 grew up, I grew up bullied, I grew up beaten up. I had, I had kids in the playground that were really mean to me. And, and as a way to cope with that, I tried to make friends with everybody. And trying to make friends, I did whatever I could to make friends because I felt so alone and outcasted. And which turned me into a people pleaser as adult. And whenever someone does something, doesn't like me, it hurts me deeply because it brings me back to that little kid that was beaten up, that was bullied, that was shamed for being different. And I know you all can relate in one way or another.