 Hello everybody. Happy Friday. Welcome back to esoteric Atlanta. Of course, I'm here with my friend and your friend Stephanie from spiritual Perspectives of our great awakening once again, if you are not subscribed to Stephanie Please follow the link down in the description box below and give her a subscribe because she's doing the Lord's work My friends. She's doing the Lord's work for sure. How are you today Stephanie? I'm doing okay But a week. Oh sure it has girl. I just got off with Catherine Edwards this morning. We were saying like Yeah, yesterday. I mean And here's the thing guys Stephanie and I and a lot of other people that we record with we talk to every day pretty much on a Daily basis anyway, even if we're not recording and it's been crazy. Hasn't it? There's a lot happening. Yeah Directed toward the divine feminine I would say and it's internal It's like we're feeling a little weird in in our own bodies. It's not necessarily that's something that's exterior That's really shifted. That's noticeable besides just the normal hoopla that we've been going through now for like 18 months But there's something that's happening like very spiritually I think a lot of people are picking up on this This shift in energy and that's kind of what we're going to talk about today I know last week we talked about doing a deep dive into the left behind series But we're good. We're going to be doing that just not this week I feel like I think Stephanie I both kind of feel like this is a little bit more pressing because so many people are kind of having the same Experiences and Stephanie, you know, I was talking to you Periodically throughout the day yesterday like I was so out of it yesterday like felt so weird in my own body Like not necessarily bad weird just different that I went to the grocery store and I couldn't remember where anything was located Like the grocery store that I go to on a daily basis and I had to sit there for a minute and like try to I had filmed Prior that morning, I filmed the Monday mystery and usually after I film a video I'll sit down and just go ahead and edit it and get it ready. I couldn't edit I had to like step away after I filmed it. I'm gonna finish editing it today just just not Kind of like almost on shaky ground a little bit but it's almost like you can feel something shifting within you and and So what's your experience that you've kind of been feeling some of the same things too, haven't you? Yeah, so I've been noticing a lot of stuff up in the sky and Anytime I look up in the sky when I see something that looks maybe not natural I start to actually well number one. This is gonna sound so weird Probably not to you or anybody like Janine or anything like that, but I feel pure love pouring down from whatever is up there But I also feel very surreal like I've seen a lot of different like I've noticed a difference with like the Sun sets The way the moon looks stuff like that and after logically I've always had weird feelings When there's like full moon like I notice a change in my mood or Even the way the Sun hits sometimes it will actually there's been times in my life where it's actually induced Almost like a trigger, but then sometimes it induces happiness and lately It's just a very surreal feeling where I feel like something is about to just let loose and pop off and you know Getting the fan kind of a feeling, but it's like it's not I'm not afraid. It's more like an anticipation. It's it's an excitement and It's like, okay. Come on God. Come on. Yeah, let's get this done And I and I mentioned this on My own channel and I'll mention it here, too And I know you know this story, but I was outside taking the dogs out and I'm like crying emotional Please God, you know, because it's you know, I won't mention exactly specifically on YouTube but going through some personal stuff on my end and Only a very few select people know and so, you know, I'm trying to be the strength within my family and be the rock in my family But I'm straddling the line of being in the third density and being in the fifth density and so, you know trying to get bills paid in this done but yet Raise my vibrational frequency so that I'm out of five density spirituality and then have no fear and have pure faith in God and and move forward and So I'm crying and I just I said God you got to flip the switch soon Can you please just flip the switch? Just just please let me know you're gonna flip the switch and My motion detector light was off at the time when I said it within 10 seconds Nothing went near it and it's an older light. So does it feel like you have to literally? Step right in that pathway for it to go on like right on the step on my doorway steps and So it's not very sensitive and it flipped on and efforts. I was like and I didn't move I was standing the same spot way far away from it and it flipped on and efforts. I was like, oh boy, who's there and Then I got a peaceful feeling after and I'm like, okay, God. I get it. I get it. Okay. Can you can you send me another sign? Can we just do another one just to be sure do it again, you know Time time don't scare me. I don't want to be scared throw me another bone. Please just please throw me another bone Let's talk about this for a little bit because I know you're I know what you're going through And I think a lot of people are actually going through very similar things and we won't talk about what that is specifically, but I think for me it's been about like Three weeks now I would say I mean, you know what's going on with me, too And I think one thing that I am starting to understand I think a lot of people are kind of entering into this weird like Transitional phase, you know, we've been we've been transitioning this whole time But it's almost like this is like the last little push and it's so internal It's so internal. It's so spiritual and I think I've had to realize that what I thought was going to be coming into the newer is not actually what's going to be happening and The alternative is probably going to be better than what I thought but it's still that Expectation versus reality Perception where you have to kind of like step back a little bit and be able to have faith that Where where this is going is actually where God wills it to go and And a lot of that does have to do we talk a lot about the idea of the apocalypse meaning to lift the veil So the veil between our world and the spirit world is thinning. That's why people are seeing more UFOs or seeing more Off-worlders they're having more experiences even people who were never really interested in the stuff to Start with are now starting to like the ones that are ready for it are now starting to kind of see it But the interesting thing going back to the idea of what the rapture is that we've talked about is like we can see it We can experience it, but other people around us can't because they're not they're not moving forward and Those of us moving forward, you know We know Janine talks about like off-worlders and that we have family Off-worlds and that some of us are going to be a family and it's going to shift a lot of things within our reality in these inter These interrelationships we have with certain people in our lives and that's exciting. It's scary There's I think I thought there's apprehension as well because it's it's going into the unknown You know, we're all going into the unknown who the hell knows what a 4d planet looks like we believe we're on a 3d planet so But especially with the divine feminine and I feel like the divine feminine is coming back like with Vengeance right now. We hear talk about the the dragon energy the Kali energy the virgin Mary She's more of the Kali dragon energy that's coming forth We think of we talked about this on Monday on the round table I did on Catherine's table and Catherine's channel about how women have been kind of stripped if you look at the woman as being the Symbol of divine feminine a lot of throughout the centuries women have been like stripped of all their autonomy You know, we were supposed to be the demure Damsel and distress and don't get me wrong I like good romance like I like a good romance and I like to be the damsel of distress sometimes and have that man come rescue me That's that's a good little romance, but that's just few and far between instances, but um, but um, we're finding that women are You know, I've been called a witch We've all been called these names by these men who are not happy about this And I think this is just showing the ship that's happening with the divine feminine And so you actually pulled some cards Because a lot of tear it's funny Stephanie I watch a lot of tarot card readers not just Janine's are like queen up here, but we also watch some they're all getting the same thing It's so fascinating. They're all getting the same thing. So do you want to? Elaborate on that a little bit more Stephanie So I have two tarot card decks and I have two angel card decks And I I pull from all floor with every reading I do And I've been practicing hours and hours and hours a day I really wish Janine was closer to me. We'd have a lot of fun And It's it's it's like at first it was a little scary to get into it, you know, especially when I first started watching this kind of stuff coming from my Christian background it was like I Was a little out of my comfort zone because I still had that. Oh, is this a sin? Is this a sin, you know, am I gonna be condemned for this and so, you know, I said to you Excuse me. I said to you you brought this up. I Forgot who you brought this up with. Oh, we're talking about this and group yesterday And I'm not gonna just be I'm not gonna go into anything personal anybody else said but you had you had said to me that You would said to the ladies something about how What did you say to them? Oh my gosh now that you said that you saw more joy and Janine's face Yes, then you go you walk into a church and you don't see joy and then you you watch someone like Janine or even another tarot card reader and Christ is talking through the cards and you see pure joy and if you look at somebody like Janine too, you know She looks about 10 years younger than she did when she first started doing this her color is like vibrant She glows like she's you know, you know, she just she's glows and she's full of light and It that says a lot in in you know We're gonna take something out of the Bible where I don't think this is Tainted at all. We know the Bible has been tainted, but it says you can judge You know someone's faith by the fruit of their tree, you know And so the fruit on her tree is abundant and vibrant and it's very high frequency and then you take someone like and you know I'm not trying to bash anybody but somebody that's really fundamentalist and they're just miserable and they thrive on putting others down and That that's a life that I needed to get away from I was not a fundamentalist, but I was around them and I You know, that's what I was put into in my life. That was where God planted me in my life with the church and now that I Can sit there logically and spiritually at the same time and try to mesh together What pieces of my life? God put in front of me and put in my life like I can start to now Piece the puzzle pieces together to figure out how it intertwines with my life purpose now I was planted in a church now. I'm helping others with the groups Well, God is helping others through me in the groups I don't want to take credit for it because it's divinely orchestrated So I give him the credit He's she because you know God isn't he's both But now that we know better But I'm starting to see though that I was planted there because this is something that's going to serve my life purpose And going back to a dream I had at 15 years old where I was leading a very large group I was a leader of a large group going up a mountain and I took it very literal and I knew I was I was 35 on this dream but when I had the dream I was 15 and so I Won't get into too much of that but You know, I always wondered what it meant and I took it literally at first And now I see the symbology in it and I'm like, yeah I not that I'm better than anybody because I'm leading something But God is using Whatever gifts I have to help others We all have a gift and we all have to figure out what that gift is so we can use it for the better of humanity So I see the different changes in my life That are being orchestrated divinely in order to help humanity and it's like it's nothing that I'm purposely doing It's just kind of falling in my lap. You know, I get the spiritual download from the spirit realm Whether it's it's God source universe or angels or whatever. I think I channel God more than anything but But Then I take that download I meditate upon it and then I put it to action. I don't just sit on it. I put it to action That's the biggest part. I think a lot of people Have a hard time taking what they're given spiritually the information and actually putting action to it. Yeah Well, we've been terrorized by the church That if there's anything that you are receiving You can't possibly have the gift of prophetic prophecy or divination because That's wrong when actually like every person in the bible had the gift of divination and prophetic prophecy So it's not wrong. It's it's just um, but we know we know I mean, this is like fact the church's part of the group the bunch They are part of the system that of the matrix At 100 they're not they're not what you think they are Some of the people who run these churches don't even know that they're part of this satanic system So of course, they're going to try to strip you of everything that god gave you Because that's what satan does satan strips you of your sovereignty and of your autonomy That was given to you by god You know, that's again i say this all the time and i'm going to say it again Your relationship with divinity your relationship with god is nobody else's business, but yours and god's Nobody has a right to come in there and tell you what your relationship with your standing is with god That is between you and god period end of story, especially another human being You're on the same playing field as they are Yep, and you need to trust your inner self. You need to trust god within you He's not being up in the sky invisible. He's in all of Anybody who carries a soul of light He lives within us and he's going to give you that inner knowing that we always talk about now that gnosis and It's it's a matter of trusting it In any kind of gift to just it just doesn't come to you You have to i was talking to you off camera about this. You have to work it like a muscle You have to practice it And honestly, I look at like the cards now that's I I do pray out loud to god or I pray in my head to god still Minus certain words that I know are bad now But my card reading is part of my prayer time too And it's not like i'm trusting in in the paper in the pictures No, it's it's more or less like i'm a very i'm a very visual person So for me to see the pictures and kind of depict on what god is trying to tell me through the pictures Is a huge huge huge help because it's like sometimes You're like well am I listening to myself my inner voice or am I listening to the voice of God working through me and sometimes it's kind of hard. So kind of you know having that um A tool Yeah, it's it's a tool to confirm things Although sometimes I sit there and Bryce, you know this about me I'll be like, okay confirm it about 10 more times and then maybe we're talking Can you confront us about one more time? Can you confirm it again? Can you clarify please? Yeah, we we read together a lot because I have a couple of decks as well and Stephanie's way better than I am but um, no Oh, yes, you are but we read together and we're always like wait a minute. Hold on. Let me put my book down We're not Janine by any stretch of the imagination, but um, but even for 35 years. So that's how long as I've been alive Right, but that's my yoga practice and that's the yoga practice is every day at the practice So we don't call it your performance practice. It's your work and you you hone in on these ability and part of the yoga practice does give you more you more grounded in in the uh Metaphysical and your your intuition your intuitive arts through the practice as well and that's my practice in the morning I've said many times. That's my morning prayer. It's my morning meditation. It's my morning baptism You know, so I get that prayer doesn't have to be what the church says it is Who gave that authority to some man to tell you how you have to pray you pray the way Yeah, I did you to pray and it's gonna look different for everyone And in prayer what is prayer prayer is just communication. It's just talking and listening talking listening. It's a conversation Yeah to the divine Yeah, and and and god God loves us so much. He doesn't want to sit there and just like let you have this guessing game He's gonna communicate with you. It's a matter of whether you're trusting the voice That that inner knowing a lot of it is trust A lot of it is is not second guessing what the divine is telling you Yeah, and we're programmed to second guess the church makes you second guess you go to the pastor Hey pastor so and so I have this dream and I think um, it's prophetic and I can't tell you how many times I've done this in church and I need to talk to you about it. Well, are you sure it's from god? Oh my god I mean, that's where that's what that's one of the biggest things that had me leave the church, you know and I'll say this I've had dreams since I was a little girl And most of when I wake up and I have a prophetic dream I know it's prophetic by the way I feel And it's something I cannot shake So it affects me in every way shape and form for a couple of days and I can't shake off the feeling I wake up sometimes like jolt I jolt out of sleep and it kind of like just shakes me awake and My gut just knows god is trying to communicate with me through the dream The same thing with vision too a vision is like when you go kind of in a transfer second and see something Yes, it's a big deal. It greatly affects you. Um, and um When and I've had so many different things that have happened That I previously had seen in a dream Ever since I was a little girl. So when I have a pastor what making me question that It had me very very confused Very confused. Um, and it was almost like a slap in the face like you know, don't trust your intuition and Don't get me started on that So Yeah, and that's something I've had to work on is that that trusting the inner voice of of the divine Yeah When you've gotten so good at it too, like I think I think there comes a point where and I was talking about kathryn this morning We're all of a sudden you're just you're done And you like you're like, okay I see now like I was saying on kathryn's show that I was that kid that had to touch the hot stove to know It's hot Yeah You know and I think a lot of us are that way where we have to go through the hard lessons to actually understand To like actually get it to be the point where we're like, all right I understand now and I can tell you that I will never be a member of a church again Like that's never going to happen again I'm never going to put myself in that position again to be manipulated Yeah To be um by a human being not by not gods never manipulated us It's always been the humans that have you know who one of the biggest characters in the bible had prophetic dreams That was joseph Is technically Daniel Daniel too So how is it that we're taught to venerate these people in the bible? But yet if we have the same ability all of a sudden we don't know if it's actually from god Yeah, that No, no, just no no No, and it's not man's job to put cast that into us to make those decisions for god It's you know as as tomorrow says like I don't know who stepped down and made you god, but You have no business In telling somebody what god's message is to them. That's between god and that person and how dare you How dare you these pastors think that they have that authority over god To dictate to you what your gifts are because they're actually Saying that they have authority over god to tell you that and that's that's Bullshit, I mean the fact that I went to a pastor one day. This is this is back last august 2020 and I had a dream about these In the arm And I went to my pastor and said do not get it and you need to tell the congregation. Do not get it. It's bad God told me in a dream Well Stephanie, you know, I think that maybe that was She couldn't even really answer Pretty much told me that she'll be the first one in line if she can To get one of those and i'm like, yeah, you like the sermon lady. So peace out Well, i was telling kathrin this morning where we're talking about teachers And when you realize somebody that you respect as a Senior to you like a mentor or a teacher when you realize that you understand something they don't First of all, all of a sudden they lose power over you. They don't have any power over you And then all of a sudden you realize you can't be my teacher anymore You don't you can't what what what you have left to teach me If pastors are Petrified of that pastors. They are petrified of prophets They are petrified because the prophet Will put them in their place and saying no, this is the message from god And i'm like that if I have a message from god, I will tell you what it is and i'm not going to candy coat it either Because on the baptist did it's what yashua did You know, i'm an empath and I I care about other people's feelings But when god tells me to run this way I go that way And i've learned that if I don't it's like It's like the story with um, oh, which macala with the whale uh, jona Jonah he ran away from god telling him To do something to send a message to ninova to to stop the the shenanigans they were doing which We know what that is now kind of like a sudden the mora thing in my opinion um and He ran away and he didn't get you know, there was no blessing or anything like that And he got swallowed up by a whale which I don't know how Now that we know the bible's been a little tampered with that that'd be a fun story to investigate. Yeah, um One day So but anyways just use the story to make a point though is When we choose to follow what god's directions are whether it goes against the grain of a church or a grain Against the grain of anything else God will always Stand there with you through the journey and he will pour down blessings upon you And a lot of times when you tell when you tell say did you it's going to be a little bit hard It's going to be a little there's going to be a little tricky stuff in between there because A lot of times that's more complicated way But at the end of it just like we've been going through this battle this this spiritual battle where um, we've had to go through all these trials and tribulations as truthers and Digital warriors or late workers or whatever you call yourself and there's been persecution There's been you're you're told you're crazy. You're told that Your conspiracy theorists, you know All these different things and it makes a test your faith. It's a test of faith and so when you go through those tests with with strength and with Humility and dignity and honor and everything like that at the end where you know We're almost at the end of the tunnel there where you see the light You start seeing the light and now you're like You know, you start building up momentum and strength as you're getting toward the light and everything and at the end of that tunnel There will be blessings pour down. I'm not talking about money. I'm not talking about that kind of blessings But I think in this new world. God is going to bless us with the families We've always wanted if we don't have that or if we're in some a situation where it's it's just sucking our energy Stop pouring energy into us Which we'll talk about after too It's part of my message here and then You know, he'll make sure that all of your needs are cared for. I mean, he knows what we need What is it? I think it's in the book of um I'm pretty sure it's Matthew where it says, um, haven't I The the flowers the grass the trees, you know, god knows what they need and gives them what they need Are you any less than that? Yeah, so It's it's right now. We're in a serious test of faith That that's what this is right now and A lot of us our relationships are crumbling a lot of our Our belief system has crumbled and and more people are about to have their belief system crumble This is where jesus talks about the temple crumbling No pillar will stand all the pillars are being knocked down With the hammer of god and so this is a this is a serious test of faith and Forces in the book of revelation Blessed are those who make it to the end for the reward shall be theirs So there's hope Yeah But we got to trust that inner knowing that inner You know, I have inner peace. I have an inner I don't know. I can't explain it. It's something you just have to feel to know It's like that old saying if you want to make god laugh tell him your plans It makes sense in a way. I mean, he already knows our plans But we have to speak it into action because our words carry frequencies that manifest what we want and desire Inner thoughts do too, but I think when we put it either I think what happens is so this is just an opinion of mine I don't know if this is necessarily true. I think our thoughts have a certain frequency Manifest our our verbal words have a little bit higher frequency to manifest But when you write it down, I think that's like maybe maybe ultimate I don't know. Does that make sense? Yeah so, yeah So we want to get into the car reading for the non feminine that you pulled Yeah, I'm gonna I'm just gonna put this disclaimer out there that I'm not professional. I'm not mean I'm very very I'm a baby at this. So this is just what I channeled um I had to look up some meanings of certain cards still because I'm still getting the hang of it I'm gonna be reading off of the the late seers deck and the magic seers deck Um, so there's two decks right here. Well, then soft full deck. It says the cards that I pulled I had to do this. I can't do this Right on live camera here. So I had to pre-plan this So what I did was I chose three cards and then I can I um and when I channeled um when I use my cards what I do is I cancel out any negative energies any um malevolent energies No demonic energies and I invite anything from universe source god And angels and I only allow The light to come in and I I verbally say that when I read the cards I just want to put that out there so We'll start off. So I got the the page of wands with the two of swords. Oh my god. I'm gonna feel like you mean here So this is reading for the divine feminine, right? This is for the divine feminine specifically god led me to do this message because I'm going through some stuff, but god has also told me that I'm not the only divine feminine going through this This is this is happening on a mass scale And I needed to put this in a video whether it was with you or by myself because This is going to help a lot of us out that maybe you're struggling with some confusion There's multiple meanings of this too. So you take what resonates with you So that the page of wands and the two of swords So I wrote down what I felt and I got you are going through a major shift of self discovery Finding out who you are purging old energies pains traumas relationships to put you at the next level Of yourself for your sole purpose Because of this you may find yourself faced with some life changing decisions you need to make And then I pulled the nine of pentacles. I don't know if my light is Reflecting there a lot with the king of cups. Can you see that? Okay, that king of cups He looks he looks like a modern man, doesn't he? Well, this is a modern deck. This is definitely a modern deck This is my very first step the cards are already getting flimsy and and they're they're getting vintagey looking So My message through these two cards where do not worry about earthly matters or money abundance is coming God knows what you need And will provide keep holding the light And the universe will reward you and then this is where I I felt God telling me about the I don't have the exact part of revelation, but I already mentioned it the blessed are those who Make it till the end for they the reward will be theirs Um, and I really felt strongly about that particular verse and I feel that that verse is accurate in the bible one of the fewer verses And then I got the two, uh Oh boy, did I miss a card? I think I missed a card I did but it's two of pentacles And I had a bunch of cards fly out at me when I shuffled so I used them all So I had the emperor the magician six of pentacles so These cards not in this order beautiful And yeah, this is a beautiful deck. It just Channeling these are a little bit harder than like the original like the you know the other deck that I have So I got the divine is in the works of balancing your life There's divine intervention The oldest crumbling to allow new beginnings. This may be a relationship a job home friendship, etc new beginnings You new beginnings Will be you will be led to these beginnings are positive and are a gift from the divine creator Do not resist change because Where the rest of my message goes Well, I memorize it anyways. Don't resist change because there's blessings that come with change god God has this this lovely habit of closing doors, but he also opens them Let's pause on that for a second. Um I talk about this and yoga a lot because when when people come into the practice sometimes when the work gets really hard And they're forced to face certain things they'll run from the practice And that will sometimes mean that they will stay in bad patterns or bad relationships or whatever they're doing to themselves because they don't know What what the alternative is they'd rather stay In the toxic situation instead of just trusting the process to open up into a place that's better for them Because they know the toxicity, but they don't know The health the vitality, you know, so so this is really important this idea of just trusting and allowing you to kind of go through You know, uh, what's in the bible? I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for thou art with me and in part of this change It can feel sometimes like it's very traumatic and like it's the dark night of the soul, right? But if you just trust the process and keep going forward The other side is much better and you're just going to shake Everything in you. Yep. A life change is going to shake you and it's going to make you feel very uncomfortable It's going to make you get that icky feeling in the pit of your stomach where you just want to throw up But the thing is that's got working on you something in you It's friction Yeah, and you need that friction He's you're like clay and he's molding you And in making you into what you need to be The worst thing you can do is resist it And um, I always well I've always liked change. I don't like Like breakups and stuff like that that that's a very uncomfortable change. I don't like that kind of stuff but I get bored really really easily of certain things and so, um I like change to a degree But when it comes to like my heart being broken or anything like that I know And that's that's where I've always like butted heads with god like resisting resisting resisting and um I always would think well, it's my fault. What did I do wrong? You know, whether it's a friendship or a boyfriend or you know, whatever it is and so It doesn't necessarily mean there's something wrong with you. It's something that you need to evolve from God is just working on you to bring in the next best thing like something better And if you were in a position where you were right where you needed to be god wouldn't close the door That makes sense So you can let me know if you want me to go on to the next. Yeah, let's keep going All right, so this is magic see your stack. This is like similar to the deck that um jenny uses She probably does have this deck um So this would be like the older Uh pictures on it So we had the nine of swords with the eight of bonds My gosh my light I need to adjust it better here Yeah, pull it back. Yeah, actually that's perfect where you head it there. Yep Okay Many of you will have your faith tested at this time. Do not resist or run from it from these tests But hold on it's to align you with new opportunities Swift changes are coming say strong And then we got the four of swords with the queen of cups I think that's in the right order. This is first. This is second um This is a time to rest hard work is ahead start meditating and emotionally balancing yourself So take good good care of yourself, whether it's your eating habits exercising a little bit more or getting into an exercise routine and all that kind of stuff You need to take care of your vessel When the time comes you will be ready to take on challenges because you are well rested and good head space That's so important, especially about what we're about to go into So in order for us to help others when we go into this this uh swift changes We need to be balanced and we need to know how to As an empath, we're going to have like a lot of people who watch us are empaths, right? Or light workers, whatever we want to call And part of the issues with being an empath is we we lack boundaries in blocking energies So we often absorb the energies and it's coming from all directions like I can walk in a room with 20 people I'll feel all 20 people's energies and then before you know it. I'm just drained. I feel exhausted I just want to run out of there and cry because I don't know what I'm feeling. I have confusion So something I've been working on myself is is blocking those energies And and learning to say no, that's a huge thing if I'm not comfortable with it Like you don't have to say yes to every little last favor people ask you to do. You know what I mean? um But we need to be um, we need to be Level headed and spiritually aligned in everything in order to help others It's like it's like a a counselor if they're not If if they're not balancing themselves out, how can they help others? You know what I mean? um Okay, then we have King of swords Can you see that okay? Mm-hmm with the page of pentacles night of cups And the two of wands. I think that's the two of wands I still have to look sometimes um So this indicates you are a natural born leader. You were born for this time It kind of goes into the book of aster where she says perhaps you were born for such a time as this That came to mind You have a new life ahead of abundance new jobs new opportunities reliable partners new new relationships friendships Soul families and soulmates coming together twin flames coming together in harmony. Um So this is where some people might feel old relationships crumbling those pillars are being removed Um because let's talk about this. Yeah, because a lot of people are experiencing this situation right now So can you see the audience who don't know what a twin flame is exactly? There's so many different ideas of a twin flame Um, some people say it's your higher self connecting with your it's like your conscious and subconscious coming together And there's so many different things. Some people think it's like a partner. Um my opinion Is I think some of us have a twin flame partner. Mm-hmm. I don't know if that's all or just some of us where it's like That person Is the opposite gender of you and they are like so much alike like you're there They're basically your other half and this is what I understand from twin flames as well is that Twin flames are only ever On the earth plane together at the same time during times of transition Usually two of you switch off being on the earth plane and the other one is guiding you from The other side of the veil and then you'll switch But in times of great transition You will both be on the earth plane That's what I've heard. It's just a theory And of course what greater transition are we in right now? Great awakening great revelation And a lot of twin flames and this is what we've been finding Stephanie And I have been finding with a lot of people we've spoken to off camera Is that they're there as they start to shift and grow and move and change they're realizing even though they love their partner Their partner might not be that that twin flame And that twin flame might be coming into their lives now at this great conjunction Which is a very fascinating topic to look at and to to talk about because we're all going to be kind of scattered I think like out, you know, we don't know the full extent of what 40 is going to look like Some of us won't be staying on the earth plane even those of thus that are Awakening might go off to another place, you know another another You know and with twin flames usually from what I understand when they are on the earth at the same time They won't find each other until maybe later in their life because they have to go through independence from each other In order to be able to recognize the power the two of them bring if that makes sense when they find each other I I read earlier because I was I was I was I'm looking into this So the twin flames when it's about time that they Oh that they they don't usually know each other at first they go their whole life's not no They're they're two totally different spots of the world um, but when it's almost that time where they're about to meet there's telepathic communication that they might not even be aware of um, and uh So, yeah, it's very I I just read that so that that was interesting. Um And it's from a soulmate. So soulmates are different so you could be married to a soulmate Soulmates are just people that are in your soul family It's like your classmates from school that you you know, we all know our the kids we grew up with right? Like I still remember all their first and last names even my friends who are married now my girlfriends who are married I still call them by their maiden name because that's who they are in my head. They went through that with you That's what soulmates are they go through the different grades with you And you do feel a connection to those people like Stephanie and I I know we've spent many lives together I know we're in that soulmate group And I you do instantly feel that connection with people that that are your mates in in your group But the twin you can and you can lifetimes where your twin flame is not on this planet You will end up probably marrying one of your soulmates Um, but when this twin flame is on this planet And the two of you meet it's a very different circumstances, isn't it? Yeah, there's there's definitely a difference in it. Um, and see both are powerful both both Relationships are very very powerful But the twin flame There it's it's almost like where you have identical twins and they telepathically communicate and they just know each other Like they're a mirror of each other obviously because they're identical twins This is not this is not an identical twin in like physical form. This is an identical twin of almost like your soul One is one gender and one is the other Yeah, um, and then you can have I think I think there's twin sisters too like a soul twin sisters and in such Stuff like that. It's very unique. It's it's it's definitely a fascinating topic that I definitely want to deep dive more into And uh Yeah, and then and then when we go to soul family, this is just a personal opinion of mine I wanted to bring this up really quick, you know, the bible talks about the 12 tribes of israel coming together Which I think it's really armenia, but that's just my opinion Um because of the jesus strand information that we now have. Yeah, there's a lot. There's a lot back. Yeah, yeah So, you know, I I related to this. Okay, so before I met you And before I met any other truth or that I've met yet there was a serious connection already almost like a telepathic communication um Like I knew you but I didn't know you Or you know that and I could speak on you know with a couple other truthers out there too about that um even janine, although I haven't met her yet saturday Looking forward to that But it's it's like wow, I know these people but I don't know that like it just it's so weird It's a recognition Yes, it's like I don't recognize your avatar that you're in the meat suit you're in but I recognize your soul I recognize that essence that you have because our souls are much larger Than our our avatars that were in so um, I relate this to the 12 tribes of israel Sorry tickle coming together From the four corners of the earth and they said the second coming and jesus would be on a cloud. Well What's the internet? And I do think that the second coming of christ will be in an actual Human form too, but I I think there's several meanings to it. I think that that meaning yes But I also think there's a meaning where it's the the the christ consciousness the The soul family is coming together on the cloud Just just uh food for thought In my opinion Do you know I was thinking about the other day about how like We've all gotten to know each other so well and we do all these zooms together But half the time Half of us don't even have pants on when we're talking to each other I can't say I'm one of those I'm always wearing pants. I have a child in the house, so I mean I got pants on but it's like you know some people just don't even like because you can't see below It's like we have these in depth conversations now people are sitting in their underwear You know, so or you know, you know, I make sure the camera might there might be days where I'm like extremely Beloed and like, you know, the the girls the twins here are kind of like, you know, not they're not feeling You know in a mood for a bra Is like up here and above You know, I said to oh, I forgot who I said this to I said In this new world. No, I said it's a god. I said it in prayer This is the weirdness of my prayers. Like god in this new world. Can we get rid of the bra? Please I want those ladies to hang out in the open. Okay. I can't I'm done I want a reduction. I don't want I want him like Gone listen to the men out there bras is like wearing what what's what's those things when you play sports a jock straps or whatever Oh my gosh, I can't imagine being a man wearing one of those Okay, wearing a bra is the most uncomfortable unnatural thing ever No, you got to go and get these these ones. Oh, no, I have those No, there's no wire in them. Like they're not sexy at all, but I know they're not in my life I don't give a crap like this. Wait, this is comfortable. It's like it's you know, sports bras I wear sports bra when I teach and I practice They're so tight that and I sweat so much in my practice that if I wear them for too long, it'll rub rashes But the like these suckers, they're like a step down And man, they're so comfortable. They're called t-shirt bras. Are they well and you can get them at target Yeah, that's where I get them. I have a whole yeah, I refuse Even when I have to like dress up fancy, I still don't want these suckers on like It just if I have to wear an underwire bra, it's like we were talking off-camera Like I refuse to wear blue jeans like I'll only wear blue jeans if I have to because F-ing uncomfortable like the the button presses into your stomach like you can't move And so I only wear blue jeans when I have to the same thing with an underwire bra If I have to wear it, I'll wear it with there's really nowhere that I have to wear that underwire bra you know because It's just it's so uncomfortable. I'm not sleeping granny panties Full on like granny panties. You know what wear that with a badge of honor You know what it's I'd rather be comfortable than be like trapped in my clothing. There's And we're told oh, you got to wear clingy clothing skinny jeans this and that listen listen when you got a belly from a child Who destroys their innards? There's no wearing skinny jeans. Can I just I've never had a child and I don't like skinny jeans Like if I'm not comfortable if I'm uncomfortable Yeah clothes that I'm going to be in a bad mood and I'm not going to be yeah, and life is supposed to be enjoyable So I wear granny. I sleep in granny panties in a t-shirt. It's not it's not sexy, but I don't care and um, I wear these like pseudo I like I like um Like those maxi dresses the sun dresses and stuff like that I will wear the thing is I'm in Connecticut. So it gets cold in the winter time But I go like a little hippie and I put my leggings on with my sun dress and then a cardigan sweater And I look like I'm coming out of like a head shop I don't care. I don't care. You know what? I'm comfortable. You don't have to like my style But I'm comfortable. I wear t-shirt dresses a lot in the summer and that's Simply because it's moving and hot down here that you get your legs get sweaty And so it feels kind of nice to have like a little breeze in between your legs when it's bad on Yeah, I'm not human so Well, people don't realize too like if you're in the south so up in up in the northeast It gets really nasty in the summertime really nasty in this particular summer was especially warm And it was very very humid. I mean you couldn't you could have your air conditioner on and still be sweating It was that hot this summer And uh, like trying I'm a gardener. So going out and gardening I'd have it's like You know, it's like I I took a shower outside, but I didn't because I was pouring with sweat I mean not to get gross or anything, but um, it was it was really nasty this particular summer. So Yeah, it was the dresses all the way Or I wear like the the sweat pants shorts, you know, they're kind of the sweat pants material But they're shorts and yeah, I like those. It's just too It's just too damn hot sometimes that's what I say people in the south talk slower have a slower draws because it's just too damn hot That's funny So new new world god we want to I want to I want these to be and then Get a little lift no bra, you know, um, I'd like more hair. I lost a lot of my hair due to a medication Right before my wedding. Um Yeah, I so I had I had bolt spots everywhere. They're growing back in. Yeah. Oh, yeah, it was bad I had clumsy hair. I called my mom crying. Oh my gosh. I'm gonna be a bald bride. It's okay, honey. We'll get you wig I don't want enough in wig I want my hair I mean, obviously it doesn't look like I lost any hair But I would have to show you a picture of when I was a little kid. I had thick thick hair and um Yeah, I mean I I have a third of the hair I used to have So when those med vets come out there better be a button on it that says hair growth Had had hair growth now other Yeah, you're very specific If you don't want to see Paris would you like more hair on the head You know, no, no chest hair. No back hair. No downstairs Yeah, no, I listen I shave every single day Like I'm one of those girls that shaves every day and that's typically for hygiene purposes because I wear tight pants when I practice and It's really sweaty. So I want to try to keep it. I don't know. So I don't I want if that's coming more here Is is fine, but everywhere else. No I love how we just went on this random subjective One seven and here we go. Yeah. Yeah, divine feminine. Let's Let's release the bras Burn the bras Burn the bras with the mat. I want to keep the razors because I I am not one of those women That's like never like they're women. Yeah, we opposed to shaving and I'm not one of them No, no, I I can't I can't I cannot do that If I even if like with my legs like I every I shape every single day and even again Most of that is for hygiene, but also when I lay in bed at night And there's like pricklies I can't get comfortable and I just Yeah That's yeah for me. That's so if anybody comments. Oh, that's the patriot. No, that's for me. That's literally for me That's my personal Preference too. Yeah, I want to I want to and I used to do it like when I would when I taught mysore every morning Uh, there's a lot of adjustments where I'll have my students grab my legs Um, and I always felt like it was a lot nicer for them Time to grab my legs if they were soon No, what's that? What do you name him? I mean, I don't know if they're even thinking about it, but I was like, you know, I just Just courtesy customer courtesy here There's I love her this conversation when it's so random. I love it. Then what's here? You know what though? I guarantee you there's going to be women out there that really truly appreciate us talking Yeah, yeah, it was so funny. My mom Pulled my sister and I hope this isn't embarrassed my mom But she pulled my sister and me aside once and she was like girls If I'm ever in the hospital and I don't have my conscious if I'm not conscious like unconscious in the hospital And I thought she was going to say like just know I love you. She goes Just make sure my roots are done Make sure my roots are done. Oh my gosh. Make sure. Oh my gosh. That's hilarious Make sure my roots are done now like tweezed You know, you know what can also go to is I I hate plucking. I hate it. It's painful or waxing. You know what in the new world Let's just let's just have the most feminine eyebrows ever and I have to do anything We're just fantasizing here guys like I don't have mine or not naturally very thick anyway because I'm a lot fair, but um Listen, I'm Italian I'm a well. I'm half Italian. Okay Listen, listen Italian girls if we do not maintain A little bit of gorilla I'm basically like majority of me is northern european and english I have a little bit of koptic egyptian egyptian a little bit romanian in me, but no i'm baria No one in my family. I come from a family of blonde people. So you don't really none of the guys have anything here. It's nothing Nothing we got nothing Well, you know, it's funny. You don't need to bring this one. So I used to do ekg's on people Electro No, no, no, it's on the chest chest and the legs and the arms. So you're you're you're uh You're lighting someone up like a Christmas tree in other words You're getting their heartbeat on a monitor and I used to do these all the time I did about sometimes five to ten a day I'm working in primary care and I always wait I was once in a while get a really really hairy beastly guy And I would say are you french canadian? And they go yes every single time. I knew the french canadians because they got the hair We know men who men who are of scottish descent. Have you ever noticed men of scottish descent can typically grow their beards to like right above It's like save it. Yeah, because it's I mean scotland's It's very fascinating. It's almost like these places where it's um Where they have to adapt to colder weather they're they're gonna look more of You know an animal nature, you know the I'm not making fun of anybody by the way Yeah, no, I mean we're just having fun here. Whatever god made you to look like Yeah, it's all good. It's all good. I just I felt I would I would feel so so bad So when I did ekg's on these men I would say have you ever seen the movie the virgin 40 year old virgin 40 year old yeah for your virgin And nine times out of 10. Yes. All right. Well, I apologize But you're about to become a man of lantern when I take these tabs off your chest and literally I'm like, I'm really really sorry. I'm I'm just I'm really sorry, but you're gonna have a little waxed up My grandmother used to say pride bears no pain Like beauty is in pride bears no pain men. That is exactly what we go through It's it's so funny because I even though they're in pain. I've had them laughing like oh, we got a man of lantern I would have so much fun with oh my gosh. I loved my patients. They well, they're not much They're the doctors patients, but I call them mine anyways because you know If you're an empath they they tell you their whole life story within five minutes of being in an exam room They that's what happens. Yeah, so it was like yeah, you when you work in primary care, you have your repetitive uh You know patients and everything watch we know why now but um, it's it's It's the industry but um, you you start to develop a relationship with all of these people like to the point where you're like Oh, so how's your granddaughter so and so did she have a great concert? You know, she's like a fourth fourth grade Recorder concert whatever, you know, because you remember their stories So and i'm really good at that like if you tell me something about you I will remember it I had one guy who was super super claustrophobic and he loved me because I always remember to keep the door cracked Because he was claustrophobic in the room and let me tell you was not a nice man But I got on his good side because I remembered that thing about him um And oh this I could write a whole book on working Oh my god the things that would come out of people my bowels are this and this and this Wait for the doc wait for the doctor Wait for the doctor. I don't need to know that is above my pay grade I don't get paid the big bucks for that you Honey, it's okay. Just to say bowel issues for good. Oh my god the stories But anyways No, I'm not breaking hip because I'm not talking about a particular patient But no, we're putting names out there. Plus I don't work for the money more either But and I would never do that to anybody But it was just you know all the stories I can go into about Some some things I would also like to write a book on how not to act in the medical office because you will develop Stories about you amongst these staff Do not walk out on your doctor calling him an asshole Storming off because let me tell you you will be well known for the next 10 years in that particular doctor's office God I can only imagine I can only imagine it's been so long because I've actually at the last doctor No, I went to a doctor after I got back from my last trip and india because I was really sick That was like the last time I actually was in a doctor's office And I won't now I just had some Something just hit me just now. I thought about an airplane and I said, why is it that people get sick on airplanes all the time? We just automatically assume it's because that tight you're you're in the fuselage of that plane people back to back and You don't have like any arm leg room from the other person But who's not to say that airplanes naturally have some that they have something planted on there to make you A cold or something. Well, my sickness I got was from the streets of india I um, this is kind of gross and my last trip to india Before everything shut down. I got really really really sick like really like at the end of my trip I mean like to the point where I was delirious I got myself in the hospital and my fever was really high My stomach was like swelling, but I was it was coming out both, you know, just constantly They they kept me in the hospital in india for days Now the thing about india or especially where I go It's a small town in the south southern part of india because i'm a woman They weren't really clear as to what was wrong with me But I knew it was really sick and so when I flew back home. I was a little bit better, but I still was 100 percent I actually upgraded my ticket to business class at the last minute because it was Not as expensive as it would have been because there was no way that I was going to be able to Take that flight unless I was going to be able to lie all the way down That's how sick I was And when I got home My mother was insistent that I go to the western doctor too And so they did some tests on me. I'm not going to specify exactly what that test was But a couple of weeks later after I'd gone to the doctor I was down in florida and my mom called me and she was like You just got a letter for some reason the letter half of my stuff is still Have had my parents address on it other half of my stuff has my address on it I think a lot of people are that way. But anyway, a letter went to my parents house from the public health department And my mom opened it. I know that's a federal offense But she's my mom whatever she opened the letter and basically the letter was like you need to call us Immediately and they gave a number as my mom called me in florida and she was like brice the public health department It's trying to contact you you need to call them and so i'm in florida. I'm like What the vote? Why are they trying to contact me? But I called them and I had a um infection That was cause I know this is gross and it's not a collie. It's a different one, but it was caused by human feces That's why I was so sick Basically in india it is still acceptable sometimes for men not women but for men to go to the bathroom on the street Now at this time my friend mark and I were rescuing these like five dogs and that were staying in gutters It's where they lived in the gutters And you have to like climb in and out of it and these street dogs the mother at least Would go around leaving her puppies anyway She probably laid down and some dried up feces and then I pet her and then it just got in my mouth or something Oh, I'd never been that sick before my life like literally I thought I was going to die at one point I really thought like I this is it. I'm out. I'm out of this world, you know And the the person I talked to the public health department because it was caused by human feces that wasn't my own um They had to make sure that it wasn't an outbreak in the united states They had to make sure that I did not pick this up here in america So I had to like explain my whole trip to india Then I had to I had to like account for everybody I'm around in my life to make sure they hadn't brought something back The other country which it literally I was like no, it's me out from india. All right I got an indian like it makes sense But then the girl on the phone was like you're going to struggle this with this for six months She goes you're going to think you're fine Then all of a sudden you're going to have to go throw up and she was right No, like I would be fine for like a week or two and then all of a sudden I would have to run to the bathroom and throw up It took about six months for this bacteria to really work its way out of my system. Wow It was awful. It was horrible. So that was actually from the streets of india, but uh The times I always get sick when I'm in india either get like a kidney infection or you know Sounds sounds like a load of fun It's but I still love it. I'm still like man This is you think about going to india is like when you're in this when you're in the process of being there and traveling there It's like sometimes it's just so stressful. But when you're back, you're like, I'm so glad I went through this Like I'm so glad that I did that, you know, so But yeah, now stephanna, you have to jump on david show soon. Is there anything you want to close out with with the divine feminine? Don't resist change No, you're not alone And if you're going through change, I'm I'm right there with you 100% with my own Same, which I won't get into um Just know that God is lining things up for you specifically to bring upon a life of abundance freedom um authenticity everything I mean It's a little a little piece of heaven on earth for you is awaiting you in this new world and Change is painful sometimes change is scary sometimes. It doesn't feel good. It gets you out of your comfort zone um, but you're gonna grow from it and in the end you will be prosperous and um have A lot of blessings from the divine so I think a lot of us women we struggle with especially relationship changes um, whether it's a friendship or it's a A man or whatever. Um, and uh It's scary because we we have a a natural want of feeling loved And uh feeling abandonment is one of the scariest things for a woman to go through It's something I've had to you know battle in my life. Same many times You know, so It's for the greater good And if God is lining you up for change. He's trying to close the door. Don't try to keep that, you know Don't try to not close that door just You know, obviously pray and meditate about it. Definitely But um, don't be afraid to change Because I mean look at the world. We're about to go into I mean everything is going to change So, I mean, we don't have a choice. Yeah, you have no choice. Exactly. You either embrace it and learn from it or You reject it and then it's even more uncomfortable And that doesn't mean embracing. It doesn't mean you you can't have moments of weakness like if you got to cry go cry You know, if you got it done that this week Yeah, you just do it. You just got you got a lot yourself that that moments just do it and um I know you're not alone in that every every human being is going through This in some capacity So And crying is not weakness. It's um, you're you told you told me this week. It's it's you're you're getting stuff out of your system Um And it's prepping you. Yeah, I'm a big crier. Honestly. I'm a big crier. Do you know She's a scorpio moon. So I'm a scorpio moon. We're very emotional people I don't know what moon I am but I like I tend to hold my my emotions more inward and I've always tried I hate crying in front of anybody hate it. I hate it. I hate it and I it's I get really embarrassed about it um But that's something I'm I'm working on myself because you know growing up I was like, oh You suck it up buttercup suck it up buttercup kind of a thing Where it's like, oh if you're crying, you know, you stop the tears stop the tears instead of just allowing it to come out so I've had to change my mindset with that There's a lot of patterns. We've all had to correct so yeah And you guys know Stephanie has her support group too. So if this is something you feel like you need from the support group Then um, I'll put that email address again down in the description box below so you can reach out to Stephanie Um for those private support groups, we'd be more than happy to help you out there All right guys. Why no Stephanie. She's a busy lady. She's high high demand. She's got to go good on david's channel now Um, thank you guys so much for tuning in and next week We'll go into left the left behind series unless something crazy happens in between than a now Which who knows at this point? Come on come on We seven I will be filming with Janine this weekend. So we're super excited about that So you guys guys got some more information coming at you Um, thank you guys so much for being a part of this journey with us and we'll talk to you soon Bye guys. Bye