are steadfast and ever deviate. May Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala bless us to be from the people of them. May Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala bless us to be amongst those that you've granted in monadune. Now to be granted some intimacy with you. Y'all don't be, we ask you by your infinite mercy. Allah give us the complete and perfect faith after which there is no disbelief. Give us certainty and you afterwards there is no doubt and make us firm upon surat al-mustaqeen. Ya Allah we ask that you please by your gentleness and your mercy make our hearts pure for you. Ya Allah Ya Rabbi make our hearts vessels for your light. Ya Rabbi by this month of the Quran. Ya Rabbi teach us the Quran. Grant us the insights into it Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi bless us with its secrets by which we become nearer and closer to you. Ya Allah we ask that you bless us to walk in the footsteps of Sayyidina Muhammad A.S. Ya Rabbi please heal us. Ya Rabbi heal us from all of our trauma. Put us back together after our brokenness. Ya Rabbi fill us after all the loss that we have endured. Ya Rabbi we ask you by your mercy come to our rescue. Ya Rabbi come to our rescue. Ya Rabbi in our relationship with you. Come to our rescue and our deficiency in our being. Ya Rabbi we ask that you come to our rescue and stand between us and our hearts. Stand between us and our nafs. Ya Rabbi by your mercy. Ya Rabbi come between us and our desires. Ya Rabbi come to our rescue from the west west. Ya Rabbi come to our rescue against the shaitan. Ya Rabbi you are the one who grants victory. Ya Rabbi grant us victory. Ya Rabbi number us from amongst those when you said. Ya Rabbi bless me to be from amongst them. Ya Rabbi we ask you by your mercy that you please come to the rescue of these women. Ya Allah come to the rescue of the Muslim women all over the world. Ya Rabbi come to the rescue of Muslim women who are struggling. Ya Rabbi as mothers. Ya Rabbi who are struggling in their marriages. Ya Rabbi come to the rescue of women. Ya Rabbi who are struggling. Ya Rabbi with their children. Ya Rabbi come to the rescue of us. Ya Rabbi that are taking care of our elderly parents and we're becoming weak. Ya Allah Ya Al Qawil Ya Matin Ya Rabbi come to our rescue. Ya Rabbi sometimes in this dunya we get so lost. So confused. Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi sometimes we don't know which direction to go. We have wronged our own selves so we're begging you by your mercy. Ya Rabbi make us firm. Make us steadfast. Ya Rabbi grant us an istiqama from you that you will accept it from us. Ya Rabbi we ask you by your mercy that you will grant us a complete and perfect pardon after which there is no sin in our book. Ya Rabbi no trace of it. Ya Rabbi the stain of our sin. Let it be removed from our own hearts. Be removed from our character. Ya Rabbi and by your gentleness and your mercy remove the stain of our sin and our mistakes from upon the hearts of those that we've wronged. Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi bless those that we've harmed to forgive us. Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi and those that have wronged us place it in our hearts to be able to forgive Ya Al Hamur Rahman for you are the disposer of all affairs. And so we ask you by your infinite mercy. Ya Rabbi take care of all of our affairs. Ya Al Hamur Rahman. Ya Rabbi don't leave us to ourselves even for the blink of an eye. Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi we ask that you please send down your Malaika and every turn, every angle of our life Ya Al Hamur Rahman. We ask that you please organize it for us. Set it right for us Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi we ask that you please protect us from the enemies of you and the enemies of us. Ya Rabbi protect us. Ya Rabbi from the fitna of Masih had the jam us and our children and our entire lineage to Yomo Qiyama. Bless us to have actions and speech and character that brings us near and close to you and take us away from actions and speech that take us away from you. Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi mold and shape us to be people of Taqwa. Mold and shape us to be people. Ya Rabbi of Zikr. Mold and shape us to be Ahl Al Quran. Ya Al Hamur Rahman. Ya Rabbi we ask you by your mercy that if wherever us or our children or our parents or our loved ones or our descendants. Ya Rabbi wherever they may even go astray. Ya Rabbi we ask that you please guide us right. Ya Rabbi wherever they as chaos in our life Ya Assalam. Ya Rabbi grant us harmony and grant us peace. Ya Rabbi wherever we're broken and we're incomplete. Ya Al Jabab please put us back together. Ya Al Hamur Rahman. Ya Rabbi wherever we are in need. Ya Arzaqu Ya Kareem. Ya Rabbi please provide for us in an abundance Ya Rabbi. Ya Rabbi wherever we are ignorant Ya Rabbi please grant us hikmah Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi wherever we are in darkness Ya Noor grant us a light from you Ya Al Hamur Rahman. Ya Rabbi we come to you with every form of sickness. Ya Rabbi we come to you with every deficiency. So we're begging you Ya Rabbi please heal us. Ya Rabbi heal us. Ya Rabbi from the sicknesses of our bodies. Ya Rabbi heal us from the sicknesses of our mind. Ya Rabbi heal us from the sicknesses of our soul. Ya Ar Hamur Rahman. Ya Rabbi we ask you by your mercy that you please heal us externally. Ya Rabbi heal us internally Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi bless us to see with the eye of mercy. Ya Rabbi and remove from us this eye of criticism Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi bless us to be a witness to you and every blink of our eye. Ya Rabbi let us recognize that it is only you Ya Ar Hamur Rahman. Ya Rabbi we ask you by your mercy that you grant us your mercy. Ya Rabbi that you grant us an intimacy with you Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi grant us the best dua and the best answer. Grant us the best life and the best death. Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi have mercy on us when the angel of death comes to take our soul and let the angel of death only take our soul while you're absolutely pleased with us Ya Rabbi. Why we have been granted your complete pardon Ya Allah. Why we have the guarantee of your Jannah Ya Ar Hamur Rahman. Ya Rabbi ask that you have mercy on us when the angel of death comes to take our soul and we breathe our last breath. Ya Rabbi have mercy on us when they wash our bodies. Ya Allah have mercy on us when they lower us into the grave. Ya Rabbi when you lower us into the grave let it be the messenger of Allah. Ya Rabbi don't deprive us of his company. Ya Rabbi don't deprive us of his company. Ya Rabbi please don't deprive us of his company. Ya Rabbi bless us to be near and close to him Ya Rabbi. Ya Rabbi we ask you on the day of resurrection have mercy on us. Let it be the hand of the prophet Salaulah and he will send them that pulls us out of our grave. Let it be next to him that we stand on Ya Rabbi. Ya Rabbi let it be his blessed hand that takes us into Jannah. Let it be his blessed hand that we take a drink from at the hold. Ya Rabbi let it be his blessed hand. Ya Rabbi that we cross the Syrah with. Ya Rabbi we're not worthy of your Jannah but we're too weak for your Hellfire. Ya Rabbi we're not worthy of your Jannah but we are too weak for your reckoning. So we ask you by your gentleness and your mercy and your compassion. Ya Rabbi please grant us a Jannah without reckoning. Ya Allah. Ya Rabbi don't let us be humiliated on Yomu Qiyamah. Ya Rabbi save us from humiliation in this Junior and the Akhira. Us in our entire progeny to Yomu Qiyamah. Ya Rabbi we ask that when the prophet Salaulah and he send them sees us. Ya Rabbi let him beam with light and happiness from seeing us. Ya Rabbi. Ya Rabbi. Ya Rabbi let us enter into Jannah for those in the Allah. Us and all of our righteous ancestors and our parents. Ya Rabbi. Us and our parents. Ya Rabbi and our entire descendants and our progeny to Yomu Qiyamah. Ya Rabbi any of our family members that are not guided. Ya Rabbi guide them right. Whenever Ya Rabbi those who have gone astray. Ya Rabbi bring them back to this Deen. Ya Allah. Wherever they are confused about this Deen. Ya Rabbi give them Yaqeen upon this Deen. Ya Rabbi let the Quran be our guide. Let it be. Ya Rabbi let the Quran testify for us on Yomu Qiyamah and never against us. Ya Rabbi bless our shiukh and our teachers. Ya Rabbi please bless them with the highest states and elevation expansion. Ya Rabbi continue to increase them in knowledge and wisdom and insight. Ya Rabbi bless us to continue to learn and to benefit from them. Ya Rabbi preserve them. Ya Excellent in care. Ya Allah. Allahumma berahmatika thabbit kulubna. Tabbit akdamala adha surat al mustaqima. Ya Rahamur Rahimin. Ya Rabbi Allahumma indaka aafu wun tehibbu aafu wafu aafu anna. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Allah. Ya Rahamur Rahimin. Allahumma salli ala sayyidina wa habibina mounana muhammad. Wa ala aalihi wa sahbihi wa sallam. Wa alhamdulillahi rabbil aalamin. Alhamdulillahi wa sahbihi wa sahbihi wa sahbihi