 Hi y'all, welcome back to another vlog. I got back from Vegas last night I have been working all day just getting my life back in order. This clutter is driving me crazy If you guys have good back of accessories for me, let me know I need some bath mats and then I also Need somewhere to put the products There's not really like storage, you know, and even like they're like seeing it. I don't know I'm gonna do this little pumping cream. I'm not sponsored, but I've been loving primarily pure I'm actually not using this but I do love primarily pure. I've got confused. We're having a self-care evening a very chill Relaxing night at home. So I'm putting on a face mask This is a clear stand face mask as you can probably tell I am so tired This weekend really took it out of me and then I got home late last night Woke up this morning going straight to work. Well, this was really nice on my skin I think I think in everything bath and shower. It's gonna be absolutely amazing I leave again on Friday for Austin. So this time for my relaxing bath Can you use bath salt? I'm gonna exfoliate. I'm gonna do all my body care all my skincare Everything and I'm gonna come out feeling so amazing I'm out. I feel amazing. I have no idea how I already got something on my pajamas I'm wearing the new sun active sleep. They are so soft. I also just got this new robe from Mason and Gray There's nothing other than a matching pajama set a robe and slippers like I have my whole life Oh my god, it just feels like so good. I just my skincare. I did a bunch of like primarily pure oil This one is not sponsored by the way, but I've been loving primarily pure their oils are so good Their sams are amazing and I just feel like I know it's good for my skin. I just like like it more for my body I also use the lush argan oil. No, not that was it rose argan If you look back on the lush rose argan body canister Soft off is amazing and leaves your body feeling so like moisturized. I also use the new body Exfoliator exfoliating gloves to get my tan off in the weekend because I'm getting a new tan tomorrow and Then the new body peptide of body cream This is one of my favorite body creams and it's actually like a ton of product I've been using this a lot and I still have so much left I feel like a lot of body products I probably just like overdue it when I go here really quickly before with that one I did the primarily pure body oil blue tansy and I'm thinking about these for these body oils like I've been using this body oil For a while now and I'm not even halfway through a little goes a long way and they last a long time I do have a code for these because there are podcast moms and I've worked them in the past So I'll put that where I link everything. I just love their stuff. It's so good You can like spray this on your skin once you cleanse it, but also I'm having the over-makeup I want to try this over like summer makeup and see how I like it. I feel so at peace like this is oh My god, what a good beautiful beautiful evening. I've had so far. I'm really looking forward to getting a better reading No one is surprised. I know my very handsome man There's also no excuse as to why I still have a box in my bedroom. I thought it's actually ridiculous He looks so handsome. There's the fit my pajamas out into the night Set active mason and gray skim slippers. I've been loving. Okay, like this robe is everything I don't have a robe that's this long and I really love that and then it said active sleep is Unbelievably soft. I love it. It's do you have an outfit of the night? No, he's not interested a little update I finally moved this mirror back to this area of my house. It looks much better here But I am like really living my best life. I've been having meetings later The normal I got a lot of work done. I thought I was gonna go to bed earlier tonight but it's like 9 p.m. Actually and It's happening soon. I am so cozy. I'm planning out some future podcast episodes I am planning on going to LA in August. Stay tuned because hopefully we're doing something very fun in August in Los Angeles, but Regardless, I think I'm gonna need to go for like a week or so for work So let me know who you guys want on the podcast. I Definitely want to get some good like interviews and stuff recorded I want to be recording like most of my stuff here regardless. I'll do intros outros all that stuff but I Definitely Want to get some interviews going. I feel like I'm just so like I think it's because it's the summer and I'm like I'm Always I don't want to sound like I'm complaining. I'm also just I'm like Almost kind of lost like like a few months like a month ago I was like, oh my god I'm the most sure career-wise and I have so many of these ideas of all a lot and then I don't know if it's just like being in my 20s or The summer and I'm always like in a weird place emotionally mentally in summer or what but I'm like I don't know look I want to rebrand the podcast But now I'm like getting cold feet like I'm like, I don't know if I want to do that Now I'm thinking it might be done by doing more so that's what you guys wanted like should I be doing more so Should I still have stuff with the structure that was working which is like all like a bunch of interviews? like I just I don't know and like I'm just like getting so in my head about stuff and It's just I mean, I don't know like I don't know at the end of the day Like I know things are gonna work out and be fine. I believe myself and everything's good like these would be out I'm very grateful, but It's just like I'm spiraling. You know what I mean, and I'm like, I know this isn't like The truth, but I'm my head. I'm like, oh my god. No one likes the podcast No one cares. No one like gets anything out of it. No one feels like connected to me No one feel like I will go down that spiral and it really does feel true Even though I know that it probably is a true. It just feels true I don't know how to describe it, but I'm just like waiting to like One day just wake up and just be in a way better mood or not move it like mental space Which does happen to me a lot. So I'm hoping that it's happening in the future It's just hard as much as like a lot of other business stuff. I'm doing in the next couple of months Like betting on yourself Constantly and I feel like normally I went into it Or previously I got into things maybe a little more naive or just like I'm gonna be fine Or maybe it's not I'm getting older and I have bigger bills to pay or I really don't know what it is But now I'm like, oh my god, like there's obviously always a fear in the back of your head Things aren't gonna work out or whatever But now I'm like It's just scary like it's not even I think it's just normal to feel to feel scared when you're making any change or starting something new or betting on yourself or whatever it is and like I'm obviously like Self-employed like I'm like boss. I do it all myself So that is like really scary because I don't really have someone to like tell me that like I'm doing good job This is right like I don't really have someone to like bounce ideas off of in a way that like It would also affect them. You know what I mean? Like, I don't know. I like they know enough. I Don't know. I'm just like kind of spiraling, but It's gonna be fine. It's all gonna be okay I'm gonna go green because I always make things feel better. And I know I'm probably just being a dramatic I'm gonna have a little good pop Legend vanilla squares. I've been loving a little treat Ruining my zen this the coolest part about my house right now I need to move this app because I'm almost out of storage and I have two terabytes But I have so many apps like my phone is so an organized app wise and I don't use any of them So that's me to do Anyways, the coolest part is wait for it Now all my blinds are shutting Love that all at once It's just really cozy. I love this vibe we have going. I've got my setup good and ready to go I have my weighted blanket by the way. I Finally ordered this weighted blanket in a size king. It's the Luna cooling weighted blanket I'm not paid to say this. I don't even think I make commission off these blankets I can't really remember maybe I do but I'm not sure regardless. It is the best thing ever. It's amazing for anxiety It releases like endorphins or serotonin or something. I don't know it makes you like literally happier It is the best blanket ever I know I've been talking about it a lot recently, but just a little friendlier reminder. It is so good. It is now Wednesday I read the senator's wife last night by Luke Constantine. I'm like halfway through. It's just like not that good I have laundry going. Sorry. There's my little workout fit. I was on site running my little tank. The lighting here is like phenomenal updates new plans This was such a mess like I'm gonna have to figure out how to clean this out these flowers also They're like dying in the middle. I don't know. I've got to figure that out Zenias have worked very well my backyard the other ones died so I just replanted them in here and Then I was replanting out one, but then the pot didn't look the bottom Just fully disintegrated. I guess I have to get a new pot I've got all this to clean up like this is such a pain and I have a salmon. I'm about to make the lunch. I got a citronella candle for mosquitoes Here's my herb garden. I'm showered and it's time to get to work I made a little salad with some Like a leafy green mix in the farmers market and then that salmon from the farmers market and then I just used I think it's like the seed change Like what is it seed change like rice packets? I'm not sure. I also got my nails done. I was in and out so quick I went back to chrome. I'm into them I have a shoot tomorrow for the rebrand of the podcast or at least the new cover art So I'm getting so that's why I scrubbed off all my spray tan I'm getting a spray tan at 5 p.m. And then my sister I think I'm going from coming over to grill later But I'm wearing my sedactive like black pajamas because I'm gonna wear them After I get sprayed They are so soft not amazing love this so Just eating really healthy. I have my skincare on drinking lots of water Feeling good little productive afternoon ahead It just started storming and I am putting on the summer I turned pretty because I'm going to something very exciting this week at an Austin So I'm rewatching it. Also. I grew up reading these books I remember exactly where I was when I read them and I've always loved them just so much I'm getting some work done and getting some scheduling done some future podcast episodes And I'm gonna start editing this vlog that storm this afternoon was so Crazy like it was so intense. I had no idea it was gonna rain, which you guys know I love a summer storm. It was so cozy with the ideal time Everything about it was perfect. Anyways, it's not storming and I am getting a spray tan at sugar and bronze I'm getting another one this week because tomorrow we are shooting the new podcast cover So I need to be tan and I've another like quick trip on Friday. Oh And then I'm about tomorrow. It's like literally I do the same thing every single week I don't know why you guys like these vlogs. It's literally the exact same thing every week, which I personally love But yeah, oh and I'd stop at Sprouts to get some lunch or some dinner. I was gonna have My sister and her boyfriend were supposed to come over but now it's just one of my childhood friends is coming over So I'm gonna make us dinner To not my normal class I'm going to a finished class At North Park for like a brand event. I love finish. There's stuff so good your bars old Amazon sweater is Abercrombie shoes are up Stanley normal bag and We're off. I wish I had like gold jewelry on so I could be like a really cute Pilates girl But I'm like about to be late. So I have to go I ordered these like salad bowls off Amazon And I love them. They're massive, which is what I need for a salad bowl I'm gonna have them linked and then I'll put them on my store front I mean I can just already tell they're gonna be the best salad bowls ever Like I need this like lunch or dinner when I'm making like a full bowl You know, I just I don't want to you know mix it in a different place like I need it all in one and This looks amazing to wash them, but Perfect. I also got these my museum bath flakes. I'm very easily influenced on to talk and people said that they're amazing So I'm excited. I got a blot after my workout and then I've just been working and editing on the couch It's now 5 30. I need to get ready because I'm a shoot tonight. Also. I Thought that like this order some of them canceled or lost or something and I found it today without CVS I'm shooting at the new podcast cover. This isn't the one I'm using for the cover But I just thought I'd have a two-fit. They're both house of CB House of CB if you're watching this Please add me to your mailing list like I'm begging. I spend so much money at house of CB and I just I want more I need it all I'm gonna try this one on yet, but I just think it's gonna be cute and like fun and whatever so Love this just got dressed for a new podcast cover How's dress is house of CB boots are obviously Tacobas and I have another dress for other photos You guys will see them soon. I'm very excited I hope this doesn't look too like you know, but like it's cute It's still like a fun dress, but it's also kind of like housewife ish, but like, you know, I don't know It's house of CB. Okay, it is time to take my makeup off and also get ready for bed It's 9 p.m. Pretty late for me And I have a six-day workout, which I'm about to make my new personality tray for the next 48 hours. So I Haven't talked about this in the vlog recently. I brought it with me to Vegas I forgot how amazing this 20 worlds up in a way cleansing bomb is it's only $20 it lasts forever I buy them by like I since they're so cheap. I'm at like four at a time so I'll pay like shipping twice, but it is the best cleansing bomb You will ever use like even over the way more expensive ones. So here's only makeup. Okay, and then Like it just comes off so good so good My eyes and face are like always bloodshot like literally always But it leaves your face feeling like moisturized, but not greasy And it's not like too much after the fact like it doesn't dry out your skin But it doesn't leave that weird residue. You know what I'm talking about under the law of cleansing bombs They're the worst really the only two things I've been using on my face besides sunscreen It's the privately pure clarifying serum, and then I also use the plumbing one. I just love All their stuff feels amazing with the oils. I'm just an oils girl Up into the day So our serum they have and then of course have my lip balm I'm trying to go to bed in the next Hour, but I kind of feel like I'm awake. I'm awake. I just don't want to wake up the dogs Sometimes when I'm like prepared to wake up early and we're not at bed I don't know what's wrong with that me. I'm gonna make a coffee. I do feel pretty good though. I'm not gonna lie, which Seems criminal it does. This is a good a good example of what everyone is like. What is wrong with you? You know, oh by the way yesterday I finished the senator's wife. I live con live Constantine, which is actually an author duo Not worth to read like I love the last of the parish and like the last time we saw the whatever with the red one with pearls um The last book they released I didn't like and this one like it was better than the last one the last one I really didn't like this one was just like It was nothing special. I Was expecting a bigger twist. I did it was good. It's just like I Don't know I read it really quickly because I'm just like getting through it in a reading mood But it was in the book that like kept me super interested and like I don't there's really better books out there But if you guys read it, let me know because maybe I just was like in a weird mood. So I Look really cool right now. It's probably like 80 degrees right now My set is story when I dress like wear sweaters and wear, you know Ridiculous clothing when it's 100 degrees just know that I'm dressing for the weather that I want not the weather that I have Okay, it's like dressing for the job that you want and Honestly, it just tricks my brain a little bit. It's been a good build. It's so really for awesome today. I mean packed Well I've been ice rolling. I'm kind of having a great morning. Like I've only been up for 15 minutes. Sure but I kind of miss this like maybe I'll start bringing back my 6 a.m. Workout. It's really nice to get it out of the way and You do feel better than everyone else. I'm just kidding. But like kind of it's just such a good feeling to be up For me after waking up at 6 a.m. Ever since they work out with it really is such a good feeling to be up For everyone else and it's just like slow whatever I used to do this like every morning in LA I would have like training at 6 a and you Pilates at 7 they were in the same room So I just like stuck with it like the big problem with me is that once I really like a workout Like I don't want to miss it But like there's too many workouts that I like and it's like too many workouts right now You know what you mean? And that was a good example then like I wasn't willing to give up my hot flotties class But I also wanted to train so Anyways, I'm just a chicken mood. I had to check my coffee. I'll have you have like a little bit of it There was a hundred degrees can't drink this in there Okay, guys, I'm out. I got my smoothie. It felt amazing Amazing, I think I'm gonna my hair look at this right now. This is how I keep my blowouts This is my post hot flotties care if I like remember to do it a lot of the time I just go home These are dried. Are you joking? I? Literally just bought this pack. I don't know how I did that wait That is so annoying These are normally really great for post workouts They're basically like if you have like a you pull up this towel, but like in your car This stuff is good if your face is really red like after a heated workout my face is bright red So don't tone down spray. Just tones you down. What is in this CBD? It's a CBD infused facial mess cooling hydrating energizing. It's really good post workout. I love it's supposed to work out anyways gotta go home and shower and pack get my Quoint topped off before I leave post this vlog got a lot of things to do before like 9 a.m. It's 8 12. I just finished packing for 24 hours in Austin my cowpack bag And then I'm bringing this extra just because it's so cute. No idea why there's a Starbucks draw there. I Haven't worn this bag since probably like Nantucket, and it's the best bag. I forget like where it's from Who it was sent to me There's no label and I cannot remember for the life of me like there's still a mask in this bag That's how you know. Oh, wow. Okay. Anyways, that is it for this vlog I'm heading off to Austin. There's gonna be an entire Austin vlog. So stay tuned. Love you guys so much, and I'll talk to you soon. Bye like when the summer hits I am just so for lack of a better word miserable and I was Working on gas lighting myself into loving summer and they honestly it was working really well until it hit about 95 degrees And now like all of my gas lighting work on myself is it's no longer working You