 I know you guys I know look don't get mad at me let me let me do it right don't get mad y'all where you been at wait wait yeah I know how I do I get on this cam and I'd be all over the place so hey y'all how y'all doing girl look at this nasty old twist out yes we'll get into this here in a minute um hey you guys I do apologize for being gone for so long when I tell you your girl has been busy I'm in busy so this is a regular old dirty old nasty old chit chat y'all know how we do we talk about what's going on in my personal life what how do we even do this I it's been so long y'all we talk about what's been going on in my personal life we talk about what I've been watching on TV and what I've been watching on YouTube so life update you guys hold on baby okay I'm just looking at my email first off I have been extremely busy I have been taking all additional work um additional projects because I'm at a point in my life in almost 42 where I'm not playing anymore about my finances I want to get on the level of my husband we need to be equally yoked when it comes to finances I'm good but I want to be on his level and this is what I mean my husband has no car note no student loans no debt amen amen so in order for me to get on that level I need to be busting my behind only for two years two years and right now I've been doing it for about four months so girl what's the point just to let you know I've been taking on additional work and so I want to make sure that I a pay off my debt and B start saving and just pay off stuff and lump sums not be good so that's what's going on with me family life is good um my husband you guys is not feeling our area he's not and this is the reason why Farni is a I think Farni has experienced almost like 500% growth it is absolutely ridiculous a lot of people have moved here in the past four to five years I mean they are building schools they are they are building everything the traffic is a little much if you go out after two o'clock it's a wrap there's no going to Dallas on a Friday night it's a wrap you go on a Saturday before three but even then I think one time went to a restaurant in urban on a Friday night and it took us two hours to get down there excuse me y'all it took us two hours to get down there it shouldn't take no day going two hours to get down to urban from Farni um and so my husband works in Dallas and so his commute it's about an hour hour and ten minutes um yeah he takes the 20 going all the way up there so it's a bit much I'm okay for the simple fact that to where I like living outside of Dallas and then having easy access to go up to my family my best friend it's just a few minutes away y'all my best friend moved into our actual subdivision she always left in Farni and that's the reason why we moved here right so one of the reasons excuse me my best friend moved actually to our subdivision in a beautiful house and I go over there probably once a once a week right we're gonna be hanging out next week because school is out starting next week we're gonna be hanging out going to the pool so I'm excited let me get some of this girl by the way I have this is gonna be an impromptu muckbang you know I got Parmesan cheese and red flakes you know what that's for you guessed right it's for pizza so um yeah so yeah it's coming along girl school is about to be out what y'all sending our kids can I send JB with one of y'all you normally I'm that mom that is like in February I knew exactly where my child is gonna be doing for the summertime but I've just been so busy like I told you it's been very transactional now I'm going on for a year my life has been so I've just been really busy getting things done that I completely forgot about summer camp but girl don't don't get it twisted I immediately signed up JB for vocational Bible school a STEM class that goes through the district here the 40 district and then I found a woman that does not believe that she does homeschooling so actually looking into her for homeschooling but she's a bit pricey excuse me she runs a school outside of her house but she also does summer camp and she is very with it and she lives in our so division too so JB is going to be hanging out with where we're going to her camp because she has a boy that's JB's age JB is doing good like I said it's his last week at school and my baby was I'm gonna try hard not to cry when it comes to your kids you know you I be a gangster I'm all I'm a G but when it comes to your babies JB was officially diagnosed with ADHD and I submitted for an IEP for special education with the district back in January and they've been busy so this is not to drag them you know they just been busy the school all the schools have been ridiculously busy all these kids are anyway so he was officially diagnosed as needing to have special education now it's gonna be a little bit different because he is now in private school and with private school they don't have the ability to get all of those resources that you would get in a public school but y'all when I tell you the public school Dallas can be trash anyway the public school system I think Frisco is up there it is it's hard I know it's it's a challenge country-wide but Dallas is on another level 40 ISD was in the news that oh oh oh that little child have y'all seen the video of the little white child going over to the black people's house looking for the little girl and using a whip on the door then the father went to his father's house because a little boy had damaged their car and as soon as I heard that mom said I tried to even go to Lewis I said Lewis that's the school here that's an elementary school here so that's the type of behavior we're looking at even though that that family is races but when I'm talking about that type of out of control behavior yeah the kids are out of control absolutely out of control my best friend and I want to go to the pool but for one week understand from what we're hearing the kids are cursing they're acting rowdy so we're gonna have to go to the pool early in the morning because these kids are y'all show y'all what I got and my only one that dances when they get food you're just greedy I got some wings honey barbecue wings and then always and then I got normally I eat veggie pizza but I was crazy yes ooh that's a good thing there um pepperoni green onions no green onions bell peppers mushrooms and some other madness I'm gonna go ahead and sprinkle on this I'm afraid of my food or Wayne oh these are hot my mouth is it's and look I don't drink soda but I was craving a root beer and that's what we got honestly these wings could do some I could put some hot sauce on it I mean you know hold on you get some girl black people hold on I got me some Louisiana now look I'm surprised Frank's is more popular out here than Louisiana hot sauce I'm like give me my Louisiana hot sauce so yeah y'all um anyway so back to JB and the schooling so I actually had a meeting with the IEP and everybody else the diagonal diagnostician and his old teacher here in Farny and basically yeah my baby is dyslexic I knew that from the immediately like a month after I started homeschooling him like two and a half years ago and he has I don't know the correct terminology but basically his prox his ability to respond there's a delay there and I noticed that even when talking with JB I'll ask him questions and there's a delay and I'm like what do you think about are you plotting my demise what are you doing so it's just you know a delay his IQ is high yeah he has he has an above average IQ which I'm not surprised and that's not to knock you know I'm just not surprised but he still has those delays and so his school knows about it his teacher knows about it and once I get the official right I'm gonna send it to her yeah I've already started contacting different resources to look that up and we're gonna get him help you guys yeah he's gonna get help I'm also gonna start getting him help he's gonna be speaking to a therapist because JB it's exhibiting extreme not extreme but a little bit of aggression and it's to be expected considering how many the amount of changes we gone through and I really do wish that more parents will look into I really do wish that more parents will look into getting their children especially boys especially back black boys look into early intervention for getting your children help on how to regulate their emotions that is so missing from the school curriculum I honestly believe that let me say this I'm not expecting teachers to teach our children how to regulate their emotions but it would be helpful if there was something on emotionally intelligence regulation of your emotions you know that was a little too spicy Vivian um I've been busy visiting my friends and family you guys and again you saw some pictures that I shared we went to one of the most famous parks in Longview called Teaks Park that has a cemetery inside the park girl I used to always talk about it to JB and he was like I'm like seriously it is my own look check this out my own parents didn't know about it but as kids we always heard about the stories and back then like in the 80s there was a lot of grass and I don't know what you say but basically the cemetery was covered you couldn't see it you have to look through the woods and see it boy now girl they cut all this stuff now you can walk right up onto the grays which I don't do recently you guys I used to work at the JCC here in Dallas before I love that's Jewish community center and they were really like a family to me and so one woman I became really close with that she wasn't Jewish and not that it matters but just to let you know she wasn't Jewish and so she at the time lived in Mesquite right and when I left here she was probably I have an African here she was like 70 in her 70s and so I will always look her up child was a little bit your race I know I was a little bit of race since she was still alive every now and then I would call her but then six years ago her phone got disconnected or her phone wasn't working anymore right so I went to the JCC here a couple of weeks ago right our family but didn't recognize me because y'all understand I was a big girl oh yes I was fluffy and my hair is different you know and but you know I talked to people that did recognize me and I got I said why I'm wondering what happened to Wanda is she still alive they're like yes she's still alive matter of fact she just had a birthday I said no so I called her up you guys and I said miss Wanda she said is this Vivian I I almost started crying like I'm like how do you read she recognized my voice she didn't like my number was new well my number was new but I spoke to her in years and she immediately recognized and when I tell you I almost started crying y'all I was like oh my god I love it and she so we had on the conversation and so I said you know what I love to come and see you and so I did so this past weekend me and JV went down she looks of her daughter now her daughter is 60 something but she has a son that's 71 child and she's using a walker now but she's doing good and so they live child with some little small town near Ennis there's so many little little small towns in North Texas y'all you have to understand how big Texas is there's all there's a lot of little small towns out here I'm against this pizza so what's else going on y'all um what else what else what else what I'm watching on YouTube girl another thing holy nothing honestly I'm not I was looking at divorce court a couple of times and that's about it I'm noticing a lot of people are not posting as much you know what I mean a lot of people are posting shorts which you can't even make money off a short well I take that back it depends I should start doing it more because it brings more traffic to my channel honestly but I of course I'm gonna go there about you know who I'm not even gonna say his name KS Mr. Samuels hold on I am not one to I think it's very tacky the amount of people that were going in making fun and making light of the fact that this man died but I'm gonna say this can you blame them given the circumstances I'm not want to do that because I don't want that type of stuff everything comes around y'all and that's honestly what I one of the reasons why I want to be careful about coming back and not necessarily coming back but protecting my energy you understand what I'm saying so one thing that we can learn from this man's untimely death one be careful with the company you keep that to say a lot it's not what you say it's how you say it I'm not gonna talk too much on about this man y'all because everybody been talking about it I think that kind of quieted down but lastly and this is something that my husband I both agree greed on about this man is that you gotta get your your stuff in order like when you what was he like 56 57 when you're that old you gotta have everything in order I'm even looking at myself like do I do I make sure I have everything together I have my you know I have what do you call it do not assessor DNA not your DNA the DNR's all of that make sure a power of attorney make sure all of that is in order I'm gonna and when my mom comes down in June I know they're pretty good but I'm gonna make sure reiterate do y'all have your stuff in order do you have your fat your funeral plans in order cuz baby I saw bits and pieces of that funeral the live his mom basically used an old picture of him so I could tell that he didn't have he didn't have his stuff together he didn't have his last wishes put together you you you almost 60 you ain't got use his mom was using like I said was using old pictures of stuff probably when she knew when she you know this too there was something there was something about him getting towards the end I don't I didn't look at a lot of his videos I didn't have to look at all of them because just missing people pieces of it there was almost like a dork darkness surrounding and I'm not trying to go there but honestly y'all I'm somebody that could pick up real easily on the top of energy there was excuse me a darkness surrounding that man blesses hard seriously I'm not trying to you know make joke of it I think it's very sad that you you have to go out that way of your mama had to find out on social media that's horrible that really is I am so sick of hearing about Amber heard sick of it like every time I get on somebody's doing a reaction video about it they're talking about Johnny they're talking about the judge laughing in the judge like looking at some of the images I see of the judge she's looking like who the hell why the hell did I have to be here what are my favorite movies I like Johnny Depp as an actor I really do one of my favorite movies of him is chocolate only because I I envision myself as that mom who opened up that chocolate store and then this fine as Gypsy or whatever comes over and he seduces me knowing that I'm a single mom with a baby and I'm trying to figure out his favorite chocolate you could tell I see this movie a lot I'm trying to figure out his favorite chocolate while trying to figure out his favorite he was so fine in that movie Johnny Depp unfortunately has not aged like other people that are his that are up there with him and I get it he's he's older you know not everyone's gonna look like Brad Pitt who's I know he's had some work done they all have or even like Keanu Keanu Reeves yes even you know whatever but what is that friend was he on drugs you guys and know he was heavy alcohol girl what have I been watching I've been watching on my I haven't been doing any videos hold on how many pieces of pizza y'all yeah I don't know hold on so one of the things things I started to watch it that had been in my list on Netflix for the longest was what if with Renee Zula whatever she looked actually pretty nice in this this series so this series was giving me indecent proposal but it was it wasn't like that right I was having a little anxious anxiety wash meant there was some some twists and turns and overall I really didn't like this series against it's called what if and it's on Netflix now baby the one that I was like what can you on Hulu ciao yeah I don't think I had enough pizza hold on spoiler alert I'm gonna be talking all about it because it was crazy baby first of all I wasn't sure I didn't want to really go down the rabbit hole and look up the case because I wanted to watch the series first right so candy is on Hulu and it's a true crime story I know how I love true crime is a true crime story about a woman in candy Montgomery who ends up killing somebody so first of all it starts off various it starts Jessica be all MD view net she's chubby view net I forgot her name but she played in that Stephen King series and she also played in Good Girls I like her she's a good she's a good actress I can't remember her name I do apologize anyway so first of all the series starts off with Jessica be a reading you know I guess she's doing like vocation of Bible school Sunday school services and she's talking to the little kids it seems like and then it cuts to her bathing and getting getting getting blood off of her I'm like oh my god we are we are already out of here we already starting crazy right so the story goes back and forth you got to be careful it goes back and forth as flashbacks it goes to the future like two or three episodes in it takes you back a couple of months previous prior to the murder this happened in Wiley, Texas which is about what is about 30 45 minutes away from Dallas it's also where there's been some other other murders y'all these small town small towns or something else so Candy Montgomery was having an affair with her friends husband child Jessica bill did a stand-up job anyway Candy Montgomery was from Wiley, Texas she was having an affair with her friends husband child when she had I guess she had laid out a plan she sat down she had a poster white board to do list talking to the man the person that she's having an affair with on the do's and don'ts of the affair basically she's gonna come in with some food girl I started to wait a minute excuse my language but I'm not wait a minute you gotta feed him when he give you the pain normally don't work that way sis he he gives you the food if he gonna lay it down I mean unless you my man why not be the new girl please so she's like I'm gonna you know I can bring the food in one thing is that once we start if anybody starts to have feelings and it's over that is it it's cut off the husband of the woman she she murdered who I believe was a school teacher he was on on a business trip right and he kept calling his wife and she wasn't answering calling calling calling doing this time we know that she's dead we don't know how it's happened but we know that she's no longer alive but what we don't know at least for me because I didn't want to look up the actual story what about the baby because she just had a baby this bubbly beautiful baby eight nine month old baby and so you don't even know until like the next episode when you hear the baby crying that poor child let's get to the murder girl so I guess she had a older well she had a older child that was like six or seven years old and she was going to swim swim lessons and so candy was going over to the house either to pick up the swim suit or pick up something and why she was doing this the woman confronted her about her sleeping with her husband she's like it's gonna stop and according to candy she picked up an axe and attacked her first I don't okay so she got the upper hand on her meaning candy she grabbed the axe and she hit her thinking she was in the woman fell down thinking she was done she hurt herself she's good she's walking out no the woman gets up she's wounded right she manages to get up and still comes after candy that's when candy was like I don't know what happened to me you know something just came over me and I just grabbed the axe and I just I just hit her over and over 41 times let me tell you something there's a lot of scenes a lot of gore and scenes that I can look at but when I tell you doing that scene when she was hacking at that woman I was literally like this I was looking around I know one was here I was looking around I was you know I was rocking self-soothing I was rocking I was like are you 41 times 41 times she had the woman was probably dead after the tenth one 41 times is overkill so this is this is the tea though she took a lot of test and I think she passed it y'all this woman was found not guilty not guilty hacking this woman 41 times now if it been while in Texas it was small now it was even smaller back then her lawyer said can you walk down so now we can go back to our life you know I'm gonna go target because that was a thing she said she was she was going to target I'm gonna go target but the lawyer said you didn't want to consider leaving and so that's what they did y'all she ended up they actually ended up getting a divorce which I'm not surprised her husband got a divorce she ended up changing her name she's still alive living somewhere in the South either Arkansas or Alabama he actually moved to Georgia and get this she's a certified counselor now so what somewhere in the South and she's still alive I think that's absolutely asinine there's another thing I watched was a I just watched today was a movie called the paramedic now you have to put on the what do you call it the subtitles not necessarily because you could dub it in English when I told you that's another one y'all I love those hostage I'm obsessed with you stalker like movies I don't know why but I like this type of movies because that's real life stuff like Jason walking around with a hockey mask he been there for 30 odd years that's not real but somebody stop you and their wheelchair because of the guy it's up in the wheelchair the boyfriend that's real life so I watched the paramedic I watched after that I watched one called the weekend getaway which was it has some twists and turns I thought I had it figured out towards the end but that was a good one too so I did enjoy that so so yep you guys I know this is all over the place I do apologize if you don't like food and I was eating sorry but I had to eat don't worry baby I will since I have everything set up in my hair I didn't even talk about my hair just to let y'all know this is a old nasty or twist out she still looks good but I'm gonna have to wash my hair and I will be coming back hopefully in a couple of more days for you will be a week and I will be reviewing some products for y'all so that is it everyone thank you so much