 and I was asking the spirit, and the spirit says love has no object, and I was like, whoa, that's a lot different from earthly love, you know, I love my husband, my wife, my children, I love the Dodgers, I love the Yankees, you know, it's always I love and there's something after it. You don't really see lysis plates with I heart or I love on it. It's bumper stickers, I love something, it's some object there. So I think what you're onto is the sense of the true intimacy, true love has a continuity that is within us and wants to just radiate through us, you know, and extend. And when we try to look for the continuity and form through the ego, it's very, very disappointing. Our expectations are always dashed and that relates to what I talked about with going from looking for love in interpersonal relationships to getting into my higher calling and my purpose to reconnect with the source and feel that continuity without any dependence on the form. So the form didn't have to be a certain way for me to feel that joy and continuity. And I think, you know, they're like Mother Teresa, say Francis, you know, on and on, all the mystics and saints, that's where their devotion was. They wanted to connect with the source and then radiate that connection to everything and everyone, you know, like Mother Teresa said, look for Jesus and everyone. See the Christ and everyone. Good practice to that kind of agape, unconditional love that's not so specific. In fact, there's a movie I watched recently I've shown it to the community and watched it over and over. I think it's a documentary on this woman called Dolores Hart and the title of it was an HBO special called God is the Bigger Elvis. And I thought, that's an interesting title, God is the Bigger Elvis. Absolutely spectacular because what it is is Dolores Hart was Elvis' first on-screen kiss. She was an actress and she kissed Elvis on screen and her career took off. She was then a leading lady, you're kissing Elvis, the first on-screen kiss with Elvis. You kiss the king, well then you're the queen. And she became a really famous actress and she started with famous actors at the time, Tony Curtis and on and on. And she had a huge career, in fact, there was like four studios back then that offered her a contract in excess of a million dollars, which a million dollars back in those days was a lot of money for anybody. And so she was very famous, she was this, and then one time when she was doing some Broadway plays and everything, she was very tired and everything, she wanted to take a rest and so a friend of hers said why don't you go to this convent up in New England and just rest. She said I don't want to be around a bunch of nuns. You know, it's just creepy. And so basically her friends said come on, lay the judgments aside, why don't you go up there. So she goes up there and she feels this deep presence in this convent and she starts to get a calling, but she's terrified of the calling because she's like the leading lady, she's dating all these, she's got everything the world can offer and it's kind of like this going on. So she goes to the mother prioris of the woman who's like the mother superior kind of character and she says after a couple visits she says do you think I have a calling, you know, to be a nun and the woman goes oh no, don't make your movies. You know, she's like oh so relieved. Thank God. So she goes out, she makes more movies, this and this. She finds, she falls in love with this man. He's like an architect and she's already engaged to get married and just when they're engaged to get married she gets this huge feeling inside of her like we were talking about this huge presence feeling and her calling comes in so strong and so she has to tell the man that she's engaged to that she's leaving Hollywood, she's leaving her whole life behind. She's going to go join this convent and this man is, he's a Catholic. He's just like I love Jesus. Let's just live our life and love Jesus together you know. Are you talking about a convent? I can't believe it you know. And a commitment is a commitment and you know all this thing. So she's called into the convent and she becomes eventually the mother of the prioris and it shows all of her experiences and it's an HBO documentary where she basically left behind Hollywood, all this and even an engagement to become a nun and this man who she was engaged to comes and visits the monastery regularly for 30 years. Wow. And it shows them coming together at the monastery. It's just like an amazing movie because they keep coming together you can feel all this intense love and she's got her commitment and he's never stopped loving her even though they didn't get married he's come for 30 years to this convent and you can see it in his eyes the transcendent love that transcends this world and then they'll shoot the scenes where they'll hug and they'll have a kiss and then he'll turn and go and walk down the corridor and go his way and she'll turn to Jesus. She turns to Jesus who's right there because that's what she's making this transcendent commitment to a divine union and she loves Don. The man's name is Don and she loves Jesus and it's a great movie. I would recommend, I've shown it, God is the bigger Elvis to our community just as a way of starting to tap into that love that's higher than a love that we know of in terms of interpersonal relationships. It's amazing.