 So without further ado, let's go ahead and give a warm welcome to Natasha. Come on, you guys, give her a warm welcome. As she comes on up, it is never easy to come here on stage. And I say sorry for me trying to catch you. But, you know, we want the opportunity for God to receive the glory. Amen. You know, we get a chance to hear it, but we want you to get the chance to hear it so that you can receive it for yourself today. So Natasha, can you tell us just a little bit about how you got here and what's your journey been like since then? So, yeah, let's go there. So for a very long time, my husband and I, we've been looking for a church, a home church. And the first time we stepped into Hungry Jen, I was like, okay, this is the church. This is our home church. And for a long time, I've battled with suicidal thoughts for 20 years to be exact. And I didn't feel like I wanted to share, like to be open. I was afraid of sharing with it with people. I was just keeping it in to myself. And also I came from a culture where I was taught that it's only you and Jesus, nobody else. And in all honesty, you can't do life with just you and God. You need other people. So my husband pushed me to join the home group, which I was like not used to. And I decided to join a home group, Mariana's home group. And when I joined the home group, I kept on going time after time. But at the same time, I felt like skeptical. I'm like, cause the ladies there, they were just like, you know, being real, sharing everything. And I was like, no, it's not gonna happen. And then I went home and my husband's asked me, are you gonna go again? And I'm like, yeah, I'll still go. And then I was like, you know what? It's like an AA meeting. Everybody's just sitting there and just talking and sharing and I'm just here quiet, like just listening. And then it was like two weeks before home group ended, before it was about to end. I was sitting there and then I felt like the Holy Spirit was just giving me this extra push. Like I need to share what is it that I'm going through? What is it that I'm battling with? What am I afraid of? And I was like, so I just came out, I'm like, hey guys, I've been suicidal for 20 years. I don't know what to do. I feel like it's getting to a point where it's getting worse and I just need help. And then right away, the ladies gathered around me. They prayed for me. And like two weeks after that prayer, I was like delivered, completely delivered from suicidal thoughts. Come on. You know, I want you just to go a little bit about the suicidal thoughts. Like you had intrusive thoughts, you had even dreams. Can you just tell us a little bit about how bad that was? It was like at a very tender age when I was probably five or two. It was like so bad to the point. I mean, I took pills in my life. I tried hanging myself. I tried just drowning myself into the beaches and waters because that's where the tropical climates are. So I tried to do all these things. Even got into a car accident. And the dreams got worse. Like in 2018, the year started and I started analyzing my life. I'm like, you know what? What I'm going through is not normal. I need to seek help. I need to do whatever it takes to get to my freedom. And I kept on having nightmare after nightmare like, hey, you're just gonna drive off the blue bridge and be done. And I was like, I need these nightmares to stop. And it was to a point like, okay, that's when I said, you know what? I need the help. I need to listen to my husband and talk to someone. Like I never shared with anyone, never shared with my husband. I just went to a live group and spoke about it. I'm like, wow. I just aired out my dirty laundry to people. But oh well. Well, but tell us now. I mean, how long ago since that prayer happened and how are you doing now? I am doing way much better. I'm bolder. I'm stronger. And I just feel like I have this passion inside of me. I don't know how to like contain it, but I'm like, hey God, I'm ready. I'm ready for whatever you have for me. I'm ready. Amen, amen. And tell us, what is your vision? What is your plan next here at Hungry Jen? Well, my next plan is to do the destiny training and to also to be able to empower other people, women, and to reach out to them and share to them that they should speak out. Cause people are looking for people that are being real and just share what they are going through and just meeting them at the point of their need. Come on. Come on, you guys. Give God some praise and glory for that. That is incredible. And Natasha, can you tell us what would be your word of advice for someone that is internally struggling? And they are afraid to share. I mean, maybe they feel shame to it. You know, the enemy loves to hide and say that's your identity, but it's not. It's just the enemy's way of trying to hide in that sin or that bondage or that struggle. What would you advise people today to do to receive their freedom like you did? Well, first of all, I would encourage everyone, if you're not a part of a life group, join a life group. And don't be afraid to start a home group. If someone isn't starting a home group, start one. Be the change. Step out. You don't have to be qualified and you don't even have to be a good speaker. You just need to step out and fade, open the doors of your home and invite people and let the Holy Spirit work through you. Come on, Natasha. All right. Come on. It's been incredible. It's been over two years. And for her to even share last week how she's completely free, I mean, that enemy loves to come knocking on the door, but she said it's all about maintaining and knowing your authority, knowing to rebuke the enemy and say, you know what? That is my past. That is not a thing anymore. I rebuke you. And that's exactly what she's been doing and she's been free for the past almost two years now. So come on, you guys. Let's give God some glory.