 So did you end up in the football casual scene? Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, this is another story. Well, in them days, the archway lot, we used to call ourselves the archway suicide squad. And young guys, you know, and we all got together. But the reason, whoa, the real reason, all right, folks, you're gonna find that all your Arsenal lot watching this or in this, you're gonna find that the real reason why I was one of you. Cause a lot of my Arsenal friends were good looking and I was gay. I mean, I was shocked. And I see that one over there, blonde blue eye. Wow, that one over there, look at him. And they wore tight jeans and they look hot and nice. So I went around there basically to, you know, and they all liked me. They loved me. They loved my character, they loved the way I was going on. They didn't know I was gay, but I, so I went over there and don't forget I had no family. They were my family. So for me, it was more of a family thing. But at the same time, I used to hide them all up. But I can do that. Oh, beautiful, beautiful boys, beautiful boys. Yeah. So eventually they'll find out I was gay. And most of them were okay. One or two, I said, well, you know, the one who said, fuck this, they didn't come up to my face and say, fuck this. I beg him, I wish he would come. I wanted to come. Who was that? Peter coming out and like the, he's in stuff. Was that, that must have been a difficult thing. Listen, difficult. Cause even people struggle with it. No, 2282. Difficult? Listen, the whole existence has been difficult. So that was just another layer on top of the difficult, difficult, difficult. So for me, I said, bring it on. It was coming from every angle. The difficultness has been there from eight months. So that was just another difficult situation.