 Candace Crawl-Goldman has been helping others awaken since the year 2000 when she became a raking master. Since 2008, she has also been practicing Dolores Cannon's method of QHHT while founding and managing the original Dolores Cannon Worldwide Professional Support Forum for practitioners of her method. She was blessed to have more than three years of experience personally assisting the late Dolores Cannon in teaching and mentoring others in her live classes and advanced programs. Candace also offers coaching and consulting services remotely and in person and is a self-help and spiritual public speaker. She also hosts two radio programs. The first is New Earth Journey and that's her bi-weekly Tuesday show on BBS Internet Radio. And Fridays finds her hosting N5D Radio's weekly program called Quantum Healing with Candace. Candace has also donated one of her QHHT sessions as I mentioned before with the raffle so be sure that you get your raffle tickets for only a dollar for a chance to win one of the four prizes for a free QHHT healing session. You'll have to go to Kansas for that or she'll do a life coach, a spiritual mentoring coaching session on the phone. So, welcome Candace Crawl Goldman. I'm so happy to be here. Isn't the energy of this room amazing? I'm so pleased to be here. So, a while back, an old friend, one whom I've lost touch with for more than 30 years till just recently actually posted this on my Facebook page. Her name was Jill and I actually, her name was Jill, sorry, her name was Jill and I actually knew her not too far from here back in the early 1980s in Miami. It wasn't there for very long and I hadn't talked to Jill literally in three decades and she posted this and it really struck me because I knew this conference was coming up and I thought, you know, what am I going to talk about? How am I going to talk about it? And I told her, you just don't know how amazing it is that you posted this to my Facebook page. It's very appropriate. And then she said something even more amazing to me. She said, just so you know, you've always been on that plane. And I thought, wow, I mean, I was just 23, you know, I was still, you know, drinking partinis at the bar but I was making a lot of noise back then, even sometimes about things I didn't know about, I guess. But I went back to look at this image many times since then, asking myself, why did those remarks stick with me so much? You know, why is this so amazing? Well, first off, that little girl kind of looks like me, or at least what I used to look like. She's prettier, but I kind of look like that when I was a kid. And I think the reason it's so important is something about being a kid is part of what this superpower thing is all about. So it has something to do with being a child, right? When I was a kid in the 1960s, we played outside for the most part. And when the boys would let me, because I lived in a neighborhood of almost all boys, we would play, you know, superpower games, right? Superhero games, Batman, Robin, Superman, right? So we'd get a beach town, you know, and we'd do all that. And often we would create our own superpowers. How about you? Did anybody play like that when you were a kid? Yeah, right? And our conversations were fresh and accessible, and our playtime was so important and relevant to our lives. And maybe you remember what it was like to be so immersed in these play games that it seemed to you that you could almost manifest these ideas. I mean, really manifest them, right? They weren't just pretend, right? So I remember being a little girl on a swing, and with that towel around my neck, and no, that's not me, but that could have been me. Feeling so close to feeling my body actually lift off. Do you remember swinging? How high can I swing? How can I get there? Can I lift off? Can I fly? It seemed so possible because, in part, it seemed like I could remember there was a time when I really did fly, right? Am I the only one who felt that way? You remember this. This is why it's so exciting. So flying was just so important when we were kids, right? We're going to do it no matter what. We are going to fly, right? All of the superpowers seemed somehow accessible when I was a kid. All the other superpowers, X-ray visions, psychic powers, you know? Invisibility, right? I'm invisible. Healing, teleporting, right? Time travel, simultaneous existence, all of those. Immortality, right? And how empowering it was to be a kid and to be this super powerful. It energized us, and we believed somehow, somewhere, anything and everything was possible. We trusted and believed fully in our imagination. That's why, when we were little, the mind of a kid, we thought magic was real. So is it real or is it not? So there's this insidious programming we do in our culture. We started at a very early age, and it's not on purpose. It's just repeating. We're repeating and repeating what our ancestors have repeated to us. Carefully installing the idea in the belief system that magic is not, never can be real. And that brings me to magicians. Magicians were creepy to me. Just like this guy. Somehow, for me, anyway, they were completely different than superheroes. Their powers weren't singular, they weren't obvious, they were supposed to be mysterious, but to me, they just seemed like they were deceitful and underhanded, and I didn't like them, and I never liked them. And for a very long time, until very recently, I didn't quite get why I didn't like them. The other kids liked them, parties, TV, things like that. They were entertaining, they put on good shows, I don't know, they made my skin crawl. Back when the illusionists were on TV and people made such a big deal, I wanted to leave the room. I didn't want to have anything to do with any of that. They made me an easy and angry. Why in the heck would they make me angry? Well, I know exactly why now. So even as a kid at the gut level, I understood something profound about the human condition and consensus reality. So superheroes, you know, we played them out on a recent play ground and outside time. But really, they were just lines on a piece of paper and a comic book. Or on a screen. And magicians made a career showcasing their deception. So a standard magic show to me was something like this. It perpetuated a profound agreement that we had, like this idea. Magic's very real, but we, you, are not allowed to access it or use it to your benefit, that's our agreement and our group belief. But today, we're going to let this guy here pretend that magic is real. Somebody else, not you. And they're going to do these things, right? Right here during this show. So the superheroes were a little more like a template for all looking outside, but these guys upset me. They just seemed mean. They stood up there and did something called magic and we weren't allowed to do it. So we're pretending that magic's not real. It can only ever be pretended. I didn't want that. No wonder it pissed me off. They were just another crumb kind of to toss to us, right? Like Recess or the movie day at school or the once a year field trip, those kinds of things. Just to keep our imagination and our creativity alive just a little bit. So we've been programmed to believe it's not real. We really didn't know. So to me it seemed like it was very real. Didn't it seem like to you that if you just read the right book or something, magic could be real? And almost everybody I have asked this question has said, yeah, as a kid it just seemed like it just could be real somehow, someway. If you found the right black magic book at the back of the magazine, right? Great. But we grew up to be programmed to something different. We went to school. We're programmed, not believe in magic and superpowers anymore. And we eventually learned about the real world, the adult world. We start accepting those belief agreements. No capel have us fly. No swing will take us high enough to launch us into flight. There's no teleporting, no time travel, no healing. Immortality was just for, you know, some Greek gods and some dusty old books. So we've been taught and programmed to conform, to fit in, keep our heads down, stay in our cubicles, don't make a fuss, be fearful of our great power and even greater potential. So we begin to learn our parameters. We begin to be taught to color within the lines, learn what is expected, keep our heads down, and mostly be quiet. And I wasn't very quiet as a kid. I think maybe that's what showed me. And I actually did, like, a little bit of school, the reading part of the stories. And we were set free, right? Recess. Remember bursting out the door and how your heart sang in the joy of it? Weekends and holidays. So these times made that adult reality tolerable. So I thought about all of this, being free, being open to possibilities. What if all of that means? And a couple of childhood memories keep coming back to me. And I think that's, for me, it's helped me understand how I got to where I was and what's going on here. So there's a couple of really strange memories I got, and I'm going to share that with you. So when I was four, I had this memory, and it keeps coming up. And it's been coming up in my mind since I was little. And I was in a pine hideaway, just some pine trees behind our house. And I was scooping around the dirt and everything. And I was thinking of something like, this is shaping my world. I'm shaping my world. I'm creating my world, my own tiny world. And maybe we do this with dolls and figurines and things like that. And somehow it made me feel like there was something magical about this that I needed to remember. But I never knew what. I just had this idea, I'm supposed to remember something important. And even at four, I was logical enough to go, like, am I supposed to remember at four? Right? And then this other very strange thing, and I actually haven't, I've never asked anybody else this, so maybe you all can tell me. So this is the second memory I have that keeps coming back to me. So when I was a kid, and I was about this age four, and when my mom let me take a bath by myself, she'd run it or whatever. And then I'd sit in the bathtub in that warm water, and this really amazing buzzing sensation would come up over my body when I was in this warm water. And something about that reminded me of magic and reminded me of something I was supposed to remember, and it all kind of came to me. Like, why am I thinking all those things? But, so I'll skip ahead in a moment right now. So for me, that's the truth, folks, right? The buzzing you get in your body. So I first felt it in a tub when I'm poor, but I was trying to put it all together back then. So I would ask my mom, you know, some questions about all this, and I would ask her if magic was real, and I would tell her things like, I remember when I could fly, right, mom? We could at some point, right? And she said, girl, you're just dreaming. That's all magic. Those are pretend, they're not real. And one day, when she was putting me to bed, I remember asking her something what I thought was very important to me. You know, I wanted to know, what happens when you die? And I'll never forget her answer to me. She said, oh, silly girl, don't you worry about that. You're not going to die. And I remember thinking, gosh, that's a great, strange answer. It's very basic, of course I'm going to die. You're going to die, we're all going to die. I died last week. Dying happens around here. Why are you not telling me what happens when I die? I don't think about that. But I didn't say a word. I just asked her to leave the light on in the hallway. I needed that light on in the hallway. Those monsters that really were. Right? And I only had my dreams to give me any kind of answers. So what an interesting existence for a kid. Outdoor play and recess games and alone time. And then, combined with this world, where I would look at my playmates, my friends, sitting in the desks with these invisible chains on them. Almost. We really felt locked into this place. So I ended up a little bit like everybody else in a box. But I knew that box was there. And I started poking her a long time ago. And I think that's what my friend Jill meant. Just so you know, you've always been in that way. I was asking the questions. So it's no wonder that this photograph that she posted to my Facebook page really made such an impression on me. It reached back 50 years to who I think I really am. And I think it neatly explains my childhood and my current world. You know, this transition team. And I think it explains why I'm here. And I also think it's why you are here. I think we're all here on this transition team. And a lot of people want to know, what's the big thing they're supposed to do? You know, are they supposed to open a wellness center? Well, some people are. But not all of us. You're just supposed to be on this team. We were truly closest to our superpowers when we were kids. We were less corrupted and less jaded. We were less programmed by belief systems. And I guarantee you, it's the belief systems that cause you pain in your life and suffering. And if you can figure out which ones they are and alter them, you'll have a much happier life. So today, gathering with all of you here is like being on one big playground for me. And I'm so happy to be here. And Greg and Michelle, the organizers and hosts, you are all so amazing. And it's like a great big playground in 5D where we can all come together and share these amazing ideas and make friends and create the world that we want to live in. They do such a great service at 5D. And I'm happy to call all of you friends. So, I'm in such an amazing company and I'm so honored to be here. So who am I? Well, my own work on this transition team for humanity has to do with this lady, the late great Dolores Cannon. She was my teacher and my mentor. And all of the work that I'm doing now is based upon her own work and continuation of her work. Dolores Cannon discovered she had superpowers. She had discovered that she and her clients had access to amazing knowledge, ancient history. Could go to the places where they could do things like teleport and fly, time travel, shape shift, heal themselves, all of these things. Sometimes even communicate with the source itself. In sessions and with her work, Dolores discovered all of us have access to these superpowers. And I was blessed to work with and alongside of her for many years, very, very blessed. And the really fun thing to mention at this point is she died in October of 2014, but our relationship has not ended. It's simply shifted. And in some ways, I'm more close to this woman than ever. She had some of her ego and she was an amazing woman, but she had a big ego. It kept her alive and safe in this world. She was a grandma in Arkansas. I've talked about past lives. She wrote three books about talking to Nostradamus. If you don't have an ego, you don't survive. You don't survive that kind of thing in the Bible Belt. So discovering Dolores and her work in 2008 brought it all back to me, all of it. Everything about discovering her, getting to her, getting to her class. I remember throwing my backpack in the truck. I'm headed to Arkansas to take her class. Oh my God, she's going to pick me to be her demonstration subject. I knew it to the very inside of my bones. And when I got there and I watched almost everyone in her class ask, I want to be the demonstration subject because she was teaching her method, and she and others had to do what she was doing. Everybody wanted to be the demonstration subject. Half the class was there not to do the work themselves, but because her waiting list was so long. You'd pay for the class, you've got a session, and there you have it. I knew it was going to be me. And I knew it was going to be me with all my heart, so much so that I didn't put my name on the list. And for a few minutes I thought it was testing God. I truly did. It was testing you. There's this little part of me. You go, put your name on the list. How are you going to get picked? And there's this other part of me that says, it's going to be you. And this is time for you to trust and master. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. There's 50 people in this class. 49 of you put the name on the list. You are going to be the one she picks. And my heart's beating like this. She's coming down. The kind one it's supposed to be that she tells them who she's going to do. Pick for the demonstration subject. And she walks right up to me. And she says, she called me candy, candy. They've told me it's supposed to be you to be my demonstration subject. The whole class, and particularly the gal next to me, my roommate went something like this. Because I did not stand in line and put my name on that list. And at that moment, as magical as it's been with Laura's, that moment was like, oh my God, yes. Magic is real. It is so real. I'm even getting those magical. So I've been practicing to Laura's this method now for more than eight years. One of my first sessions was on this lady right here. I'm really good for the living room. And it really is truly happening. We are shifting. We are evolving. We're changing. We're moving into this amazing new age of Pisces, the new earth, the fifth dimension. You've already heard from everyone else. Our powers are coming online. They really are. Our DNA, changing, shifting, expanding, we're waking up. But here's how it's happening. We all kind of maybe thought it might happen. Well, it's happening kind of one person at a time, one event at a time. And I think we chose that on this timeline anyway. We chose that. And we chose that because we're easier. Maybe easier for us to accept. If I suddenly said, oh, I want to teleport over to Linda's house and I was there, I might have a mental problem with it in the end if it's never happened before. So we're doing it bit by bit. But there's no way it can be stopped. It's kind of like the first few drops of a rainstorm. You know when you're outside and just the first few drops come and you're big and you're fat, there's a lot of space between them. I think that's where we are. At least it seems like that's where we are to make it. Some of those drops can smack you right in the face, but most of them are just kind of out there. So this storm is coming and there's no way it's going to be washed and no way it's going to be avoided and it's going to wash away a lot of crap. So I want to tell you about three of my magical and super powerful clients by telling you about their stories. So one story is of a man who with his super human, super healing abilities rebuilt his crushed vertebrae. He had crushed vertebrae, several of them. One story is of a woman who accessed information about humanity's manifestation and by location potential. So we actually are talking about by location. And the last is a really powerful story about a man who came to the planet to learn to live through the heart. So this man who came because of his vertebrae, he actually came for the session in a very unenthusiastic manner. His wife had made the appointment for him. His wife made the appointment for him and for her. And she decided it was good for them to both do this. And they both were at the time suffering from multiple myeloma. Do y'all know what that is? It is a really awful blood and bone cancer. They actually didn't both come down with it. They met each other at some point after both having it met each other and then we're a couple. But she was the enthusiastic one. She was the researcher. She was the awake one, the one coming to things like this. She wanted to go do the session. And she made the appointment for both of them. And they had both bowed out of conventional treatment from doctors because the chemotherapy made them sick. They decided to do nutrition. They got a little bit better, but they didn't get all the way better. And they were searching for more complete answers in chemo. So I'm always a bit concerned when somebody makes an appointment for somebody else. Be an issue. And I remember sitting down making it my very first business of mine to make sure he really wanted to be there. And after some frank questioning, he answered me very honestly. He was there on his own agreement. And when we were all done at that conversation, I remember having the word lukewarm in my head. He was lukewarm about all of this. But he was first and they were there and then traveled up from Texas to have a session. And so we did. So we had a session. So his story in the main, how this all happened was, he was having a chiropractic adjustment when the doctor pushed down on his back and something absolutely horrific happened. The man expressed, you know, searing pain. And the chiropractor, as I was told in the story, went wide as a sheet and sent him off to the emergency room. He destroyed three or four of his vertebrae in the back. And that's how he found out he had cancer. He had no idea he had cancer. He was just having some issues with his back. And that happened. And that's how he found out that he had multiple myelitis. So he had had the cancer for quite a bit of time and just wasn't aware of it. So he and his wife also went down in a traditional route for a while that gave it up. And I should note that even though this cancer, of course, was a big deal in his life, he'd actually lived past the life expectancy of it. And his biggest problem was this back. I mean, it really, really hurt him. He was only able to stand or walk or sit about four hours a day. The rest of the time, he was on painkillers laying down. It directly affected him in some ways, even more than the cancer. And he had this visible hump on his back. It was about, you know, I don't know, kind of maybe like half a cantaloupe. And you could see it through his shirt. I mean, his body had scarred shoe all over it and he kind of walked like this. So in our session, he had a textbook case of a past life. He easily went to past life. He experienced life as this wealthy landowner in the 18th century, probably England. He had a wife and two children. His life was comfortable and easy. He was peaceful. He was born into privilege. He didn't worry about anything. He traveled a lot and he loved traveling. He loved his family. He also loved leaving the kids wife behind and traipsing around the rest of Europe with his buddies. And that's what his life was like. So we visit a day in his life, in the past life progression. And then we go to another day. So it comes to pass. He's coming home from a trip and he finds the house in disarray and he finds only one person alive, one of the maids, is in the corner of the kitchen sick and crying her eyes out. A sickness had come. Wiped out everybody. He was dead. His wife, his children, the rest of the servants. And it had happened so fast and there was no way, of course, in those days really to send a word. And they died. So why did the man's higher self show him this life? Well, it showed him how important family was to him. Both then and even now. In his current life. And his higher self explained that he was so devastated in that life by guilt. That he had left the family and that they all died and nothing happened to him and that they died without him. He carried that massive guilt into his current lifetime. And what he was doing then in his current lifetime was he was overcompensating. He felt so guilty, so sad that he took care of everybody by himself. And he tucked away that guilt and sadness in this, I quote, all the way to the marrow of his bones. I don't know about you, but that makes my hair stand up and I've said that one many times. You know? The sadness, the guilt. The anger at himself. He tucked into the marrow of his bones and created cancer. So he was caring for others at his own expense. He was putting himself last. And this was the root cause of his cancer. So then I asked the big question how do we heal the cancer? The higher self says it's absolutely possible to be healed. He has to begin to love himself when he heard that before. He has to put his body first to survive. He has to make time for himself. He has to care for himself first. When he's healthy, then he can take care of others. Because then he'll have a place of strength and resources to take care of everyone else. You all heard that before, right? So then I say, great. We remove the cancer right here, right now. This higher self said, no. He hasn't done any of that yet. We're not going to heal enough the cancer. It wasn't appropriate. He had to go home and make those changes. Higher self said he makes those changes. The cancer will just vaporize. It'll just simply disappear. There won't be no reason to have cancer. So I do the Okay. So then I ask about his back. I say, you know, his back gives him so much pain, so much difficulty. He's limited himself to such a brief time where he can even do anything. And he spends most of that time taking care of other people. You know, about if he was more comfortable, maybe he'd be inspired to be healthier and take better care of himself and make changes in his life that you suggest. What do you think? The higher self said, oh, that pain and challenge, it was no longer necessary. It was simply an event to get him to find out about cancer. The cancer was the real problem. He didn't need the back injury anymore. So you can heal it right now? Yes, it's done. Sometimes in these sessions, crazy shit happens. I mean, white dwarves buzzing, you know, things fall off the wall. This guy, nothing. I mean, nothing. And I'm like, okay. So when he woke up from trance, he said though, you know, I asked him what he remembered, what he recalled. He remembered the whole part about being the European. He was like, gosh, did I cry? Yes, you did, actually. He remembered that whole part. He remembered nothing about the higher self part. So I reminded him he would hear it on the recording. And I told him how he could heal his cancer energetically already, but, you know, it might take time to manifest. And he was like, it was good now, and then he left. So four days later, I get a call from his wife. She said, if I didn't see it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed it. He doesn't have any pain, and that bump is halfway gone. She had very little change. And I can't tell you why. Sometimes these things are amazing, and sometimes... Two days after that, no bump. No bump on his back at all. And I remember asking, would you send me an X-ray sample before and after? But of course, they've left the traditional medical system and I doubt that they will. And just because I can, I'm going to show you two scans. It's not the story, okay? This is not the story, but it's a scan that I have and it's a gathering of people like this that I have to show this. This is a scan of a woman with bulging discs. You can find the story on my website on one of my radio shows. You see that one big bulge there going into the spine? That's the spinal column that that bulge is pushing into. This gal, too, had incredible pain. She had a QHHT session. This is the after. Two hours of hypnosis. These are the scans together. Not only the bulge, but look at the rest of the quality of the organs and of the bones. There was a giant, giant cognitive disease. Literally, and I have a woman here, but it was a he. He told her to get out of his office. He didn't want to see her again. His reality. Right? His reality. He couldn't take it. He couldn't take it. Okay, so a great story. Yeah, that's another story for another day. So the next client had an amazingly difficult childhood. And most people who come to see me do actually have some crummy things go on in their life. But the extent of the mental and physical abuse this young woman experienced was just horrific. It was beyond terrible. It was a miracle she was even alive, let alone in my office able to put words together into sentences. And it was amazing some of the things that I learned about her. She had already done what she had believed was most of the forgiveness and she really did of what was going on. She came to see me to talk about manifestation and bilocation. I mean real, some of the real superhuman powers we're talking about, right? And she gets some really great information. So it happens that this gal in middle and high school had turned to sports and tracks specifically in part to escape her home life. She excelled in the distances and she broke records and she really wanted to know what was going on there because she felt even as a kid there was something magical going on there. It was part of why she wanted a session. And we were not to be disappointed. She was taken to a life where she was actually a young boy in ancient times also running. She wanted to know how it was that she was such a fast runner. So here's how she described it. And this is quote she says, this is she saying this in trans. Going beyond the heavy dense body I can go beyond it. I have to have my body so I just make it come with me. I can go faster than it. So I say how does that work? She says I have to pull it with me. I've always known how to do that. See what I do is I leave the third dimension in my mind. Right? And when I feel the feelings of what it feels like to be out of the third dimension that goes ahead of her body she brings those sensations with her light body herself. And so when you intend to run you want to project yourself out in front of everyone else. But to win, but more than that to run really really fast what you do is you run faster than you can go. And that's a mental point. Desiring to project yourself forward is a higher, tingly feeling back to the depth of it. Right? Bodies are dense and slow and heavy. Every time you feel the truth bumps you're starting to move into that next world. That's what that is. It's literally your DNA vibrating as Loris told me in the dream. So if you can put yourself in front of your body, you pull it with you as your physical partner. And she says, when you raise your vibration for any reason including being in a place like this we're helping not only all of us who are here but truly the world. Absolutely. You create this magnetic pull into the higher vibration. She says it's only hard for a moment and the effort's mostly mental. And the secret to intending to go faster is to go faster than the body can go. So it's mostly that mental barrier. And we found out this is step one of bilocation. So her higher self told her that her intensely difficult childhood demanded the feeling of leaving her body just to be able to survive the abuse. So that's how the running came in etc. And so I ask in this world in this timeline really we're going to bilocate? Absolutely. Yes. Will others too? Yes, easily. Okay. And then we ask about manifesting objects. Will that be real too? Will she really be able to manifest an apple? Absolutely. She should begin to gather with others just like we're doing here to talk about this. People who really believe believe these sorts of things are possible. Don't let the naysayers stop you. Lovingly understand. But it's the combined energies of groups like this to create the place where we're going to be able to do this. We're manifesting and creating situations very easily now. And objects are not far behind. Okay. So my last client. This guy. This man's entire life plan was to experience life on earth. If not one. The three separate human hearts. He was an athlete. He still is. And at the tender age of 18 he suddenly and inexplicably on the football field experienced a heart event, an idiopathic heart failure. And for those of you who don't know the definition I'm going to read it precisely. It's relating to or denoting any disease or condition that arises spontaneously for which the cause is unknown. No reason for him to have heart failure. He was an athlete. He was in great shape. He had no family history. He was extremely healthy. So as he lay in the hospital waiting for a donor heart his tender teenage years he began to ask those very big questions that maybe some of you have asked too. Why is this happening to me? What's going on? Wouldn't we all ask those questions? And I'm going to take just a sideways moment to address something that I think is very important for all of us here to consider. So we here in the spiritual metaphysical community sometimes say well, you create your own reality. Well, think about this guy at 18 laying in a hospital for a donor for a donor heart. Do you think that would in any way be helpful to say to him? And if you knew his background or his life you could even make sense of that anyway. What the heck? Right? So for no obvious reason his heart shuts down. So what I say is there's a reason but we can't always see or know why. So do we create our own reality? Absolutely we do. But it's not always with our conscious mind and our conscious thoughts. Do our conscious minds and thoughts contribute to creating our reality? Absolutely. Absolutely. But a lot of reality creation comes from a different place. A place that our conscious minds can't go or can't go often depending on the list. So this is something I think we all need to be very aware of as healers and helping others. Because sometimes that phrase can be ouching. You can't always consciously come up with the ideas or the reasons why these things happen. You're currently experiencing a challenge. So anyway, this fellow ends up coming to see me many, many years later to find out exactly why. All of this is going on. So back to the story. Remember he's 18 and he's an athlete and his heart quits but he's otherwise in fabulous health which sounds strange, right? He's laying in a bed and his heart's going. But everything else in it, he's in fabulous health. So he's a prime candidate for a heart transplant. So he gets a heart transplant. And then it takes a very long time to get to the next part of the story another year or so to unravel what actually happened. But what happened was this with the new healthy donor heart when the surgeon put the heart in unknowingly and unfortunately nicked one of the arteries as it went in. It took a year to figure out why he wasn't feeling better. Oh, it just takes a while, right? Took a long time to find out the second heart fails. So back he is heart donor transplant less. He's barely 20. Wait for his third human heart. I mean, I've tried not to my job when he's telling me this story. So he didn't have to wait very long and circumstances brought in his third heart. And he went through the transplant surgery on Valentine's Day. So everything went well this go round. Now, here's something that you might not know. I didn't know this until this man sat in my office. The traditional medical profession tells you that if you get a heart transplant you get 10 more years of life. Heart transplants don't take you into wage. And many people don't get their heart transplants at 20. It's usually later. 10 years. The very best. 10 years. So I didn't know that. So he had gotten a second transplant at 20. He was really only expected to live until 30. I mean, imagine. 30 sounds really, really young to me right now. So he came to see me. He was well beyond 30 and asking all of these questions, right? What happened? And he was still an athlete. And his doctors were like maybe you want to take it easy there. He was like, I feel great. So he had all of these questions. It was an astonishing one good health. Very much an athlete. He was a vibrant glowed health. And he had a spectacularly amazing QHT session. It answered questions for him and explained so much. And it explains some deep understanding not only for his own life but for all of us which is why I love this work so much. Very often it explains just that person's life. The man with the converted brain cancer. It was all about him. This went to a different level. This was information and a session for all of us. So in the session he discovered that his soul had created a contract. A life plan impact with the other two people. Their hearts. The plan was a very unique plan. That in a single human body his personality would carry not one, not two, but three human hearts in a single lifetime. During this the transition phase where we're beginning to live through the heart. For the awakening of humanity for the benefit of all of us. It was like the test pilot for this thing. This idea. And here's some of the really fun stuff that came out of that session. He got to find out about the intimate lives of the donors. You don't get to know that in our society. I mean that makes sense. Privacy and all of that. He finds out their life stories. He even finds out why and how they died. In one of them the man had taken his own life and that heart went into him and explained his sudden bouts of sadness and grief and desperation. Right? So the expansion was for all of them. For all three of their hearts to live during this time. And he wept at the beauty of it all. The intricate connections, the meaningful details. This grand plan that affected individuals, families, communities, healthcare, and ideas about caring organs. And the seat of the soul itself, the heart. And he learned that it was monumentally important for ascension itself. And his higher self solved the mystery that consumed his internal questioning about why the soul happened to him. So, you know, think again about being 18. It was not appropriate nor in any way possible for him to know what was going on at 18 while he was waiting for his first heart. Just imagine if he had a session or anything else that would answer his questions. Oh, well, if you're going to get a heart, that one's going to fail too. I mean, think about that. Sometimes we're just so close to know. Right? And perhaps one of the most practical and useful bits of information that he got about his physical health from his higher self because he was playing sports. Right? And his higher self assured him that he was treating his heart well. It was more than strong enough. It was going to go way past the 10 years. His doctors were already astonished and they were just going to have to continue to look like this. Don't know why the things go so well. He was told his life was magical and the definition of a heart is centered wide. And he actually goes around telling his story and encouraging others to be transplant donors in case something happens. Three physical hearts each holding the sole essence combining to experience one man's life would exponentially expand his heart center and all the heart center communities and how beautiful is that. His story so illustrates that phrase living from the heart. And he's like the poster boy for us all. So it was at this part of writing my speech that I found myself unexpectedly adding kind of a P.S. another heart story that had not one but several doctors and cardiologists doing like that to me and the ending of that story happened just a few days ago and I'm not going to tell it all but I'm going to tell part of it. So I had my family had, my doctors had some real concerns about what was going on with my physical heart. It really is a long story and I'm going to tell it someday but I'm just going to tell you a small part of the story. So I had to have this heart test done on my heart. So I'm laying on this table and these images are being scanned of my own heart and I have to lay still for 20 minutes so I take it as a you know I'm just going to meditate. I'm going to meditate. Hey, I know what I'm going to focus on my heart. I'm going to focus on my heart with a meditation of love and gratitude. I don't know what. So I think about stories in my life. I focus on my mom who is suffering from cancer. Am I taking on some of her stuff? I don't know. Maybe a time or two. I spent time releasing, forgiving, having authentic gratitude for a certain situation last year that cost me a great deal of heartache. I focused on releasing them. I focused on thanking my physical body. Hey, good job. You brought us into the 50s. We're doing all right. And then the test was over. And so as I'm sort of leaving, the lab tech comes running up to me and she says something really strange happened. Something I've never seen before. We've shut down the machine. Feel like haywire. None of the scans are readable. We don't know what happened. We do a dozen. I've worked here for years. I don't know what the machine act up like that. Sorry, you're going to have to do it again. Okay. You're just going to have to lay still for another 20 minutes. Okay. Maybe I didn't release enough. I didn't have enough gratitude. I didn't forgive enough. I don't know. Okay. It's for a reason. It's always for a reason. So we go back. We do it again. I said I'm on love. But she was ready. Who loves my mom as much as I do? I told her I love her as much as possible. But I could not take away her own heart pain. That was her own journey. I couldn't take it from her or for her. And those others who disappointed me hurt me. I sent them even more love for gratitude. For truly, because they really did, they helped me create a better life. I'm standing here right now. I'm doing a big heartbreak. But I'm here right now doing all of this in part because of that big heartbreak. And I have a much brighter love filled life right now. And I sent very genuine gratitude. And I thanked my body even more. And I thought about how that is creating my life and creating my world by doing this meditation. And that second set of pictures I thought I feel a little different. No matter what happens, I'm going to be okay. Because I believe in eternal life. It doesn't matter. It's going to be okay no matter what. So I released everything that I could. I mentally hugged my body and even out loud I said thank you to my body. And then the second 20 minutes were over. So I go back out into the waiting room and I wait for the lab tech to tell me it's okay to go. So she took even longer even longer for the door. She's on the phone. She finally comes out and she has this big fake smile on her face and she says you're free to go Mrs. Crogillman. I'm like okay. I mean I kind of want to say are you sure because her entire energy was saying oh my god no it happened again. Oh my god no it happened again but she's saying you're free to go. I'm reading her energy and if anything about it was wonderful it was like I can read your energy completely or any doubt. I know what you're really saying. You're not saying those things. Meaning everything's fine. And then she says as I'm literally going out the door I hope it turns out well for you. Seriously. You could have kept that one to yourself. So in the end the doctors say I'm fine I'm more than fine. They actually had a pow wow and they can't really explain what happened and why but they decided this that I have the healthiest heart they've ever seen ever. Are you kidding and they said yeah it's all that all those workouts that you do and I went okay I ride horses every once in a while I do yoga and the gentle kind I'm like you know I'm not I'm not running marathon. And then I did some other tests. So I think that they're going to find more people like me eventually and they're going to find more people like you too. I think that whatever happened with those machines they're going to have more scans of those show up and maybe it is really because of what's happening with our heart and what's possible. So we are on the transition team. My heart we are on the transition team and coming together like this combining our energetic field creates expansion possibilities and growth and I congratulate each of you here. And I thank you for helping to expand my own heart center and feel the consciousness. And so I just want to tell you a little bit about what I do out there in the world. So Dolores Cannon allowed me to create her original support form many years ago. And it still runs. Dolores Cannon QHHT.com is where you can find out information about her our support form, other practitioners who do the same kind of work that I do and we're expanding that all the time as a matter of fact I'd like to tell you about just one project that we're doing Dolores wrote 20 books I have wanted and I know you're going to love this great Michelle. Everyone in those books to have an index in the back DNA codon the 80's all of that they didn't do that those art mound didn't do that well our group is doing that we're doing that we're making that information available to those who are in our support group and we're also making it available for a very small research to anybody who's interested to give you the ability to search through her 20 plus books to be able to find that about half the books have been indexed professionally indexed so far so we're going to be a professional place to look for that information and if you want to find out more about me you can find me at NewReturny.com and you can turn into any of my radio either of my radio shows which again right in the shell I mean you what can I say and everything about my world and I love you very much I have coupons and information at my table back in the comments thank you