 You know I always grew up in the church. I grew up in the United Methodist Church I'd been there for as long as I could remember and so being a part of church was just something I always did a Called a ministry wasn't something I thought about until much later on in my life But when I look backwards I start to see that that called a ministry had been there all along I just didn't have anyone to help me see it It was in college that I started to realize that something might be a little different about the choices I was making for my career. I Chose to go into music education and yet at the same time all my friends were doing lots of other things I was working at two different church jobs and when I had some extra time. I was spending time there in the church Looking back I know that should have been a sign for me that maybe my plan for my life was not at all What God's plan for my life would be and so it was at that point in my life When I came across a poem that has meant so much to me and I called a ministry It's a poem about faith that basically says when you get to the edge of all the light you see And you have to take a step into the unknown You have to trust that one of two things will happen Either there will be something solid for you to stand on or God will teach you how to fly