 I've been going through a big ordeal with university and I'm actually, I'm situated at BCU, but the course itself is situated at my college. No, I've got, you know, before you go to uni and I don't think a lot of autistic individuals that would even want to, you know, that want to consider uni don't actually know what benefits that they could get from going to university. And that really aggravates me. And it's not like set out in like a path that you can just go down. Yeah, no, we've got to search out and ask people. Yeah. So at the start of the year, but just before I started uni, we, you get assessed, you know, for your needs. And I mean, the assessment was so hard for me. I can't do talking to people about, you know, I don't know how to explain it. I can't be speaking to people that I don't really know. Or, you know, when you know something's official, for me, when you know that that thing's really important, it puts the pressure on me even more and just makes the whole thing even more overwhelming. And I got assessed for my support. And I got all of my support put in place. And then at the start of the year, we go to uni. It's strike. And as you can imagine, there's no delivery on lectures. It's then hard term comes up with until we've got an assignment. I didn't know I got stuff like automatic two week extensions, you know, because of my fluctuating circumstances. College has been a real support unit for me at the same time. And I thought that going there as uni would benefit me up because I really wanted to go away. I thought I need to find some sort of independence. But obviously, things don't always turn out how I expect. And I went through a massive deal in the summer and that just put on hold. Well, actually, it wasn't that it just wasn't being in a good place. You know, and it not being right to go and take yourself away, you know, when you go through these episodes, and then we get a little bit better and then we're advised, you know, we don't want to push you too far. We want you to still be good and to for you to still be able to deliver basically. And so I was saying about these extensions. They were all in place. And my tutors just didn't acknowledge the change in my behavior in terms of, you know, my physical appearance. They were aware just before breaking up that I was struggling massively with my with my mental health. And, you know, I was absolutely assured that everything was just going to be okay and that the support was going to be there and in place. Yeah. And my tutors didn't even read any of these, you know, support statements. Didn't even tell me about my extensions. Didn't tell me that my handouts meant to be given to me. So many different things. It got to a point where it become very confrontational. Yeah. And they're quite mean. And there's been times where, you know, I'm a very respectful person. And I've known these tutors for eight years. You know, I've been there a long time. I've studied a lot. I love studying. And they know me. They know I see these people as family. And for them to not, you know, you know, if I was, you know, teaching is something that I want to do. And I've done teaching programs and gone and taught music and done some workshops. And that was great. That's cool. And yeah, we're really seeing these people as a family. I still do. I still have a lot of respect for them. I'm just just heart because a lot of the stuff with uni has just really impacted on all of my business stuff, you know, it's prevented me from marketing. It's prevented me to, you know, be able to just dedicate the time that I know that my project is worth. But yeah, if I had a student, you know, that had additional needs, and I noticed the change in their behavior, especially if I knew them to begin with, my first thought would be I need to go and find this child support plan, the student support plan, because something's not right here. Hey, YouTube, hope you have enjoyed this podcast clip so far. If you want to check out the full episode, you can find it here on my YouTube channel under the podcast section. Or you can go to Spotify, Apple, Google to check it out on different podcasting streaming services. If you have enjoyed this video this far, please make sure to like, perhaps drop me subscribe if you want to see some more content from me and drop a comment down below, even if it's something simple, like an emoji or a heart. It really does help satisfy those big YouTube algorithm gods in the sky. Anyway, I'll let you go back to it. And we was talking earlier about, you know, relapsing and all of that. And that's just kind of where I'm at with everything right now. University can be really tough. Like, Yeah, it really is. I had pretty much like, at least two or three issues like for other year, like, we could talk about the specifics about like how they communicate during like exams and stuff being just completely like, uncertain about what they want from me. I mean, I was really fortunate that I made a link with one of the student support officers when I was at uni. And they were kind of pretty much like the HR of the university. And they were so supportive. And anytime I had any issues, I could kind of go in and chat to this person. She's called Joanne. She sadly passed away just before I graduated. But she was very sort of integral to keeping me afloat during those times. And I think if I didn't have her, I don't think I would have been able to sort of cope with university. I really get that. I have those people around me, Lisa and Amanda, Welfare and Mentor Advisors. We have like a student services at the college. And they've known me since I was really, really young. I mean, I don't know. I did a talk with some Sen students last summer for those, you know, looking to join the college. And they've shown the video of the Cat TV where I teamed up with Aaron and Anna. And yeah, she saw that video. And she's just without, you know, she cried at seeing this video. She's just like, wow, he's come such a long way. And I know that none of that would have, it wouldn't have been possible without the support of any of them, you know. And I think we need them kind of units. And if we don't have them units, things just aren't possible.